The journey of becoming a god of mushrooms in the ninja world

The breeze blew, the treetops swayed, and the leaves fell one by one, like a burst of tender green snow.

Such a refreshing scene will make most people feel comfortable and feel like it is another beautiful day.

However, the person standing here only feels a profound emptiness.

It was as if he himself had never existed, there was only a withered skeleton standing here, the wind passed through his ribs, his eye sockets, causing echoes in his head.

He opened his arms as if to embrace the gust of wind, and as if he was just confirming whether he was really 'empty'.

"In the end, nothing exceeded my expectations."

Why do people live?

There should always be a desire and a pursuit.

Not to mention humans, as long as there are living creatures in this world, even a caterpillar, they all have their own desires - they exist to eat, to transform into butterflies and fly to farther places, they all have this kind of "existence" **.

——Then why do I exist?

Most people don't think about this problem.

But he is not most people.

He needs a reason, a belief, a fact that makes him no longer empty and has flesh and blood.

To others, this is a simple and unnecessary reason, but to him it is extremely important, but there is no answer.

——Nothing in this world is beyond his expectation.

He realized this early on, but it was first confirmed when his adoptive Ogai Mori slit the throat of the previous Port Mafia leader.

Even an extremely intelligent man like Mori Ogai is the same, he can predict and see through, and he does not deviate from the established track he envisioned.

This is like how most system engineers cannot have the fun of playing games. At the very beginning of playing a game, he can't help but wonder how many branch lines he would set up, and what code to use for the first half and the second half. How does the part work.

So does this man.

Knowing the ending of the game too early takes away the fun of playing it yourself.

He occasionally likes to watch other people play games, and what kind of operations he likes the most is beyond his imagination. He is always willing to put more effort into 'interesting' and 'talented people'.

Most of the latter comes from his obsession with Mori Ogai, and even someone who has been with Mori Ogai for a long time can't help but be affected to some extent.He is not as enthusiastic about talents as Mori Ogai. In his view, talents can only be regarded as seeds.

Interesting and crucial.

This determines whether he can get a little relief from his boring life.

——But, no more, the interesting person I like is no longer there.

The man looked at the river in front of him. The beautiful and clear color looked completely different to him.It always ignites in him the illusion that if he enters such a river and becomes one with it, he will become clear.

"That flash of light is, indeed, just an illusion. It's just the reflection of the sun seen at the bottom of the river. Why does the mud at the bottom of the river want to reflect the sun's reflection in the eyes? It seems that even across the river, , are all warm illusions? The mud will eventually return to the river, right? Let me drift along the water, drift, and gradually decompose the drift - that must be an unusual journey. "

After reciting a verse that could not be described as prose or improvised poetry, the man's body leaned forward and fell into the river.

——In this world, it's the same no matter where you go, so there's nothing wrong with going to the 'death' side, right?At the very least, there should be a peaceful place there.

Osamu Dazai is a man who, most of the time, no one can understand his motives and logic.

It's like his persistence in death, as if he was caught by the god of death, trying again and again but refusing to give up.

No one knows that he is serious every time and really wants to die.

He has actually dealt with all the remaining troubles. Even if Odasaku comes back, he will not be affected in the slightest and can live the life he wants.

Even if Mori Ogai's plan was ruined by him, there was no reason or evidence to accuse him, and he would only be more afraid of his existence.

Was Mori Ogai's fight against Odasaku all about the supernatural power license?

No, that doesn't fit the style of a man who is greedy and hungry for talent.It's like knowing that Yosano is disgusted with him and will never work under him again, but this man still refuses to give up easily.

The only people that Mori Ogai will consider as abandoned are those that he believes are difficult to extract value from and pose a threat to him.

Dazai Osamu had never thought that Mori Ogai would target Odasaku. After all, Odasaku did not bring any harm to the organization. If it is used well, it can be recycled again, and there is no need to scrap it all at once.

Even if Oda Tsukuru doesn't kill people, there are many occasions to use him. The intelligence department can use this kind of precognitive ability, or simply being a bodyguard can protect the lives of senior officials and even Mori Ogai himself.

