marvel angel

"Before you came to this hospital, in the hematology department, there were two famous cases of promyelocytic leukemia. The two patients suffered the same mental torture, dizziness, vomiting, and insomnia when receiving chemotherapy. However, one of the patients had a positive attitude, Every day he would greet the doctors who were doing rounds and joke with the nurses who were changing dressings. The other patient was frowning all day long, complaining that he could not eat or sleep. In the end, the cheerful patient recovered, while the other patient was in a mild condition. But it didn’t hold up.”

"It seems that China is now studying arsenic therapy, and arsenic may become a specific drug for treating leukemia."

"Don't go off topic, Ziegler. What I mean is that maintaining physical health and stability is far more than just nerves, body fluids, and immunity. Things that cannot be accurately measured, such as mental state and social relationships, are far more important than we previously thought. .Happy patients are the best patients. And when you come to this hospital in third grade, there are no unhappy patients here anymore."

"Haha, you should invite some talk show people to stay in the hospital permanently."

"Funny jokes only provide short-term stimulation, but you are much more than that. Maybe you haven't discovered it yourself, but you are not just like ordinary people with a cheerful personality, simply expressing optimistic information to the outside world, you can also make people Receiving this information. There seems to be an aura around you that can make you happy to be in contact with you, regain confidence, and look forward to the future. Some patients even call you super girl in private."

"What Super Girl do you mean the Super Girl who corresponds to Superman?"

"Yes, haven't you read those comics? In order to commemorate Carol Danvers, a female Air Force pilot who died in the mission in 89, Detective Comics created a superwoman image named Kara Danvers. I I think their comparison is very appropriate. You are indeed like that super girl, always confident and calm, not using superpowers, but using strong beliefs to help others. What’s going on with that expression on your face?”

"Ah, I just said" An Qi hid her surprise when she just learned that there are DC comics in this world, "I didn't expect you to read superhero comics too, Doctor Strange."

"Every man was young and frivolous at one time. Ziegler, you know that there are a total of six chances for this exam, and many people take it more than once before passing. You are the most unlikely person I can think of who would collapse after failing the exam. . The world does not lack talented and hard-working medical students, but it lacks doctors who can make patients happy."

"Thank you, Doctor Strange, I didn't expect you to be so comforting."

"It's compensation for my misdiagnosis."

"I'm going to review. Thank you very much."

"go"

An Qi did not go home, but studied all night in the hospital.She picked up those knowledge points that she should be extremely familiar with, but her brain still actively rejected them, making it difficult to absorb and accept them.Watching the Golden Crow rising in the east, An Qi sighed softly, caught up on two hours of sleep, and then embarked on the next day's journey.

Even with Strange's encouragement last night, today's exam was still not much different from yesterday.An Qi struggled hard and tried her best to coordinate the two personalities in her head, but with little success.She even felt that both of them were about to collapse due to lack of sleep.

"Open pneumothorax should be tightly sealed with dressings."

"Do not use chest wall sealers or three-sided tape"

The argument became more and more intense, and An Qi felt like something in her head was about to explode.

"I can't stand it anymore," An Qi growled, clutching her head tightly, feeling that she could no longer maintain conscious consciousness.However, just before she fainted, calm voices suddenly sounded in her head and ears.

"Ultrasonography shows a 4 mm kidney stone in the distal end of the right ureter. The next step after intravenous infusion should be urination."

"A 52-year-old male with a 15-year history of diabetes has no sense of vibration, cannot feel single fibers, and has a capillary refill time of 2 seconds in the big toe of his right foot. Which physical examination result is related to the development of the patient's foot ulcer? Of course it is the test result of the nervous system. "

"The most appropriate thing to do at this time is to start intravenous antibiotic treatment."

"This is it." An Qi raised her head in surprise and looked around at the candidates who were focusing on answering questions in front of their computers.

"This is their thinking and whispering of the Phoenix Power." An Qi finally reacted, "But doesn't the Phoenix Power come with powerful psychic abilities? Why are my hearing and vision impaired?" An Qi saw the window a few hundred meters away. Among the flowers, an orange and black bee danced on the stamens of the hosta.

"Forget it, who would object to the lack of plug-in functions?" She was extremely excited at the moment. After traveling, she was busy dealing with the things that were coming one after another, which actually made her forget this unique ability.She smiled and shook her head, suddenly feeling full of hope for the future.Even if she fails the exam this time, regardless of whether she can master medical expertise again, she will definitely be able to get high marks in the next exam with the help of the Phoenix Power.She no longer studied the test questions on the screen, but began to analyze the problem-solving ideas from various candidates that rushed into her mind.

"Uh-huh~" An Qi calmly chose the right answer to a question.She seemed to see Christine Palmer waiting for her at the door of the hospital with a gift.

"No~ wrong~" She chose another question correctly.She seemed to see that she could use the other abilities of the Phoenix Power to cure incurable patients in the clinic. From then on, she had a bright future and reached the pinnacle of her life.

