Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

But is there only pain in life?No, there is hope in life, and some happiness can be squeezed out.

Li Jingshen's memory can't be said to be good or bad now, sometimes he is so good that he can clearly remember a small thing from a long time ago, but it is also so bad that he forgets where he put his phone in a blink of an eye.

About Shen Zhichu, he remembers the most clearly, probably because he thinks a lot.

When people suffer from insomnia at night and cannot sleep, their brains can't help thinking about the bad things in the past. Some people are so embarrassed that their scalps go numb, and some people clenched their fists and screamed in pain.

It is difficult for him to think of happy things, but when he thinks about it carefully, he has no happy things worth thinking about in his life.

Shen Zhichu's willingness to stay by his side was not because of old love, but because of his threats.

Now that the threat is gone, she naturally wants to leave without looking back.

He has used countless methods to keep Shen Zhichu behind, locked her at home, threatened her with her relatives, tied her ankles with chains and locked her in a room surrounded by surveillance cameras calling all the time People stared at her, and indirectly broke her legs and trapped her in a wheelchair.

He can keep a person, but he can't keep a person who wants to die.

He is so crazy, and his methods are ruthless, when he thinks about his past self when he is startled, he can't help breaking out in a cold sweat, his back feels cold, and he can't sleep all night.

Think about it, he and Shen Zhichu have been entangled for so many years. During the time when Shen Zhichu just married him, four years was the time when he was most likely to fall in love with Shen Zhichu, but he wasted time and forged a lifetime of love. but not.

Li Jingshen thought that he could make amends, as long as he corrected the bad habits of the past and treated him with sincerity, he would be able to compare his heart with his heart.

But the reality is cruel after all. Shen Zhichu fell in love with someone else, the person she should have fallen in love with from the beginning.

Thinking of Shen Zhichu's gentle expression when speaking to another man, lying in his arms softly, cooking for him, and putting on a wedding dress for him.

Thinking of Shen Zhichu transferring all the good things he had given him to another man, an inexplicable dull pain collapsed from his heart in an instant.

He was thinking about those pictures in a daze, and the pain from his heart was continuously transmitted to every corner of his body, even his scalp was aching and numb.

If I had known this before, why bother to talk about not only Shen Zhichu, but also himself.

Shen Zhichu said: "I hope you are alive, the sufferings of this world will not let you go."

When Li Jingshen heard Shen Zhichu's words, his expression moved slightly: "Then I'll take it as if you want to live with me."

The topic of "life and death" was too heavy, Li Jingshen changed the subject, "Today is Christmas Eve."

It's getting dark, and all the lights in the villa are turned on, even the lights in the storage room are on. If you look from the outside, you will find that this is the brightest place, and you can see it at first glance from a long distance. The various colored lights in the city have not yet functioned, and the night outside is illuminated by street lights.

Li Jingshen asked: "Shen Zhichu, would you like this kind of wedding without me?"

Shen Zhichu shook his head: "Li Jingshen, you really don't seem to have tried to understand me. You think that my liking is just your imagination, and you force your thoughts on me. Maybe other women will be moved by this kind of preparation, but I Won't."

The wedding she likes is a Chinese wedding, and her favorite color is not white but red. What she wants is to wear a red hijab and a wedding dress and wait for the person she likes to pick her up.

Li Jingshen's eyes showed loneliness, not a little warmer than the sky outside.

The heater was turned on inside, thinking that Shen Zhichu would not feel cold wearing a wedding dress and bare feet, but it was a bit uncomfortable to be dragged by the heavy wedding dress after sitting for a long time.

This wedding dress doesn't belong to her, it looks like a prison shackle on her body.

Fortunately, she will be able to take it off and leave here soon.

Shen Zhichu stood up and said to him: "Li Jingshen, thank you for putting your weaknesses into my hands. If it weren't for these things, maybe I wouldn't have been able to get away so quickly. I don't care about anything you gave me. It's not rare, as long as I still have people around me doing well, then I guarantee that Mrs. Li will be doing well too."

