Taoist Temple: I was broadcast live when I preached to animals

[You died at the age of four. 】

Chapter 448 Dusty memory gradually tearing apart heart defense

"..."

Waking up again from the dark space of nothingness.

Wang Ming's eyes were slightly moist, and his forehead was covered with beads of sweat.

The eyes are dull, the pupils are scattered, and they are already out of focus.

He muttered to himself: "It doesn't matter if the family background is good, and it doesn't matter if the family background is bad."

"I've become a child prodigy, but I still won't live past the age of four..."

"The parents who have rehabilitated these few times are not as good as those two old...old guys."

"Although there is not much cash at home, it has never made me worry about food and clothing."

Wang Ming gradually remembered the kindness of his parents.

When I was young, my mother took her with her wherever she went, and she liked to show off how cute her baby was to others.

Wake up and go to bed with a loving kiss every day.

Although the family background is not very good, both parents are working class, but there is never a shortage of delicious and fun things.

When I see a toy I like, as long as I cry a few times, the toy will immediately run into my arms.

Every time my mother came home from the vegetable market, there would always be two or three delicious braised chicken legs in the cloth bag, and Mimi smiled and said that she had already eaten them.

But Wang Ming knew that his mother's dinner would always be unshakable pickles and porridge, and it had been the same for more than ten years.

My father is a man of few words. He works very hard every day, doing the dirtiest and most tiring work.I usually live in the dormitory on the construction site, and I may only go home once or twice a month.

When resting at home, he doesn't do anything else, his favorite thing to do is to look at Xiao Wang Ming and giggle.

When he made a mistake when he was young, it was always his mother who disciplined him, but his father just watched him silently and was never willing to beat him.

Others said that a filial son is born under a stick, but my father never wanted to pull out his seven wolves. He just sat by the bed and kept smoking, waiting to comfort his mother when her anger subsided.

Scenes of dusty memories suddenly appeared in Wang Ming's mind, gradually tearing down the line of defense in his heart.

"When... exactly did I start to hate them?"

Wang Ming stared blankly at the system panel in front of him, and before he knew it, tears had wet his eyes.

"Our family is obviously not like this...how did I become like this?"

Wang Ming felt an inexplicable twitch in his heart, and subconsciously inserted his hands into his hair in distress.

The quality of the hair after dyeing and perming is extremely poor, and there are bursts of tingling on the scalp.But at this time Wang Ming was completely immersed in his own memories, ignoring the feeling of pain.

The node at the beginning of Xiaosheng.

That year, Wang Ming's family experienced an unprecedented earthquake.

The old building was shaking, as if it might collapse at any moment.Wang Ming's family, who lived on the sixth floor, were the last to escape.

Maybe it's the age of rebellion. Wang Ming, who is in the sixth grade, is a young adult. After school, he insists on comparing with his classmates to see who comes home the latest.

There is something special about the person who comes home last.

Everyone thinks that it is different from others, it looks cool, very individual, and very challenging.

Wang Ming really wanted to try it.

When walking in the corridor, the sudden shock caused him to stumble and fall, and his ankle twisted slightly.

Wang Ming didn't take it seriously for a while, and continued running in the corridor like having fun.

Everyone else was running outside, only he was scurrying in the corridor, and he even enjoyed the novelty brought by the tilt of the "runway".

Wang Ming saw his mother looking anxiously at the door from a distance, covered his mouth and smiled, deliberately not going home, because he wanted to be the last one to go home, and he wanted his classmates to look at him differently.

As the shock became stronger and stronger, the mother had to cling to the stone guardrail at the door so as not to fall.

Even so, she did not choose to escape.

Because she knew that Xiao Ming should be home by this time.

Gradually, Wang Ming also realized something was wrong.

He was hiding in a corridor full of sundries, and the odds and ends kept falling down, some of which hit his head.

Wang Ming walked outside annoyed, only to find out in horror that everyone in the whole building was running away!

And his mother was still hugging the stone guardrail on the sixth floor, waiting for him anxiously!

Just when Wang Ming wanted to call his mother, an old mahogany cabinet suddenly slipped out from behind him, hit his back hard, and crushed Wang Ming.

At that moment, Wang Ming only felt a pain in his back, was pressed hard, and called out to his mother in pain.

After an unknown amount of time, the building shook even more violently, and a strong sense of dizziness hit Wang Ming, who passed out.

When he woke up again, he was saved.

In a trance, he vaguely remembered a person running towards him. In the past, he couldn't remember who that person was, and he just thought it was a kind person passing by.

But in this dark space.

At this moment, he saw it very clearly in his mind.

The one who jumped at him without hesitation in the earthquake and saved his life.

It is none other than his mother!

"mom!"

Seeing the figure who saved himself desperately, Wang Ming couldn't hold back in an instant!

The heart defense was instantly overwhelmed by the crushing love and apology!

His mother nursed him all the way from infancy through high school to college.

But Wang Ming still couldn't find the reason why he hated his parents so much.

