It's great that I can be reborn

Fortunately, she maintained her balance subconsciously and instinctively, so she was not thrown to the ground.

Jiang Lanqing looked at the two snowmen cuddling tightly in front of her, with the names of Zhang Fan and another girl written on them.

This is obviously the picture she imagined. This snowman should have her name engraved on it.

After whispering the word "Snow White", she began to destroy the snowman.

After it completely turned into a pile of broken snow again, he shifted his gaze to "Zhang Fan" next to it.

Jiang Lanqing's body seemed to be immobilized by a hold technique. After a mocking smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, the snowman was also completely destroyed in her hysterical cries.

What was destroyed together was the beautiful and fantastic dream in her heart.

It is a home formed by a husband named Zhang Fan who has a wife named Jiang Lanqing.

They will have a naughty and smart son and a lovely and obedient daughter.

The son and daughter have a handsome and capable father, a beautiful and virtuous mother, and doting grandparents and grandparents.

After Jiang Lanqing crushed all the big snow blocks she could see with her feet, she finally stopped.

Looking up, Jiang Lanqing seemed to see a colorful sun, which made her look nostalgic and intoxicated, so she gently let her fingers down from the zipper pull of the neckline of the down jacket.

Bai Xue just watched her well-dressed snowman being completely destroyed by another girl, then squatted on the ground, buried her head in her knees and sobbed softly.

Jiang Lanqing glanced at Zhang Fan who was standing there without saying anything, then looked at Bai Xue, and slowly said the second sentence.

"I'm Zhang Fan's girlfriend."

After Jiang Lanqing finished speaking, she left without looking back, leaving another set of footprints on the snow-white ground.

Zhang Fan watched her lonely back gradually go away, and Bai Xue's crying was the accompaniment when she left.

It stands to reason that he should catch up at this time, but he is not at ease if Bai Xue is left here alone.

At this time, Zhang Fan found that he could arrange his time reasonably and move between Jiang Lanqing and Bai Xue.

But faced with this situation, he was only one person and could not become two Zhang Fans.

"Snapped."

Zhang Fan slapped himself, and heaved a long sigh in his heart.

"Why did I really understand at this time that my greed was destined not to be happy from the beginning? In the end, I hurt two very good girls."

After Bai Xue could no longer see Jiang Lanqing, she looked up at Zhang Fan and asked with a choked voice, "Who is she?"

"Jiang Lanqing, my high school classmate." Zhang Fan replied calmly.

"Am I first or her first?" Bai Xue asked again.

"You are my first love." Zhang Fan said softly.

"What about her?"

"The one I fell in love with later on."

Bai Xue finally howled when she heard Zhang Fan's words. "Zhang Fan, how could you do this? My father abandoned my mother like this. How could you treat me like this?"

"sorry."

Zhang Fan wanted to reach out and wipe away the tears hanging on Bai Xue's face, otherwise it would be very painful to be blown by the cold wind.

But before his fingers touched her cheek, Bai Xue opened it forcefully with her palm and shook her head at him at the same time.

"I do not need it anymore."

She didn't need the three words "I'm sorry", nor did she need Zhang Fan's concern.

However, Zhang Fan forcibly wiped the corners of her eyes with his fingers, and at the same time said seriously: "You need it."

Bai Xue turned her head, seeing that she still couldn't get rid of Zhang Fan's palm, she let him gently touch her skin.

Seeing her like this, Zhang Fan took out another pack of tissues from the pocket of his down jacket, and took out one to wipe her tears. "It hurts a lot after being wind-dried like this."

"It's obviously you who hurt me more." Bai Xue said in a low voice.

Then he snatched the pack of tissues from Zhang Fan and began to wipe away his tears.

When she felt that it was almost the same, she looked sideways at Zhang Fan, stared into his eyes, and said with a hint of pleading tone: "Zhang Fan, can you break the relationship with her? Then I will forgive you once. "

There are two answers before Zhang Fan.

Nodding, this is the choice he would have made in the past.

In this way, Bai Xue will forgive herself, and she can also use the same method to make Jiang Lanqing forgive herself.

Then manage time more reasonably and carefully, waiting for another accident to appear.

"not good."

This is the answer given by him now, and he doesn't want to go on like this anymore.

After Bai Xue saw Zhang Fan shaking his head, a self-deprecating smile appeared on his face. "Yes, she is prettier than me and has a better figure."

Then he began to squat down and push the snow again bit by bit on the ruins of the snowman destroyed by Jiang Lanqing.

Once again, her tears stayed down without disappointment.

Seeing that Zhang Fan also squatted down beside him, he gave him a hard push. "Let's go, hurry up and find your new girlfriend."

"Go find her later, I don't feel relieved to leave you here alone." Zhang Fan said while piling up snow.

"I'm not your girlfriend anymore, so I don't want you to worry about me."

Bai Xue herself didn't find anything wrong with her words.

Zhang Fan stared into her eyes, forced a smile on his face, put his palm on her wet cheek and said, "You are my girlfriend, and you will be my wife in the future."

"What about her?" Bai Xue asked softly.

Zhang Fan was silent for a moment and replied: "She is too."

Bai Xue was stunned for a few seconds after hearing Zhang Fan's answer, and then a burst of anger spread from her heart to her whole mind.

"Zhang Fan, you bastard, I won't accept being a big wife or a young wife."

After finishing speaking, she immediately patted the snow that Zhang Fan had just piled up again, and then said to Zhang Fan in a cold tone: "You go! I will go home after I have piled myself up, and I don't need you to worry about it." gone."

Zhang Fan didn't leave, just sat on the snow and watched Bai Xue slowly build a snowman by himself, and then spoke out what was in his heart.

"Strictly speaking, I met her first in my life and fell in love with her first."

