Now, he wanted to yell, howl, and smash something.
No matter what, whether he can lift it or not, he wants to smash it all.
But Ye Heng knew clearly that it would be useless.
And John is still outside.
So he turned off the water, took off the towel and dried himself off.
Before going out, he also took a towel and wrapped it half in his hand, pretending to wipe his hair.
Chapter 354 Never giving people a chance
While John was outside, he heard the sound of hitting the wall.
Of course he knew what was going on, but he didn't speak.
Because he knew that now Ye Heng needed to vent and need some private space.
"I just went to the front desk to open a room, which is next door."
John looked at Ye Heng who had just come out and said, "If you have anything to do at night, come and knock on the door."
Ye Heng nodded, "Okay, I see."
"Then you should rest early."
With that said, he left the room.
Ye Heng walked to the door and locked the door.
At that moment, he suddenly fell to his knees.
The mind-blank nothingness crept up again, and he leaned his head and one arm against the door.
After a few minutes, he stood up with red eyes.
I saw him go to the bed and fell down.
Without thinking about it, he turned off the light, closed his eyes and tried to sleep.
But at this moment, the silence did not quiet him.
This eerie silence made the whole night seem so long and painful, making it impossible to sleep.
During the day, the noisy sounds around can always distract people's attention, whether it is the sound of cars on the street, the sound of hawkers selling, or the sound of people talking.
But at night, all this disappeared.
There is nothing left, and the only thing left is loneliness to be with me.
Chu Yixi's face appeared in his mind from time to time, he shook his head, trying to forget all of this.
It's all sad.
But I can't forget it anyway.
A few minutes later, Ye Heng sat up with red eyes, turned on the bedside lamp, and stared blankly in front of him.
At this time, his eyes looked at the clothes that he had thrown aside.
After thinking for a few seconds, he took out the book wrapped in clothes.
Ye Heng opened the book, the first page of the book was a portrait drawn with a ballpoint pen.
Ye Heng recognized that image at a glance. It was the protagonist in "The Truman Show", Truman.
The line is still written below. "If I can't see you here, I wish you good morning, good afternoon, and good night."
The moment I saw this line, it was as if a sharp thorn had stabbed Ye Heng's heart fiercely.
It seems that this line was written by Chu Yixi to Ye Heng.
Suppressing the tears that appeared in his eyes, Ye Heng took a deep breath.
He then turned over the night, and a date was recorded on it.
But that seemed to be the time last year, and that day was the day Ye Heng met her last year.
A paragraph of text follows.
"I met him again, that director, he said he would come back to me, I always thought it was a joke!"
"I wasn't prepared at all, and I didn't know what to say to him. He said we should go to the movies, but the whole afternoon, I didn't remember what I watched. I just remembered that I was very excited, but not Dare to be discovered by him."
After that is a picture of a movie theater. In the middle of the movie theater, a man and a woman are sitting. The screen of the movie theater is a rotating spiral.
Ye Heng smiled and turned to the next page again.
There is a forest with a small river in the middle. In the small river is a small boat with a man and a woman sitting on it.
Ye Heng remembered this picture, the swamp garden.
They went there the next day.
There is another picture at the back, also drawn with a ballpoint pen.
On the road by the sea, a boy is riding an electric scooter, and a girl is sitting behind the scooter, with her hands open and her face full of smiles.
"I like this kind of aimless wandering." Chu Yixi wrote below.
Then there was another picture of two people, seemingly facing each other.
That should be the scene when they parted.
Ye Heng then turned back, it was a paragraph of text.
"I wanted to tell him how much I liked him, but I didn't know how to put it."
"What if he disagrees? Maybe he doesn't like me at all?"
"But if he doesn't like me, why did he come back after a year?"
"Perhaps, he just happened to meet me because he was on a temporary basis? After all, we met on the train, so there is a high chance of coincidence."
"He stopped me when he left, and my heart was about to jump out at that moment, but he just told me to be careful on the road."
