Male supporting role: After I left, the heroine regretted too much

Lin Ruoying guessed in her heart.

"In that case, I can go directly to An Ran, and he will definitely forgive me..."

She clicked on the message.

[I was busy just now, so I didn't see your message. 】

[You come here directly.Positioning: Qingshan Crematorium]

Lin Ruoying's eyes shrank violently.

She sent the message with trembling hands, she was lucky.

[What crematorium?Yanyan, why are you in the crematorium? 】

【An Ran has passed away and is now in the crematorium, come quickly, I'll wait for you. 】

click.

The phone fell to the ground all of a sudden, and the screen shattered.

It shattered like her heart.

Lin Ruoying couldn't care about anything else, and ran towards the exit.

Although the assistant following her didn't understand the situation, she still picked up the phone and ran forward with her.

Tears welled up from her eyes.

"How could this be?"

She can't accept this fact at all!

She was thinking a second ago how to apologize to An Ran for being coquettish, and then told her to go to the crematorium?

She seemed to have countless questions in her heart to ask her best friend.

How can it be good, but people are gone?She remembered the last time she saw him, wasn't she still fine?

She ran to the side of the road, ignoring the sweat and tears on her face.

He took a taxi, ignored the assistant who hadn't followed him, and called the driver to the Qingshan Crematorium.

He galloped all the way to the gate of the crematorium.

Lin Ruoying threw a hundred yuan bill and rushed in.

As soon as he entered, he saw his best friend sending An Ran's roommate, who came to pay respects, out.

There was a slight smile on her face, but her eyes were already numb, as if she was so sad that she was numb.

"Thank you for coming here. An Ran will be very happy to see you in the Spirit of Heaven. He was at school in the past thanks to your care. I'm sorry to bother you."

"No trouble, no trouble, An Ran is taking care of us at school."

Several roommates also looked heavy.

Seemingly seeing Jiang Yanyan's state, she persuaded her.

"Sister-in-law, you have to mourn too! Don't tire yourself too much...Call us if you need anything, we will help if we can..."

"Oh... how can such a good person like An Ran suddenly... the sky has no eyes!"

After talking, several people turned and left.

Jiang Yanyan was slightly taken aback when she heard the name 'sister-in-law', and then realized that this was the last time they went to her villa to visit An Ran. So it was taken for granted that they considered An Ran's girlfriend.

But she didn't explain it either. At this point, how could she have the heart to accept this?

When several roommates left, they just passed by Lin Ruoying, but they didn't say hello. Obviously because of An Ran, they didn't have a good impression of her.

"Yanyan!!!"

When Lin Ruoying saw Jiang Yanyan, she cried and threw herself into her arms.

"Yanyan, what's going on? Why did An Ran suddenly... suddenly..."

Jiang Yanyan, who was filled with grief and couldn't express it, saw someone close to her, and her originally strong defense softened instantly.

She who was smiling politely just now is now in tears,

"Lin Ruoying... why did you come back?"

"An Ran, he's gone...he's really gone..."

From the hospital to here, it has been four or five hours. She has been doing things mechanically in a trance, and now she has a trace of a human posture.

"Woooooo...I will never see An Ran again..."

The two hugged each other and cried for a long time.

"Yanyan, what's going on? Why so suddenly?"

Lin Ruoying raised her tear-filled cheeks and asked.

"Come in with me...Go to worship first, and I will tell you later."

Jiang Yanyan also gradually calmed down, let go of her best friend, glanced at her, and walked towards the interior of the funeral home.

Lin Ruoying followed closely behind and followed.

The two walked into a room one after the other.

An Ran was not seen inside.It was a mourning hall, and there was a photo of An Ran on the altar table, and in front of the photo was an incense burner with a few sticks of incense sticking out.

An Ran was alone, with only a few friends.

"Because of this, he can leave without nostalgia, right? What a cruel man..."

Jiang Yanyan said in her heart.But what she said was just to vent her resentment towards An Ran's departure. In fact, she knew that An Ran was the most gentle man... He didn't want to see anyone sad...

"go quickly!"

Lin Ruoying tremblingly walked towards the altar.

In the photo, An Ran showed a gentle smile, as if she was watching her.

But this smile that was supposed to make her feel warm made her feel extremely distressed.

It was as if a large piece of the heart had been dug out fiercely, and the blood was flowing profusely, no matter how hard it was, it couldn't be blocked.

