Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

"Li Jingshen, I wish you a safe and sound life, with the warm sun in winter and the cool breeze in summer, a bright future, no disease or disaster, and a lifetime of gray hair when you meet a lover... From then on... you and I will never see each other, and you will be safe every year... ..."

Not all wrongdoing deserves to be forgiven, and of course... not everything deserves to be grudged.

I don't see you every life, and I'm safe every year.

Shen Zhichu said that letting go was really letting go, and in the end she didn't hate him, she cursed him.

When you meet your lover, you will end up with gray hair. His lover doesn't want him anymore...does he still have time to grow old?

The wind at night is getting colder and colder, it hurts like a needle prick on the body, penetrates into the body through the pores, as if the internal organs are frozen, Li Jingshen knelt on the ground, watching the figure that gradually disappeared in front of him.

Curled up on the ground like a wounded beast, licking its own wounds alone.

I don't know how long it took, Li Jingshen took a deep breath slowly, he propped himself up in embarrassment, his feet knelt on the ground for too long, they became stiff, and the numbness from his lower legs took over instantly. With two legs, he walked and crawled back to the rocking chair that Shen Zhichu sat on before.

The fireworks in the sky were still going off for half an hour. Besides the fireworks, he also prepared a pyrotechnic stick, which he found out and lit, like a blooming dandelion.

Li Jingshen took it in his hand, looked up at the sky without a single star, the fireworks were burnt out, leaving only darkness.

—Maybe this life is the next life you prayed for in your previous life.

The person you have not been able to cherish at the top of your heart, the person you have been tormenting, the person you once disliked, may be the person you asked for in your previous life but could not silently beg God in your heart for this life.

So don't say what you can meet in the next life, if you can cherish it in this life, cherish it.

Shen Zhichu was able to come back, after all, he was greedy, he still wanted to use various means to keep her by his side, he wanted to hang fish with a hook, lock a bird with a cage, and connect a kite with a string.

When Shen Zhichu died, he went crazy for a while, always feeling that she was still by his side, living in front of his eyes.

But now...he really felt that Shen Zhichu had disappeared, disappeared from his life.

The moment of losing the person you love the most will not be heartbreaking, on the contrary, it will be very calm. After the calm, one night, you will find that you can’t sleep no matter what. You stay up until [-] o’clock in the morning, and the breeze blows through the window sill.

At the thought of having no future with that person, a huge sense of emptiness instantly surrounded him, his heart suddenly ached, and tears flooded his cheeks unknowingly.

Li Jingshen sat on the rocking chair all night, with countless burnt fireworks sticks on the ground, watching the sun rise above the horizon, Li Jingshen closed his eyes and tears rolled out wantonly, he cried louder and louder, as if he had lost important things for the first time. child of things.

Li Jingshen cried with tears streaming down his face, he coughed up blood with his mouth open, and there was a burning pain in his throat.

Not only a sore throat, but also a pain in the chest, trembling hands, and even the cold ache in the scalp, obviously the whole body is in pain, but he still feels the pain, especially the part on the left chest, which seems to be stabbed to pieces It was the same, leaving a hole for the cold wind to blow in, freezing his internal organs, he bowed his waist, besides the fireworks stick in his hand, he also had the "wish list" in his arms

More than 20 wishes were ticked off, and the paper was crumpled and held together by him. It was obvious that it was over and there was no regret, but he still felt empty in his heart.

He bowed his waist, tremblingly took out his mobile phone from his pocket and made a call.

Five seconds after the phone rang, the other party picked it up, silently.

Li Jingshen paused, his voice hoarse: "Zhao Qian, I finally understand what you said, you don't have to be together when you love someone... I waited for her back and missed her. She married me for four years, and we waited for her." I have been with her for six years, it seems that I just want to reconnect the staggered tracks, and see her happily with others." After he finished speaking, he sighed, and his mouth became more and more bitter.

There was still no sound on the phone, but Li Jingshen knew that Zhao Qian was listening inside.

For him now, only Zhao Qian was willing to be that listener, listening patiently to him over and over again.

"Zhao Qian, come back, you don't need to do those things anymore..."

Zhao Qian, who had been silent all this time, finally reacted after hearing these words, he said: "Okay."

He was responsible for the accident in the playground, and he paid someone to loosen the brakes. He was the one who sent text messages to Shen Zhichu, telling her that Li Jingshen was also in the advanced stage of lung cancer, and he was also the one who "threatened".

Zhao Qian has been with Li Jingshen for too long. Apart from the fact that Li Jingshen is his boss, the two of them are more like friends or relatives. The person who has followed Li Jingshen for the longest time in these years, after all, is neither Xia Mingyue nor Shen Zhichu, but him.

Li Jingshen did a lot of stupid and bad things, but if he hadn't been on the sidelines and deceived him for his own benefit, maybe this result would not have happened.

Li Jingshen was about to die, and he was the one who took him to the hospital when he was diagnosed with lung cancer. From the middle stage to the late stage of lung cancer, Li Jingshen gave up the treatment and lived on medicine all day long.

Zhao Qian wants him to live, but "living" is not just a matter of thinking about it. The illness is serious, and death is only a matter of time.

At least... Let him be happy during this time, what Zhao Qian thinks is that he can't do it, only Shen Zhichu can do it.

But it is impossible for Shen Zhichu to return to Li Jingshen's side.

The only remaining solution is to wait for Li Jingshen to figure it out by himself.

It's a pity that Li Jingshen fell into a dead end and couldn't get out. He couldn't figure out that he could let Shen Zhichu go.

On that day, Zhao Qian and Li Jingshen had a dispute. Li Jingshen said that he wanted to drive him away, but he did leave, and he thought about leaving. He has worked for so many years, and it would be easier to find someone else after leaving Li Jingshen. Take up the job.

But when he thought that Li Jingshen couldn't let go until his death, and died depressed, he still decided to help him.

Therefore, he devised a series of incidents without thinking of killing anyone, but just wanted to scare Shen Zhichu.

Having followed Li Jingshen for so many years, he not only knows Li Jingshen but also Shen Zhichu.

It is impossible for Shen Zhichu to come back voluntarily if he is soft, even if she kneels in front of her until she dies, she may not even take a second look, and can only use the old methods, threats and intimidation as in the past.

As expected, the matter was exactly as he thought, and proceeded step by step according to the plan, until Shen Zhichu went to Li Jingshen's side, Zhao Qian did not let go, and continued to ask the detective to inquire about the situation at any time at a high price.

Li Jingshen always knew that Zhao Qian was behind this, and he didn't say anything, let alone explain, allowing Shen Zhichu to misunderstand.

He knew that everything Zhao Qian did was for his own good.

Let him understand that if he keeps Shen Zhichu by his side, he will never be able to achieve what he imagined, and Shen Zhichu will only hate him more.

He also understood that letting her go was the best choice.

I finally understood what Zhao Qian had said.

To love someone, you don't have to be together.

Compared to him, the Bai family is a better choice, at least they have no interests and gave up on Shen Zhichu. When the Bai mother took all the property of the Bai family to replace her, from that moment on, Li Jingshen knew that he had lost the bet.