Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Chapter 716

"Go back, I'll buy you your favorite milk tea when I come back."

Sitting in the car, Lu Tingchuan waved to Shen Qing.

Watching Lu Tingchuan go away, Shen Qing was still standing at the gate leaning against the wall, the wound on her stomach from the caesarean section hadn't fully healed yet, and now she felt a dull pain.

"Miss Shen, go back."

Aunt Lin stretched out her hand to support her, Shen Qing lowered his head and followed Aunt Lin in, and then sat next to the two children. She had never hugged them, and Aunt Lin hugged and nursed them on weekdays, and she just watched them from the sidelines. Occasionally touch their little hands with your hands.

She didn't dare to get close, she was afraid that once she got close, she would be reluctant to leave.

The faces of the two children had faded from the initial flush, their little faces were white and tender, listening to Shen Qing singing, there was still a smile on the corners of their mouths.

"Twinkle twinkle little stars, how I wonder where you are……"

"The stars in the sky don't talk, but the dolls on the ground miss their mother..."

Shen Qing sang many nursery rhymes to the two children with the word "star". She likes stars, and she planted flowers and stars all over the sky, and looked at the stars outside at night.

Wait and think about it, fell asleep after drinking milk and listening to the song, Shen Qing lay on the side and watched quietly, stretched out his hands and landed on the baby's palm, as if there was a feeling, the two children grabbed the mother's hand together, like two Clutching like a straw.

She said in a hoarse voice with a very small voice: "Wait a minute, you will be obedient in the future, and your mother will accompany you here... I will watch you from the sky... I will watch you grow up slowly, Learn to walk, go to school, make friends, fall in love, get married and have children... Promise your mother that you will be happy even without a mother."

Every time she said a word, her voice became lower, and in the end there was only a choked sob with breath.

When eating at noon, Shen Qing had a bad appetite, so he drank some soup and put it down.

Seeing that she looked sleepy, Aunt Lin took her upstairs to sleep as if she was sleepy.

Every day at noon, Shen Qing would take a nap. She slept for a long time, within an hour. At this time, the servants at home would not disturb her, and they would only go in to wake her up when it was almost the same time.

Today was the same as usual, an ordinary day.

Shen Qing obediently went to bed and put on the quilt, and said to Aunt Lin, "Good afternoon."

"Good afternoon, Miss Shen."

Aunt Lin carefully tucked the blanket for her and saw that her eyes were closed, so she also turned around and went downstairs to do her own work.

Hearing the sound of the bedroom door closing, Shen Qing, who had just closed her eyes, suddenly opened them. She silently counted the time in her heart, and it took about 3 minutes before she got up.

The curtains were drawn in the bedroom, the light was dim, and no one would disturb her at this point.

She got up and stood by the window. Looking down from here, she could see the baby's breath planted in the yard. It's already July, and the baby's breath will bloom in June when the baby's breath is in season, but it hasn't bloomed yet. She really didn't Time is waiting.

Shen Qing's eyes were no longer cloudy as before. She was foolish enough to treat Lu Tingchuan as Ah Ming, and obediently stayed by his side, following behind him like a little tail.

That night when she watched Lu Tingchuan play the piano, her dusty memories were gradually opened up, she gradually became sober, and gradually remembered everything.

No crying, no noise, no quarrel, no unwillingness, and no hatred... She was as calm as water after boiling, gradually cooling down in the chaotic memory.

She used to be an actress anyway, and playing a fool next to Lu Tingchuan almost used up all her acting skills, so she just kept waiting, waiting for the child to be born...

There was nothing in the bedroom, maybe Lu Tingchuan was afraid that she would hurt him, so he cleaned up all the sharp objects, even the pool in the yard was drained, and railings were added to the windows to prevent her from falling.

Shen Qing put his hand on the window, took a deep breath, wrote the three characters "Jiang Yiming" tremblingly on it, and when the last stroke fell, tears fell down immediately.

"I'm sorry..." How could she forget Jiang Yiming, who is Jiang Yiming, the light that will always illuminate me on the way home.

He said that she will give me a home, but once you leave, there will be no home for me in this world.

Shen Qing dragged out the suitcase from under the bed, this suitcase was originally left in the small apartment she bought.

