I'm really immortal

Bangs are very important to girls. Many girls hate others to fiddle with her bangs, because it will make her look completely different, and even make her panic, afraid that she will show a different and ugly look in front of others , become not oneself.

It's not that good-looking girls with bangs are necessarily unattractive when they are removed, but many girls feel that if their foreheads are not covered, they will look out of tune with their small faces.

Chapter 217 Sister's Fish

Qin Yanan's head full of black hair parted in front of his forehead, looped behind his ears, and was casually tied on a red jade hairpin at the nape of his neck. It was simple but somewhat graceful. It adds the charm of a mature woman, a touch of softness, very charming.

Compared with the day when she served wine in Liu Chang'an when she left Junsha, Qin Yanan's cheeks were a little more plump, which made people feel a little less glamorous and arrogant, and her body was also a little fatter, which made people feel so smug How can the swaying small waist of willow branches hold back the fullness of the trembling upper body? Now people will probably be more amazed at her mature style as she walks. The waist is a little plump, but it is even more moving.

Probably these small changes made her more similar in temperament and feeling to Ye Sijin in Liu Changan's impression. If she didn't talk, but just walked slowly and smiled softly, Liu Changan would probably pour a few more handfuls of water Wake yourself up.

"I'm back." Qin Yanan nodded, still looking at Liu Changan with great interest, "Why are you splashing muddy water on your face?"

"Don't you know, wild boars like rolling in muddy water the most, it's natural, healthy, and environmentally friendly." Liu Changan stood up, turned and walked into the room.

"Sister, I'll come and play with you later!" Zhou Dongdong yelled, stood up, threw his calf away, and followed Liu Changan into the house.

Liu Changan wiped Zhou Dongdong's face, and then washed his face and hands before walking out again.

Qin Yanan put the food box on Zhou Dongdong's small bench, Zhou Dongdong circled around the small bench, then squatted down after sniffing, reached out and touched the food box, "Sister, what's in here what!"

Qin Yanan noticed the difference in addressing, and she actually called her elder sister today. Seeing Zhou Dongdong smiling, she shook her head slightly, "It's delicious, I'll eat it for you later."

"Thank you sister." Zhou Dongdong reached out and touched the food box.

Liu Changan also pointed to the food box, "Let me see what kind of food you cooked today."

"Puffer."

"Three or two branches of peach blossoms outside the bamboo, the prophet of plumbing ducks in the spring river, and short reed buds all over the ground. It's the time when the puffer fish is about to eat. The times are advancing, and now if you want to eat puffer fish, you can eat it if you want." Liu Changan set up the table and chairs ,"Please."

Zhou Dongdong knelt on the chair and watched motionlessly.

Qin Yanan opened the food box and found a serving of puffer fish dumplings, a serving of boiled puffer fish in fresh soup, a serving of puffer fish skin mixed with ponzu vinegar, and a serving of fugu sashimi.

"What's wrong with the puffer fish?" Liu Changan felt that the puffer fish must have made Qin Yanan angry, so he thought of ways to eat it.

The tableware is all black lacquered wooden bowls and chopsticks, which depict peach blossoms with irregular edges. Both ends of the chopsticks are delicately wrapped in gold leaf, and there is a hollow in the middle. There is a very small bell hanging on it, and the sound is crisp when lifting the chopsticks But it just happened to be that I could hear it.

"Guess how this fresh soup is made?" Of course Qin Yanan wanted to roast Liu Changan.

Liu Changan sniffed. His nose is naturally more sensitive than ordinary people. The memory from his nose seems to be more sensitive than his brain. Liu Changan thought for a while and said with certainty: "You are testing common sense. If you want puffer fish fat and tender , You must use chicken feet to simmer, chicken without feet is not fat, pork is not fresh without chicken, this is naturally cooked with chicken feet soup."

Qin Yanan admired it very much, because in fact, the smell of chicken foot soup is somewhat different from that of chicken soup, and it is not common sense as he said. Even more than 90.00% of the restaurants that can cook puffer fish do not use chicken foot soup.

