[Naruto] Sakura boy

My name is Uchiha Madara, I have a lovely younger brother, a father who is the clan leader and a gentle mother.

I still remember the day Izuna was born. She was a small ball, so soft and well-behaved. The same black pupils were as breathtaking as obsidian in Izuna’s eyes.

There is no happier time than that.

I watched Quan Nai grow up, from an immature child to a young man with beautiful trees in the wind. He was loved by the girls in the clan, but my figure was always reflected in those gentle eyes. We are the closest in the world. exist.

Later, I met Senju Hashirama. Many of his ideas matched mine. We agreed to build a ninja village. This was the beginning of everything. I have thought about it countless times, what would have happened if I had not met Senju Hashirama. , is this so that Izuna can survive?But after thinking about it for a long time, I still can't understand it. Now that I think about it, I seem to have never understood Senna.

My relationship with Senju was finally discovered. Even though Izumi blocked it for me, my father still scolded me. This was the first time in my memory that I saw my father so angry, but I still couldn't help it. Regret, I no longer want to see Quan Nai and my father get hurt again.

But what Izuna said to me afterwards made me feel cold all over. I seemed to have never considered the consequences and always made my family responsible for my actions. What I felt at that time was guilt.

If meeting Hashirama was the beginning of everything, then his father's death was the end of everything.

The gentle mother showed her tough side, and every move she made was the elegance of a noble woman. The mother raised her head slightly, her eyes were secretly red, but she was too arrogant to show it at all.In addition to returning to such gentleness in front of us, my mother said, "I have such a character. Now that Tajima is gone, there is no need for me to behave like that." When saying this, my mother lowered her head and sipped her tea. I saw ripples in the cup.

Quan Nai still looked like that, as if the collapse and crying in the past were just her own illusion, and her obsidian pupils shone with a dazzling and beautiful luster.I was so desperate at that time, "Why, Izuna, you don't seem to be at all..." I paused, and I realized that my question was so stupid.

"Brother Madara wants to know why I can still laugh?" Quan Nai didn't care about my sudden silence, her smile was still gentle, "Because maybe this is the only expression I have left...even if I give up everything, I can never Give up hope. Brother Ban, you are the leader of the clan."

Yes, I am the eldest son, and now that my father is dead, I must take on all responsibilities and can no longer let Quan Nai and my mother worry about me.

I don’t know what my mother did, but the elders who severely rejected me from becoming the clan leader on the first day changed their tune the next day. My mother looked at me with expectation in her eyes, “Go and do what you want to do.” As she said this, there was something in her eyes that I couldn't understand.

The relationship between the two clans was unprecedentedly tense. The clan leader died at the hands of the other party, and Hashirama became the new clan leader. Our swords faced each other again. It was obviously not the first time we fought, but it was never as heavy as this time, and our breath was bloody. The tip of the nose is filled with the smell of rusty iron.

The number of casualties continues to grow. I don’t know if Hashirama has forgotten our agreement, but even so, I still haven’t given up the idea of ​​forming an alliance.

The mother is also dead.The originally healthy mother suddenly fell seriously ill. When she was dying, she could not even utter a complete sentence. She just looked at a certain point dreamily, then closed her eyes and never opened them again.

Quan Nai didn't cry. He sent his mother away calmly and took care of the funeral. This calmness made people feel uneasy.

"Quenna..." He looked back at me with a normal smile, and then hugged me. Only then did I realize that he was already so tall. The boy who only reached my waist was already almost as tall as me.

"Brother Ban, you are the only one I have."

I hugged him back and leaned on him, "Me too."

I can’t remember what happened after that. I was busy pursuing my ideals. The side effects of the Mangekyō Sharingan made my eyesight continue to decline. Then I saw the family stone monument.

The Eternal Mangekyō Sharingan can only be used between brothers, but how could I possibly capture Izuna's eyes!I would rather give him my eyes!

I returned home. Quan Nai was working on the documents. He lowered his head and was very close to the documents. When he saw me coming over, he smiled tenderly, "Brother Madara has seen it, right?"

"What...?" I tried to act stupid, but he didn't even notice.

"When will the eye replacement surgery be performed?" Quan Nai stood up, accidentally touched the table, and made a long, harsh sound, "Don't reject me, you are the patriarch, you must make a decision."

I ran away, I couldn't imagine what it would be like to take away Quan Nai's eyes.

I began to deliberately reduce the number of times we met, and Quan Nai did not force me to meet. The documents were sent by a woman who I seemed to have met before. She said her name was E.

But it's useless to escape like this. My eyesight is getting worse and worse, which has been noticed by some tribesmen. Izuna finally took the initiative to find me, "Brother Madara." He called my name, but I could no longer see clearly. His face was gone.

He hugged me, and then there was a stabbing pain in my lower abdomen, and I lost consciousness.

After waking up again, the world that had been covered with a veil returned to clarity, but I couldn't feel happy at all. Fear made my heart beat fast. I rushed into Quan Nai's room, but froze after seeing Quan Nai clearly. His throat felt like it was blocked by an iron block, and the blood was rushing through his body as if it was flowing backwards.

"Is it Madara?" Quan Nai stood in the center of the room, his face facing my direction. He was still smiling, but his obsidian eyes could no longer look at me, nor could they reflect my figure. , "Sorry, I may not be able to help Brother Ban handle documents in the future."

"...No..." I hugged Quan Nai tightly, "Originally... those are not what Quan Nai should do... I will definitely protect you this time... absolutely..." I didn't finish my words. Quan Nai raised her hand and covered my mouth.

"Brother Madara, you don't need to blame yourself. You didn't do anything wrong." Seeing that I didn't respond, Quan Nai didn't mind. "I'm a little tired now. Brother Madara, can you tell me where the bed is?"

I put Quan Nai on the bed and left, leaning against the cold door panel. I wanted to replace these eyes so much. Thinking of Quan Nai's groping look, my heart felt like a knife.

I left Quan Nai at home, but a strange sense of satisfaction suddenly welled up in my heart. It was like trapping a bird in the palm of my hand, or keeping a pet in a cage. This feeling of completely controlling Quan Nai's every move even made me feel... A bit of subtle joy.

this is not right.

But I can't control it.