Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Chapter 812 Su Miao Extra Story 84

Lying paralyzed on the bed, having to be taken care of by others when eating, drinking and diarrhoea, unable to speak clearly, muscle atrophy, colic all over... And another kind of euthanasia fell into a deep sleep like a deep anesthesia.

If so which would you choose?

Su Miao didn't dare to think about it, but even if she didn't think about it, she knew what would be the best outcome for Qin Mo, but she didn't want to be separated from Qin Mo. She agreed to live a lifetime, but this life is too short.

"Qin Mo, you used to take care of me, so I'll take care of you in the future, okay?"

Su Miao was begging him, sobbing hoarsely.

Qin Mo didn't speak, he just raised his fingers, as if he wanted to wipe the tiredness on Su Miao's face with his fingers, and he couldn't even do such a simple movement.

Qin Mo has been a doctor for decades, fighting against serious illnesses, but this time the serious illnesses defeated him, he could not save himself, and no one could save him, he was not afraid of death... For him, dying now is better than living paralyzed , but he can't bear Su Miao, what if he leaves Su Miao?

But if he doesn't leave, it will be Su Miao who will be dragged down.

In the evening, Su Miao fetched water to wipe Qin Mo's body briefly. He still had injuries and was intubated. He couldn't turn over, so he could only simply wipe his face and hands. I'm afraid I'll be sweating, if I want to take good care of Qin Mo, I must hire someone.

There was painkiller in the drip, Qin Mo just woke up for a while and started to feel sleepy again, when he woke up again it was completely dark, he saw Su Miao sitting there alone with legs hanging down.

He knew that Su Miao's legs must be hurting again. If he was still alive, he would gently rub her legs at this time. Knowing that she was cold, he would hug her tightly to sleep at night. He had been married for decades and loved her all his life. Man, I'm afraid I won't be able to have a complete hug until I die. Qin Mo thought about it, and his eyes became a little hot again. It's time to make a decision. He can't watch Su Miao every day and can't even take a rest in order to take care of him.

The next day, friends and relatives came to visit Qin Mo one after another. Qin Mo just woke up and couldn't disturb him too much. After seeing it, he left. The rest were his students, a total of eight people with their family members and children. Almost the entire room was covered.

"Miao Miao..." Qin Mo tried many times, but this time he called Su Miao the most clearly.

"I'm here."

Su Miao always felt that Qin Mo would say something very important at this time, and this matter might be the most painful and unacceptable to her, but she couldn't stop Qin Mo.

Human life should be free.

Qin Mo's pupils turned slowly, sweeping across everyone, and finally stopped on Su Miao's face for a long time, as if he wanted to engrave her in his soul forever, even if he went to the next life, he would never forget it.

It was very quiet in the ward. No one was talking, they were all waiting for Qin Mo to say something.

After a long time, Qin Mo took a deep breath and shouted the words with all his strength: "Miao... I'm actually... very afraid... afraid of pain... Let me die euthanasia... This is a kind of relief for me..."

Su Miao knew what Qin Mo was going to say, but she still couldn't bear the heartache. The last bouquet of champagne roses that Qin Mo bought was put in a vase by Su Miao and placed in front of the window sill. Even changing the water and adding nutrient solution every day couldn't stop it. The petals are withered and withered, and a gust of wind blows away two or three petals, just like human life.

Su Miao didn't know how much effort it took to say the word "OK."

She was in a trance and couldn't even feel that she had spoken, her body had replaced her soul to respond to Qin Mo.

How could she bear Qin Mo's pain.

Qin Mo finally showed a smile, the doctor came, the student replaced Su Miao and told the doctor the result.

The doctor nodded and understood, but he still said: "If you treat well, you can still live for a long time."

It's been a long time, but it's meaningless to be unhappy like that.

What Qin Mo wants to live is to take Su Miao to cook together, walk the dog, visit the park, dance in the square together, set up lanterns in the ancient town to make wishes, listen to songs in noisy concerts, Shouting like a young man... instead of lying limp on the bed like a dead man waiting for Su Miao to take care of him.

Qin Mo asked the doctor to help him pull out the pot on his body. He wanted to hug Su Miao completely before he died, after all...he would not be able to hug Su Miao in the future.

"In this case, it may be a little painful."

"I'm not afraid."

The eyes of the students were red, and they stood in a row and bowed to Qin Mo: "Teacher, let's go."

Qin Mo looked at these people, and many images appeared in his mind. The young people who used to study by his side became pillars one by one, and all of them were excellent. If he could have this group of students in his life, he would die without regret.

He replied with a trembling voice: "No, I'm leaving..." You still have a long way to go.

They kept their heads down, not knowing who was sobbing, and it wasn't who was standing on the ground that got wet first.

The doctor pulled out the tube on Qin Mo's body. Qin Mo said that he wanted to look at the bougainvillea downstairs by the window, and then the hospital pushed a wheelchair to pick Qin Mo up and put him on it.

Sitting up paralyzed, the bones in his body seemed to be broken one by one.

Qin Mo squinted his eyes and looked down, the bougainvilleas outside were in full bloom.