Rebirth starts without a spare tire

It's a pity that Liu Qing never contacted her, as if the years they had been together didn't exist.

Several times, she couldn't help but want to take the initiative to chat with Liu Qing, but it seemed too lowly for a woman to take the initiative.

For the future family status, she had to put on airs and wait for Liu Qing to come to her.

But to her disappointment, she didn't wait for such an opportunity.

——In this matter, she still had some resentment towards Liu Qing, and felt that this man was a little too heartless.

Until the end, Liu Qing's rescue of the homeless girl Mo Xiaodie on the street was reported by the media, and his career was also bottomed out. He also forwarded it to Moments, and finally let Huo Zhenzhen understand that Liu Qing is indeed prosperous now, not because of her success. Welfare lottery, but inexplicably became the prince of a large group.

That is stronger than winning the first prize of a hundred bets in the welfare lottery.

Manager Huang, who she once thought was a strong man in the workplace, can only be regarded as a low-level person in front of such a person, no different from an ant.

Only then did she realize what she had lost.

Not only a person who loves her deeply, a person who is considerate of her, a person who is obedient to her and willing to give everything for her, but also a person who can inherit tens of billions of assets in the future.

What she lost was an opportunity to enter the upper class.

It was impossible for the middle-aged Manager Huang to give her such an opportunity.

She once sat on a golden mountain, but she turned that golden mountain into a garbage dump and chose to leave.

Now that golden mountain has been developed, but it has nothing to do with her.

Seeing such news reports, she searched for related videos, and saw that there were other women beside Liu Qing, and there were even more than one.

Her first reaction was - this man already has a woman.

Then there is anger.

Then Liu Qing's WeChat account was deleted.

In the following time, she lived with strong regret and unwillingness.

There is still such a glimmer of hope in my heart that one day Liu Qing will be able to recall the sweet time when the two were together, find her, and give her another chance.

Later, when Liu Qing accompanied Mo Xiaodie live, she also swiped a gift.

This is her initiative to give in to Liu Qing, to release a meaning of peace.

She believed that Liu Qing would not forget her so quickly, she would be able to recognize her when she saw the special effect of the gift and her profile picture.

However, it didn't work.

The recognition seems to be recognized, what Liu Qing said in the live broadcast room seems to be aimed at her, there is a show of her own superior material life, and there is irony about her dislike of poverty and love of wealth.

There is no trace of friendship with the past.

At that time, she actually already knew that there was no possibility for the two of them.

Liu Qing no longer has affection for her.

Reason told her to forget about this man and marry and have children with the divorced Manager Huang according to the original plan, so she could still have a stable life.

Although he has no chance to enter the upper class, he can at least become a resident of this city, a citizen of a big city.

That was her ideal.

However, there is always resentment in my heart.

——It is obvious that one can enter the upper class of society, but voluntarily abandons that opportunity, no matter how you think about it, you are not reconciled.

Compared with the current Liu Qing, Manager Huang can only be regarded as a bottom-level person.

It is also impossible to bring her into an upper world full of jewels. She still can't get rid of daily necessities, and she still has to calculate for her life.

At that time, she suddenly realized that the things that once tempted her were no longer fragrant at all.

She even started to resent Manager Huang.

It is difficult for a person to reflect on himself, and it is more likely to blame others.

Of course she regretted her choice to betray Liu Qing, but she believed that the reason why she chose to betray was Manager Huang, who was the middle-aged married man who tempted her with the house and Pengcheng household registration and made her make a decision. that choice.

If there is no Manager Huang, even if she is dissatisfied with Liu Qing and unwilling to get married, she will make do with it until the day Liu Qing becomes prosperous.

Instead of breaking up when Liu Qing was about to make a fortune like now.

This kind of thinking made her have a lot of hatred for Manager Huang, which was not pleasing to the eye no matter how she looked at it.

I feel that he is someone who has taken away his future and ruined his moral character.

In the subsequent relationship, she did not continue to act like a lady in front of Manager Huang, but gradually lost her patience, lost all patience with him, and began to constantly criticize him.

Just like how he treated Liu Qing when he had no future.

It's just that Manager Huang is not Liu Qing, and he hasn't developed a good habit of tolerating her, and hasn't backed down once.

This made her even more dissatisfied with this man, and the conflict became stronger each time.

Finally, during a certain quarrel, Manager Huang couldn't bear it anymore and beat her up.

——Manager Huang flirted with her at the beginning, mainly because he wanted to take advantage of the unspoken rules of the workplace to get a free one, but he didn't want to marry her.

After all, there are also people with wives and children. No one can choose to divorce for a woman so easily.

It's just that in the later getting along, he felt that this woman was pretty good, with a docile personality, a kind heart, financially self-reliant and self-reliant, and also very motivated in her career.

He was a little moved, and felt that it would be nice to marry such a woman after a divorce.

He agreed to a divorce to be with her.

This is how the two get together.

Over the past year or so, he has become more and more satisfied with Huo Zhenzhen, and what he is most satisfied with is her character. He feels that it is the wisest choice to marry such a woman and have children.

