Back in 2002 as a doctor

"Master, we didn't quarrel." Deng Ming bowed, "It's just that the boss said he wanted to give up, but Zhou Congwen didn't want to. I mean to respect the boss's idea."

"Hehe." Huang Lao's lover smiled slightly, looked at Zhou Congwen, "Persisted like a grieving ghost."

Chapter 1625 That's it

Zhou Congwen didn't expect that the first thing the proprietress said to him after sitting down would be - Perseverance like a ghost!

what does she mean?

Zhou Congwen knew the source of this sentence, as well as the hidden meaning.

However, Zhou Congwen had almost infinite fear and respect for the proprietress, so he didn't dare to tear up and quarrel directly like he did to Deng Ming.

"Zhou Congwen, Deng Ming, come and sit down." Huang Lao's lover said lightly.

"Master." Zhou Congwen is cute and docile like a rabbit, but his eyes are full of persistence and persistence.

Deng Ming clasped his hands in front of his body and bowed slightly, as he did every time he faced the proprietress in the past.

Seeing Zhou Congwen's appearance, Mr. Huang's lover smiled and said, "A word that best represents the essence of Zen Buddhism is 'the heart should be born without a place to live'."

"What do you mean, it is to avoid the two extremes." Huang Lao's lover said lightly, "Zhou Congwen, what kind of ghost is hiding in your heart, you bastard, I have talked with Lao Huang for a long time, but I haven't guessed it yet."

As she spoke, she paused for a moment, and looked at Zhou Congwen full of anticipation.

Zhou Congwen didn't speak, nor did he look at the proprietress, but lowered his head.

After a few seconds, Huang Lao's lover continued to say calmly, "One extreme is to think that everything is real, and all good things should be pursued, and what you pursue should be stick to it." ’ This sentence comes from the Diamond Sutra, and in Zen, it’s called ‘live’.”

"You 'live' in this kind of entanglement, you 'live' in your own desires, of course, your desires may be expressed in a fresher and more positive image, as your ideals, Your pursuit, your vision."

"The number one thing in the world is to live. What you usually say about curing diseases and saving lives is also living." Huang Lao's lover said it plainly, and she rarely talked about it with Zhou Congwen and Deng Ming.

Now that Huang Lao is at the last moment of her life, she uses her knowledge of the world to enlighten the two, especially Zhou Congwen, the "resentful ghost".

"It's called 'living' and you're stuck in it; the other extreme is absolute emptiness, you're stuck in a white world so clean, you're stuck in the meaninglessness of life, you're stuck in what's called Nirvana middle.

The two extremes mentioned just now are called in another way. One extreme is attachment, whether there is or not.

With attachment, you have everything, you have what you have, you want what you want; the other extreme is the attachment to emptiness, you have everything—nothing interesting, boring.The attachment to being and the attachment to emptiness are both a type of attachment, a type of obsession. "

"Zhou Congwen, what is your obsession?" Huang Lao's lover said, suddenly looked deeply at Zhou Congwen and asked.

"The boss will live a long life, and he can live longer." Zhou Congwen's thoughts were a little confused, and he answered a confusing sentence in a daze.

"What if he doesn't want to?" Huang Lao's lover asked.

"No one wants to." Zhou Congwen said stubbornly, "I can live a few more years. In the era of technological explosion, the boss can realize many dreams."

"It's true to say that you are persistent like a grieving ghost." Huang Lao's lover said plainly, "You should live without a place to live, that is, all kinds of situations and all kinds of pursuits should not be, and you should die. Seriously, they should all be picked up and put down.

What does it mean to give birth to one's mind, although all kinds of situations, states, and appearances are not worth getting into, or clinging to. "

"That's it." Huang Lao's lover finally said.

"Miss, I don't think so." Zhou Congwen said emphatically against the great fear of the proprietress deep in his heart.

The proprietress is like an eminent monk enlightening herself. It is estimated that the boss's indifference is also influenced by the proprietress.

So be it, these four words are simple and free-spirited, but they are full of great wisdom.

"What do you think?" Mr. Huang's lover looked at Zhou Congwen seriously, she didn't force Zhou Congwen to agree, but asked.

"The heart should be born without a place to live. This is true. Although the blooming of a flower is also a kind of emptiness, the blooming of this flower is really beautiful.

