Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Chapter 815 Su Miao Extra Story 87: Happy New Year's Eve

Su Miao held the orange shell in her hand: "Qin Mo, the oranges are so sour..."

The person had disappeared, but his voice could be heard next to her ear.

——"Spit it out quickly, come and drink saliva and rinse your mouth, I'll get you candy, you can only eat one candy...Is it delicious?

Is your mouth still sour? "

Su Miao saw a vague figure.

When thinking to the extreme, not only can you "hear" non-existent voices, but you can also "see" people who have died.

When Qin Mo went down to the ground, Su Miao didn't cry, she was in pain, as if her soul was burning and struggling in a raging fire, but she couldn't shed a single tear from her eyes, her eye sockets were red, and she couldn't open her eyes due to the pain, she closed them Very uncomfortable.

She thought that she would never cry again, but after eating this sour orange, her tears were stimulated at once, and a tear fell on the back of her hand, and the fingers holding the orange flinched.

She felt that what she was eating was not oranges, but the bitterest traditional Chinese medicine in the world. The dregs of the medicine lingered in her throat, and she couldn't spit it out or swallow it. He took a deep breath, it hurt so much... She wished she could tear open the bones in her chest and let out that breath.

Feeling her discomfort, Qiqi sat quietly on her body, there was no hidden worry in its eyes, seeing Su Miao getting more and more sad, Qiqi became anxious, paced back and forth in front of her, sticking out her tongue for a while to lick He licked the back of her hand, put his head on her for a while, and put his chin on her lap for a while.

Su Miao lowered her head and looked into Qiqi's eyes, she said, "Qiqi, what will you do if I leave?"

Qiqi whimpered twice, as if responding to Su Miao's words.

Su Miao got up and turned on all the lights in the house. She had to take good care of herself and Qi Qi.

She went into the kitchen and opened the refrigerator. It was full of vegetables, which should have been bought by students.

Su Miao cooked some vegetables and beef. The beef was boiled in plain water without any seasoning. After it was cooked, I shared half of it for Qi Qi to eat, and the other half mixed with vegetables and cold salad. The taste was not good, so I could only say that it was edible.

If Qin Mo would be here, he would cook beef stew, which was rotten and delicious.

After eating and washing the dishes, where did Su Miao go, where did Qiqi go with her, she was too tired to take Qiqi for a stroll outside.

She didn't forget Qin Mo's instructions. When her feet were cold, she had to soak her feet. There was a special foot bath bucket at home for massage, but she thought the machine massage was too painful, so Qin Mo massaged her every night.

When Qin Mo massaged her feet, she would massage his shoulders and take care of each other.

Su Miao returned to the bedroom after soaking her feet, and Qiqi slept on the carpet next to the bed. She was afraid that the room was too dark, and Su Miao couldn't sleep because it was too bright, so she turned on a desk lamp and said to Qiqi who was at the foot of the bed Sentence: "Good night."

Losing Qin Mo was too sudden. Su Miao had lived alone before, but once she got used to being dependent, she would find it difficult to adapt to loneliness after losing her.

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Spring goes to autumn, year after year, in the blink of an eye, Su Miao is 70 years old, Qi Qi is also a 12-year-old dog, Qin Mo has been away for two years, and the bougainvillea planted in front of his grave bloomed. Very good, you can see a piece of red from a long distance away, and I don't know if Qin Mo will be happy watching it from below.

Su Miao used to take Qiqi to Qin Mo's grave to see her when she was free, but as she got older and her legs and feet were not good, she only went once a month to two or three months.

January [-]th, tomorrow is New Year's Eve, Su Miao is holding Qiqi in one hand and a basket in the other, walking and stopping for a while, there are no new clothes for the New Year, what she wears is what Qin Mo chose for her before , After two years, it still fits very well.

The basket opened and there was incense paper money inside, and a pink rose. She took out the rose and put it with the bougainvillea on the side, then lit the incense candle and burned the paper money. When the paper money was burned out, she watched the incense candle rise. The little blue smoke said.

"Amo, time flies so fast and I'm over seventy. I thought my broken body might be the first one to leave, but I didn't expect it to be the last one. Now it's only me and Qiqi left."

"Tomorrow is New Year's Eve. Fireworks are not allowed in the city. This year's New Year's Eve may be much quieter than in previous years."

"The seat next to you has been vacant for a long time, and it won't be long before I lie down."

