Who is not a monk

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March tenth.

Chen Shu is 23 years old.

Today is a working day, some people have to go to class, some have to go to work, and some have to parkour at home, so he didn't prepare lunch - he ate at a restaurant near the school with two roommates at noon, and it was pretty good, and After the roommate celebrated her birthday, she went to Qingqing's small courtyard in the afternoon.

I bought a little lamb a few days ago. It was sent from the northwest grassland. It is very cute, white and soft, with a pink and tender mouth. When I yell, the sound of bleating is full of milk. I will kill it today Yes, skewered into kebabs.

In the evening, we will grill mutton kebabs, eat hand-caught mutton, and drink mutton soup.

Zhang Yogurt had a confrontation with Chen Shu a few days ago. After the confrontation, she deliberately bought the little girl with potatoes. Please don't tell the little girl about her hard training in the dormitory every day. The little girl agreed. up.

So as soon as she arrived in the yard today, she quietly observed Chen Shu to see if this shameless person was really as he said, playing with things and losing his ambition every day.

However, there seems to be no result to be seen.

This man has been grilling lamb kebabs there all the time, and he is so focused on grilling. From time to time, he goes to check on the mutton and mutton soup he cooked. loop.

I don't know what is the mystery of this song.

The little sister asked him, but he replied that the mutton skewers should be accompanied by this kind of song.

Zhang Yogurt quietly went to check, what is it called "kodukbexida", a string of incomprehensible pinyin letters, clicked into the comment area of ​​the song and saw that it was almost occupied by a book of garbage readers.

Occasionally, this person howled a few words, with a strange tone:

"Come, come, mutton skewers!

"Delicious food costs money!

"It's not delicious, you don't need money!"

Zhang Yogurt thought that he probably had some serious illness.

But this person is sick, but the food he cooks is really delicious.When a large plate of mutton skewers was served on the stone table, she immediately moved over to it, knowingly asking if it was okay to eat it.

"Eat."

Chen Shu went to bring another plate of hand-caught mutton, plus a pot of mutton bone soup in a cooking pot, and several small bowls.

Tonight is a pure meat feast, Northwest style.

The finger lamb is almost boiled with just salt, a few knots of scallions and a pinch of peppercorns.The best lamb meat in Northwest China has no smell at all. Even if you don’t wash your hands after eating it with your hands, there will be no smell left on your hands. There is only a meaty smell similar to the smell of milk.

Chen Shu cooked the ribs and neck.

The best part of hand-caught mutton is the neck.

The meat in the neck is the most tender, with a strong meat aroma, the thin part is soft and palatable, while the fat part melts in the mouth without being greasy.

One bite of mutton skewers, one bite of lamb neck, and one bite of lamb soup.

This day, Immortal Sai.

The moon is gradually on the branches.

The charcoal fire was still burning, the courtyard was still full of smoke, and the unintelligible songs were on repeat. Everyone was full, and Zhang Yogurt and Chen Banxia were drunk again.

Chen Shu and Qingqing sat on the swing together.

They also drank a little wine tonight. They were not drunk at all, but they were a little active.

Ning Qing had finished the experience of "heavy anger" a few days ago, and she was in a good mood all day today. Chen Shu even thought she had resumed "heavy happiness", until now she saw a rare worry on her face.

Saying it's rare isn't quite right.

To be precise, Chen Shu had hardly seen such emotion on her face.

This has nothing to do with the secret sect, it only has to do with character.

Even when she was very young, she didn't bring an umbrella but saw it raining outside during class, the teacher rarely checked her homework, but yesterday she was taken by Chen Shu to the edge of the river to catch crabs all afternoon, and her parents were moving to She didn't worry about going to a farther place.In other words, she might have been worried, but she didn't show this expression on her face or at the tip of her eyebrows.

"Happy birthday."

There was a soft voice coming from beside him, it was clear and pleasant, and the sound of music that smelled like mutton not far away seemed to fade away.

"receive."

"Shall we talk heart to heart?"

"emmm..." Chen Shu hesitated for a while before asking, "You're not cultivating serious worries, are you?"

"You guessed it."

"Really?"

"Ah."

"When did it start?"

"This morning."

"..."

Chen Shu was a little speechless: "Why did you fix this thing on my birthday?"

"Suitable for."

"How to say?"

"Because it suits me."

"How does it fit?"

"Cultivate joy when there is joy, anger when there is anger, and worry when there is worry, which can greatly improve the efficiency of practice."

"Then what are you worried about?"

"Prefer not to say."

"No, tell me quickly."

"I am worried that you are 23 years old. I am afraid that you will be impulsive if you can't bear it. I am also afraid that you will restrain yourself and feel uncomfortable. I am also afraid that I will not be able to reject you. I am afraid that if we get together too early, the probability of separation will increase." Ning Qing She leaned a little to the side, leaned her head on Chen Shu's shoulder, and looked to the left. Xiaoxiao was carrying the unconscious Chen Banxia and strenuously walked to the wing room. She lowered her voice again, with a rare soft tone, "I Want to have you forever."

