In fact, there are not many, and it is very simple to say that it is complicated. There are only a few things that can make them never forget, but there are only a few people and things. Many people are therefore trapped, out of reincarnation, unable to enter the next life.
But Jiang Chen didn't quite understand this feeling. Even though he knew that he might die of poverty, his desire for money didn't reach that kind of crazy level.
Even some of his current goals and direction are just to add some material to his life, and to look forward to it. Maybe one day he will understand this feeling, or maybe he will never understand it.
In fact, what Jiang Ming doesn't know is that what he often longs for now is a part of his lost memory before, but he doesn't know who sealed it.
What's more, he still has a small shop in the world. If it wasn't because his father introduced him to work in the underworld, he might still be just the owner of a funeral shop.
Jiang Chen glanced at the middle-aged man in front of him, and then looked at the duration of today's live broadcast in the live broadcast room. After thinking about it, he said, "Okay, let's go!"
He does very little of this side job now, but when he is free, he still does it. It's just a handy thing. Secondly, he can complete some daily tasks in the live broadcast room.
Recently, he hasn't received any new tasks. Jiang Chen wonders if there is something he hasn't met, such as points or strength?
Or do you not do enough daily tasks, etc.?
In fact, Jiang Chen can accumulate some of everything, and at that time, he will always know the reason.
"Thank you Master Jiang, thank you Master Jiang!"
The middle-aged man rubbed his hands nervously, thanking him again and again.
in the live room.
"This is where?"
"Who can tell me, what is the situation? Is the live broadcast room open or not? Why is it the same as the black screen?"
There was no light in the live broadcast, and the fans who just came in thought that the live broadcast was not on at first glance, but the fans who had been in for a while whispered with a magnifying glass.
"Dear fans, don't panic, don't worry, the broadcast has already started!"
"Look carefully, there is a person lying on the bed."
"People? On the bed? Where?"
"I'm going, am I so blind? I can't see anything at all!"
It was pitch black in the live broadcast room, and the fans looked hard for a while before they could see the outline of the entire room, and found the outline of the bed in this room.
"Who will tell me what is going on!"
"I've never played 'Find It' so hard, shit!"
"Everyone, don't worry, the anchor said just now that he was here to dream."
"Upstairs, is this in a dream or outside the door!"
Immediately afterwards, there was a knock on the door, and the bedroom door was knocked.
In an instant, Jiang Chen also noticed the barrage, and reached out to adjust the brightness of the live broadcast room. In an instant, the appearance of the entire bedroom appeared.
There was indeed a tall and thin figure lying on the bed.
I saw that this person's face was young, and he looked only sixteen or seventeen years old. There were two dark circles under his eyes, a faint stubble on his chin, and his hair was messed up like a bird's nest.
The whole room, like this person, revealed a sense of decadence.
Soon, a woman's voice came from outside the door: "Xuanxuan, it's time to eat!"
The voice was played very softly, as if afraid of disturbing something, there was no response for a long time, and soon a sigh came from outside the door.
On the bed, the boy stared at the ceiling without saying a word.
At this moment, he feels that the word alive may have lost its meaning to him, and he doesn't even know why he is still alive?Do you live to cause trouble for others?
Or is it here to cause pain to the family?Why is someone like him still alive?Isn't it a waste of air?Wasting food?
on the screen.
"Is this person okay! What's the matter?"
"Upstairs, I don't know if you have noticed that there are some marks on his wrist?"
"Don't panic, I'll take a look!"
I saw that after the brightness of the live broadcast room went up, many fans who paid attention to details or more attentive noticed that they saw some deep and shallow marks on the boy's wrist, as if they were cut out with something.
This made them think of many things at once.
"Actually, I was like this for a while before. I just wanted to shut myself in the room. I didn't see anyone, and I didn't want to hear anything."
"Wait, is he self-harming?"
