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So Jiang Wan has developed two skills, the active skill "Stable as Mount Tai", which can be used in the subway without grabbing the handrails and rings, and can be safe when stepping on high heels, and can wear headphones when there are no seats most of the time Brush short video.

[It's a bit disgusting, this behavior, the way of heaven is so good, who will be spared by the heavens, sooner or later will be treated like this by others], [I am also convinced, even I can't stand a woman, why is this kind of girlfriend here?Even if you get married, you will break up], [hehe, what is the dog’s name, is the country not developing?Everyday Free America, why don't you immigrate? ]

I believe that the second skill can also be seen, which is to stamp with a mobile phone with one hand. Jiang Wan was originally a chubby man with not big hands, but he seemed quite flexible.

Jiang Wan's temper is not hot when he is at work, but he likes to be an online judge when surfing the Internet. The only difference from the Keyboard Man is that he has less hostility and more pessimistic speech.

Next to the residential area is a vegetable market, where a group of stray cats will gather, and occasionally a little girl or a young couple will come to feed the cat food.Jiang Wan dismissed it and even wanted to laugh, it was so kind to satisfy her sense of superiority, why didn't she take her home for adoption?

She would never do this, but because she couldn't do adoption assistance, she wouldn't say anything on the surface, and she would even say cheers cheerfully when she saw it.

"Meow—" a kitten with a slight lame left hind leg blocked the road.

He didn't feel pitiful, on the contrary, Jiang Wan was a little irritable, and wanted to kick him, but the next moment, reason and morality suppressed this thought.

"If you are ugly, no one is pitiful. If you are beautiful, you will not be abandoned." Jiang Wan looked at the kitten, but did not say a good word in his mouth.

Ordered takeaway ahead of time on the road. When Jiang Wan arrived at the door, the takeaway had already been hung on the doorknob. The person who ordered the takeaway wrote: Mr. Jiang.

In the city, women live alone. If it’s not a community with good security, you must pay attention to safety. Jiang Wan’s small practice is reflected in hanging men’s shirts (father’s clothes) on the balcony from time to time, and picking up a few male colleagues in the company’s smoking area. Throwing cigarette butts on the doormat, and never taking lonely and unfamiliar paths.

Hungry, Jiang Wan didn't take off her make-up or change into her pajamas first, but hung up her coat neatly, turned on the air conditioner, and ate takeaway first.

The TV was also turned on, and she was able to watch the premiere of "I'm Really a Singer" at six o'clock when she got off work. She watched with a blank expression. She is a fan of Li Xingwei.

I will click on the show to watch the show, also because the idol is a challenge guest.

I don't know if it's because the delivery boy delivered the food a little faster today, which made the pork knuckle rice a bit cold. Jiang Wan put it in his mouth indifferently: "Why does this person have more and more scenes, and there were no scenes in the last issue."

There was dissatisfaction in the words, "this person" refers to Chu Zhi.

In particular, Jiang Wan Weibo used to be called [Orange Soda ~ Sweet], I believe it can be seen that she used to be a fan of Chu Zhi, but after the news broke, her reaction was also the biggest, as a member of a certain orange group. The group leader disbanded the group by himself, not so much because he was not loyal enough, but because of his personality.

In junior high school, because she was studying abroad, and because of her accent and appearance, she was bullied by her classmates. She told her parents immediately, and her mother's answer was: "Let's make way, can't we afford to provoke or hide?"

It's true that I can't hide it. It's really scary for a child to be cruel and disrespectful. Jiang Wan also asked the teacher for help, but nothing serious happened. He was bullied for three years.Fortunately, she didn't get tired of studying because of this. On the contrary, she studied harder, because good grades are the only weapon that can defeat the group of classmates who bullied her.

The experience during junior high school also led to her relatively negative personality as an adult. She didn't know if she had mental illness or not, but she kept telling herself that she had forgotten about junior high school and even the people who bullied her. be affected by these things.But I still have a feeling of tyranny in my heart, and when I find other people's mistakes, I like to beat them to death. This is also the reason for wanting to kick cats.

"Fortunately, I was the last one to play." Jiang Wan planned to finish listening to the idol's song, go directly to the laundry, and then come back to watch and announce the promotion.

"Lin Xia's singing skills are good, but she's not as good as Wei Wei."

"Uncle Dictionary's singing skills are sincere and stable, and the treble has goosebumps all over his body."

"I haven't been able to get the sound of Heng Kouyi's singing, but I finally got it today. Even if I haven't watched the anime, it's still very exciting."

"These judges are very professional, and Wei Wei's talent is good."

Jiang Wan praised it, but it was a pity that the barrage could not be seen on the TV, otherwise, just thinking about it, you would know that it was Lin Xia and Li Xingwei who dominated the screen.

