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For him, as long as he can join the Infinity Gate, it is already the best result, other than that, what else can he expect.

Seeing this, other old classmates also agreed.

Elf King Warri showed a bright smile and said: "Welcome to Infinity Gate, we will be brothers from now on. By the way, I will take you back to my Infinity Gate base camp first, and we will have a detailed discussion when we go back."

The troll king asked curiously, "Where is the base camp?"

Wari said mysteriously: "Your hometown is called Lanzixing, also called Central World."

"home?"

……

Ashan didn't pay too much attention to the matter of the outer door of the Infinity Gate, and agreed casually after hearing the plan of the elf king Warri.

Almost all of his attention is now on the new world he has transformed.

This is exactly the "strange world" he designed for a long time to explore the "spirituality of speech", and now it has achieved initial results.

He hid in mid-air, watching a man with a ponytail below, stuck in the quagmire, unable to get out.

The man with ponytail panicked and pulled the mud around him, trying to get out of the predicament, but with his movements, he sank deeper and deeper.

"What to do, what to do? Die or die..."

Suddenly, the ponytail man's eyes lit up, and he seemed to have thought of a brilliant idea: "I'm stuck in the quagmire, and I can't get up by myself, but as long as someone pulls me, won't I be out of danger?"

He turned his head to look, and found that there was no one else besides himself, so he said, "In this case, I can only pull myself."

So he grabbed his hair with his backhand and pulled it up...

The man with the ponytail was picked up by himself like this, and he escaped danger, with lingering fears and proudly said: "Fortunately, I'm smart, otherwise I'd be dead."

Ashan in mid-air showed a satisfied smile, then disappeared in a flash, and came to another corner of the world.

There was a man with a knife who was forced to the edge of a cliff by a group of murderers. He could not continue to escape. He looked at the group of powerful murderers with knives behind him, and found that with his own strength, he had no chance of winning at all, so he secretly said: "Turn back! You will die, but you still have a chance if you jump off the cliff."

So he jumped into the cliff.

Fortunately, the cliff had many overhanging branches, allowing him to buffer himself and grab a thick vine without falling to his death.

But he made his way down the vines, and soon found that the vines were not long enough to carry him safely to the ground.

"I don't have the strength to climb up, and the vines are not long enough to continue to fall. If I let go, I will definitely fall to my death at such a height. What should I do?"

He thought for a while, and suddenly had an idea: "I just need to cut off the upper half of this vine and connect it to the lower end, won't my vine become longer?"

He rejoiced at his wit, and then cut off a section of the vine he was holding, connected it to the bottom, and then slid down the vine.

In this way, he continued to cut vines and use them alternately, and he finally landed safely.

"It's a good thing I'm smart, otherwise I'd be dead."

Ashan smiled in satisfaction.

He is very satisfied with such a world.

Chapter 990 Fear and Lost

After the Infinite Land was built, the development of things was not much different from what Su Hao thought.

This piece of land happens to be the core base of the three of them, and as time goes by, it will continue to expand outward.

In theory, there is no such thing as a border.

And the various knowledge scattered in the infinite land, after so many years of exchanges, has indeed developed something different from Su Hao's current application direction.

In other words, almost every few years, Su Hao can harvest some new applications from the infinite land, greatly expanding his thinking structure.

No matter how powerful a person's brain is, the breadth of thinking cannot compare with the brains of hundreds of millions of ordinary creatures. After all, the old saying goes well: when the forest is big, there are all kinds of birds, and when the birds are big, they will go to all kinds of forests.

Su Hao has maintained a humble and progressive heart for a long time, and now is no exception.

He would not think himself omniscient in this infinite land.

The miracle of natural evolution is beyond imagination.

"Taking the infinite land as the center of the universe and exploring outwards is the correct way for me to explore the universe. During the period after the construction of the infinite land, my harvesting speed is far faster than before. This is what I want.

How beautiful and magnificent are the wonders and treasures hidden deep in the universe, I can discover them one by one. "

If I had only relied on the three of them at the beginning, I am afraid that I will not gain much until now, and will instead stagnate in the old knowledge system.