"Hey! This reminds me, when I was in adolescence, every time I quarreled with my parents, I couldn't figure out why I was alive. I was very distressed and irritable, especially when my parents didn't understand me. But when I grew up, After experiencing many things, I gradually discovered some things.”
"It turns out that my parents are also parents for the first time, and they also need to grow up. They just lived more than ten years longer than us!"
In fact, many of them have had puberty, and fans have already seen it with emotion.
When I was young, I felt that my parents were the sky. When I quarreled with my parents, the sky would fall. When I grew up and was able to support the whole family, I discovered many things that I hadn’t seen before and saw many things that I hadn’t seen before.
It turns out that parents are not everything.
However, just as the fans were feeling emotional, they noticed that the host suddenly moved. Seeing that the person on the bed didn't intend to sleep for a while, Jiang Chen stepped forward and stopped above the boy.
Chapter 180 Teenage Dreamland
The mourning stick played by Lingyu immediately appeared in his hand, and soon the Yin Qi gathered around the mourning stick, causing bursts of humming sounds. As the mourning stick was waved, the eyelids of the boy on the bed began to fight, and he gradually fell asleep.
Immediately afterwards, he saw a cloud of black mist, which also left the Lingyu mourning stick and entered the boy's body.
in a dream.
There is nothingness all around.
I saw the young man sitting in an open space, not paying attention to the surrounding environment, the voice in his heart had been infinitely amplified unconsciously.
He can't die, or my mother will be sad.
He is alive and will hurt his family, what should he do?what to do?His heart is really tangled and sad, who can help him make a choice!
"Qian Xuan! Can't you hear me at all? What the hell are you doing!"
Qian Xuan was slightly taken aback by the sudden voice, not because someone scolded him, but because the voice was so familiar, it was the voice he had recalled countless times over the past few days.
"Dad, is that you? Is it really you?"
Qian Xuan turned his head abruptly, and when he found a familiar figure, he couldn't help but burst into tears.
"Dad, is it really you?"
Even his voice was trembling, and the tears that he thought had dried up were streaming down his face. He once wondered if it was because he was such a jerk that his father didn't want to see him.
Otherwise, why didn't he dream of it once after his father left?
"The team lost, I'm sorry, Dad, I'm sorry, I really shouldn't have quarreled with you that day, I really knew I was wrong! I'm an asshole, you're right, it's impossible for me to look like this, I'm a waste, Dad , I'm sorry, I really know I was wrong, and I shouldn't have quarreled with you."
Qian Xuan had a painful look on his face, he wanted to get closer, but he didn't dare to get closer. He stood there, crazily grabbing his hair. The regret and self-blame these days had been vented by this opportunity. out.
If it wasn't for his disobedience to fall in love, he wouldn't have angered his father, let alone argue with him, and the series of things that followed would not have happened.
During this period of time, he repented time and time again, but he knew that this repentance could never be conveyed to his father. Now Qian Xuan could only stand where he was, crying like a child who made a mistake, nervous and helpless. A sense of security, he really already knew that he was wrong, but he didn't know how to make up for it.
The familiar and great figure in front of him is his sky. With this figure, he dares to act recklessly and recklessly, and not long ago, he personally pierced this sky.
"Dad, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, can you come back?"
"Silly boy, what are you talking about? Look up!"
The middle-aged man standing not far away roared, his eyes were also red.
"Did you see clearly? I am your father, and it is only natural for me to protect the boy, and you have always been very good in my heart, but they don't have that trash~!"
"Your father, I was really a bit aggressive that day. My words hurt you. My son is not a waste. In my heart, he is an excellent person."
In fact, that morning, he received a call. The other party claimed to be the mother of his son's girlfriend, and hoped that his son would stop pestering her daughter. They were going to go abroad in the future.
That high-spirited tone was close to directly saying that his son was not good enough for her daughter. Even though he always disapproved of children's puppy love, how could he allow an outsider to talk about his son?
