"It's a knot, it's definitely a knot. If anyone can help our Qin family, I'll marry him right away." Qin Ran half-jokingly said.

Qin Ran was stunned for a moment, then recovered and said, "Sister, stop joking."

Qin Ran looked back at Qin Sheng and said, "I'm not joking. If someone can help our family, I will definitely marry him. Compared with you, what is marriage? It's a pity, who wants to?"

Qin Ran's words shocked Qin Sheng. He didn't expect his sister to think so, but what about him?

"Sister, I understand," Qin Sheng replied lightly.

The next day, when Qin Sheng got up, his aunt and sister were gone again. Qin Sheng is used to this kind of life, maybe he got up too late today, after all, he thought about it all night last night, and the choice has gradually become clear Qin Sheng didn't want to face it, so he could only face it.

So, after lunch, without telling anyone, Qin Sheng quietly embarked on a journey to Shanghai with Chang Baji and a few entourages.

There is some pain, let him bear it alone...

Chapter 910 Tell me first

No matter how much torment, no matter how much hesitation, no matter how much pain, you still have to make a choice in the end, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, so let him bear it all.

Qin Sheng thought that it might be a long time before he returned to Shanghai, but he didn't expect to come back so soon. It's just that compared to how relaxed he was before, Qin Sheng felt a little heavy this time, because he came to Shanghai to break up. Maybe I have to feel sorry for another woman again.

Whether it is Song Ruyu or Lin Su, they will not share a man like Qing'er. Needless to say, Song Ruyu's family background, even if Song Ruyu dared to think about it, she would not dare to do it, because her The entire Song family stood behind her, not to mention how proud Song Ruyu was.

As for Lin Su, she is also proud enough, otherwise it would not be possible for Qin Sheng to tear up her face with the Lin family and elope directly with Qin Sheng. If Qin Sheng hadn't changed his identity later and hit the Lin family in the face, it would have been impossible for Lin Su She made a compromise with the Lin family, but even so, she still had a lot of opinions on the Lin family, and the relationship with the biological father did not ease directly.

When she met Qin Sheng, Lin Su let go of all her pride and was willing to be Qin Sheng's little girl. For Qin Sheng, Lin Su did a lot of things and shared joys and sorrows. in this way.

At this moment, Qin Sheng felt that he was a scumbag, an out-and-out scumbag, he didn't need to worry about the reasons, he made a decision the moment he put Lin Su down.

……

It was already evening when we arrived in Shanghai. Qin Sheng went straight to Pudong from the airport. He was not in a hurry to go home, nor did he directly tell Lin Su that she was back. Instead, he went to the nearest supermarket to buy some vegetables. Tonight He cooks for Lin Su himself, maybe this will be the last time.

Qin Sheng has already asked Lin Su about her routine these days. I heard that she went back to Ningbo a few days ago, and she returned home on time after get off work for the past two days. She did not work overtime uncharacteristically. It is already on the right track, and Lin Changhe is in charge of the overall situation, so Lin Su doesn't have to worry so much anymore.

If Lin Su doesn't come back tonight because of something, Qin Sheng will have time to call her again.

Going to the supermarket, buying vegetables, and going home, these are Lin Su's favorite dishes, and Qin Sheng has already engraved them in his heart.

It started at six o'clock, and it was ready before seven o'clock. The simple four dishes and one soup were not so rich, after all, there were only the two of them.

When Qin Sheng was halfway through cooking, someone had already informed Qin Sheng that Lin Su was on his way home, so when Qin Sheng was cooking, Lin Su just opened the door and came in, and found that the lights were on at home, somewhat surprised, But immediately after smelling the long-lost fragrance, the expression on Lin Su's face was instantly filled with surprise.

Lin Su subconsciously guessed that Qin Sheng was back, because only Qin Sheng had the key to the house, and it was impossible for others to break in, let alone who would cook for her?Besides, Qin Sheng also arranged for someone to protect her. They lived in the house opposite, and if someone really wanted to break in, she would have known about it.

