The World of Naruto is full of maliciousness

Sasuke once told her to let herself go, so she abandoned those sins and separated the past wrong things from herself, so that she could think that she had not done these things, so that she could start over without worries. .1kanshu

But now she realizes that everything was her own deception. Just because she couldn't accept the facts of the past, she chose to forget.

But letting yourself go and accepting yourself are never the same, never the same!

In fact, she only relied on fear to grow along the way, a fear of weakness, and she did become different, much stronger than her peers.

She followed Orochimaru to see a different world, and she felt that she was very good, but when she left there, everything seemed to be brought back to its original state, and the denial was more like an expulsion.

The most complacent behavior is probably to feel powerful, so this time she was severely beaten by Orochimaru. Talented people in this world will grow rapidly as long as they get some resources. These gaps are beyond the reach of people without blood inheritance limits in their lifetime. Insurmountable.

"No, I shouldn't be like this, too weak... too weak..." Hui Youling held her head, with self-mockery in her eyes.

Gaara frowned and looked at Eyou Ling. She had obviously let go of her guilt for her mother, so why was she so self-doubtful now? What had Orochimaru done?

He frowned at Hui Youling, who was hiding there in fear, and her murmured words. Thinking of the past, he suddenly realized that Hui Youling was self-loathing but also very proud.

In the eyes of many people, she has always been strong, and she is far ahead of everyone. Although she has long been mentally prepared to be surpassed, it is actually because she believes in her own strength. However, Sasuke has only been away for more than a year, and she was defeated in such an embarrassing manner.

The self-confidence in her heart was originally due to the fear of being left behind and turned into a giant building that was about to overturn. Now it was completely defeated. Maybe Eyouling didn't care about Orochimaru, but she really regarded him as a teacher and even her own redeemer. When she knew that she was abandoned , she was still confused and even doubted herself.

Although he is no longer with Orochimaru, Eyouling will still rely on him and recognize him, which is Orochimaru's ability.

"Orochimaru." Gaara finally spoke, but his fists clenched unconsciously.

Hui Youling raised her eyes to look at Gaara, with a struggling expression on her face. She looked at Gaara quietly because she heard that name.

Gaara didn't expect this to be the case. While feeling sorry for Eyou Ling, he only felt bored. Is Orochimaru really a demonic existence in terms of people's hearts?

What kind of emotion was this? Gaara thought it was probably the same emotion he had towards his father. He resented him but at the same time wanted his approval and affection.

He and Luo Sha are related by blood, but Eyou Ling and Orochimaru are because of their companionship throughout their childhood. Their past was like falling into an abyss, grabbing something and holding it tightly, and this thing Maybe it's a sharp sword, but even though I know I'm going to be bruised all over, I still don't want to fall into hell.

But it is precisely this situation of neither getting up nor getting down that makes them even more miserable. They dare not fall completely and cannot successfully climb out of the abyss.

But they yearn for the light, especially the light.

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A person probably spends his entire life pursuing the approval of others.

No matter how powerful you are, you always hope that you have value, and most of the time this value is given by others.

Eyou Ling never thought that he was so dependent on Orochimaru, and this dependence was different from Kimimaro's.

She didn't worship, but she longed for recognition. When she was confused and didn't know what to do, it was Orochimaru who guided her, taught her ninjutsu personally, encouraged her and even recognized her.

She doubted her ability, but she became stronger and stronger with the help of Orochimaru. To a large extent, Orochimaru helped Eyouling build her self-confidence. Before meeting Orochimaru, she could not do anything. But after meeting him, she did many things she longed for.

Although Eyouling was on guard against Orochimaru, he still slowly ate away at her heart. Every time she was about to die, Orochimaru saved her directly or indirectly. When encountering something that could not be solved, Eyouling summoned Orochimaru. Maru, she herself didn't know that she trusted Orochimaru so much.

She resented Orochimaru because of Orochimaru, she had done too many things that went against her moral principles, so she blamed herself for hurting others, and thanked Orochimaru because he allowed her to live and become strong, which was hers. The teacher was the one who changed her, and Hui Youling was not an ungrateful person.

Now being completely denied by him, Hui Youling's pride seems to have been torn to pieces. Just like Anko has always cared about being abandoned by Orochimaru, she has now become like Anko. This is why she is always confused after leaving Orochimaru. reason.

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There seemed to be an invisible pressure on Gaara's heart. He twitched the corner of his mouth, sighed silently, and said slowly, "The power of Orochimaru has never been what you are pursuing."

"You have your own understanding and your own pursuits. Even without Orochimaru's teachings, you are still growing slowly. Although there is no obvious effect yet, you no longer have to hurt anyone against your will."

"E, you have become optimistic and friendly, making more and more friends, and don't have to worry about always fighting alone. This kind of life is what you once longed for, isn't it?" Gaara walked up to E You Ling. , stretched out a hand, his green eyes seemed to be shining like stars.

Those eyes were overflowing with tenderness, and that tenderness was filled with recognition and even more concern.

Hui Youling looked at Gaara like this silently, and suddenly felt as if he saw a beam of light in his heart. The next moment Gaara took her hand, pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly.

Hui Youling rested her head on Gaara's broad shoulders, her eyes suddenly widened, and she frowned again. She couldn't help but smile bitterly, and said in a choked voice, "But this kind of me, this kind of me...I..."

"You are the one I like." Gaara whispered in Eyouling's ear, gentle and lingering.

You are the one I like, the one I think is the best, and the best person in my heart. There is no substitute for you, only you.

Eyouling was stunned, and seemed to finally react, burying herself into Gaara's shoulder and crying silently. Gaara felt it, but understood the reason why he didn't want to cry. He looked at Eyouling with soft eyes, and felt in his heart It was filled because of the approval of the person in my arms, and even more because of her sincerity.

"If E is tired, just take a nap and I will stay with you." Gaara rubbed E You Ling's hair and said softly.

Hui Youling gently closed her eyes, and finally a smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, "Well..."

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