Connor's Hogwarts

My name is Severus Snape and I am 32 years old.Living in the professor's dormitory in the basement of Hogwarts Castle, unmarried.I work as a Defense Against the Dark Arts professor at Hogwarts, and I have to work overtime until 8pm every day.I don't smoke, and I only have a taste of wine.Go to bed at 11 o'clock in the evening and sleep for 8 hours every day.Before going to bed, I will definitely take a shower, but I will not wash my hair. I will use magic to clean my hair. I will go to bed and fall asleep immediately. I will sleep until dawn and never leave fatigue and stress until the next day.Doctors say I'm normal...

But I don't think I'm normal.

I have only loved one person in my life, but everything I did was to lose her again and again...

Because of the mistakes I made back then, I have been living in regret for more than ten years. I hate Potter, I hate Voldemort, and I hate myself even more...

It was the useless Potter who failed to protect her, and it was Voldemort who killed her with his own hands, but the cause of all this... was myself.

The world is so big, only these three people I can't forgive.

Potter is dead, but Voldemort is not.

That prophecy... Voldemort and her child, only one can survive. When he comes back, Harry... will be his biggest enemy.

I failed to protect Lily at first, but this time, I will protect her child.

At least no one can hurt him until I die.

Harry Potter, he looks exactly like his bastard father. Only his eyes, like Lily, are the only pleasing thing about him.

He is enrolling in school this year, and his personality is exactly the same as that of his bastard father. He is not restless at all. He does whatever he wants with his little talent all day long, which is really annoying.

Harry's enrollment was expected, but what I didn't expect was that Voldemort also came to Hogwarts this year. When I heard the news, if Dumbledore hadn't stopped me, I would have rushed to Hogwarts with my wand. Go out and kill Quirrell who is possessed by him.

But Dumbledore told me not to touch him...

Is there anything more disgusting than having an enemy hanging out in front of you all day long but you can't do anything to him?

Can't do it, can't do it, can't do it... Every time I meet Quirrell, I have to remind myself of this repeatedly to force myself to calm down.

But this bastard dared to try to hurt her child right under Dumbledore's nose.

Although I can't kill him, he must bear my anger

I quickly customized a plan.

By chance, I let Quirrell "accidentally" see my Dark Mark. At that time, I frightened him severely so that he could not tell about it.

And he, no, it was Quirrell, who was acting his submissive character in his true colors, so naturally he dared not and would not speak out about it.

Presumably, in the eyes of Voldemort at this time, I am an "old subordinate" who has been "reminiscing" about him all the time. He will think that I am a Death Eater lurking beside Dumbledore, but in fact he has always been loyal to me. servant.

But he only saw the first layer.

Especially on Halloween, after I stop him, he will definitely doubt my identity again, so I have a new plan.

This time I want to play a character who doesn't know Quirrell's identity. He wants to get the Philosopher's Stone for Voldemort, but accidentally conflicts with him. Then, after secretly observing him, he discovers his bad behavior towards students and decides to pull him. He joined the Death Eaters as a loyal "servant".

Today, in order to prevent Quirrell from casting a curse on Lily's child again, I personally presided over the Quidditch match, and then that bastard really wanted to cast a curse on Harry, but luckily I was there, found and stopped him, and then I had a reason to meet him in the Forbidden Forest at dinner time.

I came to the Forbidden Forest alone, and Quirrell was already waiting timidly. Of course I would not give him a good look. I said with a cold face: "What tricks are you doing again, Quirrell?"

Quirrell stammered: "...No...I don't know why you...want...to choose to meet here, Severus..."

"Oh, I think this matter should not be made public..." I said coldly: "After all, students are not supposed to know about the Philosopher's Stone."

"What... what's the magic stone? I... I... I don't know what you're talking about..."

"What are you still pretending to be about that person on Halloween night? You are trying to find that stone. Do you still want to use the power of students to find that stone? Otherwise, why would I hear the magic stone from the students? word"

I acted aggressively, and it was a pleasure to watch Quirrell cower, and it was even more pleasing to think that Voldemort himself was on top of him.

"I...I don't...I don't know...you...what are you talking about..."

Just when he was waving his hands nervously, thinking that I had discovered his secret, I suddenly changed the subject:

"Have you figured out how to subdue Hagrid's monster?"

Quirrell's expression froze, obviously he didn't expect that I would ask such a question, and then he kept waving his hands, trying to show that he knew nothing: "But...but...but, Severus, I..."

"I don't know what you are plotting secretly... But I also want to get that stone. I think... my master may need it..." I took a step closer to him and said, "You don't want I will be your enemy, Quirrell."

"I...I don't know...know you..." Quirrell suppressed his blush and stuttered, unable to speak a complete sentence.

Haha, he definitely didn't expect that I would suddenly say such a thing, don't you want to act? I'll see how you act in front of me...

"You know exactly what I mean." I didn't wait for him to react, and then said: "You saw my secret, but you didn't tell it, and you seemed to be doing something terrible...I I think you are someone I can work with..."

At this time, an owl hooted loudly. I didn't pay attention and said to Quirrell in a bewitching tone: "If you hadn't hindered me last time, I might have succeeded. This time we can get the stone together." , if you hand the stone to me, you will get more, and it will be of greater use in my hands... I know you know some weird magic, your secret tricks, I'm waiting for you."

"But...but, I don't...no...no..."

"Very well." I interrupted him, not giving him time to think about it. I wanted to play the role of a loyal "Death Eater"...

"It won't be long before you have time to think it over and decide who you will serve allegiance to, we will talk again."

After I finished speaking, I turned and left. I heard that Voldemort was on the back of his head. I wonder if two people can understand what I said with one head.

I used to have nothing to do with you, but now you hide your identity and ran into the school, and it fell into my hands, sometimes you feel uncomfortable.

Although I can't kill you, I can disgust you. When a "loyal" old subordinate who has the same purpose as you snatches things from you without knowing your identity, and goes against you in every way, I will make you eat it. The fly has to swallow it consciously

At this time, I noticed a figure flying over the forest. Well, that person... was Harry. Did he overhear my conversation just now? He must have misunderstood...

I was nervous and just wanted to take a step, but I quickly calmed down. Actually...it's okay to let him know, isn't it? Everything I do, I don't need others to understand.

It's enough that I know what I'm doing.

I'm not loyal to Voldemort, I'm not loyal to Dumbledore, I'm only loyal to myself.

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