Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

People who know that they don't live long can be divided into two extreme categories, one is content to die quietly, and the other is unwilling to retaliate.

Based on what she knew about Li Jingshen, she thought he was more inclined to the second type.

If a person wants revenge, he is willing to pay any price. He is unwilling to make up for it, and he is willing to die even if it hurts. The second of death is really very happy.

Shen Zhichu remembered some past events, couldn't help clenching his fists, his knuckles turned white, and he didn't even know that his fingertips were pinched into the flesh of his palm.

After a while, Shen Zhichu let go of her hand, feeling the pain belatedly, she opened her hand and looked at the nail prints on her palm.

Bai Qiujing went to the hospital. If she didn't respond, his body might not be able to bear it. Shen Zhichu really wanted to go back, but he also knew that she couldn't go back for the time being.

After reading the text message, she raised her hand, typed a word, and then deleted it, repeatedly deleting, deleting, deleting, and subtracting, not knowing what to reply to Bai Qiujing.

In the end it was just a few words.

——I'm fine, don't worry, I'll be back.

The next day, Li Jingshen had someone prepare two bicycles, and Li Jingshen pushed one of the bicycles in front of Shen Zhichu silently.

"Can you ride a bicycle?"

Shen Zhichu can ride a bicycle, but she hasn't ridden for a long time, I'm afraid it's a bit strange, but if she doesn't ride by herself...

Shen Zhichu glanced at the back seat of the bicycle indiscriminately.

She reached out and took it: "Where are you going?"

"Not far, just follow me."

The air in the morning is good. Cycling can not only exercise the body but also adjust the mood and relax the nerves.

Shen Zhichu pushed the bicycle forward, and she couldn't think of where Li Jingshen was going to take her. The air in the morning was very good, and the cold wind blowing her long hair made her a little cold.

Li Jingshen wore little, a light-colored sweater, not even a coat. He was riding a bicycle in front, and the distance between Shen Zhichu and Shen Zhichu would not exceed two meters. Occasionally, they would ride side by side.

The scenery is beautiful and the air is fresh. This kind of the most primitive smell of nature is the most lacking in big cities. After riding all the way, Shen Zhichu noticed how big the old house of the Li family is, and this piece of mountain belongs to the Li family.

Li Jingshen said that it was not far away, but the bicycle had been ridden for more than half an hour.

It was alright at the beginning of the ride, but she got tired after riding. Shen Zhichu had no time to look at the scenery. She was a little impatient when she saw Li Jingshen riding leisurely in front, but she held back, because what Li Jingshen said yesterday talk.

He said that as long as she went to this place with him properly, he would take her back to Rongcheng.

"arrive."

After riding such a long distance, Li Jingshen had a normal expression, but his face was a little pale, he turned his head, and Shen Zhichu met his dim gaze.

Li Jingshen's eye sockets were deep, and his eyes were slightly covered by the dark and long eyelashes, making it unpredictable.

Shen Zhichu raised his head, missed Li Jingshen's figure and looked over, it was a cemetery where several generations of the Li family were buried.

Li Jingshen put the bicycle aside, and then walked in, Shen Zhichu hesitated to follow his footsteps.

In the end, Li Jingshen stopped in front of the two tombstones.

Li Jingshen looked at it quietly for a while, then raised the corners of his lips and said, "Mom and Dad, I brought someone I like to see you."

Shen Zhichu frowned, but finally said nothing.

There are photos on the tombstone, which have been waterproofed. Someone will wipe them every month. The photos are still clean, but after a long time, even the waterproof photos can show the traces of time.

Li Jingshen's appearance combines the advantages of his parents, and he is top-notch and good-looking.

Li Jingshen squatted down, reached out and rubbed the writing on the tombstone, then knelt down on his knees, and said in a hoarse voice: "I should have brought her here earlier to see you. Too much emotion wasted."

When it was exhausted, Shen Zhichu didn't love him anymore, and it didn't make much sense to bring her here.

Li Jingshen's depressed figure was kneeling there, his voice was unsteady and ethereal, as if a gust of wind could blow people away.

