I really don't want to be a teacher

As he spoke, the young man's eyes were red and his voice was hoarse.

Listening to the young man's voice, Lian Ge didn't turn his eyes away, didn't say anything, just flipped through the pages of the book in his hand.

"...I want to stand up, I want to stand up again!"

"...But I can't stand up...I can't stand up..."

The voice became lower again, and the young man lowered his head again, trembling slightly.

"Since you have accepted your fate, why do you still tell your fate?"

With a calm tone, Lian Ge didn't turn his eyes away, but just said something again.

Hearing the sound, the young man with his head buried became even more silent, lowered his head even more, and looked at his legs.

Glancing at the young man with his head buried, Lian Ge didn't say anything more, and casually flipped through the open book in his hand.

……

"...When I was 11 years old, I was studying in the county. My teacher told me that I was very talented and suggested that I take the path of an athlete."

Head still buried, looking at his legs, the young man was silent for a long time, then said aloud,

"...my teacher followed me home and talked to my mother. My mother told me that she didn't understand these things. I think it's okay, so let's go. She supports me..."

"...I said I wanted to try it, so she asked my teacher what I need to prepare... My teacher said that I need to buy a pair of sneakers..."

"...She moved a few bags of millet from the house, grabbed a few chickens from the pen, borrowed a neighbor's tricycle, she couldn't ride it, so she pushed it, and went to the town... and sold the millet , sold the chicken... came back with a new pair of shoes, and sent them to school..."

"... I am very happy to wear shoes, and I feel comfortable stepping on those shoes."

"...When I was 12 years old, I came to the city... On the day I left, my mother told me... baby, let's go out, so we should practice hard... If there is anything, just call the house , she came over... and asked me to write her a note, leaving the address of the training place in the city..."

As the young man spoke, he stretched out his hand. He didn't know whether he was grabbing the pants on his leg or the leg hanging on the wheelchair.

After closing the open book again, Lian Ge looked at the young man and listened quietly to the young man's narration.

"... Then, I went to the province. On the day I left, I went home and wrote the address of that place to my mother... My mother had never been to the province in her life. She took the note I wrote , hold it carefully, fold it, put it in a drawer with one of my old books...my mother still told me...if there is anything to do, come back and tell her...outside , just practice hard..."

"...Before I left, my mother brought me some bacon, saying that she was alone in the house, and she couldn't eat much bacon for the Chinese New Year, so she asked me to take it... When I got there, she seemed to hear Someone said that in the training base, it is not allowed to eat outside things, so they called me in a panic... first told me to send the bacon back... After a while, they told me , let me throw away the bacon, lest I make troubles going back and forth... all year round, my mother, in the house, only dried a little bacon...bring it to me, she let me throw it away..."

Eye sockets turned red, and the young man grabbed and twisted his trouser legs.

"...The pair of shoes my mother bought for me at the beginning can no longer be worn. There are new shoes provided in the training base. I washed the pair of shoes my mother bought and put them in the cabinet ..."

"...When I was in the city, the coach said I was talented, and when I went to the province, the new coach also said..."

"... a pair of shoes, just worn out... I grew taller and stronger... When I went back to the province, my mother was already shorter than me. She looked at me and smiled. Said, that I have grown taller...then told me that the rice is already cooked, let me eat...she asked my former teacher, asked, what can I not eat...listening to people's words is taboo She memorized all those things, and even told me, let’s see if the dishes she cooked are okay..."

"...Just like that year after year... My grades are getting better and better... Finally, I once participated in a live TV competition."

"...Before the game, I called my mother and said which channel would be broadcast. My mother answered and went to turn on the TV... I hung up the phone and went to the game."

The young man's eyes became redder, and his hands grabbed his pants and his legs more vigorously.

"...I won the first place in that competition. After I won the medal, I went to call my mother... I said mom, mom, I won the first place, I got the first place..."

As he spoke, the young man was crying, holding his legs tightly with his hands,

"...My mother smiled and told me that she saw it, she watched it in front of the TV, and asked me to work hard, so she can see me on TV every day. It is still the same as before, let me have something to do Call her...and let me celebrate with my teammates, she's busy too..."

"... And then, it was game after game... I also went from the province to the national team."

"...Most of the competitions I participated in began to have live broadcasts and reports...Every time, my mother stayed in front of the TV and watched...When I got the first call to her, I could hear her voice. The sound of the TV next to me... If I don't get the first place...my mother will tell me that it's okay...Let's just practice hard..."

