Now he is at least awake, but there are unavoidable auditory hallucinations in his mind, and some hallucinations from time to time.
But if he falls asleep, everything is out of his control, and he doesn't even have a place to hide.
Alice also came once a day in the days after that, but Ye Heng was not willing to confide even a sliver of useful information to her.
In the end, the matter of psychological treatment had to be left alone.
In the middle of the night, Ye Heng didn't dare to fall asleep, the horrible dream made him close his eyes at all.
He opened the curtains, looked at the starry sky outside the window, and thought about the decision he had made.
"Did I choose wrongly?"
Ye Heng said, with a hint of confusion in his eyes.
Wouldn't it be better if I waited to die slowly without suffering these tortures and pains?
He even had the urge to open the window and jump straight out.
However, these impulses were finally suppressed by him.
But it wasn't because he was afraid of death.
No, it's not.
Like that voice deep within him, he was not afraid of death.
He was afraid of something else.
If you have to say it clearly, it is probably the meaning of this life.
It took him 20 years to cobble together so many movies.
But what did he do all this for?
Is it just plain plagiarism?
No, Ye Heng is unwilling to accept this defined fact so easily.
He wants to resist, wants to find a different answer!
At this moment, he really hoped that someone would come over, grab his shoulders, look into his own with his eyes, and tell him what the meaning of all this was.
Ye Heng opened the "video library" in his mind, and at this time the voice in his mind sounded again.
"Tsk tsk tsk, the thieves are looking for new targets again."
At this time, Ye Heng wanted to refute, but a sense of fatigue came to him.
He was already powerless to refute, as if he had been knocked down heavily.
But this doesn't mean that Ye Heng doesn't care anymore, on the contrary, he can't care less, can't hide.
Thoughts hurt differently than reality.
He is like a brand. When you are hit, this brand will be deeply branded in your mind.
From then on, you will feel His pure presence all the time.
Ye Heng was lying on the ground, his mind was full of distracting thoughts.
He hated himself because he wasn't shameless enough to admit openly that he was a plagiarist, a thief, and a liar.
At the same time, he is not honest enough, and he does not have enough suitable reasons to explain everything he has done.
"System, what am I doing all this for?"
Ye Heng couldn't help asking, wanting to get an answer from the system.
But from the day he got this so-called system, his only function is countless movie resources, and it is useless other than that.
And that voice seemed to have heard Ye Heng's question, and immediately began to mock him.
"Do you really think that he can give you the answer?"
"Maybe he's just a leftover from a last thief?"
The system didn't give any reply, only the voice kept ringing, thinking about Ye Heng.
Ye Heng spent two days alone in this pain.
For two days, for a full 48 hours, he didn't dare to close his eyes for more than five seconds.
Even when I was tired, I held on, not daring to let myself fall asleep.
In the early morning of the third day, he felt that he couldn't hold on any longer, and slowly closed his eyes before falling down.
In the dream, Ye Heng looked at everything around him with bewilderment and puzzlement in his eyes.
He didn't know where he was or what he was doing.
Surrounded by high-rise buildings, some promotional videos are playing on the walls.
And these seem to be the movies that Ye Heng has shot.
"Jigsaw", "This Boss Came From Earth", "Avatar"...
But after a moment, all the promotional videos on the walls turned into his face.
There are also various symbols painted on the face, as well as various insulting words.
"Thief!"
"fraud!"
"thief!!"
Those insulting voices continued to sound, and fear crawled all over his body.
"I, am I really a thief?"
Ye Heng whispered in his mouth, he may have surrendered to that voice, and he himself recognized the voice's point of view.
Maybe I am just a thief. Everything I have done before, I have taught people in this world to make movies, and donated a large part of the money to charity...
All this is just compensation made out of guilt and fear, and he has never been a good person.
He fell to his knees, covering his face and weeping bitterly.
But at this moment, a voice sounded.
"No!"