Puffer fish skin mixed with orange vinegar is an appetizer. Paired with orange vinegar and green onion, the slightly sour aroma is very attractive and increases appetite. Needless to say, puffer fish dumplings seem ordinary, but the ingredients are extremely particular. The dumplings and clear soup are separated and put together now , Fugu sashimi is placed in the peacock-song style. Slices of extremely thin fugu sashimi are placed in full bloom on the plate, and the cut fish skin, lime slices and cod liver are placed in one corner of the plate. The overall look It is as gorgeous as a peacock spreading its tail.

"I'm afraid you're not used to it. I didn't use white onions, but I used vegetable leaves to roll fish fillets and eat them with chutney sauce. It feels pretty good." Qin Yanan glanced at Zhou Dongdong who was tightly grasping the edge of the table with both hands, " Let's eat."

Zhou Dongdong began to eat.

Liu Changan and Qin Yanan also sat down. In this old community, such delicate dishes and tableware are not out of place. After all, the most important thing is delicious food. Once you eat it, no matter how delicate the dishes are, they cannot maintain the original taste. Mutually.

"You can trust my craftsmanship. Many people dare not eat puffer fish, and others will not eat it." Qin Yanan sandwiched the fish fillet. Her skin color is more delicate than the fish fillet. When the fish fillet touches the lines on her lips, she looks very The fish meat is a bit rough.

"I ate it..." Liu Changan thought for a while, but he didn't say that he wouldn't die if he ate wild puffer fish ovaries. If you eat it and dare not eat it for fear of death, you are not worthy of being a Chinese."

"Actually, if it's not wild, it's basically non-toxic if it's handled properly, at most it's just a bit of a stomach upset. Just let Zhou Dongdong eat it after a while and stop eating cold things."

"I know, I'm here." Liu Changan glanced at Zhou Dongdong, and suddenly found that the angry puffer fish looked very much like the kid next to him.

After eating the food for a while, it seemed that the taste was too good, and the atmosphere was a bit quiet and enthusiastic. The quiet ones were Liu Changan and Qin Yanan, and the enthusiastic one was Zhou Dongdong.

Zhou Dongdong has never eaten such a delicious fish, even better than loach. He can't help but think of the many fish that the fairy sister has never eaten before. I don't know if they are all so delicious.

"Don't you have anything to ask me?" Qin Yanan looked at Liu Chang'an with a piece of fish in his hands.

She is especially gentle and slow when eating, and a beautiful woman is always extra alluring when she opens and closes her lips shallowly.

"No." Liu Changan thought for a while, "The air tickets for summer vacation are quite expensive, right?"

Qin Yanan's arm trembled, almost dropped the fish white on the ground, he quickly opened his mouth and bit it, he was a little choked by his question and wanted to cough, but as an elegant, mature and beautiful lady, she couldn't just spray it on Liu Changan's face across the way, right? , so he suppressed the blushing of his cheeks.

"Actually, the main reason is that I don't know what questions you have, so how do I know how to ask you? If you have something to tell me, just tell me." Although Liu Changan is very patient, if he doesn't play riddles, he can guess without guessing. It's also good to go.

Qin Yanan glanced at Zhou Dongdong.

Liu Changan understood what she meant, and waved his hand, "She is a stupid robot today, she looks like she is still sitting next to us, but in fact, there is a space-time barrier surrounding her, she is not in the same space-time as us. middle."

Qin Yanan was stunned.

"You don't need to worry about her, if you don't call her name, she won't be able to hear you." Liu Changan coughed lightly to test, "There is a stupid child sitting next to me."

Normally, when Liu Changan said that Zhou Dongdong was a stupid child, she would immediately refute that she was smart and brave, but there is no doubt that now the smart and brave child has opened the barrier and turned into a stupid robot. Faithfully execute an order.

Chapter 218 Human Cloning

Qin Yanan shook her head, she found out that Liu Changan really likes to tease Zhou Dongdong, children are good-looking and cute, even if they are stupid and cute, they occasionally make people smile when they are clever.