"Hi!"

The corner of Chen Shu's mouth twitched, and he couldn't help but laugh.

But as soon as he was happy, the people around him gave him a slap.

Chen Shu didn't care and continued to have fun.

In fact, it's just a joke to say that I fell asleep after the age of 23.He is not an eager kid, he has experienced it once, he knows how to get greater happiness, and which process is more beautiful and interesting, and he has enough patience to take them slowly.

On the contrary, he had doubts for a while before——

I am not in a hurry to confirm the relationship with Qingqing because I want to slowly feel the sweetness of this period, but why is she not in a hurry?

But it didn't take long for him to figure out the answer.

She just said the answer again.

It's just that Chen Shuzi wouldn't explain it to her in such detail, it was unnecessary and awkward, he just asked: "Aren't you a occult practitioner? Aren't you good at guessing? Especially guessing me...

"Can't you figure it out?"

"We are not gods. The results of prying and guessing are not 100% likely to happen. For you and me, I cannot fully trust them."

"Ha ha……"

"Don't laugh."

"emmm..."

At this time, Chen Shu caught a glimpse of the little girl coming out of the wing room. She had just carried Zhang Yogurt in, and now she walked out for a walk, as if she couldn't see her sister and brother-in-law sitting on the swing, and turned off the wireless first. The stereo turned off the fire again, cleaned up the things on the table, and then walked into the room with Taozi in his arms.

Qingqing seemed to be leaning a little bit tighter on him.

Chen Shu lowered his head and grabbed her hand, causing her fingers to spread apart. He also spread his fingers and stuck them in one by one.

Fingers intertwined.

Then Chen Shu laughed and said, "It's rare to see you like this, I really want to record it."

"I'm afraid."

"What are you afraid of?"

"Afraid of losing you."

"So unconfident?"

"Yes……"

Ning Qing only whispered: "I know that I am a beautiful but unattractive person. I am not lively, cute, or gentle, and although a good-looking skin is very attractive, it is always easy to get tired of it." Yes, so in front of you, I always appear to have no confidence."

"Tsk tsk..."

"Snapped!"

"Cough cough." Chen Shu coughed twice, "I mean, I can't see it."

"I hid it well."

"Tsk tsk..."

"Snapped!"

"Ok."

Chen Shu got serious, stroked Qingqing's hand, thought for a while and said: "I think you may be a little perfectionist. When you are rational, you clearly know that we will definitely go to the end. Of course, the affirmation here It’s only “close to 100%” with you, but you still can’t help worrying. In fact, it doesn’t help you to be happy. It’s more important to maintain a good mood. No matter how high or low the probability is, the missing part is made up by ourselves .If the prediction result of the will of the world is really accurate, it will not keep changing the answer."

Chapter 293 Another Year of Hunting Festival

Half of the moon hangs on the branch. Two sparrows are sleeping next to each other in the nest. Through the moonlight, you can see that there are only three or four eggs on their bodies. The two people on the swing under the tree are also close to each other.Once there is no song, the courtyard looks extraordinarily clean.

"Why do you like me?"

"what?"

"what do you like about me?"

"..."

Chen Shu fell into deep thought.

If it was different, he would definitely say she was stupid.

But when I think about it now, I really can't think of it.

He is definitely not the only one like this——

Naturally, I like it, but I suddenly ask you to give a reason, but you may not be able to say it.

This seems to be a natural thing, without reason.If you have to think about it, maybe you can think about it. You have to think about it slowly, and you have to think about it for a long time.It may take a long time to come up with the answer, because it covers all aspects and covers more than ten years of getting along day and night.Because I really like it, I really like it, for many years, I like many things about the other party, from the inside to the outside, from the past to the present, and to the future, the few things I don’t like very much will also change because of this. Like it, no matter how bad it is, it is completely acceptable.

Between Chen Shu and Qingqing, there is neither a subtle coincidence nor a vigorous emotional moment, everything is very ordinary.

It's a long-time love, not a love at first sight.

It is mutual company and habit, it is the silent nourishment that has accumulated over the years, it is not the impulsiveness of youth and immaturity, and it is not the intracranial pleasure affected by hormones.

It's hard to describe.

Chen Shu thought quietly.

Ning quietly waited.

In the end, Chen Shu scratched his head, unable to speak.

Ning Qing smiled, as if he had sensed his answer, but also knew that he couldn't say it.

So she only smiled, and then closed her mouth again, knowing that he couldn't speak, so she continued to urge:

"Say it."

"Just kidding, I grew up with you, we are childhood sweethearts, I have been tuned since I was a child..."

"teach?"

Ning Qing tilted her head to look at him.

"emmm..."

"teach?"