Crossing Douluo's Book of Life and Death

It is said that Tang Yuan rescued a middle-aged man who committed suicide by cutting his wrists in Rong Town. Eight days have passed since then. As usual, after finishing his training, Tang Yuan went to the medical center to visit the middle-aged man. After arriving at the medical center, the doctor from the medical center greeted him and exchanged greetings with Tang Yuan. After spending the past few days together, Tang Yuan also found out that the doctor's surname was Yang. Just listen to Tang Yuan ask: "Doctor Yang, uncle, nothing happened today?" Doctor Yang shook his head and said: "Nothing, just now the old man asked the medicine boy to boil the medicine and just fed it to the patient." Tang Yuan nodded and said: "Then Well, I just don't know when he will wake up." Doctor Yang said: "It should be in these few days. The old man has just been diagnosed and treated and found that the patient's energy and blood have recovered, but it is just a heart disease that keeps him from waking up." Tang Yuan sighed. He said, "That's good. I'll wait a few more days. If I don't wake up, I can only leave first." Doctor Yang asked, "The donor wants to leave Rong Town." Tang Yuan nodded and said, "It was supposed to be a few days ago." I left, but I didn’t trust this uncle, so I stayed for a few more days.” Doctor Yang nodded, but didn’t ask any more questions. Tang Yuan walked to the backyard and saw the middle-aged man. At this time, his face was rosy and his breathing was calm. He looked like he had recovered. He couldn't help but admire the effectiveness of this old man's martial arts. Immediately, Tang Yuan thought that the power of life contained in his martial soul of the Book of Life and Death should be more effective, but now Tang Yuan could not mobilize and use either the power of life or the power of death. Only when they are in danger will these two forces arise spontaneously and will not listen to Tang Yuan's orders at all. Tang Yuan watched for a while and felt relieved when he saw that the middle-aged man was recovering well and left the hospital. Along the way, Tang Yuan was thinking about what is the meaning of the power of life. Tang Yuan could not think about it. He had no clue at all. Thinking about it in his heart, he might as well let nature take its course. After all, the master's wife is here, and she has realized it. When the time comes, you will naturally realize it. Just as Tang Yuan was walking on the road, he suddenly heard someone calling from behind: "Mr. Tang, Mr. Tang." Tang Yuan turned around and saw that he was indeed calling him. He saw a child in linen clothes and trousers, panting from a distance. When he came running, Tang Yuan recognized him. He was the medicine boy from the medical center. When the medicine boy ran to him, Tang Yuan asked, "What's wrong?" The medicine boy was panting, and it took him a while to recover, and said, "I finally caught up with Mr. Tang. Not long after you left, the patient woke up." Here, the teacher asked you to go take a look." Upon hearing this, Tang Yuan looked happy and said, "Really? That's great. Let's go back to the medical center." Before the medicine boy could react, Tang Yuan was in a daze. As he left, he was shocked and in great pain. Not long after he recovered, he had to run back again. The key was that Mr. Tang was too fast. The medicine boy ran and shouted: "Mr. Tang, wait for me." Not long after, Tang Yuan returned to the medical center, and the medicine boy also ran back panting. Seeing Tang Yuan, Dr. Yang said happily: "Donor, the patient is awake. Go and have a look." Tang Yuan nodded, walked to the backyard and came to the middle-aged man. When he saw him waking up, he said: " Uncle, you're awake." When the middle-aged man saw Tang Yuan, he bowed his head and said, "Thank you so much for saving my life." Tang Yuan saw that he had just recovered and couldn't make any big moves, so he stopped him. , said: "Uncle, you don't have to be excited. You need to take good care of yourself first. After you have just recovered, you still need to take a good rest." The middle-aged man sighed and leaned on the bed again. When Tang Yuan saw him like this, he asked, "Uncle." The middle-aged man said first, "My name is Qian Yi, and I am the third eldest child in the family. My benefactor can just call me Qian San." Tang Yuan smiled and said, "I'd better call you Qian Yi." Brother Qian." Middle-aged Ru nodded and did not refuse. Tang Yuan then asked: "Brother Qian, I see that you are dressed luxuriously and not like ordinary people. Why are you so upset?" According to Tang Yuan's idea, Qian Yi had just recovered from a serious illness, so he shouldn't ask him these questions, which would arouse his sadness. However, if you don't know the root cause of the heart disease, if Qian Yi wants to die again, then your efforts will be in vain. So Tang Yuan also took this opportunity to ask the reason. It would be good if he could explain it properly and eliminate Qian Yi's desire to die. At this time, Doctor Yang also came over, and his thoughts were the same as Tang Yuan's. Qian Yi sighed and spoke softly. It turns out that this Qian Yi was originally from the Star Luo Empire and was a wealthy businessman in a city. He usually brought some specialty goods from the Star Luo Empire and sold them to the Dou Empire, doing some trading to earn a good profit. After many years of operation, Qian Yi can make a fortune and have no worries about food and clothing. When Tang Yuan and Doctor Yang heard this, they looked at each