There should be nowhere to live and the heart should be born, knowing that impermanence is permanent, but this does not affect our hearts, and flowers will bloom in the world. "

"..." Deng Ming was speechless, he was at a loss when he heard Zhou Congwen and the proprietress playing meditation.

"Come to this world, let the flowers bloom." Zhou Congwen said, "But if you have the ability and possibility, let the boss see the flowers bloom and fall, and the clouds rise and fall, why not. Tomorrow's flowers are different from today's flowers. Mistress, are you right?"

Huang Lao's lover looked at Zhou Congwen with great interest, "Zhou Congwen, what you want to say next is that if I persist, I will also be fooled."

Zhou Congwen nodded firmly.

"Go and take a look in the mirror yourself, and see how you look resentful." The proprietress scolded.

"Every time I go to the emergency department, I... we are like this." Zhou Congwen said, "If you think like this, the emergency department can be closed. There is no attachment, and there is no need to do emergency surgery."

"It's not the same, you changed the concept secretly." Huang Lao's lover smiled, "But, there is no point in arguing with you, you should take a good rest, Lao Huang is fine, he said he can last three days."

"During this time, you should think clearly. If Lao Huang insists on leaving and you insist on having surgery, I agree."

"!!!" Deng Ming was stunned.

"This is fate, who made Lao Huang feel sorry for you." Huang Lao's lover said lightly, "You are already 86, and you still have to suffer this crime, you blame you."

Zhou Congwen was stunned.

"How about the Overlord of Chu? He's gone. Who can live forever, a romantic figure through the ages?"

"Just go when you have to, don't be greedy, don't indulge, that's good."

After the old man finished speaking, he stood up.

"Deng Ming."

"Mistress."

"Find me a place to rest."

"it is good."

Deng Ming helped the old man out of the office, and looked back at Zhou Congwen deeply.

There are thousands of words in his eyes.

Zhou Congwen stared at the table in a daze. Instead of getting up to see him off, he recalled what the proprietress said about him—perseverance like a ghost.

In the previous life, I was like this ghost, and I had obsessions in my heart, so I relived by accident, but the old man saw through it at a glance.

Blaming ghosts?Zhou Congwen was at a loss when he thought of this word.

He was stunned for a long time before he staggered back to the duty room.

After looking in the mirror for a few times, Zhou Congwen suddenly felt a little strange when he saw his face.

Is this the grieving ghost?

Should it really be like what the old man said, so be it.

If the boss were thirty years younger... no, twenty; no!Ten years younger, it is estimated that no one would refuse the operation.

But he is 86 after all, is it really necessary?

The obsession in Zhou Congwen's heart has gradually loosened.

Chapter 1626 Go Dreaming!

Zhou Congwen saw his obsession like a ghost, his faith was slightly shaken.

But Zhou Congwen was reincarnated as a human after all, and his persistence is not one lifetime, but deeper and more persistent than ordinary people.

Lying on the bed in the duty room, Zhou Congwen stepped on the side of the locker, raised his legs in the air, and thought about what the proprietress just said.

He was a little confused.

The proprietress is right, and the proprietor is old after all, if he really wants to have a thoracotomy to replace the aortic arch, it will be very painful.

Thinking of the way the boss inserted the ventilator after the operation and used the machine to maintain his vital signs, Zhou Congwen also felt a bit of hesitation and hesitation in his heart.

After an unknown amount of time, Zhou Congwen took out his cell phone.

Zhou Congwenlang's heart is like iron, and ordinary things can't move him at all.If anything else, definitely ask the boss.

But the boss will definitely not give himself an answer to this matter, Zhou Congwen called Liu Xiaobie in confusion.

"Farewell." Zhou Congwen said hoarsely.

I don't know when it started, Zhou Congwen, like Deng Ming, had a hoarse voice, and it really sounded like a grieving ghost.

"Oh? What's the matter with you?" Liu Xiaobie knew Zhou Congwen well, she heard something wrong with her voice, and immediately asked.

Zhou Congwen briefly talked about what happened.

In particular, Zhou Congwen also told Liu Xiao not to listen to the matter that the proprietress gave him a slap in the face.

"Bie, do you think I'm too persistent? Like a grieving ghost." Zhou Congwen asked.

"What are you thinking about?" Liu Xiaobie scolded, "Zen's words are all ambiguous, and it's nothing but farting."