However, it was impossible for Mori Ogai to hand over his life to Odasaku, because Mori Ogai knew about it and Odasaku knew Dazai Osamu.

Yes, Dazai Osamu did not expect that Odasaku would become the target that Mori Ogai had to remove because he did not consider his own existence.

After all, he was too young when he met Mori Ogai. Even now, in his heart, Mori Ogai is still an unqualified elder. Even if he is unqualified, he is still an elder.

Dazai Osamu did not expect that as he grew older, he would bring more and more serious psychological pressure to Mori Ogai.He didn't know that his relationship with Odasaku and Sakaguchi Ango was viewed by Mori Ogai as an unbearable clinging behavior.

Other people, such as Momiji, such as Chuuya, may be able to tolerate Mori Ogai's behavior.

But Dazai Osamu couldn't.

As a too young and smart talent, Osamu Dazai always puts pressure on Mori Ogai, just like the young lion cubs in a pride of lions have grown up, but the lion king has not yet aged.

At any time and at any time, the lion king will suspect that the young lion will replace him.

This has nothing to do with Dazai Osamu's personal thoughts.

There are already people, many people, who can't help but follow this young man with their eyes.

Even adult cadres, even Nakahara Chuuya, who had the least dealings with Dazai, had absolute trust in Dazai's ability and command, and had no doubt that obeying this young boy would bring them victory.

It’s not that Dazai wants it. People with ability will naturally attract others. There are many people like Ryunosuke Akutagawa who worship Dazai crazily. Akutagawa just showed it in the most direct way.

Yes, people are afraid of him and wary of him, but they are undoubtedly attracted to him. It is their instinct to chase the strong in the darkness.

Osamu Dazai was already too powerful. His influence and appeal within the organization had vaguely surpassed Mori Ogai's, but he didn't realize it himself.

——This can’t go on like this.

This is Mori Ogai's judgment.

On the surface, it was an action to obtain a superpower license, but in reality, it was Mori Ogai's action to eradicate Osamu Dazai's arm.

Sakaguchi Ango is connected to the Special Agents' Superpower Division. If Dazai gets the support of the Superpower Division, and Oda Sakunosuke's precognitive ability, even if Nakahara Chuuya and Momiji are on his side, Mori Ogai will have no sense of security, and even more Besides, for Momiji, as long as the leader can maintain order, it doesn't matter whether it's Dazai or Mori Ogai.

As for Nakahara Chuuya - when he joined, he had already proven that even though he had great power, he was still being played around by Dazai Osamu and was no match for Dazai.

What has allowed Mori Ogai to tolerate Dazai so far is that Dazai's force value is very weak.

Oda Sakunosuke can make up for this weakness of Dazai. As long as Dazai is not killed and his brain is still there, he can replace himself at any time.

When Dazai Osamu saw through Mori Ogai's layout, he finally understood the key.

It's not MIMIC.

Not a superpower license.

It's just because of him, because he is Oda Sakunosuke's friend.

All the disasters Odasaku faced were his fault.

Even Ango is the same. On the surface, he is a spy, but in fact, he plays a role similar to that of the Secret Service and the organization's liaison. So why is Ango sent to implement MIMIC's plan?

In order to make him leave the organization, in order to make him and Osamu Dazai turn against each other, in order to make the three of them go their separate ways and never be together again.

Dazai thought that he finally forgave Ango, and he could not tolerate his feelings being used by Mori Ogai.Since Mori Ogai wanted him to hate and even kill Ango himself, then he didn't want to.

However, after knowing this, Dazai, who understood the truth, suddenly felt that everything was empty.

Even the man who was almost his caregiver was afraid of him as if he were poisonous.

The end result is that even just drinking friends are almost unable to maintain it.

By the way, what is he living for?

Dazai Osamu didn't feel sad, he just suddenly felt empty.

Then a gust of wind came at that moment, making him feel even more like he was just a withered skeleton.

So he decided to return to the river and become part of the mud. That must be where he should go back.

But soon, he was picked up by a pair of hands.

It was a pair of hands that were much smaller than his, but strong and powerful.