Qin Yanan looked at Liu Chang'an carefully, he didn't look like a young man who could be a father.

A caring man will always make people more fond of him. Qin Yanan thought that when he met him for the first time, he was teasing Zhou Dongdong, and his first impression of him would be better.

Of course, these are just meaningless wild thoughts, but how can a woman not think divergently and create countless ifs?

"I went back to see my great-grandfather. He is not in the capital, but still stays in the old house. His body is strong and his spirit is not bad. He still listens to a few chapters of Xianxia novels every day. He just said that many young people nowadays are too hostile. Immortals are not like this. Yes, what should an immortal be like..." Qin Yanan spoke a little longer, but it seemed to be eloquent, the tone was clean and soft, without the noise of saliva and oral movements, it sounded very comfortable.

"That's good." Liu Changan nodded.

"But I can also hear that although great-grandfather has nostalgia for the world, he still has a feeling of quietly looking forward to the end. I don't really understand the spirit and psychology of the old man. Doesn't it mean that the older you are, the more you want to live longer?" Qin Yanan wondered said.

"A person's mental state and spiritual state are determined by the physical condition most of the time. When the body is healthy for a long time, the secretion of various hormones is at a relatively peak state, and it is difficult for a person's psychological state to appear like that of an old man. Twilight." Liu Chang'an thought for a while, "I really don't know about this question, and I'm not old... But the revolutionaries of your great-grandfather's generation have seen too many dead lives, and they may have seen too many strange things. thing, there is no fear of death."

Liu Changan sent Qin Peng the words "Immortal caresses my head, knotting hair for longevity" in order to prolong Qin Peng's life. He said that he would die naturally when the end of life was approaching, and when Qin Yanan was sent here, Liu Changan naturally understood that Qin Peng exchanged the promise Liu Changan gave to Qin Yanan.

It's just that when you don't know that life can be extended, waiting for death with a peaceful mind is different from knowing that life can be extended but still giving up and waiting for death. These are two different states of mind and state.

"I asked him why Liu Chang'an already had a girlfriend, and he wanted me to stay in Junsha to take care of him. Liu Chang'an is a person who is used to living alone. He also has the ability to live alone and take care of himself. Why must I come? Take care of him like a little sister?" Qin Yanan frowned slightly, although before coming to Junsha, his life seemed to be very ordinary, after coming to Junsha, it was unexpectedly not boring, but doubts are doubts, Does not disappear due to changes in perception.

"What did he say?" Liu Changan also felt that this question was a problem.

A person like Qin Peng hardly behaves nonsensically or willfully and recklessly, or thinks about it as soon as he thinks about it. His behavior must be deliberate and targeted.

He has been more serious and dedicated than his peers since he was a child, and Liu Chang'an feels that this is an excellent quality that a boy should have when he grows up.

"He said that you and I were married in a previous life." Qin Yanan's delicate lips became more red because of the hot puffer fish soup, but the blush on her cheeks was much more insipid, like a river of spring water with peach blossoms on both sides. Red dyed color.

"He started to believe in reincarnation?" Liu Changan smiled, "Even if you look more and more like Ye Sijin, I would rather believe that you are a clone than believe in reincarnation."

Qin Yanan's face changed slightly, and the chopsticks on his fingers trembled for a moment, "You suspect that I'm a clone?"

Liu Changan couldn't help laughing, "Aren't you suspecting that you are a clone?"

"Aren't I very much like Ye Sijin today?"

Qin Yanan was visibly anxious, and began to call her great-grandmother by her name. She stood up, turned around, breathless, and still pressed her chest habitually. The hem of the cheongsam was not high, but still It's like seeing a snow-white and moist ice cream in the desert under the scorching sun.

"The resemblance to the image can even be said to be exactly the same, um... I mean the photo." Liu Changan carefully looked at Qin Yanan carefully, seeing beautiful women has nothing to do with ambiguity or matters of men and women, it is always pleasing to the eye.

"Then isn't it normal for me to suspect that I'm a clone?" Qin Yanan sat down anxiously.

