Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

The first word Yu Sheng said when he learned to speak was "star"

Probably because I often listen to songs, the word "star" appears most often in the lyrics.

The second sentence is "Mom"

The third sentence is "Dad"

When they were one year old, the two children sat on the ground, and the servants at home prepared some props for drawing lots. Yu Nian grabbed a handful of money, and Yu Sheng grabbed an apple.

One loves money, the other loves food, and is not interested in anything else.

Aunt Lin asked Lu Tingchuan what she wanted Yu Sheng to do when she grew up.

Lu Tingchuan replied: "As long as they are healthy, happy and understand love."

A person's life is nothing but birth, old age, sickness and death, ups and downs, one must understand love, love can make a person strong, tolerant, tenacious, full, and satisfied...

This year Su Miao was also released from prison. When she came out, she was still thinking about the agreement she had made with Shen Qing to pick her up, but there was no one outside the prison.

She could only ask Qin Mo to inquire about Shen Qing's news, and finally learned that Shen Qing had died a year ago.

Su Miao couldn't believe it, she went to the cemetery in a daze, until she saw Shen Qing's tombstone... Tears fell uncontrollably.

She never cried when she was in prison. She endured the inhuman torture in the prison, and she endured it, but this day... It should be that the autumn wind was too cold, and tears rolled out of her eyes as soon as it blew.

The choked up crying became louder and louder, Su Miao lost her strength and knelt on the ground, her whole body convulsed from crying.

"Liar, didn't you agree to pick me up from prison? Why don't you count your words? I've been waiting for you inside...why...why don't you wait for me?"

She still remembers what Shen Qing said when he came to visit her in the prison, she said "Miao Miao, I will wait for you to come out."

At that time, they all thought they could get over it, firmly believing that they would live longer than these scumbags, but after two years, everything changed.

Ah Qing, why are there so many bad people in this world?

Su Miao's voice became hoarse from crying, and finally she opened her mouth and vomited a mouthful of blood, her hands were full of blood.

Unfortunately, she didn't even see Shen Qing for the last time.

……

In the past 18 years, the two children have grown up, and Lu Tingchuan has survived the most difficult time.

This year, Lu Tingchuan is 52 years old, with gray temples, and his face is still as good-looking as ever. Over the years, many women have wooed him, but he has rejected them all. He put all his energy on his two children.

Yu Sheng Yu Nian asked him such a question when he was very young.

"Dad, why don't we have a mother? Does she not want us?"

"Your mother loves you the most. It's not that she doesn't want you, it's that I lost her."

Children are immature in thinking, how scared should they be when they think that their father lost their mother and their mother is alone in a strange place?

"Then go find your mother and don't leave her alone."

"I can't find it, it's too far away."

"How far is it, can't you find it by car or plane?"

"It's like the stars in the sky are so far away, you can see them but you can't reach them..."

On the birthday of the two children, a foreign woman came to the house.

After introduction, her name is Annie, she is a reporter abroad, and she came here to find her benefactor.

She had a car accident when she was eight years old. If Shen Qing and Jiang Yiming hadn't rescued her, she might have died. It was because of them that she left her original family and was protected by the police. Now she has become a Excellent reporter.

Lu Tingchuan was in a daze for a moment. It has been 20 years, but thinking about it now, it seems like it happened yesterday.

In order to avoid him, Shen Qing fled abroad and lived with Jiang Yiming.

At that time, she and Jiang Yiming rescued the little girl. After being reported by the police, he found information and found her slowly.

He still remembered that he satirized the Holy Mother of Shen Qing at that time, he couldn't care about himself and cared about others.

Shen Qing's kindness has never been wrong, the little girl who was rescued traveled all the way here to find her.

Unfortunately, Shen Qing is already dead.

One action of a person often affects many things. Even though there are all kinds of hardships in the world, there will always be someone who will continue to convey kindness because of you.

Lu Tingchuan made a decision. On August [-]th, Shen Qing's memorial day, Lu Tingchuan went to Wanshou Village alone. After sitting by the earthen grave for half a day, he returned to J city police station and surrendered.

"I imprisoned a woman for 18 years and forced her to have an abortion. I illegally took humiliating photos and videos of her, and it was circulated. These are all evidence of crime. I surrender myself and request the execution."

Lu Tingchuan put the file bag in his hand on the table, and the policeman opened it to look at it, his face became more and more serious, adding up the large and small criminal evidence, there were more than [-] pieces of criminal evidence.

In addition to illegal imprisonment, there is violence, and indirect killing...

Lu Tingchuan turned himself in, which aroused great attention from the upper echelons, and the investigation revealed that it was accurate. The victim, Shen Qing, committed suicide 18 years ago, leaving behind only a pair of children.

Lu Tingchuan was not sentenced to death, but was only sentenced to life imprisonment. On the day of his imprisonment, only Yu Shengyu Nian was able to enter.

Yu Sheng's eyes were red from crying, she didn't understand why Lu Tingchuan turned himself in to prison, she didn't know what her father was like before, she only knew that Lu Tingchuan was really good to them in the past 18 years, he was a qualified father .

Yu Nian on the side didn't say a word, but his eyes were still red. He knew that this was what Lu Tingchuan had always wanted to do. He had been waiting for this day for a long time.

"It is my responsibility to bring you up, but I am guilty and unforgivable. People have to pay for the mistakes they make. I killed your mother. I will not have your father by your side in the future. You have to Live well and remember not to be like me."

The visiting time was very short. After the brothers and sisters left, Lu Tingchuan returned to the prison. He only brought one thing with him, an old mobile phone, which contained only a piece of audio, which was recorded on the day Shen Qing died.