Li Jingshen didn't speak any more, he just thought silently in his heart.

The figures of his parents in his memory became more and more blurred, and every time he tried to think about it, the final picture was still in the car accident, and his eyes were stained red with the blood of his parents.

He cried helplessly, the water slowly submerged him, and the smell of blood filled his nostrils.

He had nightmares for more than ten years, until he was pushed into the water on Christmas Eve that year, and a thin figure jumped down regardless of the cold, grabbing his hand.

Since then, Li Jingshen has never had any nightmares about his parents, and he is not even so afraid of water.

In that photo album, there are only photos of Li Jingshen alone, without his parents, let alone friends.

In fact, there were some in the past, and then they were burned. At the age of seven or eight, it was the time when they needed the company of their parents, but Li Jingshen didn’t even have a picture of his parents. He missed them, so he could only run away on a bicycle. Come here for a night.

Poor?

Pitiful.

But also hateful.

Shen Zhichu stood aside for 10 minutes, the heat from his body gradually faded away, the sweat also cooled down, and the cold wind swished, making his body a bit cold.

Li Jingshen seemed to feel the coldness of Shen Zhichu, he stood up: "Let's go back."

"You won't stay any longer?"

"No need." It won't be long before he can really see them, not a little while.

Li Jingshen said: "Don't you want to go back to Rongcheng? We will go back today."

The two didn't ride their bicycles back immediately, but pushed and walked forward slowly.

"If." Li Jingshen lowered his eyes and stared at the road under his feet, his voice was empty, "I met you earlier than Bai Qiujing, or I didn't mistake Xia Mingyue for you back then, so I didn't treat you so badly ...is the result different now?"

Shen Zhichu was silent and there was no echo, the wind humming on the other side of the valley, as if someone was crying, as if responding to Li Jingshen's words.

Li Jingshen wanted to grab the last straw, and asked impatiently: "If time can be turned back, let's go back to the beginning..."

"Perhaps..." Shen Zhichu's light and floating voice blew into Li Jingshen's ears with the wind.

Li Jingshen's dim pupils lit up for a moment, but then he heard Shen Zhichu finish the next sentence indifferently.

"But there are no ifs in this world. Li Jingshen, the biggest mistake in my life is that I recognized the wrong person and loved the wrong person. If I know my mistake, I will correct it. This is the truth that every child understands."

Shen Zhichu turned his head and glanced at the rows of steles behind him. In the cemetery, even the best weather would turn lifeless.

"I used my life to teach you how to love someone, but you don't seem to have learned it." Shen Zhichu's tone was cold and mocking.

"Then tell me how to love someone?"

"If you really love her, you should let go, make a difference, make each other happy, instead of making her suffer. Your so-called love, to me, is more like revenge for not loving you." Is she doing what normal couples do to love her?Did the parents who took her to the cemetery to meet his dead loved her?

Li Jingshen's eyes were bloodshot: "Then if Bai Qiujing doesn't want you to be with other women, can you let him go completely?"

"I'm afraid you have forgotten why I stay by your side now?" Shen Zhichu looked at him seriously and replied, "I love Bai Qiujing, so I can willingly come to your side to keep him safe. This is me and you The difference between a lover."

It was too difficult for him to learn to let go.

Li Jingshen's face was ashamed, as if he had grasped a handful of sugar sand, the tighter he grasped, the faster the sugar sand would fall from his hand, before he tasted the sweetness of sugar, the sugar sand would fall It had disappeared from his palm, and he could only stick out his tongue blankly to lick the remaining sweetness in his palm. The sweeter the candy from his palm, the more regretful he felt.

Li Jingshen knew the result a long time ago. He and Shen Zhichu were like two handover lines. After the handover, the two lines became farther and farther away. 120 was prepared in his heart, but he still didn't know how to deal with losing her.

Just like that year, when Shen Zhichu jumped into the water to save him, he didn't know how to face the helping hand she extended to him.And she accidentally pulled the pearl earrings on her ears, causing her earlobe to be torn and injured, and she was stitched a few times.

They didn't bring any luggage when they came to J City, so they didn't need to pack up when they left.