[Hokage] Terukawa

【My inadequacy is a diary for outsiders】

(It may be nonsense to say, but please believe me, I really don't know what year it is now) Wednesday, May 5,

Today the righteous man told me that I have completed the study of chakra preliminary refinement in just a few days (in fact, it has been nearly a month), which made him feel very gratified. The reason... The reason is very nonsense, because he I didn't expect that I could feel chakra as clearly as my brother. He thought that I would be like Oriko, who would not feel the existence of this kind of thing at all.

The Righteous Man was delighted, he said I might be a little ninja genius like my brother - thank him for not saying something interdimensional like "Calabash King Kong" - if my little fear of heights didn't exist better.

What else can I do, I am also very helpless.

Fortunately, Zhizi is not very interested in various things related to ninja training. Usually, she doesn't care about these contents, and she looks like a shopkeeper.Compared with the content and results of ninja training, she is obviously more interested in studying various recipes and cooking more delicious meals-after learning that I have achieved results in chakra refining, she is very excited. Gladly I had an extra sukiyaki for dinner.Anyway, I think it's worth it anyway, it's a real delicacy in the world! 【Key points of circle drawing】

From an objective point of view, chakra is really a kind of magical thing-at least I don't think a person's mouth can hold such a large water balloon, even if it is vomiting.It has subverted my three views to a certain extent, and turned some "impossible" into "possible" in my eyes. Although it is very interesting, I think it is also a signal with a little warning ——It's time for me to make some changes in my concepts. I must learn to use new ways of thinking to replace the old ones, so that I can seriously make more impossible things possible.

It's like when I see a wide river, my first reaction is to look for the existence of the bridge. If I can't find it, I will fall into a state of confusion, but it's hard for me to think of covering the soles of my feet with chakra as naturally as Dongming. Stepping on the water on the board.Similarly, when I am on my way, I usually walk on the ground instead of stepping on the branches of the trees on both sides like him.

It seems strange that we have the same things at our fingertips, and yet the gaps in these things are so ridiculously wide-because it all seems instinctive to him, but not to me, You must know that his behavior would be like a neuropathy in the eyes of me in the past.I am no longer an ordinary person, but an "ordinary person who can use chakra". I am afraid that this kind of perspective change will be difficult to complete overnight. It is like playing a game alone to upgrade and successfully unlock new props Same, it is strange, but full of attraction to me, I have to master it well, and then integrate it into the techniques and key positions that I was good at in the past--those who have power but can't use it are the real fools, which obviously should be Something that is never too little.

Existence is reasonable. In the final analysis, I think this is probably a problem of "adaptability". This problem is projected on me, which shows that my current characteristic is "the body is getting started but the mind is not adapting"-I have to hurry up To reduce or even eliminate this suffocating conflict, I think I need a plan.

……

Out of concern about my own fear of heights, I am very curious about when the righteous people will teach me to fly over the roof and walk over the wall-writing "tolerance step", pronounced "parkour".According to them, it is better not to worry about this thing for a while, if the control of Chakra is not fine enough, it will suffer.

"You don't want to know what it feels like to fall from a place ranging from three to four meters to three to 40 meters."

My father and brother said so.

My reaction to this was a slightly twitching corner of my mouth—three 40 meters?Brother, don't be funny, if that kind of thing really happened, wouldn't it be your ghost standing in front of me?They are all human beings, what are you playing with me?

That being said, no one has told me how to fine-tune Chakra until now. Is it possible that I should study it by myself bit by bit like groping for a ninja tool?But this is not the safe electronic equipment of the previous life, what if I fiddle with it and blow it up, this is my precious human □□eh_(:3)∠)_

……

Life goal: Study hard and make progress every day.

end

carry out.

I exhaled lightly, closed the book that could barely be called a "diary" in front of me, and stuffed it under the bed on my side - the dust underneath had been cleaned up by me long ago.This place isn't very hidden, but it's actually not that important, it's just an extra effort for my psychological comfort, because I know that in terms of the characteristics of the book itself, no one in this world can understand it except Any word other than the last "end".

Because the things I use to write are said to be words but they are not words. Although it seems that they are all letters gradually—aha, of course it is not English, but Chinese pinyin.

Yes, Hanyu Pinyin.In the previous life, this was something that even elementary school students could read through, but in this world, it is a password that can be called absolutely safe.After all, from a speculative point of view, there should be very few people in this world who can recognize these Chinese characters, let alone the Chinese pinyin, which was originally intended to help children learn characters, and did not appear until after the invasion of Western culture in the later stages of the history of Chinese characters.

