Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Li Jingshen himself felt that it wasn't that his lungs were broken, but that his brain was broken, that he was insane, and it was impossible to pester someone.

In the past two months, he didn't take the initiative to find Shen Zhichu to appear in front of her, but like a voyeur stalker, he knew in advance where Shen Zhichu was filming and where he lived, so he also rented a house nearby.

Shen Zhichu didn't like the gifts he gave, so he used the name of fans to send support to the crew, or entered the fan group to learn about Shen Zhichu, and raised funds to donate. It has already made a name for itself.

Today the movie was officially finished, Li Jingshen knew the news early in the morning, after finding out where the film crew was having dinner, he also went to the hotel to book a box, and even tipped the waiter to make people stare there.

Knowing that Shen Zhichu had left, he also left, followed her secretly, watching her take Bai Qiujing's hand all the way into the car.

He followed here all the way in the car, and he didn't leave until Shen Zhichu brought Bai Qiujing in.

I don't know why, but I feel unwilling and want to wait until Shen Zhichu comes out.

The car was not cold even with the heater turned on, Li Jingshen sat in the car and looked at the villa, the lights inside were always on.

What is Shen Zhichu doing?

Li Jingshen was thinking about this problem. He turned on the heater in the car, but the heat couldn't flow into his body. He was clearly in the car, but he felt like he was outside, as if his blood had frozen into ice.

He kept staring in that direction until his eyes hurt, but Shen Zhichu hadn't come out yet.

After he drove the car around the villa, he finally stopped in the east direction. The light in that room was always on. If he guessed correctly, it should be the bedroom.

He opened the car window and shook it, looked up and stared, hesitating that the curtains were not completely closed, and he could vaguely see two figures overlapping together inside, and finally disappeared.

Li Jingshen took a deep breath, his heart suddenly rose into his throat, the air in his chest tightened suddenly, making him unable to breathe, he watched with eager eyes, the world that was rotating very fast, suddenly, felt, stopped. ......

It's so late, the two of them are in the same room, two overlapping figures, what are they doing?

Lonely men and widows, the night is thick, what else can you do in the cold winter?

Li Jingshen didn't dare to think about it, he had been with Shen Zhichu for more than a month, although she was close to Bai Qiujing, they slept in separate rooms and did not live together.

Li Jingshen also thought about such a day, after all, what will happen to the two of them living together one day.

Being ridiculed by Bai Qiujing's words, when he saw the photo of Shen Zhichu and Bai Qiujing together, he was mentally prepared in advance, but when this scene was naked in front of his eyes...

Li Jingshen had a splitting headache. He looked at his trembling hands, his fingertips were cold, and when they rubbed against each other and clenched tightly, he felt that his hands were covered with needles, and he wished to reach out and pull them out.

He looked away stiffly, looking at himself in the rearview mirror.

For a moment, he almost couldn't recognize himself, his eyes were surrounded by fine red bloodshot eyes, his eyes were dull, his eyes were darkened, and the beard stubble on his chin also appeared.

Why did it become like this?Li Jingshen asked himself over and over again.

The beauty he had imagined, when Shen Zhichu came back to him, the two of them lived together, he knew a lot now, he didn't need Shen Zhichu to prepare for housework, laundry and cooking, he would put his work aside and accompany Shen Zhichu every day By her side, supporting her career, whenever they have time, they will go on dates to places she wants to go, and when they come back at night, they will hug and sleep together.

It shouldn't be like this...

Beautiful fantasies are always fantasies, the person he once hugged wantonly to keep warm and wantonly obtain tenderness is now lying upstairs in the arms of other men.

The longing turned into pain and swept through his body, occupying every corner of his body. He was eager to do something to vent it. Looking at the rearview mirror in front of him, Li Jingshen clenched his fist and slammed it hard, a crack appeared in the mirror, Li Jingshen Depth of Field seemed to lose consciousness, pounding on it with one punch after another, and he didn't stop until the rearview mirror fell.

His right hand was already bloody, and there was a sharp pain from the back of his hand. Looking at the mess in front of him, Li Jingshen softened his hand, and put his right hand on his knee, allowing the blood to wet his pants.

He still didn't believe that Bai Qiujing touched Shen Zhichu, because he didn't see it with his own eyes, but now that he was downstairs, with a distance of more than ten meters, he seemed to be able to imagine what kind of scene it was like inside.

As long as...as long as Shen Zhichu comes out tonight, as long as she comes out.

Li Jingshen comforted himself like this, but in the end the result was that the light in that room was off and it was dark...

Li Jingshen was at a loss for a moment, he didn't know what the meaning of following him was?Why have you been waiting downstairs, why have you been looking at that room?

Is it just to wait for such a "truth" to give up?

When will this torture be over?

His chest started to hurt again, Li Jingshen couldn't tell whether it was heartache or lung pain, he should take medicine when it hurts, he opened the car drawer and took out a bottle of medicine, poured out four and threw it into his mouth, and endured the pain Then, from dark to dawn, Shen Zhichu didn't come out of the gate until dawn.