I really don't want to be reborn

As soon as he received it, Chen Hansheng's first reaction was to look down. It wasn't until he saw the words "no abnormality in the lungs" in the column of the examination results that he felt his heart drop again.

Chen Hansheng was a little funny when he thought about it, and turned to look at Shen Youchu, who was obediently waiting to get the black and white film.

There were a lot of people queuing up, and Shen Youchu looked a little cute with her head down, but also a little silly and cute.

Chen Hansheng smiled softly, and took the report card to ask the internal medicine specialist.

"There is no organic disease, this chest tightness should be caused by two reasons at the same time."

The female expert still has a few brushes, and she quickly analyzed it: "The first is that she has been under too much pressure recently. Fever and anorexia are all complications. Let her try to change her environment."

Chen Hansheng was a little embarrassed: "She is still a college student, unless she rents a house outside, how can she change her environment?"

The female doctor shook her head and said, "Changing the environment does not necessarily mean changing the living environment. Sometimes staying away from people who cause her psychological pressure is also a kind of changing the environment."

Chen Hansheng fell silent.

"in addition."

The female doctor continued: "There is another reason. Your girlfriend has a very good figure. I suggest that you get tailor-made underwear at a lingerie store, because the underwear currently on the market may not fit perfectly, and the tightness may also be a reason.

Only then did Chen Hansheng feel relieved. In fact, the external cause was easy to solve, and it was nothing more than spending money to order it; but the internal cause was Chen Hansheng himself, so it was a bit difficult to solve.

Chen Hansheng found Shen Youchu again, but he couldn't explain the two reasons directly, he just explained vaguely: "Don't worry, there is no major problem, I will go to the factory first."

Shen Youchu nodded, watching Chen Hansheng leave.

However, when she was queuing up alone, a middle-aged woman with a bag on her back came slantingly, holding a child in her arms, holding a report card in her hand, and her face was very anxious.

The middle-aged women asked one by one: "Excuse me, can I join the team? The doctor said that there is something wrong with my report card. I need to show her the film because she will be off work at noon."

No one paid any attention to her. When the middle-aged woman walked up to Shen Youchu, her eyes were full of anticipation.

Shen Youchu looked at her, didn't speak, and moved back a little to make room.

"Thank you, thank you."

The middle-aged woman hurriedly thanked her, but the people behind her were not happy: "College student, if you want to be a good person, then let it out completely, stand at the end and line up again, we all have something to do."

Shen Youchu didn't argue, and stood at the end of the line with her head down.

However, the order of getting the reports was fixed, and with Shen Youchu's kindness, the X-ray films of several people, including himself, were all messed up.

So when she was in line, the female doctor looked up and suddenly called Shen Youchu into the room.

"Are you here alone?"

The female doctor asked with a serious face.

Shen Youchu was a little at a loss: "My boyfriend is here too."

"What about others?"

"Go, go."

"What about the inspection report?"

"Not here."

The doctor in charge of the examination sighed helplessly: "What are your symptoms every day now?"

"Chest tightness, anorexia, weakness."

Shen Youchu replied, her heart suddenly beat violently.

"That's it, the symptoms are similar."

The female doctor nodded: "Although I can't see your report card, the film shows that you have already started to spread."

What the doctor said later, Shen Youchu didn't listen to the buzzing in her head. There was only one impression in her head - the cancer cells spread.

"...In such a situation, we recommend that you be hospitalized for further examination..."

Finally, the doctor concluded thus.

"What about the mother-in-law, what about the younger sister, and him."

Shen Youchu didn't know how to get to the hospital lobby, the ambulance stopped at the door with the piercing siren sound, and the doctors and nurses hurriedly carried the patient on a stretcher to the emergency room, shouting loudly: "Let's go, please don't Out of the way."

Immediately afterwards, a large group of people rushed in. Standing in the middle of the crowd, Shen Youchu suddenly felt that she was transparent.

The sun was shining at noon, and the white sunlight pierced through the leaves of the sycamore tree, leaving a round light spot on the ground. When Shen Youchu walked outside the hospital, her legs lost strength all of a sudden, and she slowly sat on the nearby curb.

Looking at the passing vehicles, the hot duck blood vermicelli on the food stalls, and the pedestrians passing by in a hurry, Shen Youchu breathed out the sultry air, and she felt that her soul had just come back.

"All of this has nothing to do with me?"

Shen Youchu couldn't believe this fact at all, she suddenly felt her mouth was a little salty, and she didn't know when tears flowed down her face.

She picked up the PHS, and as soon as she pressed the call button, she could immediately receive Chen Hansheng's cell phone, because there was only his cell phone number stored here.

But for some reason, those Korean drama clips that Hu Linyu watched recently suddenly jumped into his mind.

"You Chu, if I get leukemia like the heroine of "Blue Life and Death", I will hide it from everyone and find a place with the most beautiful scenery to die quietly."

"Why, why didn't you tell your parents?"

"I don't want them to be sad. Anyway, these diseases can't be cured."

Hu Linyu said convincingly: "You can't talk to your lover, because it will drag them down, find a legitimate reason to break up, after all, when everyone is helpless, it is really cruel..."

"Just cause."

Shen Youchu thought silently in her heart.

......

At around 7 o'clock in the evening, Chen Hansheng, who had been meeting all day, finally walked out of the office and looked up: "It's raining."

"Yes, the first autumn rain."

Zheng Guanti followed and walked over: "Do you want to stay for dinner tonight?"

Chen Hansheng shook his head: "I can't eat at all, my head is full of numbers."

Zheng Guanti is not reluctant, Chen Hansheng has paid a lot in the past two days, and the effect is obvious, 20 is really worth it.

The driver in the factory consciously drove the car over, and Chen Hansheng said goodbye and left.