Until the college entrance examination, the family has always been harmonious and harmonious. Although life is tight, it has not given him any pressure.

Wang Ming did not live up to expectations. He performed exceptionally well in the college entrance examination. He scored more than 60 points more than the model test. He broke through 211 points in one fell swoop and was admitted to a [-]-level university!

Everything is moving in the best direction!

Wang Ming still remembers how ecstatic his parents were when he got the admission notice.

He also swore to his parents:

"Mom and Dad, don't worry, I will work hard and strive to get a double degree and be admitted to graduate school, so that you can look good!"

However, after entering college, everything was ruined.

Enter the first year of university.

"Parents, don't worry, everything is fine with me. The living expenses are enough, don't worry, if I work and study, maybe I can save a sum of money to buy gifts for you!"

"What kind of game is this? It looks very interesting, huh? Do you want to play all night? Club dinners, K singing and some money, I'm not sure if I have enough money."

"It's so cheap to stay overnight, haha, that's okay, wait for me to make money for the rest, it's not good to keep asking the family for money..."

Sophomore:

"Let's play a group! Hurry up! Kill AD! Hey Dad, I'm almost running out of living expenses, you help me fight for next month. Let's not talk about it, I'm still busy here! Hang up first! "

"Don't touch the big dragon. If you insist on touching the damned big dragon, don't you understand that the big dragon will ruin your life? If I didn't fight five times in the river god, I would have lost this wave!"

"Forget it, the money is in the account, go out tonight and spend the whole night in the dark, no one is allowed to run away! I want to get five kills! Who am I? I was given the nickname Xiao Jieshai!"

Chapter 449 System, I give up!I don't want to be born again

Junior:

"I'm really convinced, didn't I just fail a few subjects? Why are the counselors so busy? I'm going to call you all of this... Mom, don't worry, I'll be able to pass the retake. Okay, okay, I must study hard."

"You don't have enough money? Call me some more? What? No more? ... That's it." Wang Ming took a deep breath and opened a certain app.

"Anyway, if you go out and do some part-time jobs, you can earn money, and you can also get money for internships when you go back. Never mind, the skin discount is just this little time, buy it first and then talk about it."

senior year:

"Don't hit me, don't hit me anymore! I'm on the phone all day long, nagging, nagging, isn't it annoying! Isn't it just that I failed too many courses, and I have to delay my graduation for a year? It's not like I can't graduate!"

"This time it's purely because those teachers didn't see me right and blocked me on purpose. It's really not that I didn't study hard. The teacher was like a poisonous person who suppressed me on purpose."

"Hey, Mom and Dad, isn't it just a diploma? I can get it back sooner or later, it's just a matter of time."

Deferred first year of graduation:

"Passed, passed half, and failed half of the subjects. It may have to be delayed for another year. One year will pass soon. If you know it, you must study hard."

"Then what, I used something, and I have no money to pay back..."

"Hey! Give me how much money you have first, and I will earn it back later. I promise I will never use it again!"

Second year of deferred graduation:

"I've graduated, but my GPA is so poor that I may not be able to get a degree certificate... Alas, you don't need a degree certificate to find a job now, a diploma is enough!"

"I'm relatively short of money now, and I can earn money earlier if I work earlier, and I don't want to delay my work any longer."

"No? It's just tens of thousands of dollars, can't our family get it out? If it's not out there, they might come to your door! Maybe I'll go to jail! Do you want to just watch me get beaten or go to jail?"

……

After a difficult graduation.

When Wang Ming returned home, he became a gnawing old squatting at home.

"Let me find a job?"

"As long as you and my dad have some skills, why should I just stay at home every day?"

"You know it's useless to worry about these things in one day, don't bother me! Immortal!"

Seeing Wang Ming's disappointment, even the taciturn father was angry: "You bastard! If I knew you were like this, I shouldn't have given birth to you!"

Wang Ming didn't even play the game anymore, and shouted sharply:

"It's right not to give birth!"

"Did I let you have me?!"

"If you hadn't given birth to me, I might be the rich second generation now! Immortal, get out!"

……

Looking at the picture in my mind, I walked towards my depraved self step by step after college.

Wang Ming's face turned blue and pale for a while, it was extremely difficult to see.

Looking back on his past 20 years throughout the article, Wang Ming can't wait to find a crack in the void to get in, or dig a hole to bury himself.

Thousands of grass and mud horses galloped past his chest, thousands of words turned into a deep roar:

"I'm so... damn it!!"

【Ding!The strong negative emotions of the host are detected, and there is a tendency to self-mutilation and suicide. It is recommended to start the next rebirth as soon as possible. 】

[Please assign your attributes and start rebirth. 】

Looking at the attribute panel in front of him, Wang Ming just felt dull at the moment.

He regretted it.

He is homesick.

Miss my current home.

I miss my mother who took care of me all the way.

Miss has always been taciturn, but loves his father deeply.

Wang Ming's eyes dimmed, and he said in a hoarse voice:

"System, I want to give up this opportunity, I don't want to be reborn, please let me go back..."