"I listened to you and took good care of myself, but the fish soup I made was never as delicious as yours. After drinking it for so many years, the same fish with the same bones, but it just didn't taste good..."

"I'm old, but my memory is fine... I don't have Alzheimer's like Song Hansheng, to be honest... I'm really afraid to forget you, I think about you every night before going to bed, see you I am afraid that I will forget you when I wake up the next day."

"Legs still hurt in cold weather. When people are old, the biggest feeling is that their bones are not good enough. Although their memory has not declined, their ears are not good enough. They can't hear anything clearly. Even the alarm clock doesn't work. Wait for Qiqi to wake me up."

Mentioning Qiqi, Su Miao couldn't help but smile.

"Qiqi is obedient."

"I went to see my parents yesterday. I didn't bring anything with me. The basket in my hand was still biting and I was walking all the way. Passers-by saw it and praised it for being good and sensible..."

Seemingly hearing Su Miao praise it, Qiqi opened her mouth and let out a "bark", wagging her tail happily.

Su Miao looked over and touched Qi Qi's furry head.

"It's our child, so obedient and sensible, I don't worry about leaving it here alone, so you may have to wait for me..."

Su Miao took out a bowl of fish soup and a fish from the basket, and put the fish in front of the grave.

The fish soup was still a little hot in the insulated box. Every time she came to see Qin Mo, she would bring something to eat, sometimes it was food, sometimes it was sugar, and she brought it to eat together.

There are wild cats nearby, and every time the food placed on the cemetery will be eaten, there is no fear of waste.

Su Miao hugged the insulated box and drank the fish soup in it. After finishing drinking, she put the box away and put it in the basket. She touched Qiqi's back and stood up staggeringly. Qiqi knew that she was going to leave. Sensibly, he bit the basket and lifted it up.

Su Miao walked three steps, and suddenly a voice came from her hard-of-hearing ears.

"Su Xiaomiao."

She turned around, there was nothing there, she looked at Qin Mo's name and the photo engraved on the tombstone.

"Qin Mo, Happy New Year!"

After finishing speaking, Su Miao led the dog back home. The student wanted to come to accompany Su Miao on New Year's Eve, but Su Miao refused. That day was when he was watching the Spring Festival Gala with his family and children. What did the old woman do to see her?

A few students said in the group, then wait until the first day of the new year to bring their children to pay New Year's greetings to Su Miao.

During the past two years when Qin Mo left, Su Miao has been taken care of by the students. They treat her as if they were their mothers. Whenever there is no food in the refrigerator, they will buy it for her. The nutritional products at home are box by box. of.

On New Year's Eve, Su Miao answered several calls in a row. She bought an old phone with bad ears. The voice can only be heard clearly when turned on to the ear, and reading glasses are required to read text messages.

If she couldn't hear what others said, she would hmm, ah, and respond well, that's right.

Fireworks are not allowed. This year's New Year's Eve is really deserted. Su Miao bought a box of fairy sticks and put them on the balcony. The Spring Festival Gala was played in the living room. The host shouted "Happy New Year" to the audience.

This day should be a day worth celebrating. Su Miao inexplicably felt a throbbing pain in her chest. She pressed her chest and went back to the bedroom. She opened the medical box and rummaged through it before finding the medicine she wanted to take. Her hands were shaking. As soon as the lid was opened, a bottle of medicine fell from the hand, and the white pills were scattered all over the ground. There were a lot of medicines on the ground, but it looked like two pills but felt like one.

Su Miao suddenly understood...she might be leaving today.

Supporting the cabinet, Su Miao staggered to the balcony. Her breathing became more and more rapid. She had a dull pain in her chest just now, but now it eased back, as if she wanted to support her to finish the last thing.

This year's orange tree also bears a lot of fruit. It's too sour and no one eats it. The oranges fall from the tree and roll under the sofa to rot quietly.

Su Miao came to the sofa with all her strength. Su Miao squinted her eyes and looked down at Qi Qi beside her legs: "Qi Qi, help me bring a firework stick and a lighter, can you tell the difference?"

Su Miao pointed to the box not far from her.

Qiqi walked over with her tail down, bit a fairy stick and put it in Su Miao's hand, then went to search for a lighter.

Just lighting the firework stick in her hand, Su Miao exhausted all her strength, the firework blooming in her hand ignited the twilight in her eyes.

She just kept staring...staring...

There were no fireworks outside, but she heard the sound. She looked up and saw Qin Mo slowly walking towards her, like light piercing through the clouds.