However, after finally getting divorced, this woman's character changed. She couldn't see the virtuous and virtuous before, and instead became a mean shrew.

And he, having been separated from his wife by this woman, couldn't go back even if he wanted to go back.

The depression in my heart at this time can be imagined.

When Huo Zhenzhen disliked him more and more, he also disliked Huo Zhenzhen more and more.

Finally, in a conflict, he couldn't bear it anymore and chose to beat someone up.

They beat her so hard that Huo Zhenzhen was sent to the hospital.

However, the price is not small.

Huo Zhenzhen got a private life after paying more than one hundred thousand yuan in compensation.

Of course, the relationship between the two people was severed in this way, and there was no possibility of being together again.

But neither of them felt that there was any pity.

Huo Zhenzhen could no longer work in her original company, so she resigned and found another company.

That company is near this Hunan restaurant.

Still working as a clerk, the salary is not high, and it is still a bit difficult for her to bear the rent, water, electricity, living expenses and transportation expenses by herself.

At times like this, I miss Liu Qing very much.

When I was with Liu Qing back then, why did I need to bear these by myself?

If she was still with Liu Qing, not only would she not have to bear those burdens, but she would also be able to enter the upper class, enjoy a luxurious life, and live the most decent life.

Even if she can't live such a decent life, even if Liu Qing hasn't developed yet and is still a little security guard, her life will be better than now.

The meaning of remorse is getting stronger every day.

In the last two years when they were together, the only concern for Liu Qing was whether his salary was paid in time.

But now, every day, she looks at things related to Liu Qing on the Internet, checks his pimple print account, and searches for his news.

Seeing Liu Qing getting better and better, the regret in her heart became more and more intense.

The regret almost swallowed her up.

Later, when the epidemic broke out, Liu Qing earned a huge reputation in the epidemic by laying out the mask factory in advance.

That's a reputation that money can't buy.

There are more and more news about Liu Qing.

Seeing every news report about him, Huo Zhenzhen would think that if they were still together, could she also share half of Liu Qing's honor?

Such thoughts tortured her to the point of going crazy.

She knows the upper limit of her ability, and knows that if she wants to achieve a class leap, the only chance is to be with Liu Qing and become Liu Qing's woman.

But that opportunity was wasted by her.

Later, Liu Qing and Su Qi appeared together in the live broadcast room, and later Liu Qing and Su Qi got married, she knew it all.

She also knew Su Qi before, and she didn't need to have a deep understanding to know that she was definitely not someone she could compare with.

No matter in terms of ability, wealth, or appearance, she is no match for Su Qi.

She has completely lost the idea of ​​becoming Liu Qing's wife.

But she still has strong unwillingness.

——That position originally belonged to her.

In her opinion, it was Su Qi who took her life.

Meeting Liu Qing unexpectedly this time, she knew rationally that she could not redeem anything.

But she still wanted to try.

She didn't have the extravagant hope of becoming Liu Qing's wife, but as long as she could stay by Liu Qing's side, that would be fine.

When one person attains the Tao, the chicken and the dog ascend to heaven.

You can't be the wife of this man who has attained the Dao, but you can be his chicken or dog.

As long as she can ascend to heaven and realize her dream of a class leap, that's fine.

Chapter 538 What else is there in life?

Liu Qing didn't know what Huo Zhenzhen's life was like this year, but judging from this woman's expression, she was absolutely unhappy in the year after the breakup.

When he understood this, he was very happy.

He has never been a broad-minded person, but his status and status force him to be a broad-minded person.

If a woman who betrayed her is unhappy, he will not feel any pity, but only pleasure.

In a happy mood, I couldn't help but say a few more words:

"What you are facing now is all done by yourself. No matter how unwilling you are, you can only bear it."

I almost said the word "serve it".

Huo Zhenzhen looked sad.

Of course she knew this.

No matter how she blames others, she can't deny it. It is true that she betrayed this feeling, and not only betrayed this feeling, but also treated Liu Qing quite badly for a long time.

Although what he did was not illegal, it was indeed cruel.

You can deceive others, but you cannot deceive yourself.

"I know I should bear this, but," she said with tears in her eyes, "I already know I was wrong, you, can you give me another chance?"

Liu Qing looked at her in shock, but she didn't expect this woman to be so thick-skinned: "Give you another chance? What kind of chance do you want?"

"I, I want to come back to you,"

Huo Zhenzhen knew it was shameless to say these words, but this was not the time to be shameless, this was the only chance she could grab.

She looked at Liu Qing and said with tears in her eyes:

"From the beginning to the end, the only person I have ever loved is you. I miss the time we were together. Liu Qing, I already know that I was wrong, and I can assure you that I will never do such a thing in the future .Without you, I don't know how to live alone in the future. Liu Qing, can we still be together?"

Liu Qing shook her head: "Don't have such a dream, I'm already married,"

"I know," Huo Zhenzhen said, "I also know that I'm not worthy to be your wife, as long as I can be by your side, even if I can't be your woman, it's enough to watch you from a distance. "

Liu Qing smiled.