After the jury finished commenting on Li Xingwei, Jiang Wan got up and packed the takeaway boxes without looking at the TV screen.

It was a little strange that after the host Gu Nanxi finished the introduction, there was no sound, almost like pressing the mute button, Jiang Wan couldn't help but glanced at it, Chu Zhi stood alone in the center of the stage, and the audience was silent.

"??"

Was it a show accident?Jiang Wan's first reaction was, but when the black tide in the auditorium lasted for 1 minute, and the voices, light sticks, and support billboards disappeared, Jiang Wan realized that it was the audience who were showing resistance to Chu Zhi.

That's how it should be, this kind of star should be boycotted, Jiang Wan's first reaction was carefree, such an artist deserved to be boycotted.Her character has never been to get along well with each other after taking off fans, or to hope that the other party will have a good future. She has always been "if you are well, what's wrong with you".

Out of ease of mind, Jiang Wan decided to put off the laundry and watch Chu Zhi's tragic situation carefully.

It was a full 2 ​​minutes before Chu Zhi reported the name of the singing work, and Jiang Wan clearly heard the trembling voice of the announcer.

Singing in the Kuroshio has begun...

Chapter 42 The Power of Singing

"Maybe I have been afraid of having an answer, maybe love is quietly swirling in the wind. Leaving and letting go, it is very short and heavy..."

Chu Zhi's singing expresses despair, almost instantly, whether it is the first line of lyrics or the second line of lyrics, it brings Jiang Wan's memory back to a movie.

The movie was called "Paper House", which was screened two years ago, and it was about school violence. The singing is not much different.

I don't know why Jiang Wan hated "Paper House" so much, and even belittled the movie on five channels including Douban, Maoyan Movies, Tao Piao Piao, Weibo, and Moments.She would not scold like this when she encounters bad movies on weekdays, and usually ignores them.

Is "Paper House" a good movie?Not too much, at most it is above the passing line, but is the movie a bad movie?Not at all, the acting skills of the heroine and the arrangement of Fuhuadao are still worthy of praise.

"Trash movie!" Jiang Wan commented on the paper house again after regaining consciousness, focusing on the TV, feeling the silent black tide again.

In the boundless black tide as wide as the sea, Chu Zhi is a rickety boat with no other shore to dock, just like there is no one standing around the stage.

I don't know if it was intentional by the lighting director. During the singing process, the band teacher and the choir were not lit at all. What the audience saw was only a beam of light in the center of the stage, and the rest were all covered by the black tide in the auditorium. engulf.

The skeleton of the boat is made of old wood, and the Kuroshio tide can wash it away in one wave. Jiang Wan wondered in his heart: "Can he finish singing?"

It was scared, definitely scared, the camera zoomed in, and the singer in the center of the stage was scared.

The elbow of the left hand that was holding the microphone stand was trembling unconsciously, and the legs were so stiff that they didn't dare to move a step further.

What is real bravery? Knowing the danger clearly but still daring to face it. Chu Zhi is a brave singer. Just now, it was only the subconscious fear of the body when facing the black tide, but as the camera zoomed up, the look of fear also became communicated.

Being on the scene, Jiang Wan didn't know if it was because she had too much empathy, she could fully feel Chu Zhi's despair, that singing voice seemed to be saying to everyone: Can you help me?Please help me.

"Okay...a familiar voice." Jiang Wan also had this voice in his brain, it was a female voice: Can you borrow my textbook, my homework book was thrown away, please help me.

Is it a movie paper house?Jiang Wan's ears were immersed in the singing, and half of his thoughts were separated. Under deep thought, Jiang Wan couldn't think of a similar plot in the paper house.

Who is the female voice calling for help in the brain?It was a thirteen or fourteen-year-old girl calling for help, her voice stayed in her ears, but her face was extremely blurred.

Why does that little girl's face look like when she was a child.

Soon Jiang Wan understood why she hated "The Paper House". The heroine in the paper house also experienced despair, but there was a deskmate to help her, and the deskmate stepped forward to help the heroine from the quagmire of being bullied by the campus. Pulling out the middle, the heroine is getting better and better.

It's all fucking fake, no one came forward, when Jiang Wan was in junior high school, his parents and teachers didn't give him the slightest help, how could there be so many helping hands...

One day in the second day of junior high school, after the death of her grandmother who loved her since she was a child, the English book she finished copying the next day was thrown away by someone again. A classmate who is considered kind, the accurate description is that being kind means not bullying her with others, with a stranger's attitude.

"Can you borrow my textbook, my homework book was thrown away, please help me." Jiang Wan said the words to the classmate.

got rejected.

Indeed, that classmate really had no obligation to agree, but being rejected was the last straw that crushed Jiang Wan when he was a child.

The inferiority complex buried deep in the memory has all been dug out, these words are not particularly vicious, and some are even said in a joking manner, but for Jiang Wan, even if she graduates from university, even if she is an adult, even if she Working in a law firm is quite good, but it is also a knife mark.