Lin Su was also a little tired during this period. Some time ago, her grandma suddenly fell ill and was hospitalized. The Lin family kept hiding it from her, and only told her when she recovered. Then she hurried back to Ningbo. If it wasn't for the company that really needed her, Lin Suhui will always be with grandma in Ningbo.

After coming back, Lin Su didn't fight as hard as before. It should be said that after she knew the result, she didn't fight so hard anymore, because she was no longer alone.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Qin Sheng walked out of the kitchen slowly, and within a few steps he was standing in the forest.

in front of Su.

This woman is still so beautiful, more and more temperament, especially more feminine, if nothing else, this woman will accompany him for the rest of his life, become his wife, become the mother of his children, he will be with her Hand in hand through every spring, summer, autumn and winter, she will also accompany him from black hair to white hair, they will have grandchildren, they will enjoy their old age peacefully, and they will have each other's company and memory in this life.

It's just that these are if, now, these may be lost.

Seeing the surprise and smile on Lin Su's face, Qin Sheng didn't want the moment of meeting to be too sad. He smiled and stretched out his hands, waiting for the woman he loved so much to fall into his arms. He has always enjoyed this moment. For a moment, just like when she promised to be his girlfriend, he couldn't wait to take her to meet his parents and tell all his friends that she was my girlfriend, from beginning to end.

Meeting or by chance, parting is always unexpected.

Lin Su didn't even have time to change her shoes. She looked at Qin Sheng tenderly, dropped the bag in her hand, and walked towards Qin Sheng step by step with graceful steps, high heels rattling. At that moment, Lin Su threw herself into Qin Sheng's arms, hugging Qin Sheng tightly, not wanting to separate for a moment.

Ever since the accident in the Qin family, every time Lin Su and Qin Sheng parted, they were afraid that it would be a long time later. They used to get used to spending time with Qin Sheng, but later felt that parting for two or three days was too long, and then it was a week and a month. Later, it took longer, so Lin Su cherished the time with Qin Sheng very much, and Qin Sheng always appeared at the right time.

Lin Su just leaned against Qin Sheng's arms, enjoying such a warm moment. Qin Sheng gently stroked Lin Su's soft hair, just like when she threw herself into his arms for the first time.

No one spoke, feeling each other's heartbeat, feeling each other's temperature, that's enough.

There are thousands of lights outside the window. I don’t know how many families are like Qin Shenglinsu and others. Everyone has warm moments and a harbor for their hearts. This is the driving force for us to live.

There is a lot of traffic outside, and I don’t know how many people can’t wait to go home, get rid of the tiredness of the day, take off all the masks, face the most authentic self, and enjoy the most peaceful and stable.I don't know how many people are homeless, wandering the streets like lonely ghosts, looking forward to being taken away by someone, looking forward to the existence that belongs to it.

After an unknown amount of time, Qin Sheng let go of Lin Su, stroked Lin Su's cheek and said, "Okay, the food is getting cold, it's all what you like to eat."

Lin Su smiled very reservedly, and reluctantly let go of Qin Sheng to wash her hands. When she came back, Qin Sheng had already filled her with rice and a bowl of soup. She was very moved when she saw the table full of dishes. Said "husband worked hard"

Once upon a time, Lin Su never thought that she would be conquered by this man and eventually became his little girl. Once upon a time, Qin Sheng never thought that he could make this woman obediently call him husband. blessing.

Qin Sheng was still smiling, but the smile was a bit bitter. The happier Lin Su was, the more pain he felt inside.

"Why did you come back suddenly? Don't tell me." Lin Su complained a little, but she was happy in her heart. She took the initiative to serve Qin Sheng with food first, and she seemed to have formed a habit.

Qin Sheng replied in a low voice, "I have something to deal with, so I'm coming back."

"What's going on at home?" Lin Su put away her smile and asked worriedly.

Qin Sheng shook his head and said to Lin Su, "It's still the same, let's not talk about that today, let's eat first."