The voice seemed to come from far away, Ye Heng turned around.
Then he saw a giant running towards him slowly.
The surrounding walls that originally displayed his face collapsed.
Ye Heng watched the giant keep coming, as if he wanted to redeem himself.
He stood up slowly and stretched out his hand towards the giant.
But before the giant could get close to him, a ray of light suddenly split in front of him.
He slowly opened his eyes and saw a familiar face appearing in front of him.
"Lo, Dr. Lopes?"
Ye Heng was stunned for a moment, and then he came back to his senses.
"Everything just now was a dream."
But he vaguely felt that when the giant came running, he felt almost relieved.
And it really seems to have seen him somewhere, seen him in reality!
But the more Ye Heng wanted to remember, the more he couldn't even remember the figure of the giant in his dream.
"Ye Heng."
Doctor Lopez shouted, and Ye Heng came back to his senses.
"Your first stage of treatment is over, and you will have to wait a month for the next treatment. During this time, you can go out and rest."
"That auditory hallucination won't bother you, but you have to remember to rest and eat on time. Things like now without sleeping for two days must never happen again."
Ye Heng nodded, "Okay, thank you doctor, I will take note."
"Godfather and the others are waiting for you outside the door, let me call them in."
With that said, he opened the door and shouted towards the outside.
Not long after, the godfather and others walked in slowly.
Chapter 508 Meet old friends
In the few days after he was discharged from the hospital, Ye Heng was arranged to rest in the godfather's manor.
They sorted out a room for Ye Heng to rest.
At this time, Ye Heng's condition was still not disclosed to the outside world. Except for the godfather and others, almost no one knew that Ye Heng had cancer and was undergoing treatment.
Including Fox, the godfather had already contacted them personally, so they didn't dare to make a mistake, so they had to wait quietly.
"Avatar" is still in theaters, and people's attention has been on this movie.
During the few days of rest in the manor, Ye Heng had nothing to do.
He is taken care of for eating and drinking, he is like a person who is not as good as his old age, the only thing he has to do is to sit in the godfather's garden and stare blankly.
But this situation only lasted three days.
For three days, Ye Heng kept thinking about the question that the voice asked him in his mind.
He kept trying to refute him, although he always failed in the end, and the reasons for the refutation were not even convincing to himself.
In addition, he is suffering from cancer now. Although the first stage of treatment is effective, there is no guarantee that it will no longer be useful.
He was afraid that he would not be able to get a correct answer before he died. .
But thinking hard in the garden, it is obviously impossible to draw any conclusions.
"Godfather, I want to go back to the set."
Ye Heng looked at the godfather sitting beside him.
Hearing this, the godfather froze for a moment.
"You want to go back to the set?"
"Well, there are still some shots left in "Dead Silence", and I want to finish shooting those shots."
The godfather was silent for a moment, looking at Ye Heng's slightly pale face.
"Let John stay with you and take care of you if anything happens."
Ye Heng nodded without refusing.
"But you've been making movies for so long, maybe it's time to find some time for yourself to relax."
The godfather said, looking at Ye Heng with a hint of distress in his eyes.
But Ye Heng just smiled and didn't say anything.
The next day, Ye Heng returned to the set with John.
Looking at the crew in front of him, Ye Heng seemed to hear the mocking voice again.
"Haha, the thief started stealing again."
The effects of the drug had worn off, and the voice was no longer there.
But Ye Heng would unconsciously think of the many words that voice said to him.
But in the end, Ye Heng had to grit his teeth, put away all these thoughts, and concentrate on the shooting in front of him.
He promised Fox that he would finish the movie for them.
There is also the country of Ying, if he can live to that time.
The progress of the subsequent filming was also very smooth. The actors all performed very well, almost all of them in one pass.
In the end, it only took four days, and the rest of the shots were all over.
It seems that even during the time Ye Heng left, they did not forget these scripts and lines.
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