And this is exactly what Su Hao doesn't want to see.

If one's own thinking consciousness has no pursuit and no vitality, then what is the meaning of a long life?

The so-called eternal life, the so-called strength, and the so-called knowledge can't cover up the emptiness deep in the soul.

Su Hao absolutely does not allow himself to become such a walking dead.

"I am Su Hao, an ordinary person who pursues infinite knowledge in the infinite universe. I believe that there will be endless miracles in the universe, and I will find them."

Su Hao read this sentence silently, and then wrote this sentence on the top of the most conspicuous log board in Pinball Space.

He hoped that he would always remember this sentence and not let it deteriorate.

Su Hao's rare self-examination: "Has my pursuit changed?"

Then he shook his head resolutely and said, "My original intention has never changed and will never change. I just want to explore the universe eternally, freely and safely, witness the miracles of the universe, and seek the unknown of the universe."

This process is lonely, but human beings are inherently lonely. This is the characteristic of intelligent creatures, and it is doomed at the moment of birth.

Su Hao suddenly thought of Ya Shan and Feng Cheng.

"Ashan and Fengcheng, will they follow me to the endless future?"

Su Hao hoped that the two of them could follow him all the time, because in the distant future, when suddenly one day he wanted to look back, at least someone could share the past with him.

But whether Ashan and Fengcheng will follow him forever, he has no choice but Ashan and Fengcheng decide for themselves.

In case one day the two of them lost their Dao heart, were full of despair about the infinite life, and planned to kill themselves, Su Hao would respect their choice.

Just hope that day doesn't come.

After thinking about it, Su Hao exited the pinball space and returned to the main body.

Then send a message to Yashan and Fengcheng: "Ashan, Fengcheng, I'm back to my body, let's go out together."

Now that Su Hao has studied the 'Balanced Lines' quite deeply, he is no longer worried about the inexplicable attack when he goes out.

He suddenly wanted to use his body to have an in-depth chat with Ashan Fengcheng.

Now that we have encountered risks in the distant future, we need to kill these risks in advance, if possible.

As long as you are mentally prepared, you will not be easily disappointed in the future. Without too much disappointment, you can maintain a relatively balanced mind, and it is difficult to despair.

Su Hao led Ya Shan and Feng Cheng to wander aimlessly in the space, and finally reached the initial place of this world, Cross Star.

The three of them walked and came to the seaside of the Yunjian Mountain Range, found a flat place to sit down, and looked at the distant sea.

Su Hao suddenly laughed and said: "Yashan, Fengcheng, do you still remember how you were when you were preparing to die of old age in the last life?"

Ya Shan and Feng Cheng were taken aback, they didn't understand why Su Hao brought up this matter, they recalled it, couldn't help smiling, nodded and said: "Of course I remember."

Yashan also said: "Fengcheng is the first time you get old, I can feel the despair and sadness from your expression, you also said that your heart is also old, and you even mention it to young girls. I'm not interested. Haha, now that I think about it, it's kind of funny.

Having said that, it seems like it's been a long time since I saw Feng Cheng went to play with girls. "

Feng Cheng said with a little embarrassment: "Sometimes I'm interested, but when I actually go to it, I feel a little boring, and I haven't found any girls since then. Generally speaking, it's more interesting to discover wonderful planets."

Feeling that the body is slowly getting old can really make people fearful, even Yashan and Fengcheng who are so strong can't escape it.

Su Hao said: "When you died, did you ever think that you would never be able to wake up again? Did you ever think that your knowledge, strength, desire and hard work, everything will be wiped away? In this universe In it, nothing remains. The universe remains that universe, and we have nothing left."

Ashan and Fengcheng were slightly startled.

Su Hao's words completely brought them back to the past.

Yashan died for the first time, as the boss of the 'Silin Society', he went all out and used his own vitality to use the unique skill 'Decadence' of [Living Child] to greatly reduce the [God] that Su Hao's body turned into to protect himself The people, eventually exhausted their vitality and died.

At that time, he must have never thought about this problem!

The second time Ashan died, he died of natural aging. At that time, he really thought about what death meant.

