Rebirth, I really don't want to be a scumbag

On the afternoon of the last day of the holiday, there were always some boys outside the dormitory who came to help my girlfriend move things.

This kind of kissing and laughing made Qiao Linlin feel harsh. She flipped around on the bed casually, found the earphones, and put them on.

I opened QQ Music and wanted to find a good song to listen to, but after searching for a long time, I couldn't find a good song.

In 2010, Faye Wong, who had been silent for a long time after marriage, suddenly chose to come back. In the Spring Festival Gala, "Legend", her gentle and delicate voice conquered everyone.

So for a whole year, Faye Wong became popular all over the country again, her voice was light and pure, and she had an indescribable feeling

On this day, QQ Music is recommending her songs.

And Qiao Linlin didn't like Faye Wong, she liked some cheerful English songs, but at this time, she was not in the mood to listen to those English songs.

Pick up the phone and want to listen to music, but suddenly don't know what to listen to.

She thought of Zhou Yuwen again, and tears fell down again.

When I was wiping my tears, I accidentally clicked on my phone, and the music started to play. It was a song from Faye Wong’s early years, called "Reserved" (it is recommended to turn on the player to listen to it here), the rhythm is very slow, and Faye Wong’s voice is very light, delicate and gentle , not like singing, but telling a story, a story about Qiao Linlin.

Qiao Linlin's eyes turned red as she listened. From the first line of the lyrics, Zhou Yuwen's figure automatically appeared in Qiao Linlin's mind.

I never resisted your charm....

Although you were never fascinated by me...

I always look at you with a smile...

My affection always overflows easily...

Qiao Linlin doesn't really like listening to Faye Wong's songs, because she always feels that they are songs that only the previous generation listened to, but when Faye Wong's voice sounded, it resonated strongly with her heart.

I used to think that on lonely nights...

You finally care in my room...

You closed your eyes and kissed me....

Hearing this, Qiao Linlin recalled the night before yesterday, when Zhou Yuwen hugged her without any warning, and kissed her neck frantically, he was so strong, his kiss made her weak all over.

The dappled sunlight continued to slant to the west. Qiao Linlin was lying on the bed with misty eyes. At this time, she looked like she was unloved. Outside the dormitory, there were still a group of people laughing loudly.

On this winter afternoon, the sun was very bright, and there were people basking in the sun on the balcony of the girls' dormitory, chatting about which handsome guy there was in the school.

There was a boyfriend at the door sending his girlfriend back to the dormitory, hugging and talking about love.

The campus in the afternoon is always quiet and harmonious, but none of this has anything to do with Qiao Linlin. At this time, Qiao Linlin has already immersed herself in the music. She just lay there, looking at the ceiling hopelessly, and Zhou Yuwen Everything is like a movie, one scene after another emerges.

Music came quietly from the earphones:

I love you...

i love you to the end...

For the first time in my life, I let go of my reserve...

Let yourself fantasize about me and you...

Even though I only listened to it once, Qiao Linlin couldn't help but sang softly along with the music. The rhythm of this song is very slow, and the slower you sing, the more flavorful it is. Singing over there, but only made a little sound, she couldn't help crying again as she sang.

She felt that this song was about herself, and no one knew how much she loved Zhou Yuwen. When she asked Zhou Yuwen, she let go of her reserve and even willingly became a mistress.

He became the person he hated the most, and even fantasized about having a future with Zhou Yuwen.

Qiao Linlin secretly scolded herself for being shameless and worthless.

But she just couldn't control herself, she kept crying over there, she missed Zhou Yuwen so much, so much, really so much.

She wanted to call Zhou Yuwen and send a message to Zhou Yuwen, but she was very afraid that Zhou Yuwen would be angry.

In the end, she could only cry silently on the bed alone, curled up into a ball, hugged her long legs, cried and cried, and after the tears were wiped dry, they flowed down again unsatisfactorily.

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260 Chapter Two Showdown

There are a total of three days off for New Year's Day, but at the end of the semester, most of the professional courses are nothing important, nothing more than the teacher's focus on preparing for the exam.

Zhou Yuwen simply took Zhang Nannan to play in Suzhou for an extra day, and came back around the [-]th.

Qiao Linlin spent the whole day on the bed in the dormitory on the [-]rd, without even getting out of bed, she just listened to that song repeatedly, back and forth, and then hummed it with a sad face.

I never resisted your charm,

Although you were never fascinated by me.

The more I listened to Qiao Linlin, the more I missed Zhou Yuwen, but because of Zhou Yuwen's words, I didn't dare to call Zhou Yuwen, and honestly stayed in the dormitory with my mobile phone and missed Zhou Yuwen over there.

She didn't eat much for the whole day, but only ate some snacks in the cafeteria. In the early morning of the next day, Qiao Linlin was already very haggard, and her tears had dried up.

When she got out of bed to drink water, Qiao Linlin was startled when she noticed her appearance. She thought she couldn't do this, if Zhou Yuwen saw her, she would definitely not want her.

So she simply tidied up, took a shower, turned her face to the sky, and didn't bother to change her clothes. She just wore a dark blue suspender dress and a coat, thinking about going to the cafeteria to eat something simple.

Although she has already tidied up a bit, she hasn't eaten much all day, she has no strength in her body, and her steps are a little sloppy. She is a little thin, and she is wearing thin clothes at the moment, but she feels a little weak.

When she came out, she realized that it was a bit cold outside, but she didn't bother to go back to the dormitory to change clothes. She suddenly thought that if Zhou Yuwen was here, then she could put her hands in Zhou Yuwen's pockets to keep warm, so she threw herself into Zhou Yuwen's arms inside.

Thinking of this, she wanted to cry again.

Qiao Linlin told herself to herself, don't think about Zhou Yuwen anymore, definitely not!I have to be obedient, otherwise Zhou Yuwen will be angry.

So she tightened her coat and walked towards the cafeteria. The dark blue jumpsuit covered her knees, a pair of slender white legs were exposed, and a pair of cotton slippers were under her feet.

Just like this, she came to the cafeteria clutching her coat, and said to the master at the window: "Master, here is a bowl of noodles."

The master raised his eyes and glanced at Qiao Linlin, startled, wondering why this girl is so haggard?She nodded and said yes, then helped Qiao Linlin cook a bowl of noodles.

Qiao Linlin lowered her head and was playing with her mobile phone over there. She felt that she had completely lost the aura of the past at this time. A college student of this age has such a spirit, which is probably trapped by love. In one breath, she filled a bowl of noodles for Qiao Linlin, and couldn't help adding an egg for Qiao Linlin, buried it in the noodles and said, "Girl, the noodles are ready."

Qiao Linlin took it, took it to a seat and started eating noodles. She was wearing little clothes, and when eating, she used chopsticks with one hand and covered her clothes with the other hand. She choked on the noodles while eating.

Qiao Linlin thought, just buy another cup of milk tea.

Thinking of the day before yesterday when she was shopping with Zhou Yuwen, they sat on Zhou Yuwen's lap and drank a cup of milk tea together, Qiao Linlin really wanted Zhou Yuwen to appear in front of her right now.

At this time, Wang Zijie sent a message to Qiao Linlin: "Linlin, are you at school? I'm going to deliver a courier to your school in a while, do you want to buy you milk tea (show your teeth)!"

Seeing the message from Wang Zijie, Qiao Linlin clicked on it to take a look. She brushed her messy hair behind her ears and hesitated for a moment.