Shen Zhichu was too kind after all, Li Jingshen smiled softly: "Now you have all the important documents of the Li family, and they can be annexed completely. Now the Li family is worth more than the Bai family, and you can save decades of struggle."

"I'm not you. I've learned a lesson once. I know that what's mine is mine. I won't take what's not mine. Even without the money, I can do it." Shen Zhichu mentioned the hem of the wedding dress and left it behind. , Move your feet a bit.

Li Jingshen looked down at his watch, and at this moment there was the sound of driving outside, and he paused.

Shen Zhichu also heard the commotion outside, but she didn't take it seriously. In the past few days, many people came here, including workers and doctors, and it was not surprising that there were cars approaching.

Li Jingshen suddenly said: "On Christmas Eve, thank you for going into the water to save me." He didn't say this until now, he has always owed Shen Zhichu a "thank you" for the life he owed Bai Qiujing. He returned the bullets, but Shen Zhichu's is still unclear.

Speaking of the past, Shen Zhichu also said: "That year on Christmas Eve, I didn't know that you were the one who fell into the water, so even if it was other people, I would save them."

What Shen Zhichu didn't know was that she inadvertently saved people and amazed Li Jingshen for many years, the corners of Li Jingshen's mouth slightly raised.

"Shen Zhichu, I will give you the last gift." As soon as the words fell, there was only a "da--", it seemed that the current was cut off, and the surroundings fell into darkness.

Shen Zhichu was a little afraid of the dark, her heart skipped a beat, and she soon regained her composure. She tried to breathe to calm down, and crossed her hands on her chest. This was in a state of self-protection and defense, without any sense of security.

I don't know if it's because of my nervousness, Shen Zhichu felt that the surroundings were too dark, she couldn't see clearly after several seconds of adaptation, it was dark and silent, so quiet that she could hear her own heartbeat.

Li Jingshen, however, seemed to be used to the darkness for a long time, and found Shen Zhichu's position accurately. He stretched out his hand in her direction. With this distance, he could reach it, and he could even pull her into his arms for one last hug, but he didn't , the outstretched hand fell down.

He counted down silently in his heart.

10、9、8、7……4、3、2……从里到外的彩灯一颗一颗的开始闪光，一道白光竖着扫过去，从地毯一直扫到外面。

I don't know when a car parked outside the door. The door opened. Bai Wanwan came out first, followed by Bai Mu. Bai Mu bent down to help Bai Qiujing from the car, and the driver also went down and pushed her to sit. White father in a wheelchair.

All four members of the Bai family came here to pick up Shen Zhichu.

For a moment, Shen Zhichu thought that she was hallucinating, her eyes were red and itchy, and she resisted the urge to rub, fearing that these people would disappear from her eyes once she rubbed them.

She only pinched the back of her hand lightly, the pain was not in a dream.

Suddenly, Shen Zhichu woke up, and his warm heart just now was suddenly occupied by fear. Why did the Bai family appear here? Could it be that Li Jingshen threatened them with something?Or did they exchange something to appear here, is there any fraud, is there a trap?

In just a few seconds, Shen Zhichu thought a lot, even thinking about explosives. She remembered that recently many workers came here for renovations, and the large and small boxes they brought were not allowed to be seen by others, and they were marked as flammable.

Shen Zhichu tried to open his mouth to say something, but at this moment, his throat seemed to be blocked by a sharp stone, and he couldn't utter a single word, it was stuck there and even it was difficult to breathe.

Shen Zhichu just looked directly at the past with pale eyes, meeting Bai Qiujing's pale face and deep and warm eyes.

Her eyes ached inexplicably, and she remembered the text messages that Bai Qiujing had called her.

The distance between the two was less than 30 meters from the inside to the outside, but she felt that there was a long, long distance between them.

Li Jingshen lowered his eyes and smiled without knowing what to say, this kind of smile fell into Shen Zhichu's eyes, but it was like a cold knife.

