reborn in the fiery age

Reborn in the Fiery Age - Author: Shinco Dad

The post-80s look at the life of the post-50s. Food needs to be eaten bite by bite, and family business needs to be accumulated a little bit. Behind today’s happiness is their hard work. Cherish their efforts and remember their efforts!

Chapter 1 Am I Dad?

Sun Ying didn't feel hunger. In fact, not only him, but at least 80% of Chinese people born in the 99s didn't know.Maybe we can add one or two more numbers to 9, that is, 99.9% or 99.99%. Of course, Sun Ying may be exaggerating, but among his peers, he has never heard of anyone who was hungry when he was a child Stomach, so of course, Sun Young didn't feel it.

The problem is that now Sun Ying is feeling, hungry, cold and hungry, these are indescribable, in fact he doesn't know how to describe this feeling.If I really want to describe such a feeling, it is that he feels his stomach is empty, he feels that the world is spinning, and even the air becomes sweet, and everything he sees seems to be beckoning to him: Come bite, come eat, This feeling made his chest collapse, made him confused, made him rage, and made him suffer.

In a daze, Sun Ying fumbled around for a long, long time, but found nothing. Slowly, the calmness of an adult returned to his heart. He slowly supported his body and got up. He needed to take care of himself. Li, what happened to him?

First of all, who is he and whether he should be called Sun Ying is a problem, because Sun Ying looked at her small arms and legs, which were dirty, dark, and skinny. It was obviously a child's. Body, suddenly possessed by a child, what is this?Is it a ghost press?Or is it possessed by a ghost?Either way, he seemed to be a ghost already.

Sun Ying, who was born in the countryside, has heard many stories about ghost possession. The most vivid story was told by his mother. A daughter-in-law in their village who had just married from another village was entertaining guests at home and suddenly pointed at a master in the banquet. They started to yell at this old man for being unfilial and partial to his daughter-in-law. Both the tone and the way he spoke were exactly the same as the old man's mother. He didn't know anything about what just happened.

Sun Ying was very obsessed with such strange things, so he asked many friends, and searched countless similar stories on the Internet, and then he was smart and spread these stories to his friends around him, especially female friends, and then cooperated with him to get better and better. The purpose of the more and more slippery tongue is of course to pick up girls.

So Sun Ying's first reaction was that he told too many stories like this, so the ghost brothers came to him, so calm down, calm down, maybe this is just a dream, and he will come back to his senses after a while, Maybe this dream is over.But soon he realized that it wasn't Sun Ying's huge body weighing 90 kilograms that was possessed, so which ghost was he?

Thinking of this, Sun Ying couldn't help being thunderstruck, he was sleeping with his sister in his arms, why did he become a ghost?It was the girl who fed him something before going to bed, and he couldn't help but want to cry.He doesn't want to, what's the matter? Killing people will pay for their lives, so what about the girl?He didn't do anything wrong, at most, he was just bragging.

It wasn't long after the beginning of this good day, why did he become a ghost, or a starving ghost?This is too inhuman, no, it is too inhumane.

Sun Ying thought endlessly, his tears were about to flow to his arm, he couldn't help lifting it up, it was a dark, skinny little arm, still bruised and purple, it seemed that he had suffered a lot injury.At this moment, an unknown source of heat suddenly surged out and sprayed into his mind, Sun Ying suddenly passed out.

I don't know when, maybe it was a moment, maybe it was a very long time, it was like a quantum, Sun Ying woke up slowly, but he closed his eyes and adjusted his breath, if he could close them forever, he would never Will want to open my eyes.

Sun Ying is super familiar with the identity of the child possessed, and there are few people in this world who are more familiar with him, because this child is his own father, Sun Zujie.

Even if she was lying on the bed with her eyes closed and hungry, Sun Ying still couldn't help shaking her head, what, what is this, now he is a father, or a son, messed up, his mother's messed up, messed up!

From Sun Ying's point of view, his father lived a very tiring, tangled, and helpless life from the time he was born to the time when he died of illness. Therefore, after Sun Ying became an adult, he became very open-minded.

Sun Ying's father, Sun Zujie, was born in the early days of the founding of the People's Republic of China, and was adopted at birth, but when he was [-] or [-] years old, his adoptive mother passed away unfortunately, and Sun Zujie had to return to his biological parents.

In this way, Sun Zujie inevitably had a gap with his biological parents and his brothers and sisters. This gap became deeper and more severe, so that Sun Ying always had to make a judgment question since he was a child. Should he recognize his grandparents? Uncle and aunt.

