The last elf

After school in the afternoon, I was going to take Hu Shuirong to eat outside the school. But when I got up, I turned around and found Xiaoya sitting alone in her seat, feeling sad. Her downcast eyes made me feel heartbroken. There is no such thing. …

Maybe even Hu Shuirong felt sorry for her, so she said to me: "Let's take her with us.. biqugev"

I thought about it, walked up to Xiaoya and said to her: "School is over, will you go to dinner with us?"

After hearing this, she looked at me for a while, then shook her head and said, "I'm not hungry."

I didn't say anything, but said, "Then you go home early." Then I took Hu Shuirong out.

On the way, Hu Shuirong asked me: "Did she say anything when she asked you to go out this morning?"

"She told me to wait for her after school in the evening."

After hearing this, Hu Shuirong was silent for a while, and then asked me: "Are you waiting?"

I hugged Hu Shuirong, patted her arm and said, "Don't worry, this is the last time. After tonight, I will have nothing to do with her anymore. I will take good care of you and Xueying."

Hu Shuirong was still so obedient, she nodded and hugged me tightly.

Under the setting sun, our two shadows were stretched very long.

After entering a restaurant, Hu Shuirong and I ordered a few dishes and sat at the table to wait. During this period, Hu Shuirong asked me: "Feng, the college entrance examination will be in a few months. Which university have you decided on?" Yet?"

"This... I really haven't thought about it. I'll go wherever you go. Anyway, it's the same as going to college wherever you go."

"I want to get admitted to JX Normal University." Hu Shuirong said seriously.

"Oh? Normal school? Become a teacher?"

"Well, this has always been my dream. I can teach and educate people outside, and I can support my husband and raise my children at home." Hu Shuirong laughed as she spoke. It looked so beautiful.

"Okay! That's good. Being a teacher is great. If you are unhappy one day, you can just grab any student and have a meal. How cool!" I also said with a smile.

"But your grades... you may not be able to pass the exam."

"Don't worry about this! JX Normal University is in Nanchang, right? It's easy to handle. My dad has a lot of acquaintances there. It's not impossible to get me an exceptional admission by working together."

Hu Shuirong nodded thoughtfully after hearing this, and then said, "But you have to study hard, otherwise even if you enter university and I ask you to teach after graduation, can you teach well?"

"Don't worry, look at how well Lulu has been taught by me now. She will lie down when I tell her to lie down, and lie down when I tell her to lie down. I don't believe that no matter how wild the little brat today is, she can be as wild as Lulu. "

I am thinking about bringing Lulu to the classroom one day to play and see if she can understand the subjects we are learning now.

After dinner, Hu Shuirong and I went back to school. We looked at our phones and saw that it was still early, so we took a walk around the playground.

It is said that dusk and night belong to lovers. This sentence is true. At this time, men and women taking a walk after dinner can be seen everywhere on the campus playground, one by one. Since they are in the third year of high school, the study pressure is very high. Many students We began to use love to relieve stress. This phenomenon is very common. I believe it exists in every school. Moreover, we are almost twenty years old, and the teachers are not easy to control us, so they all choose to turn a blind eye. Just close your eyes and don't act too much.

Actually, from my personal point of view (not Bai Yunfeng's), high school love is not very reliable, especially in the second half of the third year of high school. Most of the stress-relieving effects of these relationships are only temporary, because we don't think about it at all. In the future, what to do even after the college entrance examination? There are already many examples of one party passing the exam and the other failing, leading to a breakup. Unless both people are admitted, and preferably from the same university, then the chance of getting to the end is higher. Note, it’s just a little bigger! There are still many temptations, many activities, and many opportunities for contact with the opposite sex in college. It depends on each person's determination. After graduating from college, you will face the pressure of finding a job. If the economic income gap between the two parties is too large, , not only are your parents opposed, I believe you yourself will feel a lot of pressure, right?

But it doesn't mean that two people who love each other can't make it to the end. There is still true love.

I just want to use my personal experience to tell everyone: It is best not to fall in love while you are in school, unless you have time in college. If you want to have fun, just have fun. Don’t play with your feelings when you play. It will hurt people and hurt you. Money, in the end, only leaves a broken memory. The price is too high, it is best not to try...

Alright, back to the book.

The two of us walked around the playground twice and then returned to the classroom. When we returned to the classroom, Xiaoya was still sitting in her seat looking at my empty seat sadly.

Hu Shuirong and I looked at each other, and then returned to our seats. After a while, Hu Shuirong took out a bottle of milk from the drawer and gave it to me and said, "It seems like she didn't go back to eat. Give this to her."

I took the milk handed over by Hu Shuirong, thinking that Rongrong was kind-hearted. Not only did she not remember Xiaoya's hatred for her, but she also gave her a drink. I can never let down such a girl in my life!

I came to sit next to Xiaoya, then patted her shoulder and said, "You didn't go home for dinner, did you? Drink this bottle of milk quickly, otherwise you will be hungry after studying late."

Xiaoya shook her head and said, "I won't drink from her."

"What's hers? This is mine!" I said seriously.

"I just saw it. She secretly gave it to you, so it belongs to her."

I'm speechless, this girl is still so stubborn.

I had no choice but to unscrew the bottle cap in front of her and take a sip. Then I lifted her chin with my hand and looked at her and said, "Now that I drink it, it's mine. If you don't drink it, it will be mine later." I'll leave first after school, and you can go home alone."

