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"First of all, she may feel that as a descendant of Apocalypse, she was born into this world with original sin. Otherwise, if she just wants to spend this life alone, she can just find a corner of this planet and passively escape from the world. This should be simple enough for her. But she is still willing to be imprisoned here, maybe because she subconsciously feels that she should be punished." Lorna tangled her long black hair as if doing this It also seems to help smooth out your thoughts.

"Original Sin" Prepan was a little skeptical, "There are 5000 million Christians in the United States who don't think they should be locked up in prison."

"That's different," Lorna explained, shaking her head. "Their sins are owed to God, while Clarice's are owed by mutants to humans."

"So I can't figure it out even more." Prepan also followed Lorna's example and shook his head, "No one cares about what Apocalypse did on the banks of the Nile thousands of years ago; when Clarice was born in 90 , the damage caused to the world after the resurrection of Apocalypse has long been repaired. Why should she feel guilty for this ancestor who has almost nothing to do with her?"

"" Lorna wanted to say that maybe Fang had the same chuunibyou as her.But she wanted to keep up her appearance in front of SHIELD agents, so she swallowed the sentence abruptly and responded with a period of silence.

"Actually, I have always had a question." Prepan continued, "How did she learn that she was a descendant of Apocalypse? Who are her parents? Is her guilt not coming from Apocalypse, but from other members of the family? people"

"Oh, we don't know either, and we don't dare to ask." Lorna messed up her hair manically, "By the way, is there any information about Apocalypse's bloodline inheritance in SHIELD's database?"

"No, even in the files handed over to us by the While you were wandering around, I found a few square hairs in your cell. The ancestry analysis at the headquarters quickly sent back that she was 90.00% Chinese. But this doesn't mean anything at all. Ancient Egypt Humans have become extinct, and no one knows what their gene pool looks like. You still need to unlock her secrets."

"Okay" Lorna continued to analyze Fang's psychology, "There's another interesting thing about Clarisse. She likes to listen to us telling stories about the outside world, especially the gossip told by Everhart. But she seems to just like to listen. , has absolutely no intention of participating in the world of flowers. Oh, I don’t know how to describe it." Lorna cast a look of help at Angela.

"If I use an analogy," Angela stretched out her hand to straighten the messy hair on Lorna's head, "normal people look at the world as if they are playing a game. Players and the world in the game interact and influence each other all the time. But people with Clarice's trauma see the world as if they were watching a movie. The audience is disconnected from the story in the movie."

"Do you think this is a psychological trauma?" Prepan grasped a key point. "Can you elaborate on it?"

"I have seen some similar patients." Angela replied using her clinical experience and basic knowledge. "How should I put it? Let me make an analogy again. When a person's lungs are continuously stimulated by cigarette smoke, it is distributed in the respiratory tract. The surface pseudostratified ciliated columnar epithelial cells will transform into stratified squamous epithelium. In this way, they can protect themselves from the invasion of harmful components in smoke to a certain extent, but their original physiological functions will also be affected. This The process is reversible. But if they continue to be harmed by dirty gases for a long time, they will turn into cancer cells. By then, the air will have nothing to do with them.

"I think the human spirit and psychology have similar mechanisms. Just like a person in love who is deeply hurt by his partner, he will go through repeated emotional struggles. But in the end, he will no longer have any feelings for that person. . Those neural circuits of love or hate for the ex have turned into a permanent scar in the heart. Similarly, what if a person is not hurt by another person, but is tortured by a group of people or even a world?

"Oh, of course, the world I am talking about does not mean the entire planet, but the real life of that person. I have always believed that there is a love relationship between everyone and his world. This relationship is called a dream. I The patients mentioned before are a group of people with disillusioned dreams who have reached the end of their rope after repeated struggles. They no longer have the same full feelings for colorful life and vivid society as normal people. Although they are still on social networks They pay attention to the updates of their friends and still pay attention to hot current events through various media. But like a lovelorn whose wounds are healing, they will not have the idea of ​​getting back together with their ex, and they rarely have the desire to embrace a normal life again. Just like Cancerous lung cells cannot absorb oxygen from the respiratory tract, and they no longer feel that a wonderful life will bring them much happiness."

"It sounds like a depressive state," Prepan said in a brief summary of Angela's tirade.

"Yes, depression is the most serious result." Angela nodded in agreement, "This is also one of the pains of patients with depression. It sounds like they are just numb, but no. They know that they cannot feel happiness normally. This pain is like cancer cells spreading throughout the lungs and being strangled in the throat, making it impossible to breathe."

"So, do you think Clarisse is suffering from some degree of depression?" Prepan asked following Angela's words, "We should find her some serotonin."

"Medication can only help pave the way for patients. They need to find a new direction in life and reestablish a love relationship with the world. It's like Lorna found me. Oops."

Lorna pushed Angela so hard that she almost fell under the chair.But Lorna's flushed face reminded her that she was not calm.After Angela sat upright again, she stretched out her small fist and hammered the partner next to her who she loved and hated.It wasn't until Prepan couldn't help laughing that she let go of Angela who was being beaten silently.

"Okay, one last point about Clarice." Lorna straightened herself and continued her report, "Just like what Dr. Ziegler said just now, Ann is looking for a new direction for her life. Clary Si also told Xilin that she would try her best to find that glimmer of hope. Maybe she has not completely given up on herself. Moreover, she has not told us yet that she can use her own abilities to help us escape from prison directly. Because she She doesn’t want us to do this from the bottom of her heart, she’s afraid that we will beg her after learning that she can build a portal.”

"You can be sure of this," Prepan asked.

"That's right." Lorna replied, "Clarice likes to abide by the rules, even the unwritten details like calling people by their last names here. So she doesn't want us to do things that break the rules and laws. "

"This sounds a bit morbid." Prepan shook his head. "Maybe she doesn't like this, and she just forces herself to obey everything to avoid getting into trouble."

"It's possible." Lorna did not refute Prepan's hypothesis. "However, if it was just to avoid trouble, she could have lied to us directly and said that her spatial ability could not help us escape. So, she would rather choose Temporary concealment and unwillingness to deceive. Those rules and regulations are not the key, the key is her inner moral compass. She hopes to live openly. Only one person will accept her and tolerate her even if she knows her true identity and all her secrets. Only the world that forgives her fate and gives her the qualifications to live will gain her favor."

"You are quoting what I said before" Prepan looked at Lorna with a smile.

"Love is a two-way street, agent." Lorna responded with the same expression, "You let me plant a seed of redemption in her heart, but the seed also needs nourishing rain and dew."

"This is what you call letting nature take its course."

"Everything that comes naturally is waiting for an opportunity."