He has carefully kept the 15-minute recording. He only listened to the first 10 minutes, and he has not listened to the last 5 minutes until now.

Back then, he named his two children Yu Sheng Yu Nian. When he thought about it, it had a beautiful meaning, and they would be together as a family for the rest of their lives.

After Shen Qing's death, he suffered for the rest of the year, and spent the rest of his life in repentance and atonement.

Lu Tingchuan developed the habit of writing a diary in the prison. He stopped the medicine, his hysteria relapsed, and he could see Shen Qing every day. He was the only one in the prison, and the prison guards saw him talking to himself from time to time, as if his There is someone on the opposite side.

The cruel man who turned himself in with the evidence was now crying and laughing in prison, talking alone in the long night.

What he said most was: I miss you, Shen Qing.

The rest of my life is so long, you are so unforgettable.

Lu Tingchuan's diary.

On August [-], the weather was fine.

Ah Qing, I surrendered myself and went to jail, you are right, evil will be rewarded, the law will punish everything I committed, time flies, this year Yu Sheng Yu Nian is 18 years old, Yu Nian is a good brother who created charity with one hand Institution, Yu Sheng learned how to draw, and your daughter draws you very much like her.

……

On December [-], the weather was snowy.

The winter in J City is so cold. I remember that you are most afraid of this kind of winter. I don’t know if it will be cold below you. Recently, I have some mental problems. the sound of.

The past and the present made me unable to distinguish. They also said to ask a psychiatrist for me, and asked the children to bring me medicine for me to take.

What they didn't know was that I didn't take the medicine on purpose. I was tired of taking the medicine for 18 years. I didn't want to take the medicine. After taking the medicine, I couldn't see you or hear your voice.

On February [-]st, the Spring Festival is here. Today, Yu Sheng Yu Nian brought me dumplings, and they even wrapped sugar in them. What they don’t know is that I don’t like sugar dumplings the most. This year’s Spring Festival, it should be very hot outside. Let's be lively, the prison is deserted and deserted, everyone else wants to go home, and I want to go home too, but I thought about it, where would my home be without you?

March [-], the weather is fine

Ah Qing, my memory has deteriorated with the illness, and sometimes I have doubts about my memory. Maybe you just appeared in my hallucinations, and I have never seen you.

On May [-], the weather was rainy.

I am more afraid of forgetting you than not being able to see you in the future, Ah Qing, I am going to take medicine.

On August [-], the weather was cloudy.

Today is your memorial day, I take medicine every day, the hallucinations are really less, but I still saw you today, sitting next to me, I figured it out, this is the first time I saw you.

On September [-], the weather was fine.

Ah Qing, I am 58 years old this year. My hair has turned white and my face has many wrinkles. I look in the mirror and I almost don’t recognize myself. Now that you’ve said it, can you still recognize me?

I think you should not want to see me.

I used to always think that if I got to the bottom, I would carry you on my back, but I am a lame man with a hunchback, so the idea of ​​carrying you has become a luxury.

On October [-], the weather was fine.

One hundred years of loneliness is the punishment you gave me, but I really can't endure it anymore, and I don't want to endure it anymore. It's been too long and I even forget how old I am. I only remember that this is 30 years after your death.

Tell you, you have become a grandma and grandma, Yu Nian has a son, and Yu Sheng has a daughter.

If you were here...you would love them very much.

……

On this day, the aged Lu Tingchuan wrote his last diary entry in prison.

He took out his mobile phone and tremblingly clicked on the audio that he had listened to millions of times.

The beginning of forgetting a person is from her voice to her appearance.

If you keep listening to her voice, will you never forget this person?

This time Lu Tingchuan heard the audio to the end...

"Lu Tingchuan, I was already dead when you heard this. I don't want to forgive you, and I don't want to hate you forever. We have no fate. For the rest of your life, you will be a good father. In the next life... I hope you will be a good person."

This moment seemed to be quiet, only the sound of tears dripping on the table disturbed everything.

Lu Tingchuan always thought that what Shen Qing left for him would be a "curse" or a complaint against him. He didn't dare to listen to it, and was afraid of hearing it. Every time he grabbed the phone, he was trembling.

But what he didn't expect was that after hearing the back, Shen Qing just said something plainly.

——In the next life, I hope you will be a good person.

Lu Tingchuan couldn't help but break down emotionally and burst into tears.

……

Lu Tingchuan died alone in the prison with no one around him. He fell on the table with a pen in his hand as if he had fallen asleep.

There was no warning for the sudden accident. You must know that he was fine in the morning. The baby's breath was blooming in June. He saw a white flower on the side of the road, which looked a bit like the baby's breath. The inmate said, "Shen Qing, I will definitely like this kind of flower when I see it."

After he finished speaking, his eyes turned red. The small flowers grew in the yard and were not picked. Over time, the flowers bloomed and withered.

Missing never comes like a stormy sea, but it does not prevent it from patting on the heart like waves, arousing emotions over and over again.

Time has aged his face, and time has blurred his memory, but Lu Tingchuan always remembers the love of his life, Shen Qing, which no one can match.

In Yu Nian, Yu Sheng came to the prison to pick up Lu Tingchuan's body. When he was packing up his belongings, he saw the unfinished diary.

On June [-], the weather was fine.

Ah Qing, I have finally completed what you told me to do. I have raised Yu Sheng for more than a year and watched them get married and have children. I have worked hard to become a good father. If I am a good person in my next life, I can go meet you...

Lu Tingchuan collapsed before finishing writing. He died on Shen Qing's birthday.

Just like in the previous life, Lu Tingchuan never came back after entering the prison, but different from the previous life, Shen Qing did not come here to pick him up in this life.

"Mr. Lu, for the rest of our lives, you and I will be clean for the rest of our lives."