An important reason why Osamu Dazai survived every time he fell into the water was because he was so calm every time he fell into the water. He was as calm as if he were sleeping. There was no struggle or violent breathing, and he would not choke on the water.

It was like he was successfully rescued every time, which was also the reason why he didn't struggle.

Many people who fell into the water died because the rescuers were grabbed and beaten by the struggling people who fell into the water, and finally choked in the water together.

Every time Dazai Osamu entered the water, he was like a quiet corpse, but he was easily fished out.

Dazai Osamu, who was picked up from the water, opened his eyes: "Why don't you knock me out this time?"

The boy looked at him from a bird's eye view. From this angle, he seemed bigger than him. The boy's entire shadow could cover his face and fill his entire field of vision.

"That mental hospital seems to have closed down due to a mafia attack, and the police won't accept you."

"Pfft! Cough-cough-cough!"

Even Dazai couldn't help but cough up tears. He immediately thought that Akutagawa might have done it, and he couldn't stop laughing.

The boy easily lifted his hands up and put them on top of his head.

Dazai: "...? Wait, wait!"

"Brother Oda asked me to take you to eat curry. Let's go change clothes first."

Dazai laughed again: "Pfft! Hahaha, is this how you actually take me away every time? Wait, curry, it's curry - you didn't come back for me at all, you just came for curry!"

"Don't twist it or it will fall off."

"No, I won't do it! I'm actually just along for the ride! Black-hearted, you two are both evil-hearted! So love will really disappear? You don't love me anymore!!!"

Tianzang was helpless: "I love you, I love you."

Dazai Osamu finally stopped twisting, and after a while, he cautiously said, "Really?"

Tenzo: "But it will disappear."

Dazai: "——!"

Tenzo: "So, try not to disappear and come here often to brush your face, Dazai-nii."

Dazai: "——!!! You, what did you just say? Say it again!"

Tenzo: "So love will disappear."

Dazai: "No, no, the last sentence!"

Tenzo: "Brother Dazai."

Dazai: "...!!!"

Tianzang: "...?"

After handing Dazai Osamu, whose background changed to peach blossoms, to Odasaku, Tenzo went to take a shower and change clothes.

Odasaku was helpless: "You went diving again, Dazai. Dazai? Dazai? What's wrong with you?"

Dazai: "I'm seriously considering immigration."

Odasaku: "Really? That's a pity. Tenzo said that he still likes Yokohama, and so do I. We decided to live in Yokohama for a few years before going to other places. After you immigrate, you will stay with us. Correspondence, Dazai.”

Dazai Osamu was indignant: "What? This is not allowed! Why can't the three of us be together all the time? Odasaku, take us two as adopted sons - uh uh uh!!!"

Odasaku stuffed a spoonful of hot curry into Dazai's mouth, thinking that he was finally quiet.

"I have raised too many children and will not accept new children for the time being. Besides, Dazai is already an adult. Please take responsibility and work like an adult. Even I can support myself by writing. Dazai, should you consider trying something else? Work?"

Dazai Osamu wiped away his tears: "Ah, you wouldn't say something meaningless like it's the same everywhere, why not help people? I feel like Odasaku would say this kind of last words As a person, wouldn’t it be too pitiful for me to live for your last words like that?”

Odasaku: "First of all, I'm not dead. These are not my last words. Besides, I didn't say anything like that. I just said that you can consider changing your job. Dazai doesn't seem to be happy in his current job, so that's why I think so. and……"

The red-haired man looked at him and said: "Besides, if I really said that, it must be to let Dazai know more friends. Dazai is a very good boy. I don't like people to misunderstand you. I hope, more When people see your merits, they mention your name with gratitude and a smile. Is this too much?"

Dazai:——! ! !

Crit! ! !

Dazai: "Odasaku, you can't talk to people like this casually, you know? It's hard to end up not getting married if you don't get married! Well, but there is no same-sex marriage system now, so you are still an adopted child——"

Odasaku stuffed in another mouthful of curry.He thought coldly, if you continue like this, my love will really disappear, Dazai.