Jiang Wan fell into a dead end of infinite self-blame, or fell into sadness and couldn't get out.

"There is a beam of light, at that moment, what is the pain that hurts the eyes, your sight is forgiveness, why are you reluctant to extinguish it, but I see it against the light."

Suddenly, Jiang Wan in the dead end heard a song very clearly.

It seemed that the owner of the voice extended a helping hand to her. Jiang Wan realized that the singer in the center of the stage, even though he didn't know the way forward in the face of the black tide and was terrified, still used a small boat to save people. I will be destroyed in the black tide.

"Facing hope, against the light, I feel that the place where love exists is always beside me. Light, you are the light."

The end of the song.

A song is only three or four minutes long, not long, but for the listener Jiang Wan, she has experienced a long time in her heart.

"Why is it so crumbling, and you still have to save people on board, isn't it sinking faster?"

Jiang Wan clearly noticed that Chu Zhi quietly wiped away tears as if she didn't want others to know.Why are big men crying?Jiang Wan wanted to make such a mockery in his heart, but he couldn't do it at all.

"Can you share, Mr. Chu, under what circumstances did you write this song? I think you wrote the lyrics and music."

"I hope that those who listen to my songs, whether they hate me, hate me, or hate me, can be surrounded by light. Similarly, if you are in love, in life, and are expected too much, you can walk against the light. "

After the singing, the host interviews the singer.

"Idiot, this Chu Zhi is definitely an idiot. I've already scolded you on your face, and you still want me to be surrounded by light. Where did you come from, you idiot?" Unable to suppress it any longer, it sprayed out like a burst faucet.

"Don't you know how to fight back after being bullied? Use the microphone to scold." Jiang Wan yelled loudly at Chu Zhi on the TV, but the content of the words was more like yelling at herself.

The angry mood lasted until Chu Zhi announced that he would withdraw from the competition due to physical reasons, Jiang Wancai was almost like a deflated balloon, recalling the singing just now.

From the beginning to the end, Chu Zhi is gentle, he is telling everyone that "the world is gentle because of you".

Light, you are light.

Jiang Wan read the lyrics silently, she knew that Chu Zhi sang the lyrics to her.

"I obviously haven't forgotten about junior high school, I obviously just mind being bullied in junior high school, I was obviously affected, why do I keep telling myself I'm fine. I have something, they brought me sad memories, and don't want to Back in junior high, I hated them."

Saying this to himself in his heart, the tyranny that Jiang Wan has been suppressing in his daily life seems to be gradually dissipating.

Chu Zhi's singing made Jiang Wan forgive herself. The reason why she kept telling herself that she was not affected by the campus bullying was because she felt that now that I was grown up and more successful than them, I shouldn't have any problems.

"The bullying crowd on campus, the old woman who apologized will never forgive, what a bitch!" Jiang Wan seemed to have resumed his previous curse.

But it is completely different. I used a famous saying of a big brother before, "Evil is evil. If you say it so high-sounding, isn't it just venting anger, bullying, not daring, and not capable of repaying revenge."

The previous cursing was just to vent his anger, but now Jiang Wan's cursing is "the bully should be scolded".

"The kitten is so cute, why did I want to kick it before, I'm a bitch." After thinking it over, the world seemed brighter, Jiang Wan thought about going out and apologizing?

After thinking about it, I still don't want it. I will buy cat food tomorrow to apologize to the kitten. Jiang Wan has more important things to do today.

She couldn't believe it anymore, Chu Zhi was really what the rumors said.

key come!

Chapter 43 Touching Thousands of People

Jiang Wan was not the only one who was shocked by Chu Zhi's semi-final "Backlight". After it was broadcast on the TV station, Mango TV premiered for half an hour and received more than 1000 million hits. Of course, this does not mean that tens of millions of people watched it. The way YouTube counts clicks is clever.

Having said that, if the existence of the Chu version of Desert Island and Li Xingwei in the previous issue made me really a singer who surpassed the Masked Singer, then the semi-finals will be a crushing game, and the heat will be crushed outwards, even if it is inwards. There are two traffic stars, Lin Li, on the show, but the focus of discussion is always Chu Zhi.

"Juzi must have been wronged, do you need to say it?"

"Chu Zhi's fans also said in a big way [that they were throwing dirty water on the family], NC...is the only thought in my mind, and now I want to ask, is it possible that they are right."

"Everything is so well arranged, Chu Zhi is also top-notch, even if he makes the most mistakes that top-class people should not make, there should be some diehard fans, but I heard from my star-chaser cousin that Chu Zhi's two big Fans took the initiative to denounce it, which led to internal problems among fans, black material was spread in a standard manner, and it happened that there was a problem within the fan group, you taste it carefully, I don’t believe it’s a coincidence.”

