ordinary human life

After entering the door, without turning on the lights, I sat at the dining table and lit a cigarette.

Then he closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

Cigarette butts flickered in the dark.

The ear seems to be able to hear the sizzling sound of burning cigarette butts.

In addition, there was the deep snickering sound of the daughter holding her breath.

"Hehe~"

A low voice echoed in the living room.

The auditory hallucinations appeared again, and they became more and more serious.

"Hehe~"

At this time, he heard low snickers again.

A smile appeared on the corner of Zhu Bin's mouth.

Then he opened his eyes suddenly, turned his head, and said to the back: "Little villain, I..."

Looking at the tiptoeing daughter in front of her, with her small mouth open, she looked frightened.

Zhu Bin rubbed his temples.

"The auditory hallucinations are getting more and more serious, and I have hallucinations."

"dad."

At this moment, the hallucinated daughter rushed straight into his arms.

Then the lights in the house were suddenly turned on, and the whole house was brightly lit.

"Sit here and smoke without turning on the light, don't you know it's bad for your health?" came the voice of his wife complaining.

With his daughter in his arms, he followed the voice dully.

I saw my wife wearing a long blue dress, standing at the door switch.

He still held his youngest son in his hand.

The eldest son swished past, then jumped onto the sofa.

Zhu Bin hammered his forehead hard with his fist. Why did this hallucination feel more serious?

"Cough cough."

At this moment, the daughter in her arms suddenly coughed.

"Daddy smells so bad," said the daughter.

He was stunned by the light and warm touch of his daughter's body.

If it's a hallucination, then don't let him wake up.

"How did you promise me before? How long have I been away? Why did you smoke the cigarette again? How can you make people feel at ease like this?"

His wife came over, took the cigarette butt off his mouth, and put it out in the ashtray.

"Zhenzhen?" Zhu Bin called out in a daze.

"what happened?"

Lin Zhenzhen reached out and touched his cheek. He was haggard and had lost a lot of weight.

"Are you back?" Zhu Bin said.

Eyes instantly red.

"Yes, I'm back." Lin Zhenzhen reached out and took his head in her arms.

The warm touch, the familiar sound and smell made him unable to tell whether it was real or not.

"Zhenzhen, I miss you so much." Zhu Bin let out a deep cry as he said.

"Okay, we are always here, and we miss you very much." Lin Zhenzhen patted his back lightly and said with sobs.

"Zhenzhen, I'm sorry." Zhu Bin said.

When they had an accident, he was on a business trip. If he had been at home, the accident would not have happened.

"Needless to say I'm sorry, it's not your fault." Lin Zhenzhen said with tears all over her face.

……

"Ah, it's crowded."

Zhu Yuxin who was caught in the middle broke the sad atmosphere and squeezed out from the middle.

"Dad, hug."

The youngest son, Zhu Mingyu, staggered forward, with his arms outstretched and his little face full of longing.

Zhu Bin let go of Lin Zhenzhen, wiped away his tears, and reached out to hug his youngest son.

"My baby Zhu, Dad misses you."

He kissed his cheek, and it felt like a dream.

Now is real, what was before was nothing more than a nightmare.

"Dad, I miss you so much too, wow..."

The daughter next to her suddenly burst into tears.

Hearing the sound, the eldest son jumped off the sofa and ran over, hugged her in his arms, and comforted her clumsily.

"Yuxin, don't be sad, don't be sad."

……

"I'll get you something to eat." Seeing the three children grabbing Zhu Bin and leaning on him, Lin Zhenzhen sighed.

"No, I just came back from my sister's house and had dinner at her house."

"But Dad didn't eat a few mouthfuls, isn't he hungry?" The daughter said, and put her little head on his belly to listen.

"I'm not hungry, I ate a lot." Zhu Bin said.

"Liar, I ate a little bit when I saw Dad." The eldest son immediately retorted.

"how do you know?"

"Because we are always by Dad's side."

"Yes, but Dad can't see us, and can't hear us." The daughter said immediately.

Look very sad.

Zhu Bin fell silent when he heard the words, he knew it was not an illusion, it was too real.

And he knew in his heart that his wife and son were dead, and he buried them with his own hands.

But he didn't want to delve into why his wife and children appeared before his eyes.

