Rebirth, I really don't want to be a scumbag

Zhang Nannan was wearing a windbreaker, snuggled up to Zhou Yuwen, and the two walked slowly in the street.

Zhou Yuwen told Zhang Nannan that he was brought up by his mother alone. When he was very young, the children of the neighbors often ganged up to bully him. They said that he was a child without a father.

At that time, Zhou Yuwen also cried alone and asked her mother where her father had gone, and her mother was also very sad about such questions.

When they were older, some people said so, and Zhou Yuwen started fighting with them. At the beginning, they couldn't fight, but after fighting a lot, they became stronger before they knew it.

Zhang Nannan burst out laughing when he heard this.

Memory is really strange. When you don't think about it, you can't recall it at all, but when you fall into memory, childhood memories are like peeling off cocoons, and they are all displayed in front of you.

I don't know if it was six or eight years old. At that time, Zhou Yuwen was already the king of children. Basically, no one could beat him. That's when Su Qianqian's family moved here.

Su Qianqian was just a little kid. At that time, Zhou Yuwen didn't like this girl very much, and followed him every day like a follower.

Crying at every turn.

She likes to wear the little foreign dress that Wen Qing bought for her, with a ponytail, and follows Zhou Yuwen around the neighborhood every day. At that time, there were too many children following Zhou Yuwen, and Zhou Yuwen didn't even remember her.

And then she seemed to be bullied by a certain kid at school, and Zhou Yuwen thought at the time that that was his little brother, wouldn't bullying Su Qianqian just slap her in the face?

Then he helped Su Qianqian fight for the first time, and Su Qianqian became more dependent on herself from now on, and would sweetly call Brother Yuwen whenever she saw herself.

After junior high school, Su Qianqian gradually grew up with a girl next door. She was embarrassed to call her brother Yuwen again, and called Xiao Zhou just like her mother.

"Uncle..." Zhang Nannan felt aggrieved and pouted.

Zhou Yuwen asked, "What's wrong?"

"You're digressing..." Zhang Nannan's voice was a little jealous, and she clearly said that she wanted to recall her miserable childhood, but she ended up talking about Su Qianqian?

"Oh, I'm sorry, it's all right now," Zhou Yuwen smiled and put his arms around Zhang Nannan, and kissed her pitifully pouty little mouth.

The reason why I say Su Qianqian is because when I was a child, only Su Qianqian played with me sincerely. The other children were afraid of me, but they didn't like to play with me. Su Qianqian was different.

Su Qianqian is the only one who is willing to bring herself to his house to play and show herself her beloved doll.

I remember at that time, the two were watching a TV series. Zhou Yuwen still remembers "Bright Spring Pig Bajie".

That was Zhou Yuwen's first time watching kissing. Zhou Yuwen asked Su Qianqian, what does it feel like to kiss?

Su Qianqian blushed, she said: "Mom said that kissing will make babies."

Zhou Yuwen snorted.

It was a quiet afternoon, two children who didn't understand anything.

During that time, Su Qianqian anxiously asked Zhou Yuwen every day, Brother Yuwen, what if I get pregnant?

It is because of this experience that the two of them will become estranged unconsciously in junior high school.

Of course, Zhou Yuwen wouldn't tell Zhang Nannan about these things.

Zhou Yuwen just told Zhang Nannan that he lacked the love of his father since he was a child. Sometimes his mother was busy with work and he was at home alone. At that time, the stove was still used in winter at home, the kind that burned charcoal.

When his mother was not coming back, Zhou Yuwen would simply cook some noodles with that stove. How old was Zhou Yuwen at that time?Nine years old, at most ten years old, not tall, and the pot for cooking noodles is heavy, but Zhou Yuwen can lift it by himself.

In the past, other children were picked up from and to school, but Zhou Yuwen didn't. Zhou Yuwen walked home. Occasionally, when it rained, the parents would pick up the students one by one with small umbrellas, but Zhou Yuwen He was standing on the ledge of the school gate, waiting for his mother who was working overtime to pick him up.