The woman I love is next to me, and the food is also

It was delicious, but Qin Sheng just had no appetite, he hesitated for a moment, got up and took a bottle of red wine from the wine cabinet, and said casually, "Do you want to drink?"

Qin Sheng seldom drank at home, unless there were people around. When Qin Sheng wanted to drink, he must have something on his mind. Although Lin Su refused first, since she knew the result, she had stopped drinking and invited a professional to drink. The nutritionist made a diet plan and exercise plan for her, but since Qin Sheng wanted to drink, Lin Su refused and said, "Then I will accompany you to drink less."

While eating and drinking, Qin Sheng smiled and asked Lin Su about the trivial matters in his work and life. Lin Su, who was in a good mood, spoke unhurriedly. cooperate when.

Lin Su's appetite was small, but she ate a lot today, and she was somewhat full. Qin Sheng hardly ate much, but kept drinking.

After dinner, Qin Sheng felt that it was time to talk to Lin Su about it. He got up and cleared the dining table and said, "You go to the meeting, I will wash the dishes first."

When Qin Sheng came out after washing the dishes, Lin Su had already changed into casual sportswear, and said to Qin Sheng, "Honey, why don't you take a walk with me, I've eaten too much tonight."

For Lin Su's request, Qin Sheng had no reason to refuse, and it seemed that it was not too late.

Qin Sheng smiled and nodded in agreement, and then went out with Lin Su.

They didn't go very far, they just wandered around in the community. Lin Su took Qin Sheng's hand and walked unhurriedly. There were still many people walking around after dinner in the community, some went out alone or with pets, some It's a couple or a couple, and they all seem to be happy.

I don’t know who is sitting on the bench and listening to sad love songs, and some people are talking on the phone. Everyone has a story, but they don’t meet each other.

Lin Su suddenly said, "Honey, when you're done, let's go to Chengdu again."

"To Chengdu?" Qin Sheng asked in surprise.

Lin Su stopped and stood in front of Qin Sheng, raised her head and said expectantly, "Well, let's go to Chengdu again, go to the bar where we met, let's get to know each other again, or retake the journey we took."

In fact, Lin Su wanted to say in her heart that I should have changed my identity by then, and I would take the initiative to walk over and reach out to say to you, Hello, my name is Lin Su, Qin Sheng's wife, nice to meet you.

Qin Sheng didn't know how to answer, but just hugged Lin Su into his arms. He didn't know whether it was because the wind was too strong tonight or sand got into his eyes. Qin Sheng's eyes turned red inexplicably. How would she get through without him? How should he face her in the days to come?

After walking around for a short time, the wind outside became stronger and stronger, as if it was going to rain, Qin Sheng and Lin Su went home.

Back in the living room, Qin Sheng poured Lin Su a glass of water, then looked at Lin Su seriously and said, "Lin Su, I want to tell you something."

With a smile on her face, Lin Su bit her lower lip lightly, and said a little uneasy, "I also have something to tell you."

Qin Sheng said in surprise, "Then tell me first."

"Tell me first," Lin Su insisted.

Qin Sheng didn't think too much about it, and didn't know what Lin Su wanted to tell him. If he knew that what Lin Su wanted to tell him was that you were going to be a father, maybe Qin Sheng would never say anything in his life.

Qin Sheng took a deep breath and said with painful eyes, "Let's break up."

stare……

Time stood still at this moment, the smile on Lin Su's face gradually disappeared, and his mind went blank for an instant. This is...

Chapter 911 Have you thought about it?

I thought a lot about our future, but I never thought I would lose you.

It is said that after experiencing the wind and rain, you can see the rainbow, and we have experienced everything we should have experienced. Why is the final result like this?

Lin Su never thought that one day the man she loved so much would say such things to her. She thought they would get married, she thought they would spend the rest of their lives hand in hand for ten years, 20 years and 50 years, she thought they would She would have black hair to white hair, so she thought this was all.

why?

Lin Su wanted to ask why, but realized that it was meaningless. Qin Sheng was not the kind of man who would make trouble without reason, nor would he make such jokes. When Qin Sheng said this, it meant that Qin Sheng had already made up his mind. determination.