"Do you know? You old man, I told her at the time that my son was in the top ten grades and his appearance was not bad. Why should he say that my son pestered your daughter? Could it be that there is no reason for your daughter?"
"Maybe it's because your daughter saw my son's excellence and wanted to make an appointment in advance!"
I saw the middle-aged man clenched his fists, and said all the words he didn't say usually. Later, he thought about it. Now this result also has the problem of their father and son's communication method. If both of them can talk well , Maybe it won't be the current situation in the future.
When he was walking on Huangquan Road, he was thinking that he couldn't just leave like this, otherwise that kid would definitely blame himself for the rest of his life.
He died when he died, but the living must live well.
After hearing what Dad said, Qian Xuan slowly raised his head and looked at Dad in disbelief.
Since he was ten years old, this was the first time he heard his father praise him. Later, when he entered junior high school, the communication between father and son became less and less, and sometimes they would quarrel after just one or two sentences.
But in his heart, he always felt that his father didn't understand him and looked down on him, so he often went against his father.
He opened his mouth, and for a moment, he didn't know what to say?So in my father's heart, has he always thought so?
Sighed deeply.
"me……"
Before he could say anything, he was interrupted by his father and said, "What are you? Work hard for me, I am worthy of your name!"
The middle-aged man raised his mouth slightly and continued, "My son of the Qian family is not a wimp!"
Qian Xuan's breath became short of breath at this moment: "Yes!"
He will not be trash!The Qian family won't have any wimps!
"Okay! Don't let me hear that your mother is funny. I cried on the grave, or I will start beating you. Ang, do you hear me! Also, take care of your mother for me, understand?"
"heard it!"
"Good good!"
The middle-aged man said three good words on his face, with a satisfied smile on his simple and honest face, and touched his son's head with his big rough hand.
Just like a few years ago, when the relationship between father and son was not so rigid.
"This is the son of my Qian family."
In the dark room, the boy gradually woke up from his sleep. After opening his eyes, he looked around for the first time, and then felt a little melancholy.
"Is it just a dream?"
I saw Qian Xuan wiped his face, his hands were full of water.
In an instant, he suddenly thought of something, got up from the bed, and opened the bedroom door on his own initiative. Soon, the dazzling light fell on his face, he subconsciously blocked it with his hands, and squinted his eyes to look at his feet.
A stool was placed at the door, and a meal was placed on the stool, which was sealed with plastic wrap. I looked at the mist on it and found that it was still hot.
Qian Xuan walked out of the room and found the familiar figure in the living room.
"mom!"
His voice, which he hadn't spoken for a long time, was a little hoarse.
The woman in the living room was taken aback when she heard the familiar voice, and turned around in disbelief. After seeing the woman's face clearly, Qian Xuan was slightly shocked.
A woman has been busy for most of her life, and her skin is already rough. After experiencing so many things these days, her face has become more and more haggard, and her gray hair seems to have increased a lot.
Chapter 181 Everything will be fine!
Seeing her son finally get up, the woman showed a smile on her face: "Xuanxuan has come out, are you hungry, mom will go and make you a hot meal."
With that said, she was about to get up.
"mom!"
Qian Xuan called her to stop, and said in a choked voice, "I'm sorry, it's my fault that made you worry!"
At this moment, he suddenly understood that the main reason for his father's dream was that the family of three had lost a pillar. If he also fell, then the family would really collapse.
In the past, when his father was around, he was the one who held up the sky. Now that his father is gone, it will be his turn in the future. But now, the one he should say sorry for most is the person in front of him who raised him so much. years of people.
"You... I'm here!"
The woman burst into tears all of a sudden: "Silly boy, there's nothing to be sorry about, it's all one family."
After finishing speaking, the woman wiped her hands on the apron nervously: "I'll go get you some food."
Qian Xuan twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "Mom, the food is not cold, I will come by myself, you go and rest for a while."
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