When Zhou Yuwen said this, Zhang Nannan felt distressed for a moment, she took the initiative to hug Zhou Yuwen, and she swore that she would never make Zhou Yuwen sad again.

Just on the side of the road, Zhang Nannan put his arms around Zhou Yuwen, laying his little head in Zhou Yuwen's arms.

Before I knew it, it was early morning, and the weather was very cold in December. Zhou Yuwen took Zhang Nannan to the hotel and opened a double room. On the way, Zhou Yuwen continued to talk about his own affairs there.

After returning to the hotel, the two took a shower.

Zhou Yuwen helped Zhang Nannan wash her hair, and Zhang Nannan said that the shampoo got into her eyes.

"Close your eyes, don't worry, I'll wipe them clean for you,"

"Ah, uncle, don't touch your hands!"

Zhou Yuwen smiled, Zhang Nannan with her eyes closed like this is very cute.

He used a towel to wipe off the shampoo in Zhang Nannan's eyes bit by bit.

Just like that in the bathroom, the two of them took a shower together, Zhang Nannan leaned on Zhou Yuwen like a child, and opened his arms to hug.

Zhou Yuwen was still supporting himself with his shaggy head, so since Zhang Nannan was holding him, it would be fine for Zhang Nannan to rush along with him.

Zhang Nannan rested her head on Zhou Yuwen's shoulder, while Zhou Yuwen lifted her hair and helped her wash it.

"What's the matter? You like holding me so much?"

"I feel that uncle is very lonely, and I want to give him some warmth." Zhang Nannan leaned on Zhou Yuwen's shoulder, let Zhou Yuwen wash her hair, and said with a smile.

Zhou Yuwen also smiled. He turned off his shaggy head and let Zhang Nannan hug him. He also stretched out his hand to caress Zhang Nannan's smooth back. The two just hugged in the bathroom.

Zhou Yuwen continued: "To be honest, I'm not very sure about marriage. I'm too scared. I'm afraid I won't be able to protect you, and I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to protect our children."

"If you don't have the ability to give your child a healthy childhood, don't think about having a child. Nan Nan, I am a timid person. I don't know if I am a person like me. Would you like to marry me?"

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210 Chapter Five

The two met each other frankly in the bathroom. Zhou Yuwen held Zhang Nannan in his arms and blowdried Zhang Nannan's hair. He said that he actually had no plans to start a family, and he didn't know what attitude to use to face the family.

"I didn't have a father since I was a child, and I don't know how to be a good husband and a good father. Seriously, Nan Nan, do you know that, actually, I'm quite scared." Zhou Yuwen said to Zhang Nannan very seriously.

Zhang Nannan smiled sweetly when she heard this, and she said: "It's okay, uncle, you can't do it, I can teach you, as long as you love me, love me, and hold me all the time!"

Zhou Yuwen and Zhang Nannan had a lot of conversations that night, some of them might just be scumbag routines, but some of them also revealed their true feelings. As a girl who grew up in a single-parent family, he really didn't have any plans for marriage, but to be honest, this In his life, he didn't want to be as slutty as he was in his previous life.

Zhang Nannan is a good girl, and Zhou Yuwen felt that it would be fine if she married Zhang Nannan.

Of course, Liu Yueru is also a good girl, but Zhou Yuwen knew that he and Liu Yueru had no possibility of getting married.

After taking a bath, Zhang Nannan wore a white shirt, and lay lazily on the bed listening to Zhou Yuwen talking about her childhood. Just after taking a bath, she came out of the hibiscus with clear water, and naturally went to carve. Snow-white skin.

Zhou Yuwen's childhood was lonely. Her mother worked overtime all the year round, so she was alone at home, doing homework and cooking alone.

Sometimes when a person washes his feet and goes to bed alone, he will be afraid. If there is a slight movement outside the door, he will wonder if it is a thief or something.

Zhang Nannan just listened, and then slowly climbed onto Zhou Yuwen's body and put her arms around Zhou Yuwen's neck. Her shirt was not on properly, revealing half of her fragrant shoulders.

Zhou Yuwen put his arms around Zhang Nannan's waist and asked, "What's wrong?"