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I know it's wrong to write it like this, because there are obviously better ways, but I wrote it like this anyway, and I don't plan to change it.

In fact, many of the plots in this book were determined when I opened the book. Friends who have seen this along the way must be able to understand the meaning of my words, which are mainly reflected in the seemingly normal plots in the early stage , Many foreshadowings were laid, some of which were not recovered until 80 million words, some were not recovered until 100 million words just now, and some took longer.

These foreshadowings outline the truth of the whole world and explain the reasons why the protagonist does such and such things, although sometimes in the serialization process, because I was not mature enough in the past, some plots that have been confirmed are viewed from the current perspective. It is very naive, but I still want to write it down, because this book is not a series of countless scattered stories connected by a main line, but a main line twisted by countless seemingly scattered branch lines.

It is for this reason that the first hundred chapters of this book seem to have been put together without any structure at all.

The life experience of the protagonist, the death of his parents, and what happened to him when he was a child, I mentioned it in more than 100 chapters of crazy dreams. Running-in, it’s the same as forcing it in. I also know that writing like this is not good, but it must be written, otherwise I miss this node, and there will be no chance later.

The protagonist knows the real reason of his parents’ death because of the Wishing Mirror. This plot is also determined at the beginning of the book, so I wrote that the black shadow in the mirror lay on the protagonist, and then the protagonist went to eat barbecue and saw Yu Jingjing...

I like to bury all kinds of foreshadowing, the whole story is similar to stiff insertions, I don’t know if you have noticed, Liu Xiuxiu (Liang Rong) went to see the place where her sister and the apostle were fighting, but was discovered by the foundation, and later it was a person named Yu Chen Someone rescued her, Yu Chen had the flame tattoo of the Green Flame Brotherhood on his palm, and Xia Ren experienced the name of the protagonist's son-in-law in the second Ancient Dream Demon Banquet.

I should wake up, because if I am good enough and the description method is perfect enough, these foreshadowings could have been smooth and excessive without affecting the viewing experience, but now I really can't do it.

Before I wrote this book, I hesitated whether I could control such a huge story, such a magnificent world view, and so many characters with very different personalities and ideals. I even thought about going to the book after I had enough writing experience. I tried to impact this story, but then I thought, fuck it, although I can’t become a fat man by eating in one sitting, at least if I eat a few more times, I can always eat more. If I dare not try, I may not have a chance in the future. It will change, when you want to write, hurry up and write!

The results of this book were indeed beyond my expectations. I originally thought that I would be overjoyed if I could get [-] average subscriptions. Ziliang’s expectation for me was that [-] average subscriptions would be very good.Now I order seven hundred and two.

Thank you for your support (sincerely).

I originally wanted to update steadily this month, get full attendance, and the badge for a higher level, but now it seems that there is no hope, and work suddenly started to get busy. Brushing clothes, shoes, mopping the floor, shoveling cat feces, taking a bath, it's past eleven o'clock, it's bad.

Recently, the preserved egg is almost suffocated. I feel that I am not sucking it, but it wants to suck me, but I don't have time to suck it.

I used to be a staunch egoist. For the sake of my health, I went to bed after [-]:[-] and stayed up late without coding. But recently, I want to try what it’s like to work hard, and see if I can go back to the opening part of the book. Time, if there is a disagreement, it will be tense.

I just finished typing, my head was too excited to fall asleep, and I wrote some messy things, thank you for reading this, thank you.

I have to go to work at eight o'clock, everyone, good night~

——白猫（2020年8月5日凌晨2：27分）

Zhao Mingyue in the photo in Chapter 411 [Ask for a monthly ticket! 】

It’s already evening, and the Liufeng Mountain, which is lined with strange rocks, is plunged into darkness. The snow covered the mountain peaks reflects the light, the cold wind howls, and the temperature on the top of the mountain is extremely cold. If ordinary people are not prepared, they will definitely not survive here for a few days Hours, will be frozen to death.

Qin Yun wore a thin down jacket and came to the top of the mountain alone.

On a boulder by the cliff in front of him, Xia Ren hugged his knees with his hands, squatting there, looking at the valley below, motionless like a statue.

A thin layer of snow fell on his shoulders, and a layer of frost condensed on his hair, making him look extremely lonely.

Qin Yun looked at his back from afar and breathed a sigh of relief.

More than ten hours have passed since the accident that happened in the morning. Xia Ren ran into the mountains alone and did not reply for a long time. Qin Yun was worried that something might happen to him, so he went from mountain to mountain to search for more than a dozen people. Hours.

Lu Yi was accidentally injured by Xia Ren, so she stayed in Kangle Villa, and Lily accompanied her to take care of her.

Looking at Xia Ren's figure, like a wounded little animal, hiding and licking the wound alone, Qin Yun couldn't help feeling distressed.

The cold wind on the top of the mountain blew Qin Yun's long hair, and her feet creaked on the snow.

She walked behind Xia Ren, didn't say anything, didn't do anything, just stood beside him and accompanied him.

Qin Yun didn't know what happened between Xia Ren and the Wishing Mirror, but she could deeply feel Xia Ren's sadness.

In my impression, Xia Ren can remain optimistic no matter how bad things happen. Qin Yun has never seen him with such an expression, such an expression as if he was abandoned.

Xia Ren also noticed Qin Yun. He looked away from the empty valley, buried his head in his knees, and said in a muffled voice, "Leave me alone."

Like a rebellious teenager, his tone was somewhat aggrieved and stubborn.

"How could it be possible to ignore you."

Qin Yun stretched out her hand to gently stroke the frost off his head, then squatted down, leaning her body against his broad back, and said softly:

"I'm the only one left."

Xia Ren was silent for a long time, turned to look at her, opened his mouth, closed it again, hesitated again and again, shrugged his head, like a child who has made a mistake, and said: "But I am a monster."

Qin Yun said without thinking: "You are a monster, and I am also a monster."

"It's different, you don't understand."

Xia Ren turned his head away.

"Where is the difference"

Qin Yun lifted Xia Ren's face and looked into his eyes seriously: "I do not understand many things, but there is only one thing I understand. When I was most lonely and desperate, it was you who broke into that scorched room and gave me Bringing light, everyone is afraid of me, but only you are not afraid."

"You and my nephew, and Zhang Xiang, are different from those real monsters. In the past few months, you and I have been helping others and have never done anything bad. If this can also be called a monster, then I will be with you Be a monster."

"Whoever dares to bully you and make you wronged, I'll smash his fucking head off."

As Qin Yun said, she made a fierce look and waved her fist. It seemed that she really had a bit of a tough taste.

Listening to what she said, Xia Ren's expression was no longer so gloomy, and the corners of his mouth curved slightly.

"You're so cute."

"what"

Qin Yun didn't react for a while, she was stunned for a while, and then her face turned red: "It's a lot of age, but it's cute or something."

Although she denied it, in fact, being praised so much, Qin Yun was so happy that she wanted to hug him and turn around twice.

"I won't be bullied."

Xia Ren stood up, and the snow on his body also fell off.

He had been digging into a dead end before, stuck in a deadlock, unable to get out, Qin Yun's words enlightened him.

No matter how regretful you are, the past cannot be changed.

What the Wishing Mirror said may not necessarily be correct. If the real Xia Ren had died, Huang Qiuyuan would not fail to see it, and neither would the doctor.

Xia Ren guessed that it was more likely that the Wishing Mirror was deliberately disturbing his state of mind. As for its purpose, he didn't know, and he didn't want to know.

Seeing his confidence regained on his face, Qin Yun was also happy.

Xia Ren recalled the fact that Lu Yi was possessed by the Wishing Mirror, and he rolled her up with his tentacles before he could distinguish in anger, and asked, "Is Lu Yi alright, Lily?"

"Lu Yi was injured a little bit, not seriously, but I was afraid that something might happen to her alone, so I asked Lily to stay with her there. They are still waiting for us to go back at Kangle Villa."

After Qin Yun finished speaking, she suddenly remembered something.

"correct."