How to survive as a villain through time travel

After an unknown amount of time, the person on the bed finally moved.

Enduring the pain, Xiao Yu'an slowly dressed neatly and tidied up his clothes. He propped himself up and sat back on the bed again. The white cloth on his arm soaked into the wound. At this time, it was strangled in the flesh and blood. Once the blood dried, the white cloth directly adhered to the wound. Xiao Yu'an To untie it is not to not untie it, to simply ignore it, out of sight and out of mind.

Pain, pain everywhere, headache, hand pain, liver, spleen, lung, kidney, stomach pain, heart pain, throbbing pain.

Xiao Yu'an curled up and hugged his head with his uninjured hands, wanting to think about the future, thinking about it, couldn't help but utter a curse.

I think before he crossed over, he was still a young and promising four-good president, but he didn't have time to build a well-off society in an all-round way, he didn't have time to reach the finale of the news broadcast, he didn't have time to win the World Cup in the national football team, and he didn't have time to know Quantum. What happened to the collapse, he got terminally ill.

The hero wants to castrate him! ! !

Xiao Yu'an originally thought that being gouged to death by the hero would be the worst end in the book, so he changed the plot in a desperate way.

I didn't expect it to be worse! ! !

Okay, once you wear it, at least you don't just roll your eyes, and you don't know anything about what's going on in front of you or behind you.

Then in order to survive, the male protagonist desperately tried to establish a good relationship.

Okay, now the hero really doesn't want his life anymore.

All right, those who don't know me can tell me what I want.

He never thought that all his good intentions would be mistaken by Yan Heqing, and Xiao Yuan was entangled in frustration. He endured the sourness in his eyes, gritted his teeth and propped himself up to pour water for himself, but the glass was half full. The bedroom door was suddenly pushed open, Xiao Yu'an raised his head, then his hand shook, and the porcelain cup fell to the ground and shattered.

Well, I don't want to drink this water today.

Xiao Yuan read the original book, he knew how tolerant Yan Heqing was, and how much Yan Heqing hated the North Country, but he really didn't expect that when Yan Heqing was by his side, he could hide his hatred so perfectly.

In fact, when he proposed to let him go to Jingyang Palace, Yan Heqing had already buried his hatred in his heart, right?Do you feel that you just want to insult him and force him to become a slave?

It is estimated that after being eunuched, he can really save his life and be a lowly servant in his male lord's palace, just like how he let Yan Heqing be his bodyguard back then.

Not interesting.

Xiao Yu'an stretched out his hand, pulled out the fragments from his fingertips, and said to Yan Heqing: "Yan Heqing, kill me, this is really boring."

Yan Heqing's footsteps faltered, and he stopped in front of Xiao Yu'an, bitterness slowly overflowed from Yan Heqing's lips and tongue into his heart, Yan Heqing looked at Xiao Yu'an's eyes, the eyes that were originally warm and smiling are now dead, like a burnt fire, cold And lonely.

Xiao Yu'an withdrew his gaze, leaned on the table and squatted down, trying to pick up the pieces of the porcelain cup, but his hand was cut by the fragments inadvertently, the crimson stained the broken porcelain, and stuck on Xiao Yu'an's fingertips, causing him severe pain.

The man's footsteps were suddenly hurried, Xiao Yu'an didn't seem to have heard it, he stood up and looked at the fingertips, his eyes were unfocused, he felt the overwhelming gloom pressing on him, making him breathless.

Look at him, what a shame, he couldn't protect his mother, he couldn't heal his younger brother, he couldn't keep Beiguo, Hongxiu died because of him, Li Wuding lost his life because of him, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't do anything well, No one can save it.

Sure enough, he guessed right, Yan Heqing wanted to pay back ten times the insult he had made him a prisoner and bodyguard.

Xiao Yu'an said: "That might as well kill me."

Yan Heqing closed his eyes in pain, Xiao Yu'an would rather die than stay by his side?

Yan Heqing hadn't seen Xiao Yu'an's smile for a long, long time, he missed it to the point of madness, longed for it to the point of madness, but now he is not even qualified to kneel down and beg to see Xiao Yu'an's smile again.

"You don't have to do this..." Yan Heqing said hoarsely, "You can live on, stay by my side, I..."

Xiao Yu'an laughed suddenly, the laughter interrupted Yan Heqing's words, the tone was extremely sarcastic.

How did it become like this, how did it become like this.

Yan Heqing took a deep breath, slowly opened his eyes and said, "Eunuch Zhao is dead."

Xiao Yu'an's shoulders trembled.

Yes, didn't he expect it a long time ago?Anticipating that Xiao Yu'an would loathe, hold grudges and dislike him, the last thing Xiao Yu'an wants to see now must be himself.

Doesn't he deserve it?

Silence haunted the two of them for a long time, and it seemed that there was only one thought left in each other's minds.

Eunuch Zhao was still dead. Like the original book, Yan Heqing didn't show mercy because of his self-mutilation.

Yan Heqing's eyes lingered on the injury on Xiao Yu'an's arm, he tried his best to restrain his urge to step forward, turned and left.

Seeing Yan Heqing leave, Xiao Yu'an shook his hands to pour water for himself.

"Princess Yongning is safe and sound, don't worry, I'll... go first, you... have a good rest."

This time Xiao Yu'an finally fed the porcelain cup filled with clear water to his mouth.

But the water tasted salty.