"You were born in 92. Many post-95s and post-92s see you as aunts and aunts. Even post-[-]s think you are old... But in [-], you have to be cloned earlier. We have started relevant research and experiments." Liu Changan waved his hand confidently, "As far as I know, our country did not have the ability to help someone casually, even if it was a leader to do such a thing. .”

Qin Yanan's anxiety only slowed down a little, but his doubts did not dissipate. He said a little bit coyly, "Maybe my age is fake too, maybe I'm still the only one?"

"What do you think?" When a woman fantasizes about being young, it seems that this fantasy has the effect of convincing herself very clearly. Liu Changan ate the dumplings self-consciously, "If you only have one, then you are the same age as Zhu Juntang, but your Is there no childhood moment in your memory where you were obviously older than Zhu Juntang?"

Qin Yanan thought about it, this little fairy Zhu Juntang is really a standard to prove that she is old, really annoying.

"It's not a clone... But I'm too much like my great-grandmother. Is this the effect of atavistic inheritance?" Qin Yanan gave up his fantasy.

"Then you should treat yourself as the reincarnation of Ye Sijin. The old man thinks so, it's just a thought, just follow him, what do you have to do to break his obsession." Liu Changan shook his head, and passed the dumplings to Zhou Dongdong Move over there.

The food that came to his mouth caused Zhou Dongdong to temporarily open the barrier, found the food, and began to eat dumplings.

"But I'm not reconciled, I am me, why do I have such a strong label of others? Even if she is my great-grandmother, I should be a completely independent personality." Qin Yanan was no longer in the mood to eat .

"Are you afraid that one day you will really become Ye Sijin?" Liu Changan saw the fear behind Qin Yanan's eyes.

Qin Yanan stared blankly at Liu Chang'an, the moisture in her eyes stained her cold pupils with the mist of hot tears, there is no doubt that Liu Chang'an's straightforward question touched her inner demon during this period.

"Let me analyze it. Your sleepwalking is actually very serious and the situation is very strange. It is definitely not what you explained. Even after watching the video, you feel that it is not you, but Ye Sijin." Liu Changan looked at Qin Yanan calmly, "Your great-grandfather's incomprehensible obsession also made you involuntarily associate yourself with Ye Sijin. Even after you intentionally or unintentionally imitated Ye Sijin's words and deeds, you became more frightened... the more frightened you were, the more you tried to observe and imitate In the process of finding out the difference between yourself and Ye Sijin, but you are trying your best to imitate yourself more and more like... This kind of psychological condition is very common, just like hypochondriasis, the more you are afraid of getting sick, the more you try to Prove that you are sick from the symptoms of your own body."

"Your fear, this proof of self-abuse, finally exacerbated your sleepwalking condition. I guess you have done a lot of things besides asking your great-grandfather during your absence... such as seeing a psychiatrist? Checking your mental health situation?"

Qin Yanan stared blankly at Liu Changan, what he said was right, how could he know so clearly?Could it be that the man who appeared frequently in my dreams was also him?

The person I saw in the dream had no face, but the way and tone of speech of the man in the dream really resembled Liu Changan.

Chapter 219 Unless You Are Ye Sijin

Liu Changan this year.

He used to be the fiancée chosen by his great-grandfather.

He is well versed in the past and the present, and is especially good at traditional literature.

He is good at appreciating delicious food, which made Qin Yanan faintly feel like a bosom friend.

His calligraphy is breathtaking.

He is capable of writing and martial arts, even a famous figure like Pu Shougeng has no chance of winning in front of him.

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Liu Changan, this year.

Qin Yanan glanced at his little cousin in front of him, and shook his head. He had been mentally and mentally exhausted for a while, and he was in a state of physical and psychological disorder, but he felt a lot more at ease when he returned to Junsha, even though he didn't like this city at first. I am happy, but after coming back this time, the recent depressed state has slowed down a lot.

Especially when I was cooking this afternoon, I was in a very devoted and quiet state, even looking forward to Liu Changan's comments. The feeling of being appreciated and recognized will always dispel a lot of darkness and negativity entangled in me. Lost energy.