other and wondered, since this was the case, why should they still seek life and death? But Qian Yi continued to say that this time he accidentally got a very valuable gem in the Star Luo Empire. , originally wanted to keep it as a family heirloom, but a businessman in Dou Empire who had cooperated with him for a long time told Qian Yi that a senior official was interested in this gem and wanted to buy it at a high price. Qian Yi was very moved when he saw whether the high-ranking official was willing to pay the price, so he struggled for a while and decided to sell it to earn the high price difference first, and deal with the family heirloom later. Qian Yi made a decision, but was worried about the safety on the road, so he personally led the team to deliver the gems from the Star Luo Empire to the Dou Empire, intending to hand them over to the buyer, so he felt relieved. There weren't any bumps along the way. Qian Yi had several soul masters under him, two of them even reached the level of great soul masters. So some bandits robbed him on the way, but they were repelled by Qian Yi's men. The gems were unharmed. . Unexpectedly, after arriving in Rong Town, Qian Yi saw that his men were working hard for several days, so he asked them to have a good rest. He also relaxed his vigilance, drank a few more drinks, and had a conflict with others. The gem During the conflict and pushing, it fell to the ground and shattered into pieces. This fall, not to mention how much money was lost, was not easy to explain even to the senior official of the Dou Empire. If the senior official was displeased, it would probably be more difficult for Qian Yi to do business in Dou City in the future. The people under Qian Yi were also worried about being implicated, so they all left him and disappeared long ago. So Qian Yi was worried and distressed, and suddenly he had the desire to die. He only hoped that after his death, the senior official of the Dou Empire would not inflict his anger on his family. So Qian Yi left the town, found a cruel place, and committed suicide by slitting his wrists. However, after he cut his wrists and felt the passage of his life, he couldn't help but regret it. Later, he met Tang Yuan and was saved. After listening to Qian Yiwan, both Tang Yuan and Doctor Yang found it incredible that it was still unclear whether the senior officials of the Dou Empire would be angry with Qian Yi because of this matter. It was just an inexplicable guess that made Qian Yi so scared, thinking of cutting off It is really unwise to commit suicide by wrist. Doctor Yang then said: "Mr. Qian, I am many years older than you. I have to say something. Not to mention the senior official, but you have done something wrong and you have to face it. If you end your life like this, Life, how can you live up to your family, how can you live up to yourself? That senior official has never even seen you in person, and he somehow caused you to lose your life. He doesn't know." Tang Yuan nodded, Doctor Yang's words did make sense. . Just listen to Dr. Yang continue: "As a doctor, I have treated countless patients, but everyone values ​​their own life very much. They all think that life is a very precious thing. Even if they are terminally ill, they know I don't have much time left, and I am full of hope for life, but you..." Qian Yi was ashamed when he heard this. When Doctor Yang's words reached Tang Yuan's ears, Tang Yuan was shocked. He remembered that in his previous life, he was also terminally ill and suffered from pain every day, but he still did not give up on living, because he knew that living is hope. But when he was dying, Tang Yuan in his previous life felt that death was a kind of relief. But in this life, should we pursue the hope of life or the liberation of death? If death is liberation, then the question of whether life is still hope or just a kind of shackles has been lingering in Tang Yuan's heart, making him always Being confused all the time, Tang Yuan's heart was a little complicated. Seeing that Qian Yi was getting better under Doctor Yang's treatment, Tang Yuan asked him to have a good rest and see him again tomorrow, and then left the hospital. After returning to the hotel, Tang Yuan was still puzzled. He was so upset that he ignored his practice. After drinking a few bottles of wine, he fell asleep in a daze. In his sleep, Tang Yuan seemed to have returned to his previous life. The setting sun slanting through the window in front of him, and the unforgettable pain and suffering on his body, made Tang Yuan very dazed. At this time, there seemed to be a voice in his heart asking himself. To choose the hope of life or to choose death, Tang Yuan chose death. Then, before his eyes, the kind smile of the dean's mother-in-law appeared again, and in his ears, the laughter of his companions appeared again. These bits and pieces linger in Tang Yuan's heart. If he dies, these will be broken into pieces and disappear. Isn't this hope? No, choose life. Tang Yuan again. After that, the torment of illness flooded Tang Yuan's body like a tide. The nightmares and pain came again every night, and the pain and sadness of being abandoned by his parents struck Tang Yuan's heart again and again. If you survive, you will have to go through this kind of torture every day, every night. Life or death, what is life? Tang Yuan didn't have the answer, so he screamed and shouted in his dream. After a long time, Tang Yuan woke up with a start, with cold sweat dripping from his body. He was panting heavily and could not calm down for a long time.