The third time he died, he followed Su Hao to the asteroid and blew himself up without hesitation. This time, it was also the first time Feng Cheng died. Feng Cheng probably didn't think about it that much at that time.

After the fourth death, the two of them were still fighting the Landlord. This should be the least feeling, and it disappeared in an instant.

Then, after living for 8000 years, after gaining a long lifespan and powerful strength, they still cannot escape the end of decline.

It was also this time that Yashan and Fengcheng were truly full of fear of death.

Because at this time, they already possessed power and knowledge that ordinary people cannot possess, and they also made a lot of efforts to survive.

8000 years, almost non-stop efforts.

However, in the end, he could not escape the shadow of death.

The more I put in, the more I fear that the results of these efforts will be wiped out, and then I start to wonder: "What is the point of all I have done in the end?"

After death, there is really nothing left.

Maybe there is no concept of 'nothing'...

It was this kind of fear that made them cherish Su Hao even more.

Yashan nodded and said: "Actually, I have thought about it, but I should have died long ago, but now I can see many unimaginable miracles, and I am already satisfied. Facing death, facing 'nothing', there are still some insurmountable Fear, aside from that, shouldn't have much regret.

If I have to say sorry..."

When Ashan said this, he was silent for a while.

Fengcheng asked curiously: "Boss Yashan, what regrets do you have?"

Ashan Road: "What I have seen, my wife, my children can't be with me and witness my happiness with me."

After finishing speaking, he couldn't help smiling: "Fortunately, Boss You Wei was able to witness all of this. Of course, you, Feng Cheng, are also counted."

Feng Cheng nodded and said: "Me too. When I blew myself up with Boss Wei, I didn't think so much. I just didn't expect that I could wake up again. After waking up, I often think about those people we protect. I didn't survive smoothly, and it's a pity that I can't see it anymore. Other than that, I don't think I have any regrets.

Hmm...Because the people I cherish have always stayed by my side, namely Boss Wei and Boss Yashan. The others are no different to me, right? "

Su Hao laughed and said: "You guys don't have many regrets, but I have a lot of regrets. I used to want to do many things, but I couldn't do them, and I couldn't do them. Now I have the ability, but I can't go back."

Feng Cheng asked: "Don't you know where the planet we have been to is?"

Su Hao said: "That's right, I don't know where the planet I went to was, in fact, I don't even know where the universe region we are in now. Or, we will find the planet we have been to in the future, but we have experienced The vicissitudes of life may no longer be recognized.

Everything in the past is just some information stored in our memory. "

Su Hao went on: "In the future, we will meet countless people and countless things, and these information will continue to accumulate in our memory, more and more, until it completely covers everything in the past.

I'm not even sure that in the distant future we'll forget our origins, our past, our fear of death.

There is no doubt that with our current technology, we can live that long.

Until the planet is destroyed and the star collapses, we may still be alive, [-] million years, trillion years, billions of years.

After such a long time, will we still remember the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys when we were weak and young? "

After Yashan and Fengcheng listened, they had uncontrollable fantasies about what they would look like billions of years from now.

However, this well-developed soul brain did not successfully deduce what it looked like at that time...

Such a long time has exceeded the limit of this brain's imagination. At this time, they once again felt a deep sense of powerlessness.

As for whether they still remembered their origin at that time, they were not sure.

Most likely, I don't remember!

Perhaps the word 'lost' can be used to describe them at that time.

In the past, they were still trying their best to pursue eternal life, so they were not qualified to think about this issue.

Now that they have obtained eternal life, they have to face this profound question.

Yashan couldn't help turning his head to look at Su Hao, his omnipotent Boss Wei: "Boss Wei, I feel that after a long time, I will definitely get lost, what should I do?"

He doesn't think he has an 'eternal heart' that is so tough that it can't be destroyed, just like Boss Wei.

In the distant future, he will gradually lose himself and eventually destroy himself.

Yashan didn't want to lose all of this, and he didn't want to lose his boss Wei.

Feng Cheng also looked at Su Hao blankly, waiting for Su Hao's answer.