I really don't want to be a teacher

Immediately afterwards, the middle-aged man turned his head and looked at the middle-aged driver,

"...Can you please drive faster? I managed to avoid them just now. Seeing that there are no people in black suits around here, I hurried over. If I don't leave, they should catch up and surround me Already!"

The man was talking, his face was a little anxious,

Hearing the sound, the driver still didn't go to the driver's seat, but looked at Lian Ge.

Listening to the man's words, Lian Ge looked out the car window, there were several figures in black formal suits standing at the entrance of the emergency room.

"What are you doing hiding from them?" Lian Ge said calmly without turning his head.

"I..." The man opened his mouth eagerly, but he couldn't say anything.

"Have you ever noticed that other people can't see those people in black suits, and they can't see you."

While speaking, Lian Ge turned his head and looked at the man,

"Unless they show up by themselves, the only ones who can see them are those who can see through Yin and Yang, dying people and...the dead."

Looking at the man, Lian Ge said calmly.

Listening to Lian Ge's words, the eager expression on the man's face gradually faded, and he fell silent.

On the side, the middle-aged driver turned his gaze to look at the ghost servants standing at the entrance of the hospital.

"You are dead, those are ghost messengers." Lian Ge said, looking away,

"I think they should have told you."

"I..." The man opened his mouth, then turned his head, looked at the ghost messenger at the door of the emergency building, and fell silent again.

"...I know, I just can't let go..."

Turning around, the man looked at Lian Ge, then at the middle-aged driver standing beside him,

"...Like this big brother, I am also a driver, but I am an ambulance driver... Normally at this time, I should already be waiting in the ambulance, as long as I receive the order to leave the car, I can leave the car immediately .”

On the side, the middle-aged driver listened to the man's words, turned his gaze back, and glanced at him.

"...Hey, I thought I'd been used to life and death for the rest of my life, and thought that when it was my turn, I would be able to see it and let it go...how do I know..."

The man was talking, and gradually fell silent,

The middle-aged driver looked at the man, struggling to hold the back of the seat, and remained silent.

Lian Ge turned his gaze back, glanced at the middle-aged driver, and the man, without saying anything.

The inside of the car then became quiet, only the open door still poured in the noisy and noisy sounds from a distance,

……

“…I was an ambulance driver for 30 to [-] years, from my twenties until…”

The man was silent for a long time, then turned his gaze again, looked at the door of the emergency building through the car window,

Next to the door of the emergency building, several ambulances were parked on standby.

"... For so many years, except when I was resting, I seemed to be in that car all the time, either waiting, or driving the doctor out and the patient back.

I seem to be used to it too... I see all kinds of patients every day, old, young, young..."

"...When I was young, I thought that as long as my car was fast enough and good enough, I would be able to safely send patients to the hospital, but after all, it was not the same as this big brother's car."

While talking, the man turned his head and looked at the middle-aged driver,

"Brother, your passengers can always arrive at the station, but my passengers may not always arrive at the station."

"...the first one was a girl, only eleven or twelve years old. I drove the doctor to the scene, and when I carried her to the stretcher, she was in pain, but she was still smiling at us...

That journey was too far... Even though I tried my best to drive the car fast enough, it was still too long, too long to reach the hospital... At that time, there was no treatment equipment in the ambulance , before reaching the hospital, she will die...

In the hospital, her parents hugged her and cried to death. The doctor who followed the car and I were on the steps next to the door of the emergency building, in a place out of the light, listening to the crying sound coming from the emergency building. Pulling, pulling hair, the doctor who was following the car was holding his head, tears were falling down...

The second one is an old man with a stubborn temper, sweating from the pain, and said that he would endure it and not let his daughter call the emergency call, but it turned out that her daughter called us secretly hiding in the toilet...

When we went, the old man still didn't go with us, and finally got into the car after coaxing and cheating... His family lives in the suburbs, and when he came out of the suburban road, I couldn't hear the old man's stubborn voice When the voice of the doctor became angry, I could only hear the voices of the two doctors following the car... I just entered the urban area, and when there were still a few kilometers away from the hospital, the voices of the doctors behind me disappeared... I could only hear him The daughter's suffocated crying...

The third……"

Looking out the car window, at the ambulance in front of the emergency building, the men talked one by one, and gradually fell silent again.

……

After a long time, the man stared into the distance, lost in thought, and continued talking,

"...For so many years, although some patients have successfully arrived at the hospital, and some patients have fallen on the way to the hospital, but I have never delayed the delivery of the patient to the hospital or delayed the rescue of the patient because of me. I sent the patients in the car to the hospital as quickly as possible..."

While talking, the man fell silent for a while before continuing,

"Until I got out of the last car... there was a little girl, younger than the first girl who fell in my ambulance, and by the time we got there, she was in so much pain that she was still alive. He comforted the mother who was so anxious that she was about to shed tears.

The doctor who followed me and the car quickly put the girl into the ambulance, and her mother got into the car too... When I started the car quickly, I heard the doctor behind me tell me to drive faster... At that time, I knew that this girl was in danger... I turned on the siren lights and drove the ambulance to the highest speed I could drive along the way... But when there were less than two kilometers away from the hospital, I After rubbing the yellow light and crossing an intersection, my chest and heart suddenly started to hurt, and the pain made me sweat roll off my forehead... After so many years, I could feel it through my ears and eyes. When something went wrong...the car stopped on the side of the road.

I turned around and said something to the doctor who was following me. I had a heart problem. I quickly asked the center to send an ambulance again, and then I lost consciousness...

When I opened my eyes again, I was already...

I don't want to just go down to the underworld, I want to know if the little girl is there, is there..."

