I just want to copy books quietly

time flies.

Before she knew it, she had seen the last page.

On May 2007, 11, the 24th consultation.

Q: How are you feeling this week?

Interviewer with a smile on his face: Not bad, I noticed a lot of beauty in life.By the way, I went to see my daughter yesterday.

Consultation: I remember you mentioned that you have an agreement with Ms. Yan that your daughter will live with you for a month only in June of each year.

Interviewer: Yes, so I went to her secretly.Take her to eat pizza and grilled chicken wings. If her mother finds out, she will scold me to death.But she is very happy, seeing her innocent smiling face, the flesh and oil around her small mouth, she smiles so happily, I think it is worth being scolded.

T: It sounds like you and your daughter are getting along well, congratulations.

Interviewer: Thinking about it now, when I first met her, I didn't really want to deal with this crumpled little thing.But now unconsciously, she has occupied all my mind.Before she was 4 years old, I had a terrible time with her, I didn't know how to deal with children, and she was too young.In the past two years, she has become a little more sensible, and her language skills have improved, and my relationship with her has gradually improved.

Counseling: Talk about your emotions.The happiest and happiest is 10 points, and the lowest and saddest is 0 points.What was your highest and lowest score this past week?

Without hesitation, Wang smiled: Of course the highest score is 10, when he gets along with his daughter.At least 6 points, pass.The overall feeling is okay.

Consultation: Did you know?I'm actually a little worried.

Interviewer: Why?

Consultation: Because you donated the shares of "Zhenzhenhua" to your daughter, and used the subsequent proceeds from your songs and comic copyrights to establish a charitable foundation. If I remember correctly, you used your daughter Its name is called "Caiwei Charity Foundation". It focuses on two aspects: one is to provide small interest-free loans to unmarried single mothers, and give them some subsidies according to actual difficulties; the other is to face teenagers with mental retardation Children can be given certain subsidies to help them go to specialized vocational and technical schools and learn a craft.Your approach is great, but I'm very disturbed.

Interviewer Smile: Why are you uneasy?

Consultation: With all due respect, because of the feeling, this seems to be arranging funeral affairs.

Interviewer: Teacher Chen Quan, I have to say, you are overthinking.In fact, I have long wanted to do these things.

Consultation: Then forgive me for asking too much, you are now taking over the debts of your parents, bearing tens of millions of debts, but you have gifted the perfection to your daughter, and donated the future proceeds of music and comic copyrights to Foundation, plus you gave Genesis shares to your daughter as a birthday gift two years ago.Now you can say that you have cut off your source of income, how do you plan to pay back the money?

Interviewer: Teacher Chen Quan, please forgive me. How I plan to pay back the money is my private matter, and you seem to have no right to ask.

Consultation: I thought our relationship was so close that I could be allowed to ask these questions.

The interviewer was silent for a while: I'm sorry, I said something I shouldn't have said.I did not mean that.

Zi: You don't need to apologize, I just want to find out, when you said this sentence, what thought process was hidden behind it?

Interviewer: It’s nothing, I just thought about it for a while.You are right, Teacher Chen Quan, you are qualified to ask this question.How am I going to pay back the money?I was young, and I still had the memory of the Other Being, which was a treasure, a great treasure.

I published hundreds of classic songs, you think that's all?No, I remember several times that number, some even more classic.So, as long as I think, I can easily make money.

Consultation: So, you plan to start writing songs again and return to the entertainment circle?

Interviewer: Not necessarily in the capacity of "Lin Ke".But yes, I would start over.

Consultation: Sounds good.Looking forward to seeing a brand new you!

Interviewer: Yes.

Consultation: I have to ask, what happened in these two weeks?In the last consultation, I felt that you were still troubled by depression.

The interviewer looked relaxed and smiled: I just figured it out, epiphany, understand?I met a guy a while ago, talked to him a lot, and then I had an epiphany.Sometimes people need this spiritual light.

Zi: Well, sometimes.How about this, Xiao Du, if you feel that you are affected by depression again, and you feel that you can't pass the next hurdle, don't hesitate to pick up your mobile phone and dial my number, understand?

Interviewer: I know, thank you for your long-term care, Mr. Chen Quan, I am very honored to have met such an excellent consultant as you.

Chen Quan took off his presbyopic glasses, sighed, and spread the consultation records on the table.

At that time, I was also deceived by your expression. Although I saw your relaxed smile, I had an ominous premonition, and although I felt that some of your words meant farewell, I didn't go into it.

It turned out that you were indeed arranging funeral arrangements.And your relaxed smile is probably because you have made up your mind to leave everything behind and go to another world, so you feel relaxed.