Lin Su was a little overwhelmed, her heart ached like a knife, as if she was in Ling Chi, she didn't know what to say, only at this moment did she know what helplessness is?

Qin Sheng could see all of Lin Su's reactions. From the disappearance of the smile to the pain in his eyes, Qin Sheng knew what Lin Su was enduring. As a man, seeing his beloved woman like this, Qin Sheng felt how much he was at this moment. He is so useless, but he can do nothing, since he has said such a thing, there is no chance of turning back, he can no longer give Lin Su hope, because everything in the end is disappointment.

At this moment, Lin Su's face was full of tears, and Qin Sheng's eyes were also red. He stretched out his hands tremblingly to wipe away Lin Su's tears, and said "I'm sorry" very guilty.

Lin Su had already regained her composure, and she shook her head with a self-deprecating smile. Fortunately, she still didn't say anything about that matter. Now that this was the case, Lin Su didn't want to say anything more. She wouldn't let go of all her pride to keep it. , because he also knew what kind of man Qin Sheng was.

"I might get married. She is a woman who can change the ending of our Qin family. I have no right to choose. This is a result that all parties want. I'm sorry, Lin Su, I failed you. If there is a chance, I am willing to spend the rest of my life to make up for this guilt, I know you are in pain, if beating me and scolding me makes you feel better, then do it." Qin Sheng gritted his teeth and said, this is an inevitable step, no matter how painful it is, He has to go down.

Lin Su suddenly laughed brightly, and said softly, "How can I be willing?"

I love you so much, how can I be willing?This is the truest Lin Su, when she really falls in love with a man, she will only think about this man first, because this is the one she loves.

The more Lin Su was like this, the more Qin Sheng was in pain. He didn't want Lin Su to keep all his grievances in his heart. He hoped that Lin Su could vent it, but he also knew that Lin Su was not such a person.

Lin Su wiped away her tears and still looked at Qin Sheng with such tenderness. When she calmed down, she no longer thought about what was going on now, but thought that when Qin Sheng was making this decision, he might be better than the current one. She had to suffer countless times, because she believed that Qin Sheng fell in love with another woman not because of a change of heart, but there was no way to do it. If there were other ways, Qin Sheng would not have said such things to her.

"Qin Sheng, do you still love me?" Lin Su asked softly.

Without hesitation, Qin Sheng replied directly, "Love, you are the woman I love the most"

Hearing these words, Lin Su was already satisfied, she smiled brightly and said, "That's enough,

Thank you Qin Sheng, thank you for being with me for so long, I wish you happiness, well, I will be happy too."

At some point, Qin Sheng's eyes were blurred by tears. There is nothing more painful than this. You love someone deeply, but you have to release him with your own hands. How painful is it?

However, Qin Sheng didn't know what to say, what should he say?How can he not be in pain, and how can Lin Su not be in pain?

Lin Su didn't want to put too much pressure on Qin Sheng. This should be the reason why Qin Sheng returned to Shanghai this time. Fortunately, he didn't just say goodbye on the phone. Fortunately, he was able to come to see her for the last time. Since Qin Sheng had already said If it should be said, then he should leave too. The short-term happiness ended like this, and it ended forever. Although Lin Su was very sad and heartbroken, she also knew to bear it silently.

Time is the best medicine. No matter how unforgettable people and things are, they will be resolved by it in the end. It's just that some people need three to five years, and some people need a lifetime.

"I'm sleepy, I'm going to take a shower." Lin Su didn't want to make the atmosphere so awkward, since they were so happy when they were together, they shouldn't be so sad when they parted.

Qin Sheng seemed to have remembered something, and quickly said, "Don't you have something else to tell me?"

"No more." Lin Su smiled wryly. It should be said that there is no need, because it is meaningless.

When Lin Su walked into the bathroom, Qin Sheng was hesitating whether to just leave?If you don't leave, staying will only make Lin Su uncomfortable, and if you leave, it may make Lin Su even more uncomfortable, so Qin Sheng chose to stay in the end.

