Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

"I used to think that I was a long-term person. If I like someone, I will like it for a lifetime, and I will not look back even if I hit the south wall, but now I find..." Shen Zhichu smiled, "If you like someone, you will get tired of it."

Why does she like Li Jingshen?She saw a comment on the Internet.

When you like someone, you will feel that he is full of light, and you can't help approaching him, like a moth to a flame, but if he keeps not responding to you, you will feel that the light gradually dims over time, Become a speck of dust in the universe.

You try to remember him being all lit up, but you can't, and it turns out it was just the light in your eyes when you first saw him.

And the light in her eyes is Li Jingshen who carried her home 16 years ago.

It's just that the light stayed in her eyes for too long.

"Then why do you want him to like you? You haven't understood after four years? Li Jingshen is a cold-blooded animal. He will never like you in his life. Don't waste your time on him."

Qin Mo's words were so piercing to the ears.

"It's not a waste of time. I don't have much time. I just want to gamble that he will fall in love with me, bet that he will regret it after I die, sleepless nights, restless heart, and regret for life . " She said this sentence very firmly, and she was speaking to Qin Mo and reminding herself.

"Then what if you lose the bet?" Qin Mo still disagreed.

Shen Zhichu's eyes were already stained with madness: "If I lose the bet, I won't lose anything if I die, but if I win, I will be very happy."

Qin Mo's face froze, and a chill burst from his chest and spread all over his body instantly. Shen Zhichu seemed to be a different person at this moment. He looked straight at Shen Zhichu, afraid that if he didn't pay attention to the person in front of him, he would disappear completely.

Shen Zhichu slightly restrained the coldness in his eyes: "What can compare to this kind of revenge. When he fell in love with me, I disappeared completely."

In the past, she wanted Li Jingshen to love her because of feelings, but now it is for revenge. Once people feel hatred, they will be unscrupulous and can use anything.

She has spent so many years, and it's okay to have another year. Some people may say that she is stupid, that she is stupid, and that most of her life was wasted on a man.

But who can stand in her situation and think about it carefully, she has only been living for more than a year, suffering from cancer, suffering from pain every day, and relying on drugs to survive.

The disease will become more and more serious when it is dragged on later. A stomach is covered with cancer cells. At that time, she will not be able to eat anything, cannot sleep at night, and vomits blood day and night. The pain occupies her nerves. Maybe she even Thinking, not even the motivation to retaliate.

Li Jingshen destroyed her faith, and she had to fight him desperately, and she wanted to pay back all the pain he inflicted on her.

She has nothing now, so she can only take revenge on Li Jingshen in such an extreme way.

The probability of her winning the bet is very low, but as long as Li Jingshen cares about her a little more, then she will die unjustly.

Qin Mo understood Shen Zhichu's desire for revenge, but he couldn't agree with it. He hoped that Shen Zhichu's first priority was her body and her life, not hatred.

He understands the hatred in his heart, and he also understands that she wants to take revenge on Li Jingshen, but why can't he just live well and live happily to take revenge?

If Shen Zhichu accepts chemotherapy and medication obediently, her time will never be limited to this.

Now that she's put everything on a scumbag, is this... really worth it?

"Zhichu, is this really worth it?"

"For me now, it's worth it. At least I can live a meaningful life instead of just waiting to die." Shen Zhichu smiled. She was good-looking. This smile was like a ray of sunshine in the cold ice and snow, illusory, When the wind blows and the clouds move, they disappear.

Her illness will be exposed sooner or later. In this case, it is better to expose it meaningfully, so that a heartless person can cry for her, and she will not regret it.

Shen Zhichu was obviously smiling, but there was a dead silence in his eyes.

Shen Zhichu asked, "What time is it now?"

Qin Mo took out his phone and glanced at it: "It's 01:30."

Half an hour has passed, and Li Jingshen should be here soon.

"You go, Li Jingshen is coming soon."

Qin Mo looked at her worriedly, and Shen Zhichu stretched out his hand to push him, just like she acted like a baby to him when she was a child.

"Let's go, I'm fine, you just think it's for me so that you won't be misunderstood by Li Jingshen."

Qin Mo gritted his teeth: "Then I'm leaving, you take good care of yourself and call me when something happens, I will take you away even if it is desperate."

Shen Zhichu agreed: "Okay."

Qin Mo took one last look at Shen Zhichu and then turned around.

Shen Zhichu watched him leave, her eyes were a little blurred, she shook her eyes and looked at the sunny sky outside.

Rongcheng is finally entering summer.