One of the biggest mistakes left in my counseling career.

It is said that people who have committed suicide once, if they are lucky enough to survive, their three views will be permanently changed.Chen Quan gently stroked the ugly scars on his wrist.

What about you, will you make a big change?Have you really lost your memory?

Chapter 136 Can Be Destroyed, Not Defeated!

Du Caige took a few deep breaths, finally made up his mind, and logged into his Weibo account "Hemingway".

It was the first time he had logged into this account since he encountered the horrific online violence a few days ago.

The first thing he noticed was the 410 million followers.

He clearly remembers that when he went offline, he had more than 200 million fans.

It seems that after I went offline, another wave of fans skyrocketed.Of course, whether these so-called "fans" are pink or black is another matter.

As for private messages, there is no need to read them. It is not ruled out that there are words of encouragement and solidarity in them, but [-]% of them are definitely trolls, so just delete them all.

Then his eyes saw the latest update, which was the one "You are scolding Lin Ke, it's none of my business with Hemingway". There have been more than 84 comments below, which can be called terrifying.

You know, even if it was a certain Xinqing Ling Lao Xianrou from Du Caige's era, his fans could almost seal the borders and colonize space.

It is said that he has 2000 million live fans, and not every dynamic comment on his Weibo can reach this level.

Moreover, in that era, smartphones were more popular, and the cost of people participating in Weibo interaction was lower. The Weibo dynamics of this old fresh meat must have the support of his own fans to call.

And what about Du Caige?He is very self-aware, the original owner is not a celebrity, so he must not have many fans; and he himself now only has 30-[-] book fans.

Therefore, it goes without saying that most of the 84 comments are insults and ridicule.

Du Caige felt that he must not be glass-hearted.

But thinking of the 84 insults and sarcasm in one of my Weibo feeds, I still feel a little heart attack.

As for the Weibo dynamics posted before, a lot of comments have been added now, and it is conceivable that most of them are negative.

After calming down, Du Caige decided to take a look to see what the netizens had said.

I have to say that even after being mentally prepared, seeing those asterisks and all kinds of obscenities typed out without blocking words still makes people feel nervous.

However, I’ve watched it a lot, and it’s just that, even when I encounter some strange brain circuits, I still feel like laughing.

After scanning for a while, Du Caige couldn't bear to read any more, it was much the same.

In general, these reviews can be divided into several categories.

There are fans of his books, or fans of passers-by who come to support him.

For example, some book fans said, "Supporting Haida, being able to write books like Zhu Xian and Ghost Chuideng, I believe you will never be the person portrayed by the media before. You are actually a very soft-hearted person."

Some passers-by said, "Manually funny, well, you are not xx Lin Ke has been blocked, you are Hemingway, I pretended to believe it. BTW, Glory Days is my favorite song, I hope you can write better music .”

The other category should be the navy, with rhythm.

Their wording is generally: "Man is doing it, the sky is watching, xx, you have done so many evil things, don't even think about getting away with it."

"It is said that the entertainment industry is very forgetful, but we will not forget so easily. Skynet is restored, I believe that one day you will pay for what you have done."

"You can change your name, but how can you change it with a black heart? An evil artist like you should be banned forever!"

"You still have the face to show up? Who gave you the face? How dare you write songs, but you write about your horse! Are you afraid that what you write will teach children?"

It can be said that the wording is mostly elegant and provocative.

There is another kind, fans of actresses who have been hurt by Lin Ke's photography scandal, or had an affair with Lin Ke.

The speech of this kind of people is relatively simple and rude, without brains, nothing more than "XX you XX, you harmed our family XX, I will go to you XX XX!" There is no technical content at all, and it is difficult for people to empathize Heart.

Look at those sailors, how dedicated they are, how elegant their wording is, and how thought-provoking their comments are, which can easily arouse the emotions of passers-by.

The last one is the onlookers eating melons.

In fact, there are quite a lot of people who eat melons.Their speeches were varied and joyful.

Someone said: "Is there anyone who is as curious as I am? Are all the photos and videos that were exposed that year? You must be hiding private goods, Mr. xx! Can you share? My email is xxxxxxx.".

Someone seriously analyzed: "Everyone listen to me, in fact, this incident is entirely possible that xx was blocked and directed and acted in a play. He has faded out of the entertainment circle for so many years, and almost no one remembers him, so he Through such a hype, it will re-enter the public's field of vision."

There are also people watching the excitement: "So many important associations in the music industry have spoken out for xx, and the police headquarters publicly thanked them. Tsk tsk, I always feel that the water here is very deep. On the other hand, the anti-xx lineup is also unprecedentedly strong. Let People have to make some guesses. Don't stop, keep making trouble!"

