I really don't want to be a teacher

"...He took me to the place where he lived. It was a village in the city. Along the roadside, there were sewage and garbage everywhere. The house seemed to have been built a long time ago. or it has fallen off the wall, and there are some... That kind of woman stands at the door of that kind of small house, she is very beautifully dressed, very flamboyant, with makeup on her face, a cigarette in her mouth, inviting guests , the door of the small house is covered with a sheet..."

"He lives in a house, which is in a small alley. There are a lot of sundries piled up in the alley, which is very messy, and it is difficult to pass people... The house is on the first floor, and the room is also very messy. There is a bed. There is a small kitchen, and there is a very old TV in the bedroom, but before that, only the head of the village had a TV... He taught me how to use it, although I could only find a few TVs, but I'm also very happy..."

"...Across from the house where he lives, there is also that kind of woman who lives. You can often see people coming and going in and out of her house, some old and some young..."

Chapter 232 Sheets

"... At the beginning, everything was fine. Although the place to stay was relatively poor, I was finally with him."

The woman's expression was numb, her eyes were numb, and her tone didn't fluctuate as she said,

"...When he went out to work, I would clean up the house and buy vegetables at home. When he came back, we would watch TV and eat together..."

"...One day, he came back very late at night. When he came back, he didn't speak. He didn't say anything when he asked him what was wrong... After a while, he told me that our house was about to expire, but we didn't Money to pay the rent, if we don't get some change in the next few days, we will be living on the streets...

I asked him, what should I do... I told him, if it doesn't work, we can go back and find a new place... He said no, he can't go back...

Then I was also anxious and asked him what to do...he told me that he had a way..."

As she said that, the eyes of the woman's face were numb, and the same smile appeared on her face as before.

……

Listening to the woman's narration, Lian Ge paused in turning the pages of the book, didn't look back, and didn't say much.

The old man sitting beside him sighed, shook his head,

……

"He said, he has a way, as long as I go out and sell like the woman who lives across the street, we can get rich quickly.

At that time, we will be able to move out of the village in the city and live in that kind of high-rise building. "

The woman smiled and said,

"At that time, we lived in a bedroom with a window on the side. The glass on the window frame was broken, and we could barely use two fertilizer bags stretched over it to keep out the wind. At that time, I always liked to leave the window open. Because the window is facing the outside of the village in the city, every night, when the lights are on in those tall buildings, I can see...

It was the same that night, the window was open, and I looked at the tall building with lights on, and my heart was moved. "

"...He told me that as long as we make enough money, we will quit. Then we will go to that high-rise building to buy a house and start a new life. He also promised me that he would never dislike me."

"...I didn't say anything, and I didn't refuse... Then, he went out and called the woman across the way, saying that she would teach me.

The woman looked at me, sighed, and told me to think clearly. Even if I jumped into the mud, even if I could climb out again, I would have to be covered in mud. This mud would never be washed clean. When she said that, the woman I even glanced at him, but in my mind at the time, all the buildings with lights flashed in front of me..."

"... I did my own crimes, I love vanity... This is retribution, retribution."

The woman smiled, but tears welled up from her eyes.

Immediately afterwards, the woman's smile froze again, her eyes were numb, and she continued to talk,

"...Since then, in the place where I lived with him, I also pulled up a bed sheet, and I stood at the entrance of the alley, wearing revealing clothes and heavy makeup, attracting guests... let the fat and thin Well, toss on me... He's standing behind the sheets, collecting money, counting money, smiling...

At the beginning, I didn't let other people kiss me, and I wanted to leave a clean place...

In the first month, he bought me a coat, and I was quite happy. Then I asked him how long it will take for us to move out, and whether we can do this. He told me, soon...just a few more Just a month, and then he told me...a guest wanted to kiss me, saying that he gave me a lot of money...and told me that he didn't mind...after that, my last clean place is gone..."

"From the time I picked up the first customer, he didn't touch me much... At that time, I didn't blame him, because I also felt disgusted, and I felt that I was a bitch..."

The woman looked into the distance and said,

"... In the third month, I asked him again how long it will take, and he still told me that it will be soon... In just a few months, we can quit... Slowly, I became numb , I accepted my fate, and felt that this might be my fate... Apart from picking up guests, the thing I do the most every day is to look at the city in the distance through that window..."

"...One day, the police came to crack down on pornography. I was caught and he ran away... When I was caught, I was held down by a person... When I was alone in the police station, I was very scared. I thought he would come to me, but in the end, I couldn't wait for him... I was detained for five days, and when I came out of the police station, I thought he would wait for me at home..."

Saying that, the woman laughed again, laughing a little crazy,

"... When I walked into the village in the city again, I happened to see him coming out of a small room with the sheets pulled, and the pants on his waist hadn't been fastened... Ho ho ho... Hahaha... ..."

……

"What a beast!" The old man who was listening couldn't help cursing,

"What about the man? Where is he now?"

"Where... ho ho ho..." The woman smiled,

"...Not long after that, he was hit by a car and killed."

"...Originally, there were not many cars passing by in the village in the city, and the car that hit and killed him happened to be a guest I recruited earlier.

That day, he came to my place in a car, and the man walked out of a house with sheets pulled, and was hit and killed by that car, you say it's funny...hehehe..."

"... Retribution, you deserve it!" the old man said outrageously.

"Yeah, retribution... Now it's my turn to get retribution. It's my turn to be a good bitch."

The woman smiled and said,

"Girl..." The old man looked at the woman, trying to persuade him, but he couldn't say anything.

And that woman, the smile on her face disappeared, she was numb and numb, she looked into the distance, and continued to speak,

"...At the beginning, after he died, I realized that my father was right. This person is indeed not a good person... But at that time, I had nowhere to go, and I couldn't go home...