As he spoke, the man looked at the door of the emergency building with a painful expression on his face,

"...It's all my fault, how could it be, how could it be..."

The man couldn't help but hugged his head while talking,

"...If it wasn't for me, the little girl should have been sent to the hospital as soon as possible. I... blame me!"

The man was in pain, holding his head, talking over and over again.

Lian Ge listened to the man's narration, turned his head and glanced at him,

"Is this your obsession?"

After a pause, Lian Ge looked at the man and asked calmly.

"... You have been here for so long, have you seen her?"

"No..." The man shook his head.

"Don't worry, she's fine."

Glancing at him, Lian Ge turned his gaze away, looked at the front of the emergency building through the car window, and said calmly.

"...It's okay? It's fine, it's fine..."

Hearing Lian Ge's words, the man was a little excited, repeated it over and over again, and read it in a low voice.

Chapter 275 Arrival

"...It's good that she's fine, she's still so young...it's good that she's fine."

In the carriage, the middle-aged man muttered, the anxious expression on his face completely faded away,

Looking into Lian Ge's eyes, there is gratitude,

"Thank you... sir, thank you..."

Lian Ge looked at the middle-aged man, shook his head slightly, and didn't say much.

Inside the car, it suddenly fell silent.

……

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..."

And at this moment, outside the open bus door, a rapid siren sounded and poured into the bus.

In front of the emergency building, one of the waiting ambulances honked its horn. Amidst the flashing lights and rapid sirens, two doctors rushed out of the emergency building and got into the car.

And at the same time as the alarm sounded,

In the bus, some middle-aged men who were in a trance suddenly stood up from their seats, moved away and rushed towards the place where the siren sounded.

But after taking the first step, the middle-aged man stopped his feet again, stood where he was, and after a moment of silence, turned his head back,

Through the car window, looking at the ambulance with flashing lights, the middle-aged man was silent, took back his steps, and sat down slowly again,

Inside the bus, it was quiet, except for the siren not far away, which kept reaching my ears.

The middle-aged man looked there, watching the ambulance siren beeping, lights flashing, carrying the doctor, starting from the door of the emergency building, and galloping away.

"I used to drive that car..." After the ambulance left, the middle-aged man didn't look back, "I don't know if those little guys can..."

As he spoke, the middle-aged man fell silent again.

Lian Ge glanced at the middle-aged man again, then at the silent driver beside him, turned his gaze back, and looked out of the car window, in front of the emergency building not far away,

"It's time to let it go. Now that your obsession is gone, it's time for you to go down. Get out of the car and go to the ghost messenger, and they will take you down."

With a calm tone, Lian Ge looked out the car window and said.

"Yeah, it's time to let go..." The middle-aged man turned his gaze back, fell silent for a while, nodded, and replied,

"Sir, thank you...just, sir..." The middle-aged man looked at Lian Ge with a hesitant face and said, "...I want to see that little girl again."

"Okay, go there, tell the ghost messenger, they will take you there."

Looking away, Lian Ge glanced at the middle-aged man, paused, and nodded.

"Thank you, thank you..." The middle-aged man was grateful, stood up, and thanked Lian Ge,

"...Then I'll go down."

"Go."

Hearing this, the middle-aged man nodded, turned around, and looked again at the ambulances waiting in front of the emergency building.

"...It seems that I have spent so many years in an ambulance, but I didn't expect to end up in an ambulance...For so many years, there are always patients who can't reach the hospital. Painful, and crying, but much more relaxed. I don’t know... When it’s time for me..."

As he spoke, the middle-aged man moved his feet and walked down the open bus door step by step.

……

In the distance, the ghost messenger at the entrance of the emergency building saw the middle-aged man get off the bus again, and then his figure flashed, appearing in front of the middle-aged man,

After bowing to salute Lian Ge in the bus, the ghost messenger reached out and grabbed the middle-aged man.

……

He nodded slightly to the ghost messenger, and after watching the middle-aged man narrate a few words to the ghost messenger, the ghost messenger caught the middle-aged man and disappeared from sight again.

Lian Ge turned his eyes back, looked at the car again and stood silently, looking at the driver in the bus.

"It's almost time."

Lian Ge glanced at the middle-aged driver and said calmly.

"Yeah...it's almost time, usually at this time, the bus has already arrived at the stop..."

The middle-aged driver turned his gaze, looked at the bus, gently wiped the seat, his eyes were in a trance, and then moved away again,

Step by step, he walked towards the driver's seat in front of the car again, and turned his eyes to look at the seats in the car.

The seat where young people often sit on the last bus at night, and the seat where old ladies who go to the market to buy vegetables in the early morning often sit...

Looking at one place and one place, moving step by step, the middle-aged driver walked to the driver's seat.

Looking at the familiar position, the middle-aged driver stretched out his hand, as if wanting to remove the railing in front of the driver's seat,

But halfway through reaching out, the middle-aged driver stopped his hand again.

Slightly lowered his body, the middle-aged driver bent over, stretched out his hand towards the driver's seat behind the railing,

Gently brushing the familiar place, turned his head, and looked out of the car window again, the middle-aged driver's gaze was fascinated,

Stretching out his hand, the middle-aged driver turned his gaze back, looked at the driver's seat, and lightly brushed the dust off the seat.

After pausing again, the middle-aged driver withdrew his hand and straightened up.

Without crossing the railing or stepping into the driver's seat, the middle-aged driver just watched with dazed eyes, moved away again, and stepped back.

Next to the driver's seat, in front of the nearest seat, the middle-aged driver paused, looked at the driver's seat, supported the back of the seat with his hands, and slowly sat down in that position.

And that seat is the one he pointed out to Lian Ge before, where his wife often sits.