Du Caige thought for a long time, and always felt that aside from his identity as an artist, at least he was still a director, and he had to say something at this time to reflect his feelings.

What kind of mood do you have?Uncompromising on cyberbullying?Hate for the man behind the scenes?Mourning the original owner's misfortune, anger and indisputability?Strong determination and confidence in the future?

I always feel like a stick in my throat, and I can't spit out fast.

Du Caige got up and went to the bathroom.

Looking in the mirror, I saw my handsome face with good complexion, the vicissitudes written by the fine lines, and the half-white hair.

Recalling the pale and haggard look of the original owner when he just traveled over.

There is always some sympathy for the original owner.

"You are already like this, and they still don't let you go," Du Caige muttered to himself, "And you are indeed a little weaker, you gave up."

"You've done some things wrong, but you're really not guilty of death."

"You know? In my impression, a man can be destroyed, but never defeated. But you admitted your failure. So you were defeated."

"I'm not like you. I may be introverted, or I may not be strong enough. But I am tough enough. Those people, if they can do it, come to destroy me, but I will never admit defeat!"

"I will replace you and let out an unyielding roar!"

Du Caige quickly updated a Weibo: "I don't want to say anything more about this matter. From now on, the novella The Old Man and the Sea will be serialized in Genesis. This novella is my response to the whole incident!"

Then he quit Weibo, opened a QPR file, found the Chinese translation of Yu Guang's favorite version of The Old Man and the Sea in his mind, and quickly moved it.

This time he didn't have any salted fish. After several hours of hard work, he finished transporting more than 3000 words in the book. Du Caige immediately logged into his Genesis account, extracted the first [-] words to create a work, and clicked to publish.

"The old man was fishing alone in the warm current of the Aztec Bay. He has been out at sea for 84 days and still has not caught a single fish."

Chapter 137 Deathmatch!The battle for the top spot on the monthly ticket list! (A 5000-word chapter asks for a monthly ticket)

It was late at night, and there were still people chatting among Genesis's signing gods.

The building has long been crooked to nowhere, and the people in Shuiqun are still enjoying it.

In the eyes of readers, they may be a great god, standing firmly on the starry sky.

In the kingdom of God above the starry sky, every night, they stretch out countless tentacles and use their mechanical keyboards to create worlds that seem real and illusory, affecting the emotions of thousands of readers.

But in reality, they are just ordinary young people, some are nerdy, some are extroverted; some are lustful, some are shy; some like to eat tomatoes, some only eat potatoes; , Some almost forgot how to speak after coding all the year round; some drink coffee with sugar, some without sugar, and some like to add three spoonfuls.

Maybe the only thing they have in common is fat and baldness.

"By the way, I just saw Hemingway released a new book. I can't understand his new book. Is Haida there? Come out and chat for a while. Hemingway" was speaking by a master of the Metropolitan Channel, whose pen name is "Salt and Pepper Pipi Shrimp" , known as "water shrimp".

"Don't be Aite, it's useless, he never chats in the group," said another master "Garlic Toasted Bread", "What's the subject of his new book?"

"He himself said it was a novella with a foreign background."

"Fantasy? City?"

"I don't know how to classify it, maybe it should be put on the reality channel, I feel special art when I look at it."

"Special art? What do you mean? His pen has always been good."

A great god named "Saint Fruit" interjected, "Pindao has also read his new book. It's really not a question of whether his pen is good or not."

"what is that?"

Cherry tomatoes: "He is really that kind, a rare kind"

The great god Shui Xia went on to say: "It's the way of orthodox learning, and the writing is better than you can imagine. Just reading the three thousand words, you will feel that he is standing at the top of the writer's chain of contempt. Look, this novella I can't say whether it can be sold for money, at least after finishing this book, he will be regarded as one of his own by those guys from the Writers Association."

There was a brief moment of silence in the group.

Internet writers are despised by traditional writers. This is a long-standing topic, and it has almost become a tradition in the academic circle.

Writer of Traditional Studies: The Internet is not considered as a study.

Internet writer: panic.jpg.Nari?When were we expelled from school!

Of course, there are not no Internet writers who are particularly active in the Internet circle and are also appreciated by traditional writers, but there are only one or two in the entire network study circle.

Now, there may well be one more.

And a great author who rarely speaks and spends most of his time diving, "Fireworks Withered" suddenly said: "If he can maintain this level in the latter part of this book, I dare say he has a chance to compete. This year's Poplar Scholarship."

After finishing speaking, he also talked about several heavyweight masters one by one.

This sentence was like a bomb dropped in the group, and those great gods who were not usually in the group came out one after another.