After that, there was a paragraph of text that was crossed out before it was finished. Ye Heng couldn't read it clearly, but behind the crossed out text, she continued to write.
"But he said that he will meet with me next year, maybe I should take this opportunity."
"But he doesn't seem to know my new address, nor my phone number. Maybe, I should wait for him by taking the train all day."
Seeing this, Ye Heng suddenly heard that when he came over, he didn't find Chu Yixi, so he sat in the train all day.
There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, but he smiled, but the corners of his eyes couldn't help but tears fell.
Tears rolled down his cheeks and slowly fell onto the log.
Ye Heng then turned to the next page.
It's still the portrait of the movie, this time it's the hero of "This Boss Came From Earth".
"I thought, I could watch some of his movies first."
"In this way, I won't be so embarrassed that I have nothing to say to him next time."
"And his movies are really funny, I still remember the story of "[-] Angry Men" that he dictated."
Ye Heng flipped through the pages one by one, watching Chu Yixi record her life.
In those days without him, Chu Yixi's days were filled with his existence.
At this time, a piece of paper stuck in the diary fell out, Ye Heng slowly picked up the piece of paper, and unfolded it.
When the paper was unfolded, Ye Heng saw another portrait.
It was in a small space, a man and a woman were standing inside.
The woman's eyes are looking away, and the man's eyes are looking at the woman.
The paper looked a little yellowed, as if it had been there for some time, and the time was written on the bottom, which was the day when they first met.
On the back of the paper, several paragraphs were written.
"I like the way you secretly look at me when I look away."
"Wish I had the chance to tell you all this myself."
Seeing this, Ye Heng couldn't stand it anymore, tears flowed out like uncontrollable, he had never been in such pain.
Even the injuries he suffered at the airport were not as good as this.
He covered his face with his hands and wept softly.
At that moment, he clearly realized that he didn't have any chance. When he saw that familiar girl, he realized what he had lost.
He remembered what John had said to him.
The reason why he is so afraid of all this is because he can't control it.
Maybe this time, John was right.
He can't control it all.
He would rather make reality into a bad movie, arrange the plot of the heroine's resurrection in it, and arrange the unexpected magical elements in it.
But life never gives people a chance.
Chapter 355 Good idea
The next morning, Ye Heng and John got on the plane.
Ye Heng didn't speak all the way, sitting by the window, looking out of the window, full of thoughts.
He didn't speak to John until the plane landed.
"Don't tell anyone about this, okay?"
But John looked at Ye Heng with a slightly pale expression on his face, and the whites of his eyes were bloodshot, obviously he didn't sleep well.
But he had no choice but to nod helplessly, "I won't say, but... If you can't stand it and need someone to accompany you, I will be by your side." John patted Ye Heng on the shoulder.
Ye Heng squeezed out a smile and shook his head, "I'm really fine."
John sighed and said nothing.
The two took a taxi and went back to their residence.
As soon as Ye Heng came home, he locked himself in the room.
Sitting in a chair, and then the mind is empty, sitting there not knowing what to do.
My mind was blank, with no memories, no thoughts, like a puppet.
"Ye Heng, do you want to eat something?"
John's voice sounded outside the door, and Ye Heng came back to his senses.
"No, no, I'm writing a script."
"Okay, tell me if you're hungry."
Ye Heng fixed his eyes on the computer screen in front of him. He turned on the computer and put his fingers on the keyboard.
At this moment, his mind was blank, and he didn't know what to do.
"Maybe I should write two plays."
After speaking, he began to tap the keyboard mechanically.
But as soon as he typed out a book title, his hand stopped again.
Ye Heng has a lot of movies to shoot, and the systematic movies in his mind are enough for him to shoot for another 100 years.
But at this moment, he suddenly felt exhausted.
Like an old well that has been drained, there is no trace of spring water to spew out.
The passage he saw in Chu Yixi's diary flashed across his mind.
"I like the way you secretly look at me when I look away."
His fingers unconsciously typed a few large characters - "Love Before Dawn Breaks Dawn".
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