Douluo Dalu March

I actually received unprecedented attention because of my suicide. My parents no longer dared to dominate me easily. They would no longer say that girls should get married early, and they would no longer stop me from studying... And I was at home. I am waiting with joy for the admission notice from a key high school. Since I am the top scorer in the high school entrance examination, I will definitely be admitted!

But everyone else got the admission notice to a key high school, but I didn't. I thought stupidly, there will be, wait slowly, don't worry, I am the last one... But the admission time has expired, There isn't even one for me, what's going on?At this time, I started to panic!I clearly filled out the key high school on the application form for the high school entrance examination. Why?

I came to the school to ask about the situation, and the person in charge actually told me: "Brother Jin Huan, you didn't apply for a key high school at all. What you applied for is a technical secondary school, a health school!"

"What? Teacher, did you read it wrong? If you take a closer look, I clearly applied for a key high school, but I didn't apply for secondary school at all, and I didn't write anything!"

"How could I be wrong? I obviously only applied for the medical school and the normal school. The first admission was the medical school, and then the normal school. Have you forgotten? Think about it carefully!"

"No, how could I forget? I'm not stupid!" I suddenly felt like I was sweating all over my body, the tips of my hands were cold, and I was in a trance.

"The person who knows best is your class teacher. Go and ask!"

I found Teacher Hui Ling'e out of nowhere.She didn't say anything for a long time, and then she let out a long sigh and said, "Child, you can't blame the teacher for this. The teacher is entrusted by your parents and cannot reveal the truth to you! But now that you have asked me, everything has changed." It’s a done deal, so there’s no harm in telling you. Your high school entrance examination application was revised by your parents, and they asked me to keep it secret and not tell you. They made the revision with their household registration book and ID card.”

"Ah, how could this happen?" I suddenly felt betrayed by my parents again. Why did they always hurt me so badly?I know they are not willing to let me study, but they can tell me directly not to study!It makes me feel more comfortable than trying to change things like this!

"Child, don't think about it, this is your fate! Sometimes a person's fate is doomed as soon as he is born, especially the kind of parents you have will determine what kind of person you will become, because your personality, habits, emotions No one is immune to their influence. It's just that your parents changed your choice for the high school entrance examination privately, which was beyond my expectation, but I have no choice, I have no power to stop them!" Teacher Hui said with regret.

"Teacher, I understand you. I know you want me to go to a key high school and then get into a good university! You want me to be successful and go further than my parents!"

"My child, I am very happy that you can understand me! However, I also hope that you can understand your parents more. They have their own difficulties. After all, if you go to medical school directly, you will save a lot of money, and you will work earlier. Make some money.”

"Well, I know. It's just that they always do things like this, which makes me heartbroken and discouraged. They always make me feel that life is meaningless!"

"You can't think like this. Of course, the teacher can understand your discomfort. But your parents behave that way. You can't change them, you can only adapt to them, otherwise you will only add to your troubles! And, you If you want to be more open-minded, your life is still very long, don't go to extremes. Before, your suicide was reported to the teacher. You said you are so stupid! If your life is really gone, you just want to cry No chance at all!”

"Ah, you know that? Alas, sometimes impulses can't be controlled! But I don't regret it. I'm dead, I'm dead, once I die, it's a hundred things. Do you know that everything after that doesn't matter!"

"Young people are too old. My child, you are too old at heart! I never thought that children today are like this. How will your parents live if you have all your shortcomings?"

"Teacher, what you said is both right and wrong. There are different types of parents. Do you think my parents will care about my life or death? Will they care about my pain? If they really care about my feelings , will they secretly modify my application for the high school entrance examination? They have not discussed it with me at all. Am I just that stubborn? If they discuss it with me carefully, maybe I will also respect their ideas! But they are so stubborn Their overbearing behavior completely made me feel that my family ties with them were so far away!"

"Oh, long live your understanding! What should you do then? Go to a medical school and study hard! Although it is a technical secondary school, you can still study at a junior college, undergraduate level, or even take the postgraduate examination. With 360 courses, you will be the top scholar!"

"Well, thank you, teacher!" The mystery in my mind has been solved, so there is no need to continue to disturb the teacher.

After leaving my alma mater and walking home, I felt so frustrated and angry.

Why are my parents always so harsh on me?

Why are you always so cruel to me?

Before I knew it, when I got home, the whole family came to greet me with laughter, especially my mother. She walked in the front, shaking something with her hand as she walked, and said: "Oh, my daughter, baby daughter, you The admission notice has come out, it’s a medical school, it’s a medical school! It’s great!”

I stopped immediately, my eyes widened, and I didn't look happy at all. I was as motionless as a statue.I thought, how can a human being be like this?Can you do this just because you are my mother?Can I modify my high school entrance examination application without authorization?Don’t you think that is an infringement?

"Mom, I didn't apply to a medical school as my high school entrance exam choice. How could I receive an admission notice from a medical school? I only applied to key high schools!"

"Daughter, you remember it wrong! It is better to go to a medical school, which is much better than a key high school. For girls, the key is to marry a rich and good family!"

"Mom, this medical school admission notice must have been sent to the wrong person. I have to return it!"

"It's not the wrong one, it's just the wrong one!" My mother actually held the admission notice in her arms, as if she was afraid that I would snatch it away. In fact, I just wanted her to tell me the truth and admit that she secretly revised my high school entrance examination. volunteer.

"No, I didn't apply for a medical school. I can't delay other people's children from going to school!" I walked towards my mother and motioned for her to give me the admission notice.

"I won't give it to you, I can't give it to you! This is our admission notice, it's yours! Your high school entrance examination application, finally asked me and your dad to help revise it!"

"Okay, Mom, you finally admit it! You always shed tears when you see the coffin. If this admission notice doesn't come out, will you always lie to me and never tell the truth to me?"

"You are a child, what do you know? Your parents don't have to make decisions for you!"

"Mom, where am I a child? I already have an ID card! I'm already seventeen!"

"You are only considered an adult when you are eighteen. You are only sixteen. Okay, stop making trouble. You have to thank your mother and I for reaching out to save you at the critical moment. If you are admitted to that key high school, you will wait until you go to college. When you graduate, the older girls in our village who are the same age as you have already become mothers. If you say you were worried at that time, is there any use?" At this time, my father also came over.