Bai Xue paused for a moment, and retorted in a low voice: "You were still my first love just now!"

"This is also correct." Zhang Fan smiled, and continued: "Actually, for a moment, I wanted to stay away from you, but then I couldn't bear it."

"So you're on two boats." Bai Xue's tone was mocking.

After seeing Zhang Fan nodding, he couldn't help but speak out what was in his heart. "Fortunately, I didn't hit her just now, and it turned out that I was the third party."

"You are not, you don't know all this, in the final analysis, I deceived you and him."

"Zhang Fan, you can obviously only like me and be my boyfriend, why do you want to provoke other girls?" Bai Xue said after sniffing her nose, pursing her mouth.

As I talked, tears and snot were left behind, and I started to choke up and bury my head in making a snowman again.

Zhang Fan lay on the icy snow, looked up at the sun above his head, thought seriously before replying: "Probably because I think I am the protagonist of this world, so whether it is you or her, I Presumptuously thinking that I can possess both of you and give you happiness."

"Now it seems that I actually blew a beautiful bubble for myself. After all, it is a mirror image."

"In fact, many times I dare not look directly into your eyes, because I know that I am the only one for you, and I can't give you single-mindedness."

......

Zhang Fan talked a lot, and said what came to mind.

After finishing the snowman's head, Bai Xue asked suddenly: "If I break up with you, will you love her wholeheartedly?"

Zhang Fan thought about this question for a longer time, and finally nodded slightly.

"How can you do this!" Bai Xue finally stopped crying and cried again with a "wow".

After receiving the tissue from Zhang Fan, he wiped his tears and begged Zhang Fan, "We're all over that, can you forget about her?"

"She is the same." Zhang Fan said in a low voice.

Then what greeted him was Bai Xue's hard slap. "Zhang Fan, you are such a big bastard, I never want to see you again."

After seeing Zhang Fan letting herself be beaten and scolded, she felt distressed again, and finally had no choice but to hug the snowman she had just built and cry loudly.

"Zhang Fan, how could you treat me like this? Obviously you don't like me, but there are others who like me, and there are many more."

Speaking of this, Bai Xue suddenly stopped crying, sniffed, looked directly into Zhang Fan's eyes, and whispered: "I can also find a new boyfriend, find a boy who loves me wholeheartedly and can give me happiness."

"I won't let you fall in love with others. If someone dares to chase you, I will beat them away."

"What if I don't allow you to do this? After all, you've treated me like this, it's not fair at all." After hearing Zhang Fan's words, Bai Xue hesitated, and asked with her mouth pursed.

"Then I'll let you go! If you really want..." Zhang Fan slowly replied after taking a deep breath of the cold air.

"I don't allow you to let go, I just want you to sever ties with that girl." Bai Xue interrupted Zhang Fan's words, her voice became louder.

This time Zhang Fan still shook his head.

"If people don't like you anymore, I won't share you with others, and she...surely won't either." Bai Xue originally wanted to say that Jiang Lanqing was prettier than herself, but she didn't want to say it Out.

This time Zhang Fan didn't answer, but hugged Bai Xue in his arms and whispered: "She loves me as much as you do, so I can't let me give up one of you now."

"I can't share you with others."

Bai Xue pushed Zhang Fan away, turned around and destroyed the snowman she had carefully built, just like Jiang Lanqing did before, and then walked back along the rows of footprints.

Zhang Fan followed her, reached out to the main road and stopped a taxi.

Although Bai Xue resisted, Zhang Fan stuffed her into the back seat. "I'm crying like a pussy, it's not good for others to see."

"It's not your fault."

After sending Bai Xue downstairs to her house, Zhang Fan hugged her into his arms again, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

After struggling for a while, Bai Xue fell into his arms and cried, "You shouldn't have provoked me back then, what do you want me to do now?"

Seeing that Zhang Fan didn't speak, he pushed his chest away with his hand, bit his lip and said slowly, "Zhang Fan, let's not meet for a while, I want to think about it quietly."

"it is good."

After Bai Xue left, Zhang Fan took out his mobile phone and called Jiang Lanqing.

After ringing several times, Jiang Lanqing got through, but she hung up immediately without saying a word.

Zhang Fan did not continue to call her, but stopped a taxi again.

After more than a year, he came to the gate of childhood kindergarten again, and Jiang Lanqing was sitting under the sycamore tree.

Only this time, there are no lush leaves full of life on top of her head, but only dead and dead tree trunks covered with snow,

After Zhang Fan sat down beside her, she said in a nostalgic tone: "I wish I hadn't come here."

Chapter 046 I regret it, but unfortunately I can't look back.

When any explanation is feeble, the three words "I'm sorry" become the only one.

When a story is told for the second time, then you will unconsciously add some embellishments to it.

When a person loses trust in you, all your words in the future will first put a question mark in her mind.

Jiang Lanqing listened to Zhang Fan's story very quietly, and finally just turned her head in his direction, tilted her head slightly, and asked softly, "Really?"

"That's it."

Zhang Fan stared into her eyes and replied, at the same time he wanted to reach out to touch her hair, but Jiang Lanqing avoided it on purpose.

Seeing her like this, Zhang Fan suddenly laughed at himself.

"I used to be able to easily touch any part of your body, but now you don't even let me touch your hair. Isn't it self-inflicted?"

Jiang Lanqing stood up after avoiding Zhang Fan's fingers, put his palms together above his head and made a waist stretching motion, looked up at the sun above his head and asked Zhang Fan: "Do you like me first or her first?"

"You are the first girl I fell in love with in my life."

Even though he knew that Jiang Lanqing, who had his back turned to him, couldn't see his expression at this time, Zhang Fan still answered with a very serious expression.

"Forehead......"