"...Afterwards, I won medals one after another... and won games one after another..."

"...And then, at that time..."

The young man's eyes were red and he was talking, holding his leg tightly with his hands, and the pants on his leg were wrinkled from being scratched.

Chapter 793

"It was a game that was not broadcast live before the final. I started in the group stage and reached the semi-finals."

With a hoarse voice and red eyes, as he spoke, the young man in the wheelchair grabbed his leg up and down, as if he didn't know the pain.

"... That day, the weather was very good. It was sunny and there was no wind on the track. The coach gave me a few instructions. When it was time for the game, I went on the field and got ready."

"...In the competition venue, there are some spectators, but not many. Some of them know me and are cheering me up."

"...At that time, I thought, it was not a very important game, but I still wanted to enter the final, because the final will be broadcast live, and only if I win the first place, my mother can see me on TV... "

"...Moreover, I should also get the first place."

The eye sockets are getting redder, and the hand holding his leg is getting stronger. The young man said in a hoarse voice,

"... That day, it was morning, when I stood on the track, the sun was climbing to the top... When the whistle blew, I started to run forward, just like before, like in training time after time, It's the same every time in the competition, running forward desperately... Only in this way can I break through the upper limit little by little, and the results are better than before..."

"...Everything seems to be the same as usual... The opponent is left behind by me, and the finish line is getting closer and closer, so close that I can reach out and touch it..."

His eyes were red, his face was in pain, and his voice was crying. The young man stopped grabbing his legs, but his hands became more and more tight. He tightened his grip on his legs and wrinkled the pants on his legs.

"...I failed to reach the finish line... When I fell down, I seemed to see my coach with an anxious face, as if shouting something, and then ran towards me, the team doctor followed him Next to me... I rolled on the ground several times, and when I was lying on the ground, the sun was right above my head... The coach ran to me with the doctor and put me on a stretcher. At this moment, I seemed to feel pain in my body. But in the leg, it seems that I don't feel it..."

"... At this moment, before my game, the cell phone that was placed by my coach rang... It was my mother's call... The coach was in a hurry and kept asking the doctor. I told him that he still helped me. Put the phone through..."

Clutching his legs tightly, the legs were still resting on the wheelchair, the young man was in pain on his face, and gradually lowered his head, saying,

"...The other end of the phone is the same as this one. It's very noisy...I seem to hear someone talking on the other end of the phone next to my mother...I'm afraid the athlete fell hard... "

Trembling all over, the young man buried his head and said aloud,

"...My mother didn't speak all the time, as if she was thinking about what to say, as if she was hiding from the people who were talking, and then, the other end of the phone was quiet...My mother finally spoke...she said... Baby, are you okay... Then she hurriedly told me that she brought me some peeled sugar cane, and she has already asked my coach, saying that I can eat sugar cane..."

"...I said it's fine..."

"... At that time, I seemed to be just thinking about how my mother got here. She didn't know a few big characters... On weekdays, when I went to the city, I had to go back and forth on the bus to repeat the things she asked in advance. The bus number... how did she get here..."

"...I want to know, but my mother didn't tell me...after hearing what I said...it seems like I haven't spoken for a long time..."

"...and then, she told me..."

Trembling all over his body, the young man buried his head, clenched his legs tightly with his hands, tears fell patter to the ground,

"...She told me... baby, why don't we go back."

The voice also seemed to be trembling, with a crying tone, and the young man's hands on his legs tightened even more.

Glancing at the young man, Lian Ge quietly listened to the young man's narration.

……

"...When I fell, I knew that I was finished, I would never stand up again, I would never stand on the runway again."

Still trembling all over, clutching the leg that seems to be attached to his body and resting on the pedal of the wheelchair, the young man raised his head again, his eyes were still red, and continued,

"...I stayed in the hospital for more than a month, and I couldn't get out of the bed. My mother didn't go back either, and stayed with me in the hospital all the time."

"In the hospital bed, there is an empty bed next to her. She sleeps there. Every morning after I wake up, she takes care of me to wash up, and then brings me breakfast...then morning, afternoon, evening...she is so Stayed with me, didn't talk to me about my legs, and didn't ask me about the game..."

"...After staying in the hospital for more than a month...I told my mother, let's go back...my mother said yes...and then brought me back..."

