Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Chapter 649 You Can't Take the Roses Handed By Others With Your Handy Trash

There is always a question on the Internet: Do you want to go back to the past?

Shen Qing's answer was that she didn't want to go back to the past at all. During those days of darkness, pain, and repeated disappointments that turned into despair, one time was enough...

Going back to the past is not as good as starting again now. People always have to say goodbye to the past. How can you take the roses handed over with garbage in your hand?

Shen Qing has a lot of pregnancy reactions. The pregnancy reaction depends entirely on personal luck. Some people are in the first three months, while some people don’t stop until after giving birth. There is also a kind of child who is chosen by heaven, that is, during pregnancy No pregnancy reaction.

Shen Qing was not the chosen one, she was that unlucky one, until she was six months pregnant, her belly got bigger and the pregnancy reaction was still big.

Accompanied by morning sickness, my calves were still swollen, and I could only sleep on my side every day. When I lay down, I felt something pressing on my heart, and I had nightmares all night.

It was inconvenient for Shen Qing to wake up at night, and he was prone to waking up thirsty at night, so Jiang Yiming put the floor covering on the bedroom floor, next to the head of the bed.

Shen Qing knows better than anyone how hard it is to make snacks. Jiang Yiming went to work during the day and came back to face her, but he was still full of energy.

His face was very energetic, or it could be said that he pretended to be very energetic, his eyes were bloodshot from exhaustion, and there were dark circles under his eye sockets, Shen Qing felt pain in his heart when he saw it.

"I'm not tired, Shen Qing, I now feel that I'm living a very happy life, and my life has a sense of fulfillment. I used to live as if I were alive, and it was good to just goof around, but now that I have you, I suddenly have a goal in life."

Jiang Yiming grabbed Shen Qing's hand and looked at Shen Qing's abdomen.

Jiang Yiming asked: "Are you feeling uncomfortable today?"

Shen Qing replied.

"It's still the same as usual."

That is uncomfortable, Jiang Yiming said: "I heard that the child who is prone to fuss is a girl, maybe this is what we think."

He only thought of a girl's name, but not a boy's name. Shen Qing was about to give birth in six months, and he didn't ask the doctor if he said to go to the hospital for an examination to see if it was a boy or a girl.

"Tomorrow I will have a day off. It's time to take you to the hospital for a pregnancy test."

Shen Qing stroked his abdomen: "Then let's go to bed early."

"Ah."

Jiang Yiming agreed, but he didn't let go of Shen Qing's hand, he would always lift his hand and put it on the bedside when he lay down, it would be numb after a short time.

The current relationship between the two is said to be too dull as a couple, it is more like a husband and wife, the life of an old husband and wife.

This relationship is not up or down, every time Shen Qing sees Jiang Yiming's efforts, he feels sorry for him.

Jiang Yiming is not like her, he has a family, he has parents who want him to love him, although he used to always laugh at himself as a jerk, but there are many fans who like him.

He used to have a great life, but now he lives peacefully with her under this "well".

Although the current life and income are not bitter, they are only a drop in the bucket compared to his previous life.

Jiang Yiming thought from the bottom of his heart that the current life is better, he is living happily, and told Shen Qing not to blame himself, all of this is his willingness.

Some people say that in love, what you give is always not to be cherished, and there are high and low points in relationships, but in Jiang Yiming's view, giving love is a process of receiving love, and he will never regret spending this time with Shen Qing day.

I don't know if it was because of the pressure in my heart to go to the hospital for a pregnancy test tomorrow morning, Shen Qing had a nightmare as soon as she closed her eyes and fell asleep, dreaming that Lu Tingchuan was strangling her neck and would not let her go.

After waking up from the nightmare, when she opened her eyes, she saw Jiang Yiming sitting on the bed partner looking at her worriedly, the light in the room was on, Shen Qing stared blankly with the pain in his head flickering.

"Have a nightmare?"

"Ah."

Shen Qing paused, and then said two more words, "Scared."

"I'll get you a glass of water."

Jiang Yiming got up to go out, but Shen Qing grabbed his arm before he even lifted his foot.

"Jiang Yiming, I'm afraid, don't go."

Jiang Yiming stopped immediately, turned around and hugged Shen Qing in his arms.

Shen Qing, who was six months pregnant, was still a small ball, looking like a fragile doll, she had to be careful in every movement, and she couldn't even hug her too tightly.

Shen Qing's rapid breathing gradually calmed down, she stretched out her hands to hold Jiang Yiming's clothes, and heard his steady heartbeat in her ears.

A pregnant woman is always worried about gain and loss in a very sensitive period, afraid of losing her current stable life, and afraid of the child she left behind after all the troubles. Now she has not taken the initiative to mention her past to Jiang Yiming.

People always have some unbearable past, and some things are not worth mentioning.

Shen Qing kept silent, Jiang Yiming thought she was terrified in her heart, and comforted softly: "Don't think about it, it's just a dream, nightmares and reality are opposite, the more frightening the dream, the more happy the reality will be."

This kind of comfort plays a psychological role. Dreams and reality are opposite, which is nonsense to fool nightmares. Isn't there another saying that dreams come true?

Why don't you say that dreams and reality are opposite?

"Jiang Yiming, you are the first person who treats me seriously."

Shen Qing suddenly opened his mouth and said a sentence that had no beginning but no end.

Yes, Jiang Yiming is the first one who treats her seriously, the most important word in this sentence is not "good" or "the first" but "serious"

Lu Tingchuan had also been kind to Shen Qing before, but that kindness was often taken advantage of.

At the beginning, Lu Tingchuan just wanted to trick people into his hands as soon as possible, and his methods were full of loopholes, and only Shen Qing, who was as stupid as a fool, would give his heart and soul.

When she first came abroad, she was sent to the hospital for an examination. Shen Qing often looked at the sky outside. She was depressed. After experiencing Lu Tingchuan's deception and humiliation, she no longer believed that anyone could treat her wholeheartedly. She always I wonder if the people around her have ulterior motives like Lu Tingchuan's approach to her.

Su Miao's redemption gave her a glimmer of hope to survive, and Jiang Yiming's company made her more confident and happy.

"Jiang Yiming, I don't deserve your kindness to me. I used to be someone else's mistress, and this child was only born at that time... I'm a bad person."

A good girl will go to heaven, but a bad girl will wander in hell. Is the pain she is suffering now all retribution?

"If you didn't do it voluntarily, then you're not a mistress. What's more, you chose to escape, didn't you?"

Jiang Yiming asked, "Shen Qing, do you want to go back to the past?"

Shen Qing shook his head: "I don't want to go back to the past at all."

"That's fine."

Jiang Yiming was very happy that Shen Qing could take the initiative to bring up the past with him, which showed that she had opened her heart to him, and the distance between the two of them was one step closer.

This night Shen Qing carefully talked about what happened to her in the past, tearing open the wound that was already scarred, revealing the bloody wound.