What Sun Ying couldn't accept the most was that during Sun Zujie's serious illness, Sun Zujie's parents, brothers and sisters basically didn't help much.At that time, because Sun Ying was going to college, and Sun Ying's younger sister was about to go to college, the family's finances were very tight.However, Sun Zujie suffered from an incurable disease. He was already in the advanced stage of gastric cancer at that time, and in fact he didn't have much chance.

At that time, I was faced with a multiple-choice question, whether to have surgery or not. As a result, Sun Zujie’s parents, brothers and sisters insisted on having surgery, but no one was willing to pay for it. In the end, Sun Zujie chose not to have surgery, and suffered for a year. Silently waiting to die, I lasted until I saw Sun Ying during the winter vacation before I passed away.

This kind of life experience made Sun Ying's family affection very weak, and Sun Zujie died early, so after graduation, Sun Ying seemed to see through life.

It doesn't matter if you don't have a good job at work; it doesn't matter if you don't have a house or a car; In real life, he slowly turned into a greasy middle-aged fat man.

Of course, the incompetent fat man in the eyes of others has a very sufficient heart. He knows everything about the world's major events, ancient and modern, and gossip. Sun Young is bragging to the readers again.

So when Sun Ying suddenly became Sun Zujie on this day, he was completely confused. He didn't know what was going on and what should be done.

These flashed through Sun Ying's mind, and he was completely awakened by a sharp pain. Sun Ying, no, Sun Zujie was injured. For our convenience later, the father and son will be called Sun Zujie in the future, only when it is necessary to recall At that time, he was called Sun Ying.

Sun Zujie's injury this time was a bit serious, otherwise he wouldn't have fainted, but the reason is a bit tragic.At this time, it was just the beginning of the 60s, which was the most difficult period for this country.

Although Sun Zujie was in the land of fish and rice in Huaixi, it was inevitable that he would starve, even very hungry, because Huaixi was so overcrowded at that time that many places starved to death.

Regarding the beating this time, Sun Ying once heard from Sun Zujie that he was so hungry at that time, so hungry that his nose was so sharp that he could even smell the dishes being cooked by the village cadres next door. arrive.

The countryside was very poor at that time, and as a village cadre, in fact, he didn’t have much oil and water, but it is human nature to secretly take more money to support his wife and children, so this neighbor’s village cadre was no exception, so he secretly cooked a pot I added some wild vegetables to the rice, and planned to secretly eat it with the family when the commune members went to work.

No one thought that Sun Zujie, who was so hungry at home and couldn't stand it, would sneak to the village cadre's house and eat a big meal as much as he could. The meal was so sweet that decades later Sun Zujie still couldn't forget it, and told Sun Ying many times.

Of course, it was inevitable that the village cadres would find out after stealing the meal, but the village cadres did not dare to say anything, so the village cadre had to find a chance to beat Sun Zujie hard, no, Sun Zujie had to lie on the bed, now It's already the third day, not to mention the pain all over the body, that full meal can only appear in a dream for a long time.

Thinking of this, Sun Ying couldn't help but smile again, my dear father, you don't know where you have gone, but now you have given your precious son a hard time. But how to survive!

Chapter 2 A Meal

Sun Ying's wry smile is justified. Although he was born in the countryside, since he can remember, because he is very good at reading, his parents don't let him do farm work. They only hope that he can get ahead and get out of the countryside.Speaking of which, Sun Ying also did some farm work, planting rice seedlings, and weeding grass, but it was only occasionally, and now he has almost forgotten about it.

Just as Sun Zujie was thinking, the door was pushed open, and a figure appeared under a ray of warm sunlight. Sun Zujie slowly raised his head when he heard the voice, and he guessed who it was, it should be his adoptive mother , Mama Yang.

The adoptive mother's husband's family is a distant relative of Sun Zujie's biological father. Because there is no child or the child has passed away after the age of thirty, Sun Zujie was adopted.The reason for this possibility is that Sun Zujie didn't know or didn't tell Sun Ying on purpose. Maybe this is a sad thing, why should Sun Ying know.

Mother Yang was very happy to see that Sun Zujie woke up, but she didn't walk over fast. Sun Zujie could tell that she should have bound her feet. Sun Zujie was a little nervous and at a loss. The circles under his eyes were red, maybe it was the body's natural reaction.

Mother Yang saw it when she approached, she sat on the head of the bed, touched Sun Zujie's head, tears flowed out of her eyes involuntarily, "Zu Jie, it's all because my mother is useless, it hurts you, does it still hurt?" ?”