With red eyes, and clutching his legs, the young man continued,

"... After earning a few years, I bought a house in the urban area... Before, I asked my mother to live in it... My mother always said that I am used to it in the village, but I am not used to it when I come to the city. Staying in the village... When I came back from the outside, my mother pushed the wheelchair and took me back to the house in the city. She told me that it would be more convenient in the city... She was afraid that I would not get used to it..."

"...at night, sometimes I can't sleep, and early in the morning, I can hear my mother open the door quietly and go out...to buy vegetables, and then come back from outside...waiting for me to When I got up from bed, she was always already in the house...helped me out of bed, let me sit in the living room, and my mother would go to the kitchen to cook..."

"...just like this every day, my mother accompanied me and watched over me... taking care of my meals every day, pinching my legs every day according to the doctor's instructions...she never asked me about the competition, and just talked with me every day. Let me talk about things outside that day..."

"...Then, just two years later...I couldn't stand on the ground anymore...My mother carried me on her back every day, from the bed to the wheelchair, and carried me up and down the steps of my community..."

The eye sockets became more red, the young man clutched his legs tightly, and the legs of his trousers became more and more wrinkled.

"...how can I not want to stand up...how can I not want to stand up!"

"...I want to get up, I'm trying to get up...but I,"

"...But I... can't stand up, I can't stand up again..."

His eyes were red, and he lowered his head again, the hands holding his legs became tighter, and the young man trembled even more.

……

He glanced at the young man sitting in the wheelchair, and at the young man's leg hanging on the wheelchair footrest, his hands tightly clenched and clutched.

Lian Ge turned his gaze back again,

"Do you remember what day it is?"

With a calm tone, Lian Ge said something out loud.

"...Remember... Today is exactly two years... It is today, I fell down on the field."

The young man clutched his legs tightly, lowered his head, and said in a hoarse voice.

Lian Ge turned his eyes to the young man, then turned his eyes to the passers-by passing by the stall,

"Today is the Lantern Festival, and it was also two years ago."

With a calm tone, Lian Ge said something out loud.

Hearing the sound, the young man with his head buried, holding his legs tightly, paused, and slowly raised his head,

"...Dad, hurry up, mom is still waiting for us at home... Mom said that the glutinous rice balls have already been wrapped."

"……it is good."

Following Lian Ge's gaze, the young man turned his head and looked at the street.

A boy pulled his father and ran past the booth happily.

He paused again, and the young man lowered his head again, trembling even more.

Chapter 794 Courage

"What you wanted to ask before, do you still ask?"

Looking at the young man sitting in a wheelchair in front of the booth, with his head buried, his whole body trembling, and his hands clenched tightly on his legs,

Lian Ge turned his gaze and said something calmly.

Hearing the sound, the young man in the wheelchair lowered his head and remained silent, but he clenched his legs more tightly, and the pants on his legs became more wrinkled.

Glancing at the young man again, Lian Ge withdrew his gaze,

"I heard a part of your story, and I will also send you a dream."

With a calm tone, Lian Ge said aloud, raised his hand again, and waved towards the young man.

Immediately afterwards, the young man in the wheelchair sat up again, then leaned back toward the back of the wheelchair, and gradually closed his eyes.

Turning his gaze, he looked again at the front of the stall, on the street by the river.

On the street, the pedestrians walking by are still the same as before, either walking in a hurry, or talking to the people walking together,

Before passing the booth, most people seemed to be unaware of the booth on the side of the river. A few people looked sideways, looked around, and then turned their heads one after another, and went about their own affairs, gradually go far.

Along the street, a little farther away, the old fortune-teller Taoist who saw off another customer got up and straightened the stool in front of the booth, turned his head, looked sideways, sat back at the booth again, and continued to work own business.

Withdrawing his eyes and turning his eyes away, Lian Ge spread out the book in his hand again, flipping through it casually.

Gusts of breeze blow by from time to time, disturbing the branches and leaves of the trees along the street, making some rustling sounds, mixed with the voices of pedestrians passing by on the street, and the sound of pages being flipped under one's hands.

With the sound of pages turning,

Leaning on the back of the wheelchair and closing his eyes, the young man gradually fell into sleep.

……

"sough……"

"...Let's take your time, don't worry..."

It seems that the warm wind blows from time to time, disturbing the vines in front of the house and yard,

The dense leaves on the vines sway slightly, revealing the traces of grapes that have just grown under them,

A few miscellaneous leaves hidden among the vines were blown by the wind and fell on the yard,