Continuous high-intensity work made Chen Hansheng seem to have returned to his busy life before, a little irritable and a little bored, but thinking of seeing Shen Youchu in a while, Chen Hansheng was looking forward to it.

"Boom."

A thunderous sound woke up Chen Hansheng. The car was almost at the gate of the school. The driver wanted to take him in, but Chen Hansheng refused.

After trotting all the way to 101, Shen Youchu was sitting inside.

For some reason, something was wrong with Chen Hansheng suddenly. After turning around, he realized that the room had been completely cleaned, and even the pots had been re-wiped.

Shen Youchu's state is also not normal, she seems to have been sitting on the chair for a long time, and she has a feeling of being frozen with the surrounding air.

"What do you do for cleaning when it rains?"

Chen Hansheng said disapprovingly: "In short, it will be trampled dirty again. Have you had dinner yet?"

Hearing the sound of speaking, Shen Youchu finally realized that she raised her head with difficulty.

Shen Youchu has been telling herself never to cry, she must be strong to finish the matter, and not to drag Chen Hansheng into it.

So from the afternoon to now, when she didn't know how many times tears were about to fall, she silently endured them.

Although I planned this in my heart, but at this moment when I saw Chen Hansheng, the bits and pieces of the past year flooded into my heart instantly. I couldn't control my tears at all, and even the breathing in my chest became tight.

Chen Hansheng was very observant. While wiping his hair with a towel, he said, "Don't hesitate, just say what you have to say."

"I, let's break up."

Shen Youchu said, her voice was like a candle in the wind, without any strength.

"click"

A flash of lightning flashed, followed by a muffled thunder from the sky, shaking faintly.

"what?"

Chen Hansheng was taken aback for a moment.

separate?

He's 100% sure he heard it wrong.

Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng, clenched his fists tightly, put his knees against the table legs, so that he had some support, and repeated: "Let's break up."

This time he finally heard clearly, he threw the towel on the table with a "snap", stared at Shen Youchu: "Did you take the wrong medicine tonight?"

In fact, Shen Youchu was extremely scared in her heart. She not only had to bear her own panic, but also faced Chen Hansheng's confusion.

"Let's break up, okay?"

Tears fell drop by drop, dripping along Shen Youchu's round chin into the cracks in the floor.

It's not that Chen Hansheng has never experienced a breakup, but this time it happened for no reason.

"Can you tell me what happened?"

"The teeth marks on your wrist."

Shen Youchu raised her head, tears covered her entire cheeks: "It was bitten by a girl, and the girl in quarantine, whenever I think of these things, I feel worried."

"worry about what?"

Chen Hansheng asked in a deep voice.

"Worried that you will leave me."

Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng, and said pleadingly, "Please, let me live alone."

Looking at Shen Youchu like this, Chen Hansheng suddenly remembered what the doctor said: "Sometimes staying away from people who cause her psychological pressure is also a way to change the environment."

He walked over and wiped away Shen Youchu's tears, and said, "You didn't leave me when you had such a big problem during the quarantine, and you definitely won't leave now because of the tooth marks on your wrist."

Chen Hansheng knew Shen Youchu well, and he firmly took the initiative in this relationship: "The wound on my wrist is actually a misunderstanding. There must be a reason for your nonsense this time, so I won't agree."

Shen Youchu actually wanted to tell Chen Hansheng the truth, but as Hu Linyu said, this is a disease that even a lover can't do anything about. She didn't want to drag Chen Hansheng or even the whole family into trouble.

In short, Chen Hansheng is also liked by so many people, especially the beautiful girl from Dongda University, she is really outstanding.

So Shen Youchu didn't speak, just cried and shook his head.

At this time, the door of 101 was suddenly pushed open, and Shang Yanyan closed the umbrella while entering the door: "It's raining really hard outside, I'll avoid the meeting here..."

She was also stunned when she looked up, she didn't expect to see such a scene.

Shen Youchu was not used to shedding tears in front of others, so she stood up and walked to the door, then turned her head and took a deep look at Chen Hansheng.

Looking back, there are dependence, reluctance, sweetness, and grievances, but in the end it turned into a sentence.

"You have to be good."

After Shen Youchu finished speaking, he rushed into the rain. In the heavy rain, the figure was small and lonely.

"Do you want to go..."

Just as Shang Yanyan was about to speak, she saw Chen Hansheng running away.

"Chen Hansheng and Shen Youchu, broke up?"

This message filled Shang Yanyan's mind. The rain was getting heavier, but she gritted her teeth, took off her high heels and carried them in her hands, and followed her barefoot.

Chen Hansheng finally caught up with Shen Youchu at the door of the dormitory, and he shouted angrily behind his back: "What's your problem, we can definitely solve it if you tell me, but have you ever thought about my feelings when you left like this?"

Shen Youchu's footsteps paused, and finally entered the girls' dormitory without looking back. At the corner of the stairs, Shen Youchu couldn't bear it anymore, squatted on the steps and hugged her knees, crying helplessly.

"Actually, I don't want to go either."

......

Seeing Shen Youchu leave like this, Chen Hansheng was suddenly in a daze, letting the rain wash over him.

"Kick, kick, kick"

Shang Yanyan also chased after him. She saw Chen Hansheng standing alone downstairs in the girls' dormitory, and pulled Chen Hansheng to the corridor of the small garden.

Chen Hansheng knew that there must be a reason for this, but Shen Youchu's attitude was terrifyingly resolute.

He took out his cigarette and wanted to smoke, but the rain wetted the cigarette completely, and it drooped softly around his mouth. When he got angry, he crushed it directly in the palm of his hand, and the tobacco leaves stained his hands all over.

Shang Yanyan suddenly felt distressed, this is Chen Hansheng, a mature bastard with a naughty face, when did he ever look like this.