In order to live up to this security, I have recorded all my little secrets in this book. If I must give an example... then the most representative secret should be "I have a previous life" _(:3)∠)_.I showed this book to my family during the initial period of extreme anxiety, and the response was generally "what is this?" After that, I finally relaxed and stopped being so wary of anyone approaching this book. People, now it's just a strange place to put it.

My homework seems to be slightly different from Dongming's, which is probably a process of improvement or teaching students in accordance with their aptitude.In the time period when I just mastered the chakra refinement, I don't need to divide my daily time into several sections and then fill it with various miscellaneous affairs and study plans.I just need to focus on one item a day, and then play with my fingers in my free time, and practice the twelve mudras to be ojbk.

——I swear, if I go back to the student days in my previous life now, I won’t be afraid of being punished for copying texts fifty times! [? 】

The practice of ninja throwing is arranged by me to start after feeding Haruno, and what I have to do at this stage is... throw a few _(:3)∠)_ blindly.

That's right, you read that right, it's just a few throws - when I first learned about this so-called "method", I was almost stunned.

"This is a process of self-exploration," the righteous man said convincingly, "Comparing what you have inherited from others with what you have analyzed and mastered yourself, which one do you think you understand more deeply and can master more thoroughly?" ? You, don’t show that expression of seeing a ghost—are you so sure that there is no unique technique in the world?” Then he lowered his head and took a sip of the cloudy tea soup in the cup, with a half-smile Added a sentence: "Dongming also came here in the same way... different routes lead to the same goal, and now his method is only slightly different from mine. It's hard for me to say whether this is good or bad, and I don't know whether he will make new improvements in the future, but I also don't know if the slight difference between his technique and mine will make him a better throwing technique than mine in the future. That's his thing, it doesn't necessarily apply to everyone man, but that must apply to himself—and you too."

"So, Zhaohe, do you understand what I mean?"

"But taking a step back, if you really can't find a way by yourself, then it doesn't matter if I come to teach you again then."

When he said this, he smiled slightly, and even his eyes softened - it would have been better if there were no undisguised funny expressions in it.

——"Are you so sure that there is no unique technique in the world?"

When I heard this sentence, my expression didn't change, but only I knew - my heart beat hard.

At this moment, I have to admit that after all, I still have some of the bad characteristics of the time traveler.

...like these strange prides.

Or maybe it's not just that that affects me, but also the righteous man's raised tone in the end, and the aggressive method hidden in his language intentionally or unintentionally?

I don't know, but I know that I have accepted this incredible teaching method.

——Isn’t it just groping for yourself, who is afraid of whom!

Then I discovered that I actually unexpectedly like these cold dangerous skins.

From different handling techniques, shooting techniques, shooting postures, the degree of sweat coverage on the surface of the ninja equipment, etc., to external factors such as wind force, wind direction, and materials.Even a slight change in these trivial influencing factors as parameters may bring about an outcome beyond my expectations-this made me feel exhausted in the early stages of exploration, but it also made me feel from the bottom of my heart. Interesting - it didn't change even with muscle memory later on.

As the righteous man said, this is a process of groping and exploring, and at this time, the last thing I lack is patience.

The family members I watched were very leisurely, Zhizi even stood still in the distance, watching with curious and gentle eyes, and Yiren would occasionally give Dongming and me extra training after dinner.He will stand on the thick branch above our heads, watch our whole day's groping results in a leisurely manner, and then use short and powerful words to say our obvious shortcomings in standing posture or technical strength, so as to give The direction of our improvement - it just looks like he is in good health. In fact, I always feel that only this time is the most energetic moment of the whole day. This is only from more than a dozen ideas that were killed in my first few days. You can see it.

His gray-blue iris will be slightly dim in the dusk and night sky, but it will also reflect a layer of warm fire light after lighting the portable wind lantern—however, at this time, the warm light does not always reach him. It can't melt the solid ice in the gray-blue.Therefore, the righteous man's eyes are like blades piercing out from the solid ice, carrying the coldness from the ice and staining the inherent sharpness—his eyes are like ice knives.This almost scared me at the beginning, I felt like a bucket of ice cubes fell straight from the top of my head (yes, just like the ice bucket challenge in the previous life), the freezing temperature froze me almost instantly His body and mind made me almost freeze on the spot and stare blankly at him, until he finally couldn't help laughing out loud--this made me, who didn't react for a while, and was stupidly focused on pretending to be a statue, see Get up stupid.

Although in the days that followed, this incident served as a joke that would annoy me for a long time as a family, I could still feel...something was burned in my mind like this.

Gray-blue, thin, cold, hard.

It is like a knife carved out of solid ice, and a cold shimmer is flowing on the thin and almost transparent blade.