For Li Jingshen, Shen Zhichu's vigilant expression undoubtedly aggravated the scar on his heart, the pain was dripping with blood, and he was almost uncontrollable coughing, and recently every time he coughed, he would cough up blood.

Li Jingshen raised his hand, and his cold palm fell on Shen Zhichu's head. This was the first time in so many days that he was so intimate.

Shen Zhichu's vigilant heart calmed down instantly. She felt the gentle warmth on her forehead, watched Li Jingshen open Ou Qing's lips, and uttered a few words hoarsely.

"This is the last gift, I will give you freedom." He put down his hand, landed on Shen Zhichu's back and gently pushed her.

Shen Zhichu staggered two steps forward, she looked straight ahead, then glanced back at Li Jingshen at a loss, her eyes changed from doubt to disbelief.

"Shen Zhichu, I'll let you go, remember to keep going...don't look back." He was afraid that Shen Zhichu would not be able to resist snatching the marriage if he turned around.

"Chuchu." Bai Qiujing called out from the opposite side.

It was only then that Shen Zhichu started to move, her thoughts were in a mess, she didn't know what she was doing, she walked forward with bare feet, and she didn't feel cold at all when she stepped on the carpet.

Such a mess of thoughts, but one thing is clear, she can't stop here, she lifts her skirt, and walks out step by step, the diamonds on the skirt reflect the colorful light, like stars.

Li Jingshen stood behind him, looking at Shen Zhichu's back with red eyes, he pushed her hand away and still held it in mid-air.

Pushing away the person you love the most with your own hands is no different from tearing your heart in half alive.

The temperature of Shen Zhichu's hair was still lingering on the fingertips, as if he briefly touched his "sun" and then returned her to the sky that belonged to her.

He owed Shen Zhichu a grand wedding, owed her a suitable ring, owed her wedding dress, owed her two children, owed her to live forever, owed her a lifetime, owed her a lifetime of affection, and now someone gave it to her on his behalf. up.

His unwillingness finally turned into willingness.

"Shen Zhichu, I love you." Li Jingshen said, his voice was not loud, as the cold night wind just blew into Shen Zhichu's ears.

Those things between him and Shen Zhichu were full of regret when mentioned, but full of deep love when recalled.

Even though he knew that he and Shen Zhichu would no longer have anything to do with each other in the future, he still couldn't help but want to tell her over and over again how much he liked her.

"Shen Zhichu...Shen Zhichu..." While calling her name, he wanted her to look back at him, but at the same time he didn't want her to turn around.

He was afraid that if she turned around, he would really be reluctant to let her go.

Shen Zhichu did exactly what he said, without looking back, she walked towards Bai Qiujing firmly.

"Bang——" the fireworks rose, and the Christmas Eve fireworks bloomed.

It turns out that this is what it feels like to lose someone. Seeing her hugging Bai Qiujing, the ribs in her chest seemed to have been taken away. Li Jingshen seemed to have lost his strength, so he could only stagger to find a support and hold it tightly with one hand. Covering his heart with one hand and coughing, his heart was piercing, the blood dripped on the black suit, and in the dim light, it seemed to be disappearing dimly.

Li Jingshen looked up at the fireworks in the sky, the fireworks tonight are no worse than the fireworks on New Year's Eve night.

Accompanied by the sound of fireworks, Li Jingshen's eyes kept overflowing with hot tears, and the tears fell into his mouth so bitter that he felt astringent, he choked up a bit, and said in a hoarse voice:

"I wish you a happy wedding and a happy life, and your life will be the same as before."

Li Jingshen closed his sore eyes, what a pity, he lost the love of his life in the last moments of his life, and he sent her to another man's arms with his own hands.

He remembered what Baimu had said to him in the teahouse that day.

"Shen Jing, the indifferent gene of the Li family can be changed. In my eyes, interests are more important than people. I am willing to exchange all the property of the Bai family for Zhichu. Please return her to us."