"Pfft...here again..." Gui Jianfeng turned his head and said, "Don't tell others, I don't want to cause trouble for everyone."

"Well... I can't hide it from Lin Yujing..." Li Zheng clapped his hands and said, "Hi, it's your mother."

"Why... there is another one..."

"Isn't it good to have multiple mothers?" Li Zheng casually grabbed the medicine bottle on the bedside table, "Is this the medicine you take?"

"Yeah." Gui Jianfeng put down his pen and turned around the chair, "I should have eaten a long time ago, but I don't want to."

"What?"

"Eating will make you stupid." Gui Jianfeng said stiffly, "But this time, I'm afraid I have to eat."

Li Zheng didn't ask too much, he just put down the medicine and waved his hand: "Okay, come to Dad and talk a little bit."

"Are you... ready to be annoyed by me?" Gui Jianfeng hesitated.

"If you talk nonsense again, I'll call your mother too."

"Okay, okay..." Gui Jianfeng stood up scratching his head, scratched his head, let out a long sigh of relief, and finally sat down next to Li Zheng.

latent depression.

Decreased Latent Inhibition.

This was the first time Li Zheng heard this.

This is indeed a type of depression, but it's not simply an inability to produce positive emotions. Its causes are more complicated. If I have to sum it up, it's probably because of...

So fucking smart.

Most people can control what they think, what they don't think, how deeply they think, and how long they think.

But Gui Jianfeng often loses these controls, and he can't control himself to think about it.

If you see an apple, you will wonder why it has this shape, why it has this color, what is the flesh made of, and whether it is possible to describe it with a function.

When the disease is out of control, the information and thinking will be like a tsunami, washing his brain every moment, forcing him to think and calculate endlessly. When the depth of his thinking exceeds the patient's knowledge structure, it will produce Fantasy and division.

In fact, the brains of most patients with the disease cannot withstand such a load at an early age, and eventually go to the path of destruction of schizophrenia.

My mother also left at that time because she was overwhelmed.

But see the wind carry over.

It was hard, but he learned to take control.

Control with mathematics.

Mental breakdown usually occurs when the massive amount of information exceeds the brain's capacity. At this time, if you are in a complex environment, there will be a constant influx of new information and emotions, which is equivalent to endless waves of tsunamis .

Gui Jianfeng had to put himself in a simple environment before doing a series of thinking with definite answers.

There is no purer environment than mathematics.

For him, as long as he is indulging in mathematical problems, he can ignore external things and concentrate on seeking.

Only when he was exhausted and this wave of illness receded could he face the complex world again.

But he himself didn't know how long each time would last.

He only knows that the shortest time is 5 minutes, and the longest time is 8 months.

After entering junior high school, due to the enrichment of his own knowledge structure and the strengthening of self-control, his illness actually tended to ease. If he compared his thoughts to a flood, he found an exit at that time——

Talk.

Speak out what's on your mind.

But no one can stand this.

The teachers all hid far away, and his friends all left him.

When he realized that he was a nuisance, he gave up this path and returned to the world of mathematics.

Be a good boy outside, and go home when you get sick.

The current Guijianfeng basically won't get sick again in the familiar environment, but once he arrives in an unfamiliar environment, or some new elements appear in the familiar environment, the dam of his thinking will usher in flood again.

In fact, Gui Jianfeng also suffered from an illness at the preliminaries of the physical competition, but for a short time, Li Zheng didn't notice it, thinking he was in a daze or sleepy.

The first time I left in a hurry to answer questions at McDonald's was also because the embankment was about to collapse.

Even without using a mobile phone, I was afraid of being suddenly stimulated by text messages, phone calls and the like.

At the end of Gui Jianfeng's speech, he grabbed his pants and lowered his head.

"So... I don't intend to pigeon you... I dare not go to the training camp..."

"Fortunately, I met Mr. Xie during this training camp... I was with him the whole time. He gave me a lot of clear thinking paths and made me ignore unnecessary things..."

"But here, a completely unfamiliar city...started again..." Gui Jianfeng gritted his teeth and choked up, "I can't even handle the finals...going abroad...IMO...it's impossible to think about..."

"What about this?" Li Zheng asked as he picked up the medicine bottle that was all in English.

"This can suppress my thinking and emotional vitality." Gui Jianfeng nodded silently, "But it also suppresses mathematical thinking, and the result is that I become a stable idiot for a period of time. power."

"Then can I understand it this way..." Li Zheng asked, "When you do the final paper, it is a kind of energy release, and there are no symptoms. The difficulty is before and after the exam. You need to get out of the room and deal with it. A series of unfamiliar environments."

"Almost..." Gui Jianfeng scratched his face and forced a smile, "Sometimes I really want to be a robot... You can turn it off normally, and turn it on when you encounter mathematics."

"Then can you take a bunch of math problems and make it all the way to the examination room?"

"No, the mathematical transfer method requires a constant environment, and any change in the dynamic environment will break the state."

"Then put you in a box to do math problems, and I get six people to carry it over?"

"..."

"Okay, this is really ridiculous." Li Zheng patted back and said, "Then what are you thinking now?"

"Do you really want to say..." Gui Jianfeng covered his mouth with all his strength, "I told you, once you confide your thoughts, it will be very annoying..."

"What are you being polite to your father, tell me!"

