Jujutsu Kaisen: I have a Gardevoir

Actually it should be Chapter 80: Never let go

Conjurer.

Research curses, learn curses, fight curses, and exploit curses.

Spellcasters gather, combine, and extend to form an organization or family, and their ideas will be further deepened and strengthened.

Basically, families that reach a certain level will raise curse spirits privately.

It's good to be able to tame it and use it for yourself like a shikigami.

Even if it is not possible, it can still be used as a training target, an object of practice, or even a tool of execution.

The human beings eaten by the cursed spirits will not even leave any residue behind, and it is almost impossible to verify. With so many "missing people" in Japan every year, not many of them are specially covered up by the government, and more of them are completely reduced to the prey of the cursed spirits. Without a trace.

The representative of this concept is the Zen Yuan family, one of the three imperial families.

There are hundreds of cursed spirits kept in the home all year round, ranging from the door to the execution room, and they are divided into categories.

This is an ideal environment for the improvement of the magician's strength.

If you grow up in such a home and get used to the existence of cursed spirits, you will not feel fearful or uncomfortable when trying to exorcise the cursed spirits in the future.

The first and most difficult level of the spell master was passed naturally.

But everything has pros and cons.

For timid people, especially immature children, it is easy to leave a psychological shadow.

Who makes the curse spirit look so ugly? After living with these guys for a long time, it is difficult not to lose SAN, so it is not difficult to understand that there are many perverts in the Zen Yuan family.

Zenyuan Zhenyi, the daughter of Zenyuan Fan, was very afraid of the cursed spirits in her family when she was a child.

Not to mention the second-level or even first-level high-end goods in the execution room, the "human head staff" used to guard the door is so scary that it will tremble every time I see it, let alone pass by.

One day at dusk.

The clouds in the sky and the waves in the water complement each other, coating the whole world with a golden light. It is so beautiful that the little girl will never forget it.

Under such beautiful sunset, wearing a beautiful emerald green kimono, stepping on the ancient stone bridge with small wooden clogs, walking in circles, what a wonderful memory it is.

If there wasn't that terrifying "human-headed staff" that exuded darkness and fear.

Because of its existence, little Zhenyi only cared about fear and forgot about the beautiful scenery and what the elders in the family told them to go there.

She stopped on the stone bridge in front of the gate, holding on to the railing with one hand, her eyelids drooped, her face pale and motionless.

Next to her, the sister with the same face and figure, distinguished by her red kimono, had already walked off the bridge. She turned around and urged: "Zhenyi, what's wrong, hurry up."

"No, don't..." Zhenyi's voice was shaking like her hands, and she couldn't even speak completely.

Maki was puzzled: "What happened? If you go late, you will be scolded."

"I'm here."

"There it is again."

Maki sighed helplessly. After all, they were twins and they could understand each other's meanings without saying much.

"There's really nothing I can do about you, okay, close your eyes."

The sister dressed in red walked back to the bridge, took her sister's hand, and led her forward quickly, trotting past the human-headed staff.

Talking while running.

“If you can’t see it, it doesn’t exist.”

At that time, Zhenyi didn't think much, she just held her sister's hand tightly.

But as time goes by, my sister admires her sister more and more.

The unknown is the biggest fear. How can it be possible that something cannot be seen or does not exist? It's not like it's unreachable.

But my sister is still like this, moving forward without fear, striding forward and moving towards the future, just like the two sisters ran under the sunset that day.

At that time, she only knew how to be afraid, and she only knew how to hold her sister's hand tightly and say it over and over again.

"Don't let go."

"I won't let go."

"Definitely."

"It's so long-winded."

"Never leave me behind."

"Of course, we are sisters."

The speaker has no intention, but the listener has intention.

Her sister's last promise was deeply imprinted in her heart, becoming her greatest comfort and the greatest warmth in a home filled with terror.

However, my sister always remembered it, but my sister "forgot".

Like a rampaging chariot, it rushed forward, drifting further and further away from her sister who was content with the status quo. In the end, she even chose to leave home alone, leaving her alone in this horrible home.

fraud.

Did you say you wouldn't leave me behind?

Why leave home alone?

Why don't you stay with me?

Why don't you take me with you?

big liar.

At the end of her 15th year, Zhenyi cursed and complained more than once, crying silently alone.

When I came back from my dream at midnight, I thought that I must take revenge and make her look good.

But, she actually knew.

The reason why my sister did this.

In order to protect myself, in order to give myself a happy life with no talent and no ambition.

That's why she works hard to train herself, keep getting stronger, and keep moving forward.

Strong enough to overthrow this ancient family, strong enough that no one dares to provoke her, strong enough to protect her weak self in this deformed society.

She always knew.

I'm just angry.

And don't say anything, choose one person to silently resist all you.

Get angry with yourself who is not up to par and useless.

If I could be more ambitious, you would be willing to tell me.

If I could be stronger, you wouldn't have to bear so much pressure alone.

Although I wanted to make you look good and came to Kyoto High School under the pretext of cleaning up my family, I actually wanted to become as strong as you, so that you could take a good look at me and then confess all this to me.

I know this is wishful thinking on my part, but that's what I want to do.

elder sister.

With the most familiar call, the girl in red finally stopped rushing forward.

The wind was blowing.

The sunset and the ripples of light changed together, messing up the girl's hair and her heart.

The sky is still the same sky, and the river is still the same river.

The scenery is still the same mesmerizing scenery, but the one on the river bank is no longer a little girl wearing a red and green kimono, but a young girl with a tall and tall figure.

The twin sisters who were once so identical that they had to be distinguished by their clothes now have relatively obvious differences.

The sister with long hair and a single ponytail turned her head again and shouted: "Zhenyi, what was that just now-"

My younger sister, who already had short hair and bangs, folded her hands on her chest with a hairstyle similar to her childhood, and turned her head awkwardly: "Just laugh if you want. Anyway, I've always been like this, like a clown who doesn't grow up. I won’t fuck you.”

"What are you talking about, idiot."

Maki smiled, but it was not a mocking smile, but the same doting smile as when she was a child.

She let go of her sister's hand, but instead of breaking her promise, she opened her arms and hugged her sister tightly, just like she did when she was a child.

Very, very young.

When her father was away, her mother, who rarely showed affection, took her sister's hand and said to her: "Maki, you are my sister, you must protect your sister."

Little Maki nodded vigorously. I can't remember most of the past things, but this matter has never been forgotten.

You regard me as a pillar, and I regard you as a pillar.

"It's enough to know your truest thoughts and that you don't hate me, my cutest sister."

In an instant, Zhenyi burst into tears.

"elder sister."