"Wow~oh~" She pressed the answer to the third question casually.She seemed to see herself, like Dr. Palmer, becoming the chief resident, taking over the new interns, and passing on the sacred medical knowledge to the next generation.

However, thinking of this scene, she could no longer click on the answer to the fourth question.

She remembered a Thai movie about cheating on exams.The sentence at the end of the movie touched her heart and was deeply recognized by her.

“Education is not just about imparting knowledge, but more importantly, leading by example.”

It was just like yesterday evening again, An Qi was no longer restless when she returned to the hospital.She saw Palmer waiting for her on the bench yesterday morning.

"I originally bought gifts to celebrate you, but today Strange told me that you encountered difficulties in the exam."

"I'm not going to pass this test, and I never will."

"what did you say"

"I would be withdrawing from the training program."

"Angela, are you kidding? I can't see the characteristics of your expression when you used to make pranks. Tell me, are you kidding?"

"No, I didn't. Me"

"Shut up," Palmer stood up angrily, "You're not Angela, you don't know where the mutant came from and took over her body. I'm going to call those people from Homeland Security over."

"I am Angela before and I will always be." Angie grabbed Palmer's sleeve.

“The Angela I know never gives up.”

"I haven't given up, Kristen, listen to me," Angie pushed Palmer back on the bench, straightened her long hair, squatted in front of her and spoke slowly, "I tried it. The obsession with knowledge will interfere with my learning new knowledge. In this state, I have to completely forget what I have learned before and start studying medicine from scratch, which will take another five years. And now I am no longer qualified to work in the hospital. "

"But what should I do if you leave? How many times have I thought that I couldn't hold on anymore? But every time I come to the hospital and see you, the corners of my mouth can't help but raise. You are my best friend, Angela , I will say three thousand times, you are my best friend. But your current decision makes me don’t know how to forgive you."

"You will forgive me, Christine, and you will stick to it. After all, there is someone else here besides me that you need to worry about. This week I saw Strange change eight watches. He is not cherishing his pride. He takes everything for granted, and the most important thing is that he doesn’t cherish you.”

"Time will prove my love for him. What about you? Angela Strange said that your two personalities have strong prejudices against each other in terms of their deep understanding of the world."

"This is all thanks to the American Medical Licensing Examination. After two days and more than ten hours of test-taking stimulation, we finally found the point of convergence deep in our souls. We all agree that the human mind is the same as the human body. When growing, the body absorbs the outside world. Energy and nutrients are assimilated into part of the limbs and bones through metabolism; when the brain is developing, it accepts the thoughts and habits of others, accepts them through imitation, and tolerates them as part of itself. We believe that just like the body accepts Even if the organs are still fully functional after transplantation, in the future we will gradually live a new self that has nothing to do with the past. Although it may be like taking anti-rejection drugs, it may occasionally feel uncomfortable during the adjustment. But, we are still the best gift God has given each other.”

"So, what are you going to do, abandon me, leave your career, and start a new life?"

"Haha, Christine, that's the worst joke you've ever told. I won't abandon you, I swear I won't leave Manhattan. I won't abandon medicine, just"

"What's wrong"

“I have a magical memory from China: a group of engineers designed and manufactured a magical watch for Parkinson’s patients. The watch is equipped with several small motors, which can prevent the brain’s abnormal perception of movement feedback loops through tremors, making the patient My hands no longer trembled. When I saw that a Parkinson’s patient could neatly write his name and draw a boxy rectangle after wearing a watch, I shed tears like that patient. They are not doctors. , but he did something that even doctors find difficult to do.

"Do you still remember the content in Christian's history of medicine class? On the island of Kos in the eastern Aegean Sea, the young Hippocrates disobeyed the temple priests. He challenged authority and proposed that humans could live without the help of the gods. The point of view of being able to take care of yourself. Since then, medicine has continued for two thousand and four hundred years. This is the charm of medicine, isn't it? It's not about exploring the unknown, but about breaking through the known. I think maybe, I don't have to be a Only doctors can cure diseases; perhaps, people don’t have to engage in a specific profession to save others.”

"Are you going to rely on dreams and legends to guide your future path?"

"Believe me, it is far less unreliable than you think. But no matter what, at least now I will no longer have identity problems. Qi Anqi needs to live in this world as Angela, and the original Angela also needs to be with Together she creates a better Angela Ziegler. My name is Angela Ziegler. Call me Angela, Kristen."

"You will always be my little angel, Angela."

"I will always love you too, Kristen."

Angela stood up, gently let go of Palmer's hands, wiped away the faint tears from the corners of her eyes, took a few steps back with a smile, waved and turned to leave.

But Angela, who has gone far, can still sense what is behind her through her abilities.

"Don't worry about her anymore, Christine. That girl has something more precious than a doctor's heart," Strange slowly approached from behind Palmer, "She has a hero's heart, a heart of a hero." Something I thought I would never get in my life.”

"No, you will. Doctor Strange." Angela lowered her head and smiled.