She knew in her heart that this gap might not be plugged in the next ten or twenty years.

She stretched out her hand and offered An Ran a stick of incense tremblingly.

Then he couldn't take it anymore, squatted on the ground, and started crying.

How can you tell her to bear such a fact.

She really likes An Ran!

She likes it so much!

She didn't want to leave her side safely.

She still wanted to continue to feel An Ran's tenderness.

She felt that as long as An Ran was there, he would try his best to help her fulfill any request she had.

When she was wayward, he always watched gently from the side, pampering her childishness.

It was... It was only a few days before she could attend the Golden Tape Awards and be with him.

She thought for a long time, after she and An Ran were together.

She wants to stick to him every day.

She is going to travel with him to all the romantic places.

She wants to watch the sunset. At that time, she will secretly kiss him when he is not paying attention to watching the sunset.

She wants to go to the beach to swim, but she doesn't know if he can swim. If he can, she can pretend that she doesn't and let him teach her.

She wants to record all their wonderful moments with him in paintings.

Well!Maybe maybe, it’s okay not to go to these places, not to do those romantic things, as long as An Ran is by her side is enough,

but!but!Her Enron is gone!

Her beautiful and romantic fantasies have all turned into black-and-white photos that have lost their background, and they can only stay in fantasies forever.

"It's obviously a little bit short, and we are only a little bit short of being able to be together, An Ran, why can't you wait any longer?"

"What about the one who promised to stay with me forever? You liar!"

"Liar! How many times have you lied to me? Woohoo..."

"Why did you leave me here alone..."

Lin Ruoying only felt a sense of suffocation surrounding herself.

chapter 76

"Ugh~ woo woo woo..."

Lin Ruoying retched and felt nauseous.

This is a protective mechanism of the human body.

It is only triggered when a person is extremely sad.

Jiang Yanyan hurried over and helped her girlfriend who was squatting on the ground up.

"Yanyan, without Anran...what should I do?"

Lin Ruoying's red and swollen eyes were no longer as bright as they used to be, and tears were still flowing. She looked at her best friend helplessly.

Only then did she realize that An Ran's tenderness had permeated every aspect of her life.

Even when he's not around, she doesn't feel uneasy.

With An Ran here, he will help himself.

With An Ran here, he will tolerate himself.

But once he left this world, she could feel the helplessness immediately.

The An Ran that she could rely on unconditionally is no longer there.

"Waka Sakura..."

Jiang Yanyan wanted to comfort her best friend, but she couldn't continue.

Even she herself is heartbroken, the sadness in her heart is no less than that of Lin Ruoying, her love for An Ran is no less than her, how can she comfort others?

"...Although An Ran is gone...but life must go on! In his heart, he doesn't want us to be decadent, does he?"

After a long silence, she finally said this dry comforting word.

But Lin Ruoying listened to it in her heart, she tried her best to suppress her tear glands, and raised her head.

"Yes... Yanyan, you are right, I can't let him down... I can't just go on like this..."

She stood up with Jiang Yanyan's slightly surprised eyes, and a strong smile appeared on her tear-stained face.

"Yanyan, tell me! What happened to An Ran? How could he...suddenly..."

Seeing that Lin Ruoying, who was originally like a child, suddenly became stronger, Jiang Yanyan also stabilized her mind.

"You haven't eaten yet after rushing back from abroad, right? I'll take you to eat first, let's talk while we eat!",

"Then here..."

"We don't need to watch here... All of An Ran's friends who can be there have already been there, and he has no relatives..."

As Jiang Yanyan spoke, her eyes drooped, and a trace of distress spread in her heart.

He came to this world alone, and left this world alone. Without her, she couldn't believe how uncomfortable he would be in those last days.

She had heard him briefly mention his childhood in the orphanage, the imaginable loneliness and gloom.He was supposed to spend his whole life to heal his childhood, but he still did not forget to warm others like the sun, but he himself died young.Thinking of this, regrets kept pouring out in her heart, why she didn't care more about him?Her previous care was far from enough, but it must be ten times a hundred times, right?She becomes the one who heals his childhood.

She turned around, resisting the tears from her sore eyes again, and walked out with Lin Ruoying.

Just as Jiang Yanyan turned around, Lin Ruoying's seemingly strong face collapsed.

How can anyone build a solid defense so quickly?This pair of girlfriends unanimously chose to use strength to cover up the fragility in their hearts.