It turns out that this method is very effective. Xiaoya drank the bottle of milk obediently in front of me. After finishing it, she asked: "Is there any more? I still want to drink."

"..."

This evening self-study period was as quiet as ever, no one made a sound, and the whole classroom was quiet.

"Would you still love me without her?

I really want to know your true words,

One word put an end to the worries in my heart,

Love or not is the answer,

Do you still love me without her?

I really care about your answer,

Please don't make me cry like rain again,

Struggling on the edge of love and pain. "

At this time, I vaguely heard the song "Do you still love me without her?"

I turned around and saw Xiaoya lying on the table with headphones on. When I got closer, I saw that she was really listening to the song.

I looked at her for a long time, feeling very uncomfortable in my heart. Emotions are really hurtful.

It wasn't until the bell rang that I came back to my senses. At this time, all the classmates packed their things and left. I slowly said to Hu Shuirong: "Rongrong, you go home first, and I will spend the last night with her." After tonight everything will go back to before, I hope you understand me."

Hu Shuirong looked at me, then at Xiaoya who was lying on the table, nodded and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you in the classroom tomorrow morning."

"Thank you for your understanding. Go ahead and be safe on the road." I kissed her and watched her leave the classroom.

After Hu Shuirong left, I walked up to Xiaoya and patted her head and said, "School is over."

After a while, she raised her head, her eyes were red, and she had obviously just cried.

"Let's go." I packed her schoolbag and took her out of the school.

After leaving the school gate, we walked side by side along the street. During this period, I didn't speak, and neither did she. But at this time, we must have many thoughts in our hearts, but we didn't know how to speak.

Looking at the bustling streets of Leping and the smiles on the faces of the men and women on the street, I felt that Xiaoya and I were so out of tune with this world of feasting and entertainment.

At this time, a gust of cold wind blew, which made me shiver all over. I asked Xiaoya: "Is it cold?"

Xiaoya shook her head. I took her hand and found that her hand was already extremely cold.

I was startled, hugged her and said, "Shall I take you home? It's too cold. If you continue walking, you'll catch a cold."

After hearing this, Xiaoya looked up at me with disappointment and said, "Didn't you promise to accompany me tonight?"

I was stunned for a while, then sighed and took her into a hotel.

When we got to the room, Xiaoya pulled me into the bathroom, then reached out to untie my clothes.

"What...I can wash it myself."

Xiaoya didn't say anything and continued to help me take off my clothes. She was so focused at this time, even though her eyes were full of sadness.

When I only had the last pair of panties left, I covered my hands shyly and said, "Okay... I'm shy."

Xiaoya glanced at me, as if talking to herself, or saying to me: "Don't be shy, it's not that I haven't seen it before, I just want to help you take a bath, for the first and last time..."

While I was dazed, she took off my last defense. Then she took off her own clothes and walked into the bathtub to wipe my body with warm water and a towel.

Although Xiaoya belongs to Han Xiang and is my enemy, she is still very good to me. At this time, she is focusing on helping me bathe, her eyes are full of love.

A pair of mandarin ducks play on the water in the rain,

Just like the sweetness in the bitterness of missing you.

After washing her, I carried her from the bathroom to the bed, then lay down on it myself, pulled up the quilt, and kept holding her.

"Fengfeng, can I sing to you?"

"Ah."

The first song Xiaoya sang was "Who did you give your love to?"

"Who do you give your love to, no matter how haggard I am,

My eyes are red from crying and I can't help it, and my heart is broken a little bit.

Who did you give your love to? Do you regret it?

Can I have a chance to fall in love again? "

I listened silently, not knowing what to say.

Then, Xiaoya sang another song "Hard to Retain"

"Why can't I keep you despite all my efforts?

Do you already have her in your heart?

Please let me forget you completely,

But how can I let it go?

Why can't I keep you despite all my efforts?

Could it be that sincere dedication results in a scar?

Have you really forgotten the love I gave you?

How could you push me over the cliff so cruelly? "

……

Listening and listening, I don't know when I started to burst into tears. Every time Xiaoya sang, it was like a sharp knife cutting through my heart. The pain was unbearable, and even breathing became extremely difficult.

"Okay... stop singing..." I choked with sobs and kissed Xiaoya's face. She turned around with tears streaming down her face. We cried again, hugging each other and crying for a long time.

"Fengfeng, love me one last time, okay? Just the last time..."

"well……"

I nodded with tears in my eyes, hugged her and kissed her.

Love is both dry wood and raging fire. The two merge into one, burning you and me.

The so-called romance is exactly the first night at this time.

After the passion subsided, Xiaoya hugged me and cried even harder.

"After tonight... none of us know each other anymore, but please don't forget me so quickly, okay..."

I nodded desperately, tears falling uncontrollably.

"Will I see you when I wake up tomorrow morning?"

"Um……"

"Don't lie to me."

After Xiaoya finished speaking, she buried her head in my chest and fell asleep.

The next day, the sun broke at dawn.

Looking at Xiaoya sleeping soundly in my arms, I smiled and kissed her, quietly got up and got out of bed, then took off the cross from my neck and gently stuffed it into her hand.

"Goodbye, Wu Shuya." I looked back at her for the last time, then closed the door and left.

That cross is the most important thing on my body. I have worn it for many years. When you see it, you see me. Now, I give it to you.

(End of this chapter)