In the bathroom, Lin Su felt that everything tonight was unreal. She didn't know whether it was a dream or a fantasy, because she never expected such a result. Aren't they already planning to get married?Besides, she was already pregnant with his child.

She really wanted to tell him that you were going to be a father, but he didn't give her a chance, and finally kept the words in her stomach, not knowing when she would say it again.

Lin Su didn't cry, she told herself to be strong, without Qin Sheng she was still the same Lin Su, she had her pride, she just forced herself to be calm, only when she was calm would she not think too much.

When Lin Su came out of the shower, she had already guessed that Qin Sheng might be leaving, but she didn't expect that Qin Sheng didn't leave at all, but was already lying on the bed, looking out the window without knowing what he was thinking.

Lin Su hesitated for a moment, and finally lay down next to Qin Sheng, with his back turned to Qin Sheng. The two of them didn't say anything, just like couples arguing and fighting. Although they had never quarreled before, Lin Su How much Su hoped they were arguing?

After an unknown amount of time, Qin Sheng turned around on his own initiative, and hugged Lin Su from behind. Lin Su didn't struggle, but obediently snuggled into Qin Sheng's arms. It was still a familiar smell and temperature, but it's rare that he won't see it again in the future. , this may be the last time.

There was still nothing to say, neither Qin Sheng nor Lin Su was that kind of hypocritical person, what should be said has already been said, and at this moment all they need is company.

Lin Su thought that she would be unable to sleep all night, but she fell asleep in a daze at some point, or maybe it was because she was in Qin Sheng's arms, which was the most peaceful place for her soul.

It's just that this night, Qin Sheng didn't fall asleep anyway. Lin Su wasn't Qing'er, let alone someone else. It was hard for her to accept other results, let alone even if Lin Su was willing and Song Ruyu willing?Is the Song family willing?

Therefore, Qin Sheng knew that he was really going to lose Lin Su, the woman he loved the most, and whenever he thought of this moment in the future, he would be filled with guilt.

This night was very long, Qin Sheng hoped that the appointment would be as long as possible, because he could spend more time with Lin Su, but he also hoped to go there earlier, because then he would not have to suffer.

It was finally dawn, Qin Sheng got up silently, Lin Su was still asleep, Qin Sheng couldn't bear to disturb him, he quietly went to the kitchen to make breakfast for Lin Su, and cleaned the house, when everything was done, Qin Sheng finally Going into the bedroom again, looking at Lin Su who was sleeping soundly, Qin Sheng was really reluctant to leave, he gently stroked Lin Su's cheek, finally lowered his head and kissed Lin Su's lips lightly, gritted his teeth and turned to leave cruelly.

This departure may last a lifetime. Although they may meet again in the future, it is no longer the relationship they used to be.

bang...

When she heard the sound of closing the door, Lin Su, who had already woken up, opened her eyes. In fact, she had already woken up, but she didn't dare to wake up. She was afraid of losing everything. It seemed that as long as she closed her eyes, she would have the whole world.

However, she had to face it calmly, she lost him.

At this moment, Lin Su couldn't bear it anymore, hid in the quilt, crying heartbreakingly, her voice was so depressing...

Outside the door, Qin Sheng didn't leave, he leaned against the door, weeping silently, what a pity this life is, and his heart is muddled.

Qin Sheng finally left. He didn't stay in Shanghai, and he didn't have time to stay. Now that he has made a choice, he should move forward without hesitation. When everything is done, he will find a way To make up for Lin Su, even if Lin Su doesn't need it, he will make up for the Lin family. It seems that this will make him feel better. Hehehe, he is also a hypocrite.

After returning to Beijing, Qin Sheng didn't go back to Qin's house, and didn't contact anyone. He drove directly to the neighborhood where his grandmother lived. Everyone else was at the door. After confirming his identity, Qin Sheng drove in alone.

This is the first time Qin Sheng has come to such a high-level place, but he is not uneasy. After all, he is looking for his grandmother. Qin Sheng still didn't feel any disturbance in his heart.

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