When I was looking for the money that the man collected, I realized that a lot of money had been spent by that man... I moved out of that village in the city... but just like what the woman said, I was already stuck in the quagmire in... ho ho ho...

At the beginning, I was the one who loved vanity and let myself fall... Now the time for retribution is coming... I am about to die, but I can't even go home. I almost forgot what my parents look like. I don't even know if my parents are still alive.

Don't you think it's funny...I'm a whore who can be a man, and when I die, retribution will come, I can only rot in the house alone, no one will know when I die, and no one will collect the body..."

……

"...Girl, go back, go home." The old man looked at the woman, shook his head, and persuaded,

"Go home... I don't have a home anymore, can't you see me like this? I'm a whore? I don't have the face to go back..." The woman shook her head with numb eyes.

"...Girl, no matter how angry your parents are, what's the point of you being like this now? Go back, at least you don't have to die in a foreign land, and you can be regarded as returning to your roots."

Listening to the old man's words, the woman moved her eyes, followed closely, and shook her head again,

"...I can't go back, I can't go back a long time ago..."

Shaking her head and talking, the woman leaned on the armrest of the bench and stood up staggeringly,

"Just let me rot in the room... I deserve it, I did something wrong, just let me rot in the room..."

While talking, the woman stepped on the lawn and staggered away.

"...Hey, girl..." The old man stood up and shouted, but the woman still walked away on her own.

Chapter 233 The Old Man

"Really..."

Beside the bench, the old man who stood up looked at the woman who was staggering away, shook his head, and wanted to say something, but he just sighed,

"...One's life is really...fate tricks people."

The old man slowly sat down again.

"...It's not fate that tricks people, but one's own choice."

In front of the bench, Lian Ge was sitting with a book open in his hand, watching the woman disappear from sight, he looked away,

After glancing at the old man sitting beside him, he turned his gaze back to the open book in his hand.

"……Too."

The old man thought for a while, fell silent for a while, nodded and replied,

"...People, always have to take responsibility for their own choices."

After finishing speaking, the old man fell silent again, just raised his head and looked into the distance,

Lian Ge didn't speak any more, just flipped the pages of the book, looking at the contents,

……

around, then quiet again,

There are only faint voices coming from the small square in the distance, mixed with the laughter of children on the lawn.

On the other side of the road, several old fortune tellers sitting along the side of the road stopped arguing about chess after passing the woman before, and whispered to the woman before,

On the park path, there are still people coming and going, pedestrians either pass by in a hurry, or walk along the shade,

Or young people passing by in a hurry, or parents with children, or old people talking about their children,

……

The sun above the head is also among the people coming and going on the path in front of me, gradually slanting westward, approaching evening.

"...Brother, it's getting late, and I've had enough rest. You sit down, and I'll be leaving first."

The old man sitting beside him looked at the setting sun, hammered his legs, stood up from the bench again,

Hearing the sound, Lian Ge paused, looked at the old man, nodded,

The old man smiled, turned around, patted the ashes on the place where he was sitting just now with his hands, straightened his waist, and looked at the lawn and the park in the distance.

Immediately afterwards, the old man picked up the woven bag placed a little further away again, and after holding the bag tightly, the old man carried it, bent his body, and walked towards the distance again.

……

"Squeak... squeak."

The little white mouse squatting on the shoulders stood upright with its forelimbs, turned its head, glanced at the sun that was gradually slanting westward and approaching the horizon, turned its head again, looked at Lian Ge, and barked twice.

"Yeah, it's getting late..."

Seeing the old man walking along the path, one bench after another, Lian Ge looked away, glanced at the little white mouse, couldn't help smiling and said,

After closing the book, Lian Ge stood up again, moved his feet, and walked towards the small square again.

……

In the small square, as the evening approached, there were more pedestrians, and the food stalls became more and more lively.

"...Let's have two more Roujiamo."

"Hey, okay, just wait a moment."

At the Roujiamo stall, the stall owner was busy. After answering Sheng Liange's words, he turned around, picked up a cut bun, and added marinated meat to it.

After Lian Ge said something, he moved away,

Turning your gaze, looking from near to far,

Nearby, at the food stalls, more and more pedestrians stopped, the stall owners were busy, greeting customers, and the aroma of various snacks lingered and spread along with the bustle and noise.

In the distance, above the sky, except for the west side, the sunset is still reflected, the sky has become dark, and the buildings outside the park in the distance are lit up, like stars, dotted with the bustling city in the distance,

Withdrawing his gaze, Lian Ge paused slightly,

Between the gaps between the food stalls, the old man with a woven bag, hunched over and picking up some plastic bottles appeared again.

"...Brother, do you know old man Nading?"

The stall owner who packed the Roujiamo followed Lian Ge's gaze, glanced at the old man, and said something,

"I said a few words." Lian Ge shook his head, looked back at the stall owner,

"Hey, that old man is also a poor man. His wife died early, leaving only a son. As a result, the white-haired man gave away the black-haired man. The son was only in his twenties, and he got cancer. He also died, and the old man was left. Such a person is a sinner." The stall owner shook his head and said,

"...Brother, here is the Roujiamo you want."

After handing the Roujiamo to Lian Ge, the stall owner looked away and continued to work.

……

After receiving the Roujiamo, Lian Ge turned his gaze away, then looked at the old man who was bending over to pick up the bottle, and paused for a moment.

Withdrawing his gaze, Lian Ge moved his footsteps again,

On the trail between the stalls, Lian Ge and the old man met again. The old man also noticed Lian Ge, smiled and nodded to Lian Ge, and then carried the woven bag and gradually walked away.

Also smiled at the old man, Lian Ge looked away, and then glanced at the bustling small square,

Withdrawing his gaze, Lian Ge moved away and walked out of the park.