Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

"This is our home, Dad, why have you forgotten again? I am your daughter Bai Muchu, and this is my brother, your son Shen Guibai." Nian Bao explained this at least three times a day.

Only by saying their names, Bai Qiujing would have a reaction to remember them.

Nian Bao took out his phone, found the photo album, clicked on the family portrait and showed it to Bai Qiujing: "Dad, look, this is a family portrait of our family."

Bai Qiujing looked at the photo, Shen Zhichu whose eyes were fixed on it, opened his mouth and unconsciously called out: "Chu Chu."

His memory was good and bad, and after Nian Bao reminded him, he had an impression.

Nian Bao saw that it was still early, and wanted Bai Qiujing to go back to his room to sleep longer.

Bai Qiujing didn't want to, it wasn't that she didn't want to sleep, but she couldn't sleep. Her muddled mind became very clear at night. Thinking of Shen Zhichu's death at 67 and leaving him alone, Bai Qiujing's heart ached so hard that she couldn't sleep all night.

Holding Shen Zhichu's photo in his arms, he caressed her face carefully. He often did this action when Shen Zhichu was by his side. He had been used to this action for decades, and watched it for decades, but every time Can't get enough.

How can I resist not wanting to, that person who has been in love for 40 years will never see him again.

On New Year's Eve, there was a gala show on TV, but no one was watching the sound.

Before it was dark, Bai Qiujing turned on the lights in the house one by one. Tonight was eating glutinous rice balls, which meant a happy reunion.

Bai Qiujing stood upstairs and looked at the lights in the distance. Nian Bao brought a bowl of glutinous rice balls and put them on the table to remind Bai Qiujing to eat.

Bai Qiujing took a sip of the soup and it wasn't sweet enough, the taste was really not to Shen Zhichu's taste, he walked to the bedside, opened the drawer, grabbed a handful of candies, tore off the wrappers one by one, and melted the candies in a bowl.

After tasting it, it was sweet, and he subconsciously picked up the bowl and said, "Chu Chu, the glutinous rice balls are sweet, try it..."

He turned around and remembered that Shen Zhichu, who liked sweets, had passed away half a month ago.

Bai Qiujing put down the bowl stiffly, looked down at the few glutinous rice balls rolling in the soup, he smiled, the tears of laughter fell out, and there were faint ripples when they fell into the soup bowl, and a good bowl came again. "Bitter".

This year's New Year's Eve is undoubtedly the most deserted one, there is no red, even the fireworks in the sky are overshadowed, only the lights in the room are brightly lit, and the light leads to the distance.

Chuchu, keep the light for you, I know you are afraid of the dark, remember to go home when you look at the light.

……

Bai Qiujing, who suffers from Alzheimer's disease, always likes to run around, and once he runs out, he can't be found. The tired brothers and sisters, the servants at home are looking for him everywhere.

Sometimes he ran to the orphanage, sometimes sat by the river, and sometimes went to the playground... He walked through the places Shen Zhichu often walked, looking for traces of her footprints.

Today, I was going to the hospital for a reexamination, but Bai Qiujing ran away on the way. Although his memory is not very good, he has a smart mind. In terms of "running away", he can react quickly when he seizes the opportunity.

If you don't pay attention, you won't see him.

Where did Bai Qiujing go?

He went to the cemetery and came to Shen Zhichu's tomb. He was holding a bunch of candied haws in his hand and sat on the ground next to the tombstone.

Shen Zhichu likes to laugh, so the posthumous photos were taken at her own request, and she also chose the photos herself.

In the black and white photo, Shen Zhichu has a sweet smile on his face, and the upward curve of the corner of his mouth is very gentle.

The sun rises and sets in the west, and the galaxy is romantic. The scenery he has seen in his life is not as good as her smile. It is the greatest luck in his life to be lucky to be with her from the beginning to the end.

"Chuchu, I came to see you, and today I brought you your favorite candied haws."

He tore off the outer layer of transparent plastic wrap, he ate one, and left the other on the ground with clean toilet paper. There were eight candied haws in total, and he ate four in total. They were very sweet and very sour. Stomach pain, so sour that my teeth fell out.

Literally, the tooth really fell out. Bai Qiujing spat out the tooth, looked at the tooth with icing sugar in his hand, smiled and said: "So... I am so old, so old that my teeth have fallen out, and my hair has fallen out. It's also white..."

Just two days after Shen Zhichu's death, his hair turned completely white.

After eating the candied haws, Bai Qiujing grabbed a handful of candies from his pocket, these flavors were Shen Zhichu's favorite food before he was born.

In February, the weather was cold, Bai Qiujing leaned against the tombstone and wept silently, the wrinkles on his face hinted at loneliness.

He was really tired, so tired... his body was so tired that he lost consciousness.

Bai Qiujing half-closed his eyes, looked at the front vaguely and said: "Chu Chu, you have to go slowly, wait for me..."

He was brought to the Li family by mistake since he was a child to become a bodyguard child, working as a servant. It seems that he came only to protect Li Jingshen, and he could die instead of him when he was in danger. He lived with low self-esteem in those years until he was nine years old. He picked up a little crying bag in the amusement park and carried her home. From then on, there was a ray of light in his dark life, allowing him to live for himself.

When he was ten years old, the Li family was in chaos. He changed into Li Jingshen's clothes to lure away the kidnappers, and finally fell off the cliff and broke his brain. He became a fool Bai Qiu for 15 years.

At the age of 25, he was shot and fell in front of Shen Zhichu. He lost all his memory again, and became Bai Qiujing this time.

At the age of 32, he met Shen Zhichu on the plane and fell in love with her again.

At the age of 35, Shen Zhichu married him as his wife. In the same year, Shen Zhichu became pregnant.

At 36, he became the father of two children.

At 69, he lost the love of his life.

This year is going to be 70 years old. After losing Shen Zhichu for two months, he finally couldn't bear the loneliness and wanted to find her.

The moment Bai Qiujing closed his eyes, he seemed to see a door open in front of him, and Shen Zhichu appeared in front of him, smiling and reaching out to him: "Big brother, Bai Qiu, Qiu Jing, old man Bai, it's okay... ...to be together in the next life."

Holding the candy tightly in his hand, Bai Qiujing looked towards Shen Zhichu's direction, and slightly raised the corners of his lips.

That's great, he and Shen Zhichu also agreed on the next life.

……

Bai Qiujing likes to run around, it's impossible for the siblings to not make any preparations, so a locator was placed on him, but he didn't know it.

This time, Bai Qiujing "escaped". The brother and sister had already seen the mobile phone location alert. Nian Bao wanted to intercept him, but was stopped by his brother.

Father didn't run around, he just went to see his mother in the cemetery.

Missing too much, he missed her.

Worried that he might be in danger, the siblings followed him secretly, just staring at him not too far away, not approaching to disturb him.

They saw his father buy a bunch of candied haws on the side of the road and brought them into the cemetery. They saw him sitting against the tombstone and eating the candied haws bite by bite. Li took out a handful of candy and put it in front of his mother's tombstone, and finally watched him hug the stone monument and put his face against his mother's photo and fell asleep peacefully.

The old man in his seventies was always holding a candy in his hand. The weather was warm, and the candy gradually melted in his palm.

Life is forgetting, cute but getting stronger with time, unswerving until death.

——(End of Bai Chu)