"It's to guide the adults..."

Lin Zhenzhen sat down beside him and explained softly.

Only then did Zhu Bin notice a lighted red lantern on the table.

"So this is ah……"

His eyes were red, his hands were in his pockets, and he wanted to smoke again.

Then he met his wife's gaze, and with a sad face, he showed a smile uglier than crying, and pulled his hand out.

"Since you have already quit, don't smoke again." Lin Zhenzhen said softly.

"Ah."

Zhu Bin nodded slightly, and hugged Lou's youngest son who was sitting in his arms.

Then he looked at the elder son and younger daughter next to him.

"You must mean what you say. My mother said that smoking is not good for your health, and it also smells bad. I don't like the smell of cigarettes." The youngest daughter said next to her.

"What you say is true. Dad will never smoke again." Zhu Bin nodded seriously.

"Okay, you guys go play for a while, I'll talk to Dad." Lin Zhenzhen said to the three children.

Hearing this, Zhu Haowen and Zhu Yuxin took their younger brother to play with their toys in a sensible way. They haven't played with their beloved toys for a long time.

"Also, you have to eat on time in the future, and it's not that you can't cook. The rice you cook is delicious. My children and I like to eat the rice you cook."

"Really? You haven't eaten, I'll cook for you." Zhu Bin stood up happily.

Walking to the refrigerator, opening the refrigerator, looking at the empty refrigerator, his tears could no longer be stopped, patter, patter, falling down.

Lin Zhenzhen came up from behind, reached out to close the refrigerator door, and then hugged him gently.

Zhu Bin put his arms around his wife, finally held back, and let out a heart-piercing cry...

Chapter 165 If there is an afterlife

"Winter clothes, I'll put them in the left cabinet for you, and spring and summer clothes in the right cabinet. The clothes for changing seasons should be sorted and not piled up together. This way, it will be difficult for you to find in the coming year."

Lin Zhenzhen was nagging while tidying up the cabinet.

Zhu Bin sat on the chair next to him, watched the three children crawling around on the ground, and listened quietly without saying a word.

"Did you hear what I said?" Lin Zhenzhen asked coquettishly.

"Oh, okay, I'm listening." Zhu Bin said hastily.

Lin Zhenzhen smiled when she heard this.

Then he continued: "I and...the children's clothes are no longer needed. They are... still new. It's a pity to lose them. You can take them downstairs and put them in the donation box."

"Oh, good." Zhu Bin subconsciously agreed.

"What's wrong?" Lin Zhenzhen said angrily with her eyes wide open.

Only then did Zhu Bin come to his senses, and then he looked at her and laughed.

"I will keep it forever. I will always keep your things well." Zhu Bin said calmly.

Lin Zhenzhen's expression slowly eased, she turned around and continued tidying up the closet.

"You, you're still young, you're good-looking, and you have some financial foundation. If...if...it's possible, you...you...find another one." Lin Zhenzhen said with her back to Zhu Bin.

"Oh..." Zhu Bin said in a long tone, and he didn't say the next sentence for a long time.

Lin Zhenzhen turned her head to look at him.

Only then did he smile and shook his head, "I don't want to look anymore. In my whole life, meeting you and the three of them is already a great fortune. Maybe God thought it was too much for me, so I sent you away from me." Take it from your side."

"I'm serious." Lin Zhenzhen said.

"I'm not telling lies."

"Father." At this moment, the daughter suddenly raised her head.

"what happened?"

"Brother says I'm an idiot, spank him for me." Zhu Yuxin said angrily, and she remembered what happened that day again.

"How can our Yuxin be an idiot? You are very smart." Zhu Bin said while stroking her head.

"Brother is just playing with you, you should get along well with him in the future."

Then he turned his head and said to Zhu Haowen who was beside him: "You are already a little man, you have to take good care of your younger siblings in the future."

"Father." Zhu Haowen didn't make a sound, just looked at him and called out.

"what happened?"

"Actually, I love you so much. I don't want to die. I still want to play with my friends, go skiing, and become a pilot when I grow up." Zhu Haowen said with a disappointed expression.

"Dad, does it mean that we will never see you again?" The daughter sat on the floor, looking up at him and asked.

Curious and naive.

Looking at her small face, Zhu Bin's heart ached like a tear.