Sun Zujie also shed tears involuntarily. At this moment, this feeling is too wonderful. Perhaps no one in this world has such complicated emotions as him. His body can't help but want to get close to Mama Yang, but his thoughts make him He creates strangeness and distance.

At the end, Sun Zujie closed his eyes and obeyed his body's reaction. He stretched out his arms to hug Mama Yang, buried his head in Mama Yang's arms, and said nothing, but his tears flowed slowly. Wet Mama Yang's clothes.

What Sun Zujie is crying, only he knows, he is saying goodbye to the past, he is also saying goodbye to the future, no matter what is the difference between his body or soul, he has no way to change the status quo now, so let's cry a lot, never From now on, he is the brand new Sun Zujie, and he needs to control this body to live and live well.

Seeing that Sun Zujie was crying so sadly, Mama Yang's tears were also streaming down. After a while, Mama Yang clearly heard the protest from Sun Zujie's belly, so she stopped crying and helped Sun Zujie dry gently. She shed tears, and her eyes were full of kindness and kindness, "Zu Jie, Mom is really old and confused. Are you hungry? Mom will cook for you."

At this time, Sun Zujie saw the face of Yang's mother clearly through the light. She had a round face, but her cheeks were not supported by flesh, which made her head look big.With a scorched yellow face, yellow teeth, gray hair, and gray clothes with some dirt on them, it looked like he had just returned from hard work.

With a hoarse and dry voice, Sun Zujie finally shouted out. He said hoarsely, "Mom, I'm not hungry."

Sun Zujie's sensibility made Yang's mother pause for a moment. She turned around involuntarily, wiped her eyes with her hands, and then went out. After a while, she took out a cloth bag and carefully grabbed a few things, but it was A few pieces of taro. (That is, sweet potato, as the locals call it)

Although Sun Zujie was injured, his eyes lit up when he saw something to eat at this time. He stood up suddenly and was about to get out of bed. Seeing this, Yang's mother quickly held him down, "Zu Jie, don't get up!" Mom is going to cook taro porridge and add some wild vegetables picked today, son, don’t worry, our mother and I will not die of hunger.”

When Sun Zujie saw that there was something to eat, of course he was determined. He was very curious at this moment, and asked wonderingly, "Mom, where did this taro come from?"

Mother Yang smiled slightly, and the wrinkles seemed to be reduced a lot. She said with some pride, "You just stay here and it will be fine later."

Soon, a bowl of taro porridge was brought up, and Sun Zujie, who was so hungry that he couldn't bear it, wanted to pour it into his mouth, but was stopped by Yang's mother.

Mother Yang picked up a piece of taro with chopsticks, blew it, and put it into Sun Zujie's mouth.Sun Zujie swallowed it immediately, it was so delicious!

In addition to dried taro, this bowl of taro porridge also has a lot of wild vegetables, and of course a small handful of rice. After Sun Zujie ate it dry, he took the bowl from his mother and licked it with his tongue. stand up.

Mother Yang looked at Sun Zujie with a smile, saw that he had licked it clean, and asked with a smile, "Zu Jie, mom will serve it for you again."

After eating a bowl of porridge, his body seemed to warm up. Although he was only [-]% full, Sun Zujie seemed to be even hungrier at this time, but his soul is different now. The biggest difference as an adult is to understand each other and know how to control.

Sun Zujie licked his tongue and said insincerely, "Mom, I'm not hungry, you can eat. You've been busy for so long, you must be hungry."

Ms. Yang was a little surprised, but she suddenly looked brighter, as if she had a lot of energy, "Zu Jie is so good, I know that I love my mother, and my mother knows that you are not full, so I will give you another bowl."

Mother Yang was about to get up as she said, but was stopped by Sun Zujie, "Mom, go and eat, I really have enough. We have to save some for tomorrow."

After listening to Yang's mother, she couldn't hold back her tears, both because of the child's sensibility, and because of the hardships at this time.She hugged Sun Zujie, touched her tears and said, "Zu Jie, it's okay, we will have something to eat tomorrow."

The meal was delicious and sweet. Although neither of them was full in the end, at least they could last for two days. After the meal, Sun Zujie finally couldn't hold back his curiosity, "Mom, where did this taro come from? How come I never saw it?"

At this time, Mother Yang touched Sun Zujie's dry and yellow hair and talked about the origin.The origin of this dried taro is really amazing, "Mom has bad legs and feet, and the canteen can only cook for the brigade for a while, and the food will be really good."