Connor's Hogwarts

Rowena looked at the excited young man in front of him and remained silent.

Barrow Gwenson was the name of the young man in front of him. He was a student who studied with Rowena after Salazar left, and he was also Helena's most persistent pursuer.

He may be the person who knows Helena best in this castle.

"I see." Rowena nodded and stopped looking at Baro, as if he had heard some unimportant news.

"Then hurry up... wait... you know." Barrow was stunned: "Then are you going to get her back now? Please be sure to take me with you..."

"No, let her go, she is already an adult, and she should have her own life."

"What?" Barrow said anxiously: "How can this be possible? Helena can't take care of herself. We have to take her back quickly..."

Rowena glanced at Barrow indifferently: "Rowner is also a qualified wizard. She has the right and ability to choose her own life."

"but..."

"Okay, it's okay, please don't bother me anymore, you can go out."

Barrow was not a person who was good at words, he fell silent and exited the room.

At this time, Helga's voice came from the side.

"Royna, isn't this what you want to see? Why don't you tell that Barrow how to find Helena?"

"I don't want to interfere too much with Helena's affairs, and I shake my head Helga. My time is running out. In the last period of time, I don't want to be distracted by anything else..."

"Ah~ I didn't expect you to be the first to leave among us... Do you want to tell Godric and Salazar about this?"

"No, there's no need to waste their time."

"It's not a waste of time to say goodbye to old friends."

"..."

......

"Helena, that Barrow's temper is getting more and more violent. He has been corporally punishing students recently. He is also considered your student. You should discipline him."

"...Put him in the dungeon, with these shackles"

"Hey, isn't this the kind of material you've always treasured? It's a waste of time to actually make it into shackles."

"..."

......

"Rowena, that Barrow, he cut off the chain and ran away."

"..."

"You don't look surprised at all, so is this all your arrangement, including Helena?"

"No, no, I just don't understand. You know, I never understand. I thought she could understand."

"Not everything can be obtained through experiments. Maybe we shouldn't accompany you to fool around in the first place, Rowena."

"maybe"

Helena is autistic.

After discovering her "life experience", it didn't take long for Helena to run out of the castle and use Apparition to leave Hogwarts.

Helena didn't control the direction, and didn't choose the destination. She almost used this apparition that exhausted all the magic power without much thought.

A few seconds later, she fell into a forest, completely exhausted.

Fortunately, there were no monsters or beasts in this forest, otherwise Connor felt that Helena would be eaten that day.

Helena lay on the ground all day, and Connor couldn't "see" if she couldn't move or didn't want to move.

It must be that she couldn't bear the hunger, so Helena got up from the ground. At the beginning, she didn't know how to find food. Although she had a magic wand on her body, she had never cooked herself since she was "born". Know where to find food.

Just when Connor thought Helena would starve to death here, Helena opened a cheat for herself and put on the Ravenclaw diadem.

Then Connor found that he suddenly understood a lot of "knowledge", just like an encyclopedia suddenly appeared in his mind. It turns out that the function of the crown is this

All kinds of messy knowledge are stored in the crown, and the knowledge of finding food in the wild is naturally also there.

Helena obviously also "saw" this knowledge, she took out her magic wand and waved it casually, and a fruit tree next to her was suddenly full of overripe fruits.

With the fruit that can satisfy the hunger, Helena will not starve to death here. With the knowledge in the crown, Helena lives alone in this forest far away from the world.

Connor couldn't communicate with Helena, and he didn't know what she was thinking at first. Later, perhaps because she had been alone for a long time, Helena began to habitually talk to herself or talk to small animals in the forest. Only then did Connor understand some of her thoughts...

"This kind of life is quite good. You don't have to care about other people's opinions. No one will look down on you, or even look at you. It doesn't matter, you can do whatever you want. How free..."

"How did you get here as a little lamb? Were you abandoned by your mother? Maybe you can live with me and I will make you a small house..."

"Are you the mother of the sheep or the sister of the lamb? It doesn't matter. This is your child. Remember to watch it and don't get lost again..."

"What should I do today...forget it, who cares about what I did..."