"@李婷玉_Can you provide evidence for a hidden marriage? You can't just post a small essay. To be honest, I was a little bit convinced before. After watching the semi-final stage, and thinking of the warmth of "The Wind Blows the Wheat Waves", I really don't believe it. Chu Zhi and the person in your essay are the same person, if they are all fake, then I think the world owes Chu Zhi an Oscar."

"I feel that everyone should be more rational, because this matter seems to have no conclusion. Chu Zhi was indeed wronged, but we have to go to the Internet to harass another possible victim. I hope the police will Intervene quickly."

Waiting for the remarks, Dahua Entertainment felt a little scared, not because they were afraid that netizens would help Chu Zhi stand on the platform. Netizens are like bricks, and they can move wherever they need to, with a little guidance. What is afraid is that most netizens are actually starting to think, even if The remarks have the obvious intention of stretching the frame.

The writer, Milan Kundera once said: I really like a Jewish proverb "When people think, God laughs."Why does God laugh when people think about it?For the more one thinks, the farther truth is from him.

The discourse is an excerpt from Kundera’s acceptance speech when he won the Jerusalem Literature Prize. Whether people’s thinking will get farther and farther away from the truth, we will not discuss it, but it must be getting farther and farther away from the thinking path planned by Dahua.

In addition to the strong thinking power and revival of fans, "Backlight" shows, or Chu Zhi's stage brings more healing, like healing Jiang Wan.

Many passers-by left messages——

Silent River: [Crying children have candy to eat, it’s true. We have a younger brother in our family, but he has been mischievous since he was a child, so he has received far more attention and love than me. Every time my brother’s birthday, my parents will buy gifts and treats. Cake or something, because if the gift is not good, my brother will be angry, and on my birthday, let alone a gift, most of the time there is no cake. At this time, my mother will sigh, "Xiaoxiao is really sensible".

Sensible children have no candy to eat. Chu Zhi, don’t be too sensible. When you are wronged, you have to secretly wipe your tears even when you cry. You are afraid of being seen. You don’t want to bring your negative emotions to the audience, but you are too sensible. People feel distressed, look at you. ]

Posted on Weibo, it received more than 20 likes, and many people left messages.

masu: [Backlight's singing voice is indeed desperate, but I cry a lot, so I really feel sad, I hold back my sorrow and sorrow and listen to it, but I don't cry, but... I heard Chu Zhi say "I hope to listen to my song, no matter it is annoying Those who are mine, those who hate me, or those who hate me, can be surrounded by light", Bengbu was stunned, he knew too well that he was being beaten by everyone on the Internet, and he knew that there was no one behind him to support him, the visible crowd They are all swearing at their fathers and mothers, and I regret it a bit, because I am also one of the people who read the news on Weibo #楚果转出娱乐圈#, and then I got the blessing of Chu Zhi in despair, and absurd literature is not so absurd what.

When people reach middle age, they are already annoyed by a lot of bad things in life, and everyone is not pleasing to the eye, but compared to Chu Zhi, I am really too happy.

It’s not that you are miserable than me, I can’t complain if I’m not miserable like you, I can’t say that, but if someone who is much worse than you wants to cheer you up, is it necessary for me to be depressed?I can't be as good as a young man, healed by the stage of "Backlight".

Regardless of what is said on the Internet that Chu Zhi is a scumbag, but in the future, as soon as an album is released, I will definitely buy a copy. I am not a fan, but healed by the stage.

Come on, we will definitely find a solution tomorrow! ]

As you can imagine from the realistic style of writing, this article is a response to Zhihu’s “What do you think of Chu Zhi’s stage in the semi-finals of “I’m Really a Singer”? Is he really what he said on Weibo?”

Weibo, Zhihu, and Douban all have cured topic posts.

Let me say something first, anyone who has played Douban knows that Douban’s dynamics are more or less a bit of a literary youth, just look at the official recommended topics——

"What is the love you yearn for", "Which hobbies have changed the trajectory of your life", "My favorite line of lyrics", etc.

A line of lyrics posted by Longlong's back molar netizen on the topic My Favorite.

[I am in the third year of high school, and I will take the college entrance examination next year. As a result, I felt unwell and went to the hospital for diagnosis. The doctor told me that it might be systemic lupus erythematosus. My grandma also has this disease. I am very scared. If I am diagnosed, I will have no time to review. become a burden on the family.

Very scared, very desperate, watching Chu Zhi's stage tonight gave me a lot of courage.

"Where love exists, it's always by my side"

It is my favorite lyrics, my parents will be my strong backing! ]

The chemical reaction produced by 90% Desperate Sound and the golden song "Backlight" is indeed too big, so big that no one expected that the Internet public opinion will start to show calm and thoughtful remarks.