Thinking about it carefully, this kind of mood made Qin Yanan also a little puzzled. From May to August now, he had only known this little cousin for three months, and the number of times he had met during this period was not too much. From the beginning of the entrustment, when I managed a flat feeling of getting along with siblings with peace of mind, there were not many moments that I felt particularly intimate psychologically.

But after all, the relationship got better, mainly because I had a pure and appreciative affection for him, which had nothing to do with the relationship between a man and a woman, but just an appreciation for a young boy, a feeling that it would be nice to have such a younger brother.

That's all, but why does such a not very deep emotional foundation become an oasis for me to relieve my chaotic and depressed emotional state at this moment?

Generally speaking, when an ordinary person encounters a crisis, only the family, parents, the most trusted person, the most loved person, and the most respected person can give him a sense of peace of mind and ease.

Liu Changan, this young man is not a member of her family, nor is she a close relative. Why do you let her ease her mood?

Although at this moment he tore open the shell of her heart, faced her secrets, and made her panic again, but she was unexpectedly not afraid or worried, because there was a kind of trust that she didn't know where it came from, which made her feel It doesn't matter if he knows the secret that I don't want others to know.

Apart from Ye Sijin, Qin Yanan's recent dreams also showed a figure of a man, which Liu Chang'an hadn't guessed. Qin Yanan didn't know who this man was, but the gentle and casual impression of the man in the dream was different from the one in front of him. The teenagers overlap somewhat.

But he's just a teenager.

The man in the dream had nothing to do with me, and when I dreamed about him, I only dreamed about some scenes between him and Ye Sijin.

He is not a boy like Liu Chang'an, some scenes of him and Ye Sijin together make people feel ashamed and hot.

At first, the scene where this man appeared with Ye Sijin was in a dream. Qin Yanan thought he was his great-grandfather, but it was obviously not.

Later I thought it was Ye Chenyu, but Ye Chenyu is Ye Sijin's real brother, how could he do those things that make people blush in the scene in his dream?

Qin Yanan absolutely did not believe that these two seniors would be so disregarding human relations.

Who is the man in the dream?Does Ye Sijin have an unknown love history?There is such a possibility, and Qin Yanan will not think that it is an insult to the Qin family, as long as it is just before Ye Sijin and her great-grandfather discussed marriage.

But why does it overlap with Liu Changan's image...Qin Yanan has become a little numb to this kind of doubt, because there are too many doubts and tormenting mysterious phenomena accumulated in her heart recently.

"That's right." Qin Yanan put down his chopsticks, as if he had finally taken off all the camouflage and finally relaxed, looking at Liu Changan calmly, "I think I will disappear sooner or later, and become someone who disappeared in this world a long time ago. Another person."

"There may be some mysterious phenomenon in you that makes it difficult to understand, but you will definitely be just you, and will not become another person." Liu Changan said with certainty.

Qin Yanan smiled wryly. Although Liu Changan could see the problem in her body, he didn't know how serious the problem was.

"I know what you're worried about." Liu Changan's judgment was not disturbed by Qin Yanan's reaction, "If you were Qin Yanan, you wouldn't become Ye Sijin."

"It should be what you didn't say, unless I was Ye Sijin in the first place." Qin Yanan knew that what Liu Changan thought might be the same thing as what he was worried about.

"Yes." Liu Changan nodded.

"I'm Qin Yanan!" Qin Yanan pointed at himself excitedly, "I'm not anyone else."

"Don't get excited." Liu Chang'an shook his head, "I know you are Qin Yanan, who you are, and what kind of existence you are. In the end, only you can decide. The perceptions and labels of you from the outside world are just A kind of auxiliary cognition, but these auxiliary cognitions can strengthen your sense of existence as Qin Yanan."

"I just want to be myself, not someone else. In your eyes, no matter what, I'm still Qin Yanan, right?" Qin Yanan grabbed Liu Changan's hand and looked at him expectantly and nervously.

This is a poor person who is very afraid of losing herself and her independent personality. Liu Changan looked at the back of her green and white hands, and did not break free as he was used to.