Confused, lost, desperate... Helena now has no direction, no purpose, no pursuit. From the moment she learned that she was a "Ravenclaw", she had lost her "self".

In the past, she thought she was Helena Ravenclaw, the daughter of Rowena, the eldest lady of Hogwarts who could get whatever she wanted, a "princess" who should live in the enviable eyes of the world. ".

She was satisfied with her role, and her emotions were born from it. At that time, her dream was to become an excellent witch beyond her mother Rowena.

Although Helena didn't act on the "dream", she knew clearly that she was "alive" at that time.

But later, her mother told her, in fact, you are nothing, in fact, you have never owned anything, you are not even a person, you are just an artifact, a container of the soul.

From that moment on, Helena's world has fallen apart.

Helena has a strong vanity. Strong vanity means that she has stronger self-esteem than the average person. But when you erase her entire "human" existence and deny everything about her ...Her twisted self-esteem was completely shattered.

Helena couldn't accept this result, so she chose to escape.Escaped to a place where no one was around, so no one would care about who she was...

Until one day, a shackled man found Helena...

"Helena Helena, I finally, I finally found you." Barrow came to Helena. He was in ragged clothes and had shackles on him. He didn't know what he had gone through before he came here.

"Why are you Barrow? Are you my mother who asked you to come to me?" Looking at the man who suddenly appeared in front of her, Helena's dull eyes regained a little bit of their brightness.

In fact, Helena, who was wearing the crown, felt that someone was approaching her, but she didn't expect it to be Barrow.

"No, no, Professor Rowena didn't let anyone look for you. I accidentally discovered that when I put on these shackles, I could sense your presence, so I looked for you." Barrow finally saw him People who think about it day and night are very excited.

But when he finished speaking, the look in Helena's eyes disappeared again.

"Is that so, it turns out that mother asked you to come...It turns out that I am not important at all," Helena murmured to herself.

"Helena, come with me. We can find a place to live together...I will treat you well..." Barrow felt that he was getting closer to his dream.

"No, you can go by yourself, Baro, I don't want to leave here."

Barrow's smile froze on his face: "Is this so? Then I will stay and take care of you. We can be the same as before."

"No need, Barrow." Helena looked at him with her lifeless eyes: "I can live well here by myself, I don't need your help, go back by yourself."

Barrow's fists clenched and then unclenched, his face became a little ferocious, he gritted his teeth and said: "Why...Why do you hate me so much? Don't you know my thoughts? Don't you even know a little thing about me?" Are you unwilling to give me even a small chance?"

Helena's godless eyes became even more confused: "What chance?"

"" Barrow said tremblingly: "Don't you like that I have always loved you?"

"What is love? Do you mean you like me?" Helena asked.

""

"Of course I know you all like me. I'm so beautiful. Isn't it natural for me to be liked?" Helena said.

Barrow stared at Helena, his face becoming paler: "Then what are you doing to me?"

"You're asking me if I like you. I'm sorry. I've never liked anyone. I can't even understand what liking is." Helena shook her head and turned around:

"Okay, you go back, I won't leave, and I don't need you to stay."

Helena was talking to herself, but she didn't notice that Barrow behind her had red eyes and murmured with a ferocious face: "So it is like this, it is like this, then it is like this"

Baro pulled out the dagger from his waist, roared and rushed towards Helena.

Helena turned around in shock when she heard the roar. What she saw was a terrifying face and a shining silver dagger.

Seeing that Helena is about to die here, at this moment

"You are like a big-headed ghost."

"Helena" yelled violently, she slapped Barrow on the face with her backhand, then snatched the dagger from his hand and stabbed it into Barrow's body.

One-pass operation is smooth and smooth, and the skill is as vigorous as a god.

"I didn't expect it, Voldemort. I have recovered my memory a long time ago. I have been waiting for you, a loser, to die for me for a long time."

Helena, ah no, it was Connor. He finally couldn't bear it anymore and let out his own roar in this strange and oppressive fantasy.

The anger on Barrow's face turned into panic in an instant, and his face began to switch between two different faces strangely. In the end, he only had time to yell: "No."

This long illusion suddenly shattered.

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