When Lu Tingchuan was taken abroad to suffer from depression, Lu Tingchuan brought it out. The dilapidated suitcase had changed color, and there was a combination lock on it, covered with a layer of dust, and it had never been opened.

Lu Tingchuan never bothered to dig through Shen Qing's things. He had seen this suitcase kept by Shen Qing's side before. He glanced at what was in it, and it was a few books.

Lu Tingchuan is not interested in these things. If he has a little bit of interest, he will find that it contains Shen Qing's dream, her longing for the future. Meet Lu Tingchuan.

After Lu Tingchuan saw these, he would know how much Shen Qing loved him back then.

Shen Qing carefully took the suitcase to the bathroom, filled the bathtub with water, took out the notebooks from the suitcase and tore them up one by one and dissolved them in the bathtub water, and the diary she had written, also shredded Throw into the water.

After the bathtub was filled with water, Shen Qing went back to the bedroom and hugged the quilt. She sat in the bathtub, the cold water made her tremble uncontrollably, and her body slid down a little bit. She lay down and looked at the quilt with her eyes. ceiling.

People who want to die will commit suicide no matter how many times they are saved.

Just like when the raised rabbit dies, Shen Qing will also die, if the baby's breath cannot bloom, Shen Qing's life will not go away either.

Shen Qing dragged the quilt on the ground into the water, and the quilt became very heavy when it touched the water, Shen Qing covered his head with the quilt, lowered his body little by little, the water overflowed his mouth and finally reached his nose, the quilt covering his head became heavier and heavier It got heavier and heavier, as if a hand was pressing down on a person's head.

The ears were buzzing, people would hold their breath in the water, and after holding on for more than ten seconds, they would open their mouths, the water choked into their throats, tears kept flowing out, Shen Qing tasted the salty taste in a blur, she struggled subconsciously, Clenching the wet quilt over her head with her hands, her joints turned white, and various images flashed in her mind for a moment.

Every scene seems like yesterday, thinking of the days when her family bullied her like a cow and horse, thinking of her grandma's careful care, thinking of being bitten by a snake and dying of her grandma, she lost the first person who loved her in the world, thinking of the first time she saw her Lu Tingchuan.

"Mr. Lu, hello, I'm Shen Qing, and Qing is Qingqing."

That innocent Shen Qing eventually became cloudy, unable to recognize people...

She was slowly suffocating in the bathtub water, and people would uncontrollably undulate in the water, sinking deeper and deeper into the quagmire in a trance.

Lu Tingchuan finally underestimated her determination to "suicide", so what if there was no knife or medicine, she hugged the quilt and submerged in the water, suffocating herself to death on this day.

It is said that when one dies, one thinks about the most important person in one's life, but what is ridiculous is that the figure of Lu Tingchuan is what Shen Qing can't get rid of all over his mind that day.

Lu Tingchuan, you must do what you promised me. You must be a good father and grow up with your two children. You cannot die. Death is a relief. You are not worthy. Living is your revenge. I will punish you to live a hundred years and die alone. .

With a ruined soul, a tattered body, and a lost heart, if she still loves Lu Tingchuan, she will always be a fool, but she is tired and doesn't want to be a fool anymore, not to mention there are too many wounds between them that cannot be healed by love of.

Before dawn there is darkness, after darkness there is dawn, the sun will set, the cold winter will usher in spring, the belated gypsophila will bloom one day, all things will be renewed, only the old disease will not heal.

"Lu Tingchuan, you and I will be clean for the rest of our lives. From now on, I will cross my Naihe bridge, and you will follow your sunny path. From then on... there will be no relationship."

Ah Ming, this time I really came to you.

Shen Qing's life was too hard, she always wanted a home, a home of her own, but she didn't have a home until she died...

If a person really has a next life, I hope she will have a small house, which doesn't need to be big, just enough to shelter her from the wind and rain.

In a trance, she saw Jiang Yiming stretching out his hand towards her, with stars shining in his eyes: "Ah Qing, I want to give you a home."

"Well, you can't break your promise in the next life."

Shen Qing thought about it, her twitching legs gradually quieted down, her arms sank into the water, it was her last struggle before death.