"Uh." Zhou Congwen was dumbfounded.

But this is Liu Xiaobie's style of speaking, Zhou Congwen already knew it.

"You, are you stupid to see that your boss is sick?" Liu Xiaobie said contemptuously, "Of course you can have surgery, but it's not impossible. You must do your best in everything and don't leave any regrets. What kind of persistence, I am So what can I do if I'm so persistent!"

"But the boss decided to give up." Zhou Congwen said helplessly.

"He's confused." Liu Xiaobie said the same thing as Zhou Congwen before, and then she said with a smile, "Zhou Congwen, do you usually listen to patients?"

"Yes." Zhou Congwen said, "Listening to the patient will save a lot of trouble, and others will not be able to pick out the reason, so it will save trouble."

"Bullshit!" Liu Xiaobie swears directly, "I heard you said that Li Ran once paid for an operation on a patient who was going to be discharged from the hospital, but he was going to be discharged automatically. When you said this, you were so proud, as if Something amazing."

"Is there?" Zhou Congwen was a little confused. When he said this, he should have been very flat, so there was no complacency.

But Liu Xiaodon slapped someone in the face, a loud slap in the face.

"Of course." Liu Xiaobie said, "What your doctor is talking about is curing diseases and saving lives. It's fine if ordinary patients refuse to be rescued. Who is your boss? He's a doctor!"

Zhou Congwen was silent.

"When talking to others, I usually snap my fingers and say one, two, three, four, five. Now it's my turn. Do you want to just go quietly like this? Go dreaming!"

Zhou Congwen was stunned, what Liu Xiaobie said...

Although Zhou Congwen knew that Liu Xiaobie was making unreasonable words, the thought of being shaken by the proprietress returned to normal in his heart.

"Are you stupid? You usually look very smart. Why are you so stupid when you encounter things?"

"Bie, what do you think I should do?" Zhou Congwen asked.

"I don't know, I'm not a doctor." Liu Xiaobie said, "In this way, you send me all the information of your boss."

"Cut." Zhou Congwen scorned, "I am the number one cardiothoracic surgeon in the world. I will do the boss's surgery, and no one else is as good as me."

"Look, Zhou Congwen is the one who has this idea." Liu Xiaobie said, "Stop talking nonsense, remote consultation center, send me the things."

Holding the phone in his hand, Zhou Congwen nodded.

Although he knew that it didn't matter whether Liu Xiaobie went to Massachusetts General Hospital, Mayo Clinic, or Cleveland, Zhou Congwen knew that no matter where he went to watch the film, it was useless.

The field of cardiothoracic surgery, or including the field of vascular surgery, is sitting at the pinnacle of existence, not one of them.

Even his own boss, as he got older, his surgery was worse than his own.

But this was Liu Xiaobie's kind intention after all, Zhou Congwen did not refuse.

And he guessed that Liu Xiaobie was looking for something to do for himself, so that he wouldn't feel aggrieved.

People, negative emotions always have a channel to vent.

That's right, don't embarrass yourself.

As for whether to go against the boss's will to perform surgery on him or follow the boss's will to give up the treatment and let the boss go away with peace of mind, Zhou Congwen has no idea for the time being.

He lay down for a while, his mind was dizzy, and he couldn't figure out what was going on.

Liu Xiaobie's voice made Zhou Congwen feel very stable, maybe this is the feeling of home.After getting up, Zhou Congwen went to the remote consultation center to send the boss's information to Liu Xiaobie.

After seeing the film, Zhou Congwen became more energetic.

He glanced at the powerful surgeons in Europe and America, with a disdainful expression on his face.

I can only guarantee a half-to-half success rate, and the others forget it.In this day and age, it's rare for a surgeon to achieve half the success rate.

Moreover, the main problem of the boss is not the operation, but his age, and he is worried about various complications after the operation.

After sending out the materials, Zhou Congwen took the film and watched it for a while.Shen Lang came to him, and the two went to have a meal with Xiao Kai, Zhou Congwen was thinking about things like a fool throughout the whole process.

"Professor Zhou, Dr. Liu and Dr. Shen will be here soon." Seeing that Zhou Congwen was still in a daze, Xiao Kai hesitated for a long time before telling him about the situation there. "Now Mr. Huang's son and grandson are talking inside."

"En." Zhou Congwen nodded.