Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Shen Zhichu's situation has always been unstable, and he may be in danger in the next second, or he may remain in a vegetative state.

In a flash, Li Jingshen has been in the hospital for a month, and the ward has become another studio for him. He takes care of Shen Zhichu while working quietly, and talks to her whenever he has time.

The doctor said that talking to her more might stimulate the brain to wake up.

Li Jingshen spent a lot of time with Shen Zhichu, played her favorite violin music, and then gave her a massage.

Vegetative people have been lying in bed and do not move, and their muscles will atrophy for a long time. Even if they wake up innocently, they will not be able to behave like normal people.

Li Jingshen spends a lot of time every day massaging her legs and exercising her body.

The wound on Shen Zhichu's finger had begun to heal slowly and scarred. Once the gauze was removed, the dense pinholes on the fingertips were still there, as if they would never disappear.

This is Shen Zhichu's hand, the once green fingers have now turned into radish heads, Li Jingshen shrank his pupils when he saw her bare fingertips.

Li Jingshen's breathing was unsteady for a moment: "Can her nails grow back?"

The doctor shook his head: "It can't be recovered, unless you make fake nails."

Shen Zhichu is a perfect woman, inside and out from top to bottom, but now her hands can hardly be looked at directly.

He knew that her hand was seriously injured, and she would be disabled for life, not to mention that even her nails could not be restored.

He always thought that being together with Shen Zhichu for so many years hadn't changed much, but in fact he was the only one who hadn't changed. In the past few years, things have changed, and Shen Zhichu is no longer the same Shen Zhichu as before.

He killed all the affection between them.

........

Shen Zhichu even chose to hide such a big event as stomach cancer from him, what else does he not know about her?

Li Jingshen asked Zhao Qian to lead people to clean out the villa in Bancheng, and some things were also cleared out of the warehouse below.

Zhao Qian brought the wooden box to the hospital, "Mr. Li, I found this in the underground warehouse. I didn't open it to see the hidden secrets. It should all belong to my wife."

Shen Zhichu's?What could it be? After a while, Li Jingshen got up and squatted on the ground.

The wooden box was locked, and without the key, it was pried open with violence, and the contents of the box were revealed.

It looked a bit outdated, Li Jingshen frowned slightly, he thought it was something, but it turned out to be a pile of sundries.

There are various things in the wooden box, including hand-folded star-thousand paper cranes, half-woven scarves, and more than a dozen paintings. The relatively immature style of the paintings should be drawn when I was a child, and none of them have faces.

After turning to the next few pictures, Li Jingshen froze.

Zhao Qian came over to look curiously: "President Li seems to be painting you."

It’s not “as if” Li Jingshen is painting, Li Jingshen is reading a book, working, eating, sleeping, etc. It’s like a photo album recording daily life.

Li Jingshen's eyes suddenly became hot, and his heart seemed to be bitten by something, and there was an unspeakable swelling pain.

Ever since he knew that Shen Zhichu recognized him as the person who had saved her in 16 years, Li Jingshen had always doubted her feelings for him.

Would it mean that Shen Zhichu wouldn't like him at all if he didn't "misidentify" him at the beginning?

But if there is no trace of emotion, will she draw him?

An impulse rose in Li Jingshen's heart, and the heart that had been silent for a month suddenly became active.

After Li Jingshen took out the painting, he saw a notebook from the bottom of the box.

This is a notebook with Shen Zhichu's handwriting on it. The pages in the diary are incomplete and obviously torn.

Li Jingshen turned to the first page.

May xxxx

It's almost summer, but the weather hasn't been good recently. It's been raining all day long, and it's too cold.

In addition to work or work, am I going to be like this in the future?

Grandpa said to give me all the family property and let me manage the Shen family well. I don't want to manage it. My dream is to become a violinist.

Dad called me a loser again today, and said I was a son of a bitch. If I were a son of a bitch, who would he be?

June xxxx

I finally met him!Ten years later, I didn't expect him to be so handsome. I don't know if my red dress attracted him, and I don't know if he still remembers me.

He is still the boy he used to be, without any change~

august xxxx

I want to marry him, I want to marry him like crazy, Li Jingshen and I have known each other for 12 years, I have planned for him for 12 years, no matter what I want to be with him.

But I found that he seemed to have someone he liked, and that was Xia Mingyue.

I don't know what's so good about that white lotus. Is she as good as me?Is my figure good?Am I rich?She has nothing!

...... No, she has Li Jingshen, who I have loved for 12 years.

November xxxx.

This year seems to have entered winter ahead of schedule. I don’t know if it’s because of the blood draw. I feel very cold on my body, colder than previous winters.

I finally got my wish and married Li Jingshen, but he doesn't like me.

Sometimes I feel that Li Jingshen has no vision, and at the same time feel that I am cheap, he doesn't like me, and I still put my hot face on my cold butt.

There is nothing between us except that paper marriage. I have prepared the wedding dress for a long time. The media praised me for being beautiful, but Li Jingshen said that I was disgustingly disgusting.

Li Jingshen drank a lot of wine at the wedding, and at night when he hugged me, he called Xia Mingyue's name.

Li Jingshen is a big trotter!

Li Jingshen paused when he saw this passage, the Shen Zhichu in the diary was completely different from the Shen Zhichu he knew.

In the years of marriage, Shen Zhichu was obedient and soft in front of him, which made him think she was a temperless person.

Unexpectedly, she was pretending to be obedient and calling him a big pig's hoof behind his back.

He glanced at Shen Zhichu who was sleeping on the bed, and his eyes became hotter.

He continued to scroll down.

November xxxx

Li Jingshen is away on a business trip. I don't know when he will come back. In fact, I know it's not that he doesn't want to come back, it's just that he doesn't want to see me.

I saw the trending entertainment news today, Li Jingshen and Xia Mingyue actually went skiing, I don't know if he will be cold, I'd better weave a scarf for him.

......

I haven't been back for three months, and winter is about to turn to spring. He can't use the scarf anymore, so he should take it off.

......

Li Jingshen finally came back, I was going to cook a few of his favorite dishes, but I accidentally cooked a table full of them, I am such a young culinary genius.

It's 02:30 in the morning and he hasn't come back yet, so I won't cook for him next time!

......

I saw him on the financial channel today, I have a really good eye for men, much more handsome than those little fresh meats.

January xxxx

I had a dream, in which Li Jingshen drained my blood, I was in so much pain...

Four years into my marriage, I'm a failure, nothing.

March xxxx.

Spring is supposed to be the season for all things to grow, how could I be dying here?

I had stomach cancer, and the doctor said that without treatment, I might not live for two years. I tore up the examination report and threw it in the trash can by the side of the road.

I am dying, I will not tell this secret to anyone including Li Jingshen.

It's so cold on a rainy day. If there is a next life, I will never love anyone again.

Sometimes I wonder what Li Jingshen has left for me in the past four years besides harm?He also left me a ring he bought off the roadside, and now I can't keep the ring.

It is said that one can become a master only when one endures hardships. I have no ambition since I was a child, and I never thought that I would become a master one day, but the suffering in this world... still never let me go.

On the day of my death, Li Jing should be very happy, so I wish him all the wishes in the days without me.

In the ward.

Li Jingshen read from the beginning to the end without saying a word, this last handwriting was visibly trembling, and there were a few drops of smudged blood.

Li Jingshen tightly clutched the notebook and his Adam's apple trembled as if he was about to cry at any moment.