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Just when Kirito was anxious to heal Kirito's body, Ruiqiao Yifeng seemed to be stuck in a long memory.

Rui Qiao Yifeng remembered that in the beginning, when she really cared about someone for the first time, she liked and loved him desperately, even using the power of her family.The final result was that her family was taken away by this man.

Her parents and brother all died unexpectedly, and they sacrificed their lives to transport her to the Green Star. As Qiao Yifeng was anxious for revenge, she began to practice extreme martial arts, which eventually led to the backlash of her martial arts and her life was in danger.

Although Rui Qiao Yifeng was so ashamed that she wanted to commit suicide, she didn't want to die like this. She wanted revenge. She began to regret her previous willful behavior. She began to miss her previous life at home. She was so carefree. The love of her parents and brother made her She didn't have to worry about anything, unlike now where she was woken up by the faces of her parents and brothers every day, and the bloody corpses. They saved her for the rest of her life and told her never to return to the soul world, but she didn't stop, she even She felt that the man she liked was not the culprit who killed her parents. She still remembered the last letter she wrote to that man,

In our relationship, even if there are some words that we are ashamed to say, we will still be understood by the other party. We can hide it from many people, but we can’t hide it from you.

I always feel a little anxious and tired, but I still tolerate it. Maybe the cold for many days makes me a little upset. Sometimes I feel that I have passed the age of jealousy, overthinking, and suspicion, and I seem to trust the other person more. I am also more willing to consider issues from the other person’s perspective.

Sometimes I can't help but lose my temper, but I still think about what would happen if it were you.

I will also think about how happy I was when I first met you. After thinking about it, I probably won’t be angry anymore.Even if you are jealous, you are still happy.I really feel that this kind of life is real, so I am willing to wait for you.

It’s true that love is voluntary and there are no regrets. I really hate telling others what’s deepest in my heart. Have you ever felt like this? You stand naked in front of the other person, but the other person has an indifferent look on his face. What kind of thing? The feeling is enough to destroy all your sense of security.I don't want to tell you particularly sensational words, but I want to listen to you. I always feel that that is my love.

In fact, I am sometimes afraid. After thinking about it, I probably always want to own someone if I like them.So I must have thought about it more than once. I am quite afraid of what will happen in the future. In fact, the chance of meeting true love is 0.

I always feel that I have passed the age where I dare to give. In addition, I am a person who can neither take up nor let go. I admit that I am inconsistent but surprisingly cowardly, so I have been resisting the love letter you want, isn’t it? I don’t want to write but I don’t want to make do with it and wrong you and me.

I think I have a lot to say, but I feel a little timid.

I'm a little afraid of you. I'm afraid of telling you the secrets in my heart. I'm afraid of being sad and lonely and crying for you. I'm afraid that I won't be able to take back what I've given. What I'm most afraid of is the sorrow of repeating the same mistakes.

Not all people can still smile and start over after being hurt, and it is not easy to rekindle the passion that has been extinguished after a lot of effort. I am also a little afraid. I am afraid of being hurt again.

I cannot empathize with the emotions behind these numbers, the amount of miss and loss, the amount of crying and pain.I don’t think I can say in a high-sounding way, “I understand, I met, I understand, that’s why I’m afraid.”

I am afraid of too many things. I have never denied that I am a coward. Have you ever heard the saying "The sorrow of youth is cowardice"? Silence is growth. I am afraid of losing, afraid of gaining, afraid of repetition. , afraid of change, and most importantly afraid of injury.

But sometimes I have an impulse. I want to share the joys and sorrows with you in this ever-changing world.But I'm also afraid that my only wish won't come true.I'm also afraid that the relationship between you and me will start to deteriorate after it's realized. You can grow your hair if it's short. Once you say something, you can't go back.I hope that the sadness we express will be illuminated by the comfort of each other's hugs and kisses.

Therefore, when I cherish you, I want to cherish myself, and I hope you do the same.

Every word here is Rui Qiao Yifeng’s painstaking research, and every word here is the condensed love of Rui Qiao Yifeng.

Rui Qiao Yifeng was the only one who knew how she felt when she saw her favorite man killing her parents and brother. She completely collapsed and couldn't even understand what she was feeling in her heart. She stood there in a daze.

Rui Qiao Yifeng thought he just didn't like her, but she didn't expect that he actually killed her parents and brother. Rui Qiao Yifeng suddenly understood why he had never replied to countless letters she had written to him, probably every one of them. Didn't even open it and take a look.

Rui Qiao Yifeng also understood that from today on, she and him would become sworn enemies. But Rui Qiao Yifeng didn't understand why she was like her today even though she was fine yesterday. She was still enjoying her parents' favor and her brother's tenderness. People have killed their relatives and taken away their homes.

Rui Qiao Yifeng suddenly felt how boring life was. She didn't even have the strength or courage to continue living.

Rui Qiao Yifeng felt that he was constantly falling. It was beyond words. Rui Qiao Yifeng thought to himself, let it be like this. Living so tiringly, it is better to just let it be like this. Don't think about anything, don't do anything, just sink like this.

Ruiqiao Yifeng's negative thoughts simply frightened Kirito who was rescuing her outside. Kirito was casting a spell on Ruiqiao Yifeng, but suddenly all of Ruiqiao Yifeng's reactions were declining, whether it was heartbeat, blood pressure or even his own soul power.

This frightened Kirito. Kirito knew that everyone had something to hide, especially Ruiqiao Yifeng. She was alone on the Green Star, and her body suffered the backlash of martial arts. She spent most of her time resisting the erosion of her body by martial arts.

Moreover, the pain that martial arts erodes the body cannot be relieved with soul power, so Ruiqiao Yifeng endured the pain like this and spent one day. One day, Kirito couldn't even understand her mentality to continue to persevere. , Kirito thought, Ruiqiao Yifeng must be feeling very bitter, but she kept persevering, she wanted to fight for a goal.

Kirito hurriedly called Ruiqiao Yifeng, "Ruiqiao Yifeng, if you persist, I can save you. Think about the goals you have to achieve and the things you have to persist in. Don't give up halfway."

Kirito shouted anxiously, hoping to awaken Ruiqiao Yifeng's flagging spirit. Ruiqiao Yifeng suddenly heard Kirito's call while she was falling. She was startled, and it turned out that Kirito was still trying to help her. Ruiqiao Yifeng was suddenly moved, and she He has always been cared for and pampered by others. Kirito's words inspired Ruiqiao Yifeng's desire to live.