Gui Jianfeng breathed out, clenched his fists and said, "Recalling what you did to Lin Yujing in the last few seconds of the news footage, you should be inhaling violently, the airflow produced like that...causes air pressure...if it lasts for another 25 seconds ...In addition, the two of you have personalities...I always feel that Lin Yujing will not accept a boy who is stronger than her...So if she has to be above you in order to accept you, she will be very tired...You will accept a boy who is stronger than her... You are a strong girl, but you can't help becoming stronger...so I don't think the probability of the two of you getting married will be higher than 60%. After you get married...the probability of divorce is as high as 77%. I work hard I want to be optimistic about you, but... In addition, if your child is a boy, his genetic probability in all aspects... Let me draw for you, what is the most likely appearance of a boy you give birth to... This is a girl..."

20 minutes, just like that.

Li Zheng felt that his whole life had been counted to the past.

He looked at his "daughter" exactly like his own portrait.

It's actually quite cute.

Hey, the genes of two people are here, no matter how they are combined, they can't be ugly!

At the right time, Li Zheng raised his hand and interrupted Gui Jianfeng: "When I was in the First Academy, I developed several sets of algorithms. Would you like to listen to them? We only discuss pure mathematics issues, and don't involve any secrets."

"for example?"

So, they chatted about algorithms.

Different from the cooperation with Lin Yujing, Gui Jianfeng is really thinking about it wholeheartedly, and the ideas and optimizations given are extremely detailed.

Li Zheng even took out his computer and recorded it.

After talking like this for an unknown amount of time, layers of human voices gradually came from outside.

Gui Jianfeng was still talking, while Li Zheng glanced at his watch.

"Excuse me." Li Zheng said, "Do you know how long we've been talking?"

"how long?"

"Three hours."

"!!!"

"Did you show any signs of schizophrenia or breakdown in the past three hours?" Li Zheng asked.

"Not at all..." Gui Jianfeng covered his head and said in surprise, "But it's starting now... Don't stop, I'm going to start guessing which province they come from hearing the voices outside..."

"Never stop... come and come..."

Gui Jianfeng quickly pointed to the screen: "Look, you can still smile for a while..."

"Fuck, it's still a little..."

See you when the wind pulls out again.

it's getting dark.

The tide of thinking receded layer by layer after sunset.

Now he is very tired.

But also very good.

For example, many people in this world suffer from insomnia.

But in fact, they don't have insomnia,

They just don't have sex.

But now Gui Jianfeng is like a perennial insomnia patient, ushering in a long-lasting, violent and hearty life.

He tilted his head and lay on the bed with a sweet smile on his face, as if he was about to fall asleep at any moment.

"Okay... I can die perfectly..."

puff.

Li Zheng lay on his back next to him.

"Me too..." Li Zheng stared blankly at the ceiling, "Is your brain made of quantum... I seem to be mentally handicapped."

"Ah..." Gui Jianfeng hurriedly got up and scratched his head, "I just said I'm annoying...I'm sorry I'm sorry...I've been pestering you all day..."

"Ha!" Li Zheng also jumped up, "Coincidentally, Dad just likes this!"

"???"

"Look, look." Li Zheng showed the algorithm document on the screen, "Talking about the results of this day with you is equivalent to having worked on it for hundreds of hours by myself."

"I've said so much..."

"Talk more!" Li Zheng grabbed Gui Jianfeng's shoulder and said, "Do you know how long I have been looking for someone who can discuss and study day and night?! Why didn't I meet you sooner!"

"Ah...you and Lin Yujing have been discussing studies together?"

"She can't, her physical strength will stop after 10 minutes of chatting." Li Zheng said as he erected the computer, "There are only exhausted cows and no plowed fields. Come, let me introduce you to the latest Deep Residual Shrinkage Network, Let's see what variants and optimizations there are..."

"Wait... I'm going to faint..."

"Eat after talking about this."

"Let me go...I want to eat..."

"Call Dad."

"..." Gui Jianfeng looked at Li Zheng and really struggled.

"Haha." Li Zheng closed the computer and smiled, "Don't think so much?"

"I just want to eat..." Gui Jianfeng rubbed his scalp, and suddenly said in shock, "This illness... seems to be over?!?!"

"I've felt it a long time ago." Li Zheng hugged him cheerfully, "It's not a disease, it's you, you're not sick, you were born like this, Dad likes it very much."

"...Hmm." Gui Jianfeng couldn't restrain himself, his eyes began to turn red.

"And I look forward to, like, and need your state just now." Li Zheng patted the computer and said, "How can this be a disease? This is obviously a 'genius moment'! I wish you would be like this forever, and we will fuck him here for the rest of our lives. Make it dark and dark, and make the world extinct!"

Gui Jianfeng directly covered his face and cried.

"Okay, okay." Li Zheng hugged him and said, "Eat enough, come back and have a good night's sleep, and I will accompany you when you go to the exam tomorrow morning. If you are afraid on the way, I have prepared 10 algorithm problems Waiting for you."

Gui Jianfeng wiped his eyes and nodded repeatedly.

"Hurry up and wash your face, it's about time for Lin Yujing to get up, let's have dinner together."

"Hmm." As soon as Gui Jianfeng stood up, he saw the envelope on the bed next to him, "Hmm?"

【See